--- ❝ i LOVE you , okay ! ? ❞ --- nathan was never one to YELL or to have sudden OUTBURSTS for no reason , but as he stared at the boy who had taken HOLD of his OWN HEART with such ease , nathan found that he couldn ‘ t do anything but YELL out his true feelings to ciel . he needed him to hear him out .
--- ❝ i love everything about you , your eyes , your hair , your nose , your arms , your legs , EVERYTHING that makes you , well , you ! ciel , you ‘ re my EVERYTHING , my ONLY thing ; i have only ever LOVED you , there is no one else && there will never be anyone else , not for me ! because you ‘ re the ONLY ONE for me ! ciel , i know we ‘ ve only known each other for a couple of months && most of the time you have avoided me but i don ‘ t care because that ‘ s never changed my FEELINGS towards you ! i feel as if i ‘ ve KNOWN you FOREVER , && i don ‘ t want that to ever CHANGE , i don ‘ t want you to change ! ciel , i want to kiss you , feel you , touch you , be THERE for you . i want to do it all for you . i want to be your EVERYTHING , i want to be your ONLY ONE . please , let me . ❞ --- the last two words came out as nothing more than a simple WHISPER to hopefully not deaf ears . nathan took a breath as tears welled in his eyes , his emotions overtaking him so EASILY ; he couldn ‘ t help it , he was always the NICE GUY , the SOFT BOY , but he hoped that he would not FINISH LAST as the saying goes :
FEAR clutched at his heart , --- ❝ maybe you can ‘ t SAY it back or won ‘ t even SAY it , but before you say ANYTHING , at least let me have this moment with you . ❞ --- with DETERMINATION written all over his face , nathan pulled the boy to him , && without WARNING , pressed his lips against ciel ‘ s , enveloping him in a PASSIONATE SWEET KISS that only he could muster up with all of his LOVING FEELINGS towards ciel . he truly did LOVE him , && kissed him as if it would only be his FIRST && LAST time to ever do .