Focus On Self. [Remain Zero]
So I’m sitting here on Twitter, having finally unblocked everyone in Otaku Underworld I quickly notice all the progress everyone has made. I can’t help but be happy for them, I love it!
But I am also jealous...
None of my music ever gets that much attention. It barely gets retweeted by the people who are supposedly my riders, but in the midst of this train of thought I realize exactly what I’m doing.
I’m comparing my progress to theirs...
They were ready for this, and I pulled out because I felt I wasn’t. Heck, I still feel nervous sometimes, but I know for a fact that it’s different this time. I am approaching the field that much more confident in myself. I’ve practiced in my room too much, listened to my songs over and over, I am in control of this narrative. I have a plan for myself and I am going to put it into motion, and this time I will stick to it. I refuse to let my doubts overpower me.