#birdy wolfe

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Sketch and WIP 2022 round up!!!

Here are a bunch of sketches/WIPs that I mostly just posted on twitter this year. I didn’t put out a lot of finished pieces but I did draw quite a bit!

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young dumb and full of...u know

....long time no Birdy. Fixed that.

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lung buster

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Birdy for the oc ask meme!!

Full name: Beatríz Luisa Wolfe

Best friend: @lunardaisydoodles‘ Sole Survivor Violet

Sexuality: Pan 

Favorite color: Burgundy, the color of wine

Relationship status: with Hancock

Ideal mate: ....lol Hancock ?? Someone who has similar values as she does and is willing to fight on behalf of those values, someone isn’t there to judge her, makes her laugh, is a good story teller, honest...i mean i could go on but honestly it’s..just...Hancock...

Turn-ons: sense of humor, honest and open, eye for fashion, can deliver snark and take an occasional teasing, boldness, kindess, sincere compliments lol

Favorite food: Hot dogs. Like, especially garnished hot dogs. Like she had a “recipe” book of hot dogs and their condiments from around the US

Crushes: Ella Fitzgerald? Magnolia? 

Favorite music: Ella, Billie, JAZZ, but also rock, early country (like Jimmie Rodgers, Carter Family early bc her grandpa had a fiddle and also she was super into westerns and enjoyed cowboy ballads from a young age) and some Mariachi and Bolero when the mood strikes

Biggest fear: people realizing she isn’t what she pretends to me and being left alone

Biggest fantasy: post-war: having a decent bathroom in the commonwealth and infinite soap

Bad habits: avoidance. extreme avoidance that is shown via all her other bad habits like drinking/drugs and deflective humor and running away when things become too much for her, and her assumed persona to keep most people at arm’s length

Biggest regret: not holding her son one last time before being frozen in the vault

Best kept secrets: her entire..past? the fact that she’s a completely insecure wreck! Her anxiety issues...

Last thought: IDK what this means? Like her final thought..before she dies? what ???

Worst romantic experience: one time with her first bf they were getting frisky and he tickled her and she elbowed him in the face and broke his nose :) 

Biggest insecurity: her personality???? Like she doesn’t think she as a person has anything worthwhile to offer anyone on a sincere level

Weapon of choice: Railway rifle, sniper rifle, combat rifle, nail bat.

Role Model: her dad. 

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stealing a quick nap on a hot afternoon

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you are safe.

you are loved.

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Bad habits of ur OCs??

Oh god. I’ll give you one serious one and one less serious one! 

Prescilla’s is that she is blunt to the point of obliviousness. She says cruel things because she’s honest, and sometimes the truth is cruel, and doesn’t even realize she’s sad something bad until it’s too late. She eventually gets better at this. Moreso with loved ones than with strangers, but she never really loses that inability to keep herself from speaking without a filter.  Her other bad habit is that she is a heat vampire and if u sleep with her she will put her cold body on u and suck all ur heat bc she is tiny and cold.

Logan’s bad habit is that she is constantly putting the happiness of her loved ones over her own. She will sacrifice her mental/emotional/physical well-being to make sure her loved ones are taken care of. She has a lot of bad habits actually. She is an addict. She got addicted to the quest for riches/making something of her family name, she got addicted to gambling, she got addicted to alcohol after her mom died, she got addicted to fitness when Fenris dumped her and after she gave up alcohol for a while. She gets very into whatever she is currently into until she no longer has use for it. She also has a tendency to use humor in inappropriate situations. 

Innes’ bad habit is that she sometimes can’t turn off her political mindset. She was raised from childhood to think politically, and to know when to use diplomacy and to know when harsher methods were required. She is a ray of sunshine cinnamon roll, good hearted person, but this line of thinking that she inherited is sometimes hard to turn off, and can make her decisions come off as cold. (An example is in the case of saving the Chargers, she was completely ready to leave them to die for political ties, but Juniper luckily talked her out of it, let her know she didn’t have to do everything the way her father would, and saved the Chargers in the nick of time, for which she is eternally grateful. She would have never forgiven herself if she left them to die.) This also in turn, causes her to over-think. She also has the bad habit of correcting ppl unasked. 

Aram’s bad habit is that she thinks she has to be the one to do everything to get it done right. I mean the series is a pretty clear indication. I mean tbh she didn’t put herself in those situations, but if she hadn’t been asked she probably would have volunteered anyway. She also has trouble asking for help. Another bad habit is that she throws her dirty laundry on the floor instead of into the basket. 

Nova’s is that she is brash and reckless for the sole purpose of trying to be better than she thinks she is. She puts herself in dangerous situations needlessly because she thinks it will prove that she can handle things. She is also a blanket hog and isn’t great with sharing her food.

Birdy’s bad habit is that she has every bad habit known to man from smoking and drinking and drugging to sex and biting her nails. She does most of this because of anxiety and her strong leaning towards avoidance. She will not face any problem she has unless forced to, and will do anything in order to distract herself. Also she’s super vain and is compelled to look into any reflective surface to check herself. She also hordes Sugar Bombs and soap. 

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more jumbled Birdy thoughts that hit me at random:

It takes her years. YEARS. to get over the feeling of “it should have been me” post de-frost. 

Nate was the good one. He was a good husband. A good person, maybe idealistic and unrealistic, but very good. She thinks about it all the time. She should have been the one that was killed in that vault. He would have found “Shaun” by now (now being like Oct/Nov 2287. She doesn’t get to the institute until Jan 2288, and probably figuring the main plot doesn’t come to a conclusion until about Feb or Mar). But she has a gut feeling, he’d have gotten their son back ASAP. 

And yet...she knows she wouldn’t have been (killed)? If she saw the gun come out while struggling to keep the baby in her arms, she would have let go. She would have instinctively gone into personal survival mode and let them take her kid, hopefully, to live to get him back later. Hopefully. 

She carries this guilt with her. This hypothetical guilt over the fact that she’s not as good a parent or as good a person as the man that died to try and keep their son safe. It’s not the survivors guilt like she has when she realizes everyone she knew was dead. It’s a more gut-wrenching kind of guilt, like this realization that she’s been given a second chance she never deserved. She wanted it, she got it, but she didn’t earn it. She stole it from Nate.