Here to talk about my plurality a bit
Well, I guess trauma too, so warning.
We are a system of over 1000+, via a discovery of our gatekeepers. One night when I finally got to stare at the stars, it was enough to show our true headspace. A universe. Complete with stars and planets of whatever that many headmates could ever need.
I also got the sad knowledge of why a child would need their own universe. Loneliness and freedom. Doesn’t seem traumatic now but to a child? It’s devastating.
It didn’t help that due to my dyslexia I got an overactive imagination, dyslexia is known to allow the brain to be wired for that. Mix an overactive imagination with disassociation and maladaptive daydreaming? Well, it seems logical the brain decided to create a world in our head.
I have memories, fuzzy but memories of my time in headspace as a kid. Before I became Core. It was nice, I almost miss it. I don’t mind being the main fronter now, I have a life out here the others don’t
Just a bit of a tangent I guess, interesting way to look at this. I still love my system, I’ll visit them inside but I wanna stay the main alter out front. I can tell the others agree