#blabber talks

[zenaidazog]

Would anyone be intrested if I drew all Mark's egos, like kinda like how I view their designs. :33 I mean I might do it anyways but you know the Illusion of free will

[zenaidazog]

More blabbering because I was eating blackberries and I just remembered this.

So STORY TIME!!!! :33

Okay so you guys know mulberries right, the Blackberry hybrid that's COMPLETELY SAFE TO EAT. Okay so a few trees grown near where I live and when I was like FIVE I would eat them off the tree, never off the ground and never if they looked slightly off. Okay so when I was FIVE I was enjoying my mulberries when an adult who I knew so this wasn't a stranger, they looked dead in my big little innocent eyes and told me "Those are poisonous, you're gonna die"... I WAS FIVE!!! WHAT THE HELL!?!?! now this was probably to scare me so I wouldn't eat random berries off plants but HOLY SHIT!!! now I did what anyone would do and I ran home crying to my mum telling her I ate something poisons and she told me I needed to throw up but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't, and she was like 'dam of well' while I was having a midlife crisis at five because I thought I was gonna die

....I didn't die because they aren't poisonous but since that day I'm still to afraid to eat mulberries (which is a shame because I remember liking them) and I check my fruits like you wouldn't believe in case their poisonous :33

Moral of the story adults are jerks to kids and I like blackberries

[zenaidazog]

Soooooo I went to hot topic for the first time in my life (I know shocking) and I think I found my new favorite shirt

>:33 Hot topic is awesome I get the hype now, if I could I would go more often but the only Hot topic I know is at this mall thats a decent bit away from my house

I would have gotten more stuff but my sister practically dragged me away so she could drag me to where she wanted to go :33

[zenaidazog]

Ngl the worst part about having friends is I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO THEM BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO TALK ABOUT

:( so I just lurk around and wait for them to say something because then I can use that to yap... for now I just wait, like fishing :33

[zenaidazog]

Oh my god guyyyyyyys, I wanna play subnautica so badly because I know it's a good game and I love games, but theirs one issues. Deep water makes me physically sick to my stomach, I mean I near vomiting. Like even just seeing it on a screen I start getting sick. And don't even get me started on big things in water! Ew ew ew. So you see my issue, I wanna see the cool fish designs but I would physically die if I touched that game :(

I think this might be a phobia of sorts but I don't know which one

Edit* I've been told it's Thalassophbia, looking it up to make sure was the biggest mistake ever, I will not be sleeping tonight

[zenaidazog]

One more because my brother is PISSING ME OFF and after this I promise no more blabbing till I draw more pictures in between

Jeez so many rants today

So I told my brother I had Thalassophbia since we were talking about something I don't remember and I just discovered what it's called, so as any logical person would do he decided he wants to torment me. So I was sitting in the same room as him while he was playing minecraft and he apparently got this bloop add on (you know the big sea creature bloop sound, you know where this is going) so apparently the bloop was trying to eat his character and he told me to look and my little naive self looked. When I tell you my chest started to hurt and I quickly turned my head so fast I accidentally slammed it into a wall

It's been a day and he pulls this

IT'S AN ENDLESS NIGHTMARE!!!!!! oh well

:33

[zenaidazog]

Guys! Agg!!!! I just watched James Ortiz The Woodsman and coming from someone who plays aren't usually their thing it was AMAZING!!!! Like the almost no dialog was so cool because you still understood everthing perfectly and when they did speak it was easy to tell it was a big moment and awww they were so cute and goofy and so awkward, and the puppets were stunning

11/10 very very highly recommended (totally not biased because I love everything James Ortiz related, whaaaaaat who said that >:33)

[zenaidazog]

Okay so I've been seeing so much Artemis 2 on Instagram and I have to talk about something it made me think about. Okay so don't get me wrong I like space as much as anyone else Im not crazy about it and it scars me but I like it but I love love LOVE this mission because ya it's awesome it's our first time to the moon in like fifty years but I don't think thats why I love it so much, I love it so much because this is one of the most human things. Let me explain, in my eyes what being a human boils down to is wonder, the wonder to have to look up at birds and wish to fly too, the wonder to look at the water and wish to see it all, the wonder of seeing animals and wanting to help them, the wonder of seeing something and producing art, the wonder to look up at the stars and wish to explore them. AND WE ARE AND WE DO! Everything we do is driven by wonder or at least I believe so and this mission is just a lot of people who looked up at the moon with wonder and it's so amazingly human