#tw vent?

[alwaysin-bed]

I don’t want to go to school

[strawbxrrypies]

god I feel like such a shitty person

[gatoradewaterbruh]

My fictional dad's >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> my stepdad. At least they don't manipulate their kids and romantic partners and don't make gross homophobic statements when I talk about gay stuff like once or twice in front of them.

[l3que-blog]

I am just gonna say this just in case a random dm or ask comes in

Before getting in a short yap. I am more fondly associate to be a neutral party or rather someone to understand a situation or anything because I have fear it have gotten close to my friends and I felt knowing two sides of a story is better than one(Which, I don't entirely do cause this is not me in IN it, but I do think I take part in talking with them said people). And mostly this is sleep deprived Ieq and be on the verge to just think hard on too many disasters that happened this year so yeahhh. And this shall be repetitive cause I am like that I see. And again, its a yap, not a rant. Or if those are different-

Yes, its about the recent tsams drama about Solarnexus(Nothing against the ship like huh you seen me with these plebby bitches I love)

Now, I only just see stuff on my feed and did not go digging because I wanted to not get my head tooooo into it with people. But info to know the context because I am not having a ask again of some drama that I barely want to take part in(Or the very least, be told of this. Honestly got some memories resurface of another one BUT THAT'S NOT THE TOPIC)

Now, can be skipped! Honestly don't read because not needed I just want to put out some feelings(NOT DIRECTED AT THE INDIVIDUALS AT ALL). And this is me feeling of this but nothing like "OH HERE'S INFORMATION ABOUT THEM AND SHOULD NOT GET THIS" NO, just putting feelings down.

Starting the talk, no, I have no sides and try to keep a clear mind. Even though that sounds naive, its mostly this is not my business and only saw those posts can only came in to people from time to time either if on a neutral aspect, no one should deserve to get a bullshit health? And I have just trying to get a grasp what is happening and all I can see its very messy. And I have to admit, I am scared. Mostly it was the drama being very close to friends and I want to stay far, but not too much. I barely know how to describe the feeling?

But gods I hope this stop because that was a few months ago and I do not know why(well, now I see more evidence, nah, just some pieces missing from the story, because it was missing some). And I hope everyone is okay, really. I do not have anything but seeing this have effected people and should atleast got settled(Which, at first it was, and I was relieved)

Anyways, this post is not to "convince" or "defend" its me putting what I feel on my blog that can be welcomely ignored as this holds no information than me yapping.

I just say drop things and come to an agreement that this is wearing each side, group, just anyone around it is hurt in every way that I have heard and seen. This area is a community is it not.

Also, please no one harass anyone. Its not helpful, its not useful, don't use it like a joke. I am clear as day, or foggy as the clouds with my words right now. This should of stayed calm and not over the skies. But my words here I know its a total repeat, but block is there and to not interact or be brought in a situation again as I learned, so no need to keep something alive like this.

No one is at fault, but there is wrongs and rights. And I wish it was talked well or taken in a different approach than now.

I think this is gonna become a vent so imma stop yapping or this post becomes awful and misunderstood. In short, I love everything here, its been great, and not want it to be divided so much and tearing people from connecting.

Put it this way. I am afraid for how this has treated everyone.

[br0adwayluvs]

I'm just a girl...

I'm just a girl in the world

THATS ALL THAT YOU'LL LET ME BE

[luckywishbone]

“I like how it has eyelashes” <— the best compliment my mom can think of for my art

[zparklezatan]

CAN PEOPLE PLEAZE ZTOP WITH THE "what heart did you get" THING ITZ ZO FUCKING ANNOYING IVE HAD TO CENZOR "what pride" "what flag" "what heart" "which flag" AND LIKE 8 OTHER THINGZ ITZ PIZZING ME OFF

I know itz not really problematic but itz ztill annoying az zhit