This little girl is 3 months old. Dropped off on my front porch by some neighbors, so scared and frightened... wondering where her mama was. Now, she is independent and so sassy but still comforts me when I cry. I have said it a thousand times and will say it a thousand times more... I am so thankful that I have the ability to take care of these kitties and that they give me a reason to live when everything else seems so dark. I wonder all the time why i have been entrusted with their care, even after I let my mom down, when she needed me the most. I carry the weight of her death everyday and cant help but worry I'll let everyone else down too. I loved my mom more than anything and wish so hard, that she were still here. I can only do my best, even if I feel it's not enough. #birdie #birdielou #darlingbehomesoon #anxietyandme #saturday #crazycatlady #crazychickenlady #depressionandme #kittensofinstagram #catsofinstagram #birdieofinstagram #imissher #imissmymama #var #abdominalaorticaneurysm #shewasmyperson #shewasmybestfriend #itsoknottobeokay #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth https://www.instagram.com/p/B2HUjY8DCMh/?igshid=1fxrfbfgmmzlg
