"tell me, raiden--how are you ever to protect the people of your realm if you do not know them? you are afraid, raiden. afraid of their deaths. because it hurts, doesn't it? caring--only to love and lose. it's so much easier to be distant and cold.
but they scorn you for it, don't they?
they blame everything on you.
you don't care, they say.
nothing but a lapdog to the elder gods, they say.
all that death, that pain... couldn't it have been prevented, raiden? if you had not let yourself bow to inaction... if you had not allowed the empty words of the elder gods to sway you so--perhaps more of those warriors would still live today.
bright eyed, strong warriors, they were, weren't they?--a shame they died so young. so soon. too soon for their time, wouldn't you agree?
and it hurt. it still hurts, doesn't it, qorah? but you mask the hurt behind your stoic and calm facade; but i can see through it. like a silken veil, it hardly hides the hurt and turmoil beneath it all.
but the humans--they don't.
which is why it is easier to stay distant, yes?
their words might hurt, yes--but the deaths hurt that much worse."
Raiden's eyes twitched at the corners. Lightning crawls up his arms as tiny tendrils: each word a knife that dug into the deepest recesses of his being, digging up memories that he would rather remain buried as deep as he could manage. The worst part about it was that everything Shang Tsung said was true -
Too many of his champions had died in his name, and he could not do anything to stop it or change their fates. Bound to his duty as the guardian of Earthrealm, yet he had nothing with his millions of years of existence that could be done to help them... try as he might.
"How dare you..." He hisses. Even more of his lightning curls around his fist. He wants to plant them right into the smug sorcerer's face with all the wrath of a thunder god of his status. What he had finished with, though, stops him dead in his tracks better than anything else.
Raiden, the everlasting god who would do anything to protect Earthrealm.
Raiden the failure. The one who had bowed so easily to the words of the Elder Gods until it was far too late to do anything else.
It was his fault indeed. If he had not been so vehement in following the will of the Elder Gods, maybe most of them would be alive right now -
Anger boils inside him, and for the briefest of moments, his eyes burn a deep, blood crimson. The amulet of Shinnok calls out, tempted by the darkness that stirs within, like sharks drawn to a mere droplet of blood.