i think this series showed us, intentionally or not, how powerful love can be.
we see binbin as a child, sacrificing meals for si-o, taking care of him, giving him hope for a future.
after years spent away from ryu si-o โ years filled with punishment, tests, and manipulation under pavel's hand โ he returns with one mission: his first mission. Ryu si-o.
Kill Anton, or you will be killed.
and ryu si-o smiles, happy to meet his one and only friend, and says once, quietly: don't betray me. let me die with atleast you having been on my side.
and binbin, even under threat of death, and knowing that there is no other outcome for ryu si-o, still decides to give his best friend control over his own death.
!!trigger warnings!! Lots of smut, unprotected sex (you mfs better be safe), creampie, face fucking, blowjob, sex itself, hands and knees position, mentions of murder and life ruining events, yandere acts (obvi), Stockholm syndrome, master nickname, domming, subbing, โpet playโ (not really, itโs kind of sprinkled in there), and that should be all!
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How long has it been since Changbin and you got together? Well, normally someone who's been kidnapped and forced to live with their captor against their will would either be dead or have no idea how many days passed. But you knew. Your three year anniversary is coming up!
You were so eager. December 15th, 2018 was when Changbin had taken you away from your own life to protect you. To be honest you donโt remember much from that time, but Changbin had said youโve loved him from the start - and heโs never lied to you, so why deny his statements?
All that you knew as of right now was that life had been dreadful before Changbin. Your parents have been dead for years beforehand, and you had been randomly fired from your job. It was getting hard to pay for food and to pay rent and to practically live a functioning life. Soooo, when Changbin took you in, you werenโt really complaining much. In fact, you welcomed him wholeheartedly - though you hadnโt really known who he was. Well - uh - kinda haha.
He did take some getting used to. You were obviously scared out of your mind, but he was kind and caring, warm and gentle. When you seemed afraid, he gave you space. He fed you nicely - the meals that were your favorite, he gave you your own room, allowed you to go outside, and eventually you began to love him. He had shown you the best kindness youโd ever known.
There was one thing Changbin said in the beginning youโd never forget. โI will love you until the end of me, until the end of time, and even then Iโll still love you, but so help me, if you think about leaving me, I will make you regret everything youโve ever done.โ And that scared you shitless, so you did listen.
But that also did turn you on. You were always one to rock the boat, be a bit of brat, and you thought, โMaybe Changbin is a bit kinkyโ, and while you quickly learned he is, that is not the case when heโs mad.
~flashback~
Changbin had just arrived home, and he granted you permission to go outside. You had gone slightly past your allowed area without realizing. An animal had distracted you. A small deer. You followed it, wondering what it was up to. Next thing you know Changbin is running next to you.
โWhat are you up to, Princess?โ You stared at him. โThere was an animal, and it piqued my curiosity.โ You smiled, thinking of the pretty deer. โWell, Iโm not sure if you noticed, but youโve stepped out of your areaโs limits.โ You looked at him with fear while his face appeared stern. โI-Iโm sorry, Binnie! I didnโt realize, please donโt be upset, Iโm sorry.โ You hugged him tightly. โI promise, it wasnโt intentional.โ He could tell how truly sorry you were, and how much you begged for forgiveness. โI forgive you. Letโs get you back home. Iโll have to start calling you my little fawn though.โ He smiled and you giggled. He held your hand, and you walked back as he lectured you on staying in your proper place to be safe. You listened happily and faced him as you saluted him saying, โYes, sir!โ in a silly way. He smiled at you.
It was hours later, you were sleepy and lying on Changbinโs chest as he read to you a story. When he finished, he asked, โHey, little fawn, would you like me to tell you the consequences of leaving?โ You were a bit taken back by his question. You were scared to find out. โUhh, if you wanna tell me, then yes I would.โ He stopped, took a deep breath, and continued. โIf you ever leave me, I will give you every single reason to need me again. I will abandon you, completely, with nothing, and make you suffer until you need me again.โ Silence. โO-oh, b-but I thought you l-loved me?โ Tears quickly fell out of your eyes, and you began to push yourself up from to run to your room and have time to yourself. But Changbin quickly pulled you back. You were now sitting with your back to him, legs locked between his, his arms wrapped around your torso and held you tightly. โI do, thatโs why I never want to have to do those things. Do you understand, my little fawn?โ You calmed and nodded your head. โI love you, Bin-Bin.โ
โI love you too, Y/N.โ
~end of flashback~
It was finally the day of your and Changbinโs anniversary. You were so excited! You did your best to wake up before him so you could set things up. You put on a pretty set of lingerie that was a bright and sexy red. It was a little small, but it made it all the more perfect. Changbin loved your body when it poked out. Your skin pudged slightly from the straps. It was a beautiful lace bra that mostly covered your nipples. The thong matched and connected to cute garters around your thighs. To cover it up, you threw on a pair of Changbinโs black sweatpants and one of his classic black t-shirts. You snuck off to the bathroom and messed with your hair a bit. You didnโt do much, just tidied it up. Then you went to the kitchen where you made some breakfast. It was going to be a truly great day.
Changbin woke up when breakfast was finished, walking into the room in black pajama pants and a lack of shirt. โWhatโs all this, honey?โ You smiled. โSome breakfast. Happy anniversary, Changbin!โ You set down two plates of food. โAwww thanks, Y/N.โ He blushed and went to hug you. โIt smells great.โ
You guys stuffed your face full of food, and then went on a nice walk in the woods for some fresh air. It was cool outside, so you put on a big warm hoodie and a beanie. He read you your favorite book on a small bench he placed for you guys. For the rest of the day, you spent talking and reminiscing on the good times that you guys had together. How thankful yโall were to have each other. How you saved each otherโs lives.
The real treat was a bit before bed, while you were cuddled up on the couch.
He lied there, you breathed heavily. You were ready to give him the big finale of the night. You leaned in and kissed him with the most passion and fire you had in you, desperate for more. He grabbed you by the back of your neck and kissed you harder. It didnโt take long for him to slide his tongue between your lips and explore your mouth like the times heโd done before - but he was more dominant than heโd ever been. Like tonight there was a special goal for him to achieve.
With more energy being put in, Changbin picked you up and carried you to the bedroom. As he entered, he practically threw you across the room and onto the bed. He walked over to you quickly and turned you on your stomach. As soon as you were still, he roughly grabbed the hem of โyourโ sweatpants and yanked them off, exposing the lingerie beneath it. โFuck, youโre so hot.โ He grabbed your cheeks and kneaded them like dough before smacking them. You moaned loudly.
Changbin put his arms around your waist and pulled you against him. Then he slid his hands up your shirt and took it off, discarding it and throwing it off somewhere in the room. He gazed at you in awe of your beautiful red lingerie. โYouโre such a good girl, baby.โ He groaned as you grinded against his clothed member. He shoved you back onto the bed. โAnd it better stay that way. Now, lie there and be a little patient. I want to retrieve something for you.โ So you complied. You heard shuffling in the background and a small jingling noise before something had been bestowed onto your head. You wondered curiously, but then a mirror appeared. You saw on your head a pair of cute fawn ears with small jingling bells connected to them. โMy little fawn.โ Changbin smiled sweetly, and you turned your head to kiss him. He kissed back happily while taking away the mirror. โLetโs finish what you started, babygirl.โ He nibbled at your neck and kissed and sucked on it to make the biggest and purple hickeys. He wanted to see his ownership of you. Everything he worked so hard for. All the people he had to kill, all the strings he had to pull to make your life miserable. So you could be all his. Forever.
โFuck, Changbin!โ You moaned so loudly. His hand travelled down your body and under your panties. He rubbed his index finger around, coating his finger in your slick. โSuch a wet slut, all for me, what are you thinking about in that head of yours that has you so hot and heavy, baby?โ He teased, adding his middle finger, rubbing around your hole, but never going in. โF-fuck, Iโm thinking a-about that big c-cock of yours, sir.โ You stuttered, trying to get the words out, so heโll stop messing around. โThatโs what I thought.โ He pushes his index finger in slowly. He goes at a fairly slow pace, until he can feel you getting more worked up. Then he adds another.
โC-changbin, please.โ He speeds his pace, you were so close to climaxing. โIโll let you cum, you just have to do one thing for me.โ You were aching. โPlease, what do I need to do?โ You questioned, not being able to contain yourself anymore. โBe my little innocent fawn. Let me absolutely destroy you.โ You knew exactly what he meant. A few years back, a little after he started calling you by that endearing nickname, he turned you from an innocent young woman to a dirty slut within a few hours. You noticed quickly how turned on he was, taking away the pureness you once had, the white light fading from your eyes as you begged for him to go faster.
โYes, master!โ You squeaked out. โMay I please cum for you, sir?โ You almost screamed it with how much you were holding back. โGo ahead, baby, right around my fingers. Show master how happy you are.โ And then you released, moaning out in pleasure, high pitched squeaks filling the room while he grunted at the beautiful sounds you made. Before you were fully settled, he had ripped his shirt off and lowered his pants and boxers, exposing his thick cock leaking with precum, bright red tip from lack of touch. He positioned you on your knees, ass in the air, and head into the mattress while he rubbed his cock around your entrance. โM-master, please, make me feel good!โ You cried out before burning your head deep into the pillow from embarrassment. Changbin pushed into you carefully, not wanting to hurt you. You had an overdrawn moan while he pushed deeper. โGood girl, taking me so well. I wouldnโt want to hurt you.โ As you adjusted, he began to move faster. In a few thrusts, he pounded deeply into you. โMaster, you feel so good. Thank you.โ you panted out into the pillow. โYouโre so fucking welcome.โ
He felt you tighten around him. โIs my little fawn gonna cum undone for me? Make your master feel good? Hm?โ You squirmed and squealed. โMhm! Yes, please, master!โ He squirmed a bit more. โGo ahead, fawn, let it all out. I own you. Say it.โ You came for the second time and screamed out, โIโm yours, master. I belong to you! O-only you!โ He came into your cunt after you let out your words, his cock not being able to handle the submissiveness you had for him. He pulled out and you both collapsed on the bed.
โYou were so good for me, baby. Took me so well.โ He praised you as you moved lower. He was about to question it, but then he quickly kept quiet when you took his cock into your mouth. It didnโt take long for him to be throbbing hard again as you hollowed out your cheeks and took him as far as you could. Your quiet noises made vibrations against his dick as he shivered at the sensation. โMmm fuck, you have the mouth of an angel.โ Your hand reached around and fondled his balls to add more pleasure. โG-god fuck, Iโm gonna cum down tiny throat of yours, princess.โ He groaned, his hands snaking in your hair and lightly pushing your head further down. And as he pushed your head further, ropes of cum filled your throat as he continued to fuck your face. When he was fully finished, you took him out of your mouth, looked up at him, and he looked back down at you. You had doe-eyes as you swallowed his load down your throat. โThank you, BinBin!โ He gazed at you in awe. โOf course, precious. Letโs get cleaned up.โ
Changbin sat up and picked you up, carrying you to the bathroom. He sat you on the lid of the toilet while he began to run a lukewarm bath. He smiled at you as he added the bubble bath mixture. As the tub filled, he stopped the water, and lowered you into it. He sat right behind you. Changbin rubbed circles on your back while washing you with soap. Both of you guys were in the bliss of each other's company, completely enjoying the time you spent together.
After a bit of time in the bath, Changbin dried you off and dressed you in one of his t-shirts. You liked the way they fit, and he liked you in them. He wore his usual - black pajama pants and no shirt. Your favorite view. His absolute toned to the max packed abs looking as flawless as ever. โGoodnight, Binnie. I love you so much. Sweet dreams. Happy Anniversary!โ You smiled at him. He smiled back. โOne more thing.โ You were confused. โOh?โ He sat up and began to kneel on the bed, grabbing something from the bedside table drawer. A box.
โY/N, will you marry me?โ
He opened the box, and a beautiful diamond gemstone shone brightly in the room. You gazed in awe at its beauty, wandering about how something so priceless was all yours.
โYes, Changbin. I will.โ
He smiled and took the ring to place on your finger. You kissed deeply and fell next to each other and cuddled close after Bin turned the lights off. โI love you so much, Y/N. Sweet dreams, and goodnight. Happy Anniversary to my lovely and beautiful fiance.โ You guys kissed once more, and fell asleep sweetly in each other's arms.
After all these years, his plan worked. Your parents were killed in a hit and run accident carried out by Changbin. He blackmailed your boss into firing you, and managed to get your rent upped to be almost impossible to pay for in your conditions. Every life failing event caused by him. All so youโd end up here with him, as his fiance, soon to be wife. Now you can never ever live without him.
Not even if you tried.
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Han Jisung Yandere Headcanon: https://kitsblade.tumblr.com/post/651488976109289472/imagine-han-jisung-as-a-yandere