#birthday loser

[itstonyowo]

birthday bastard bitch

[prince-of-liafail]

Now that I'm almost 21

I actually look 20, now.

Can't I be 20 another year? But with the drinking privileges.

I'm aging too fast and can't catch up.

[mebpd]

BPD Struggle 13

Or at least I think it’s 13.

So i’ve finally decided to have a little birthday party. but of course as expected its given me major anxiety. And i hate it. I think it’s equal amount of hate because 1. still no one cares 2. i have to throw myself a party because no one cares 3. my best friend basically is like oh soz i have a party before might be late. like what about me bitch. you know what it is, i get it in my head, its logical because i decided this literally last night but then i feel betrayed and abondoned. and if he gives in to my BPD i will forever emotionally abuse him because i know i can and that he will give in. but then im also like bitch stop throwing your social life in my face and being all like omg im so popular. i cannot fucking stand it honestly. i have no patience for that type of shit. 

But like honestly, who else feels like a big bag of dicks because they can’t express how they feel without sounding incredibly rude or horrible? because  i do. 

My way of trying to make it seem nice and like its not meant to be rude - because its just what i want to say even if its rude or not - is like “hey no offense and don’t take this the wrong or rude way but...”

Honestly, I’m a nice girl. But if i think something and i believe it and i stand by it i’ll say it. and what do i get: you’re arrogant, you’re rude, you could say it in a nicer way. 

So I warn people: HEY I DONT KNOW HOW TO UFCKING SAY THIS IN A NICE WAY SO DON’T TAKE THE WRONG WAY YOU CUNT.

It irritates me.

Anyways, tomorrow is my 21st birthday. Something I’ve waited for, for a very long time. They say, the way to not get let down is to not expect anything at all. All i’m expecting is typical shit, no one cares. No one ever will.

My family only cares about me because they are biologically supposed to love me. 

[burntsam]

Happy Birthday!!!

thank you, thank you!!! (sorry this is late i went to bed ily)

thank you all guys so much for your lovely birthday messages from yesterday, i love you.

[burntsam]

Happy birthday sweetie!!

aw thank you!!!

loser’s birthday ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊˚

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[burntsam]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU WONDERFUL HUMAN!!! *sends sammy to your door with a bow on his head :D*

aW PLS I WANT SAMMY THANK YOU SO MUCH BLESS U

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[burntsam]

Have an excellent birthday!!!

thank you love!!!

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[burntsam]

Happy birthday 😄

thank you!!!!

loser’s birthday ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊˚

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