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[wholemonsternut]

300925/161025 - more Xia doodles

[fyeahvulnerablemen]

Aşk Tesadüfleri Sever (Love Likes Coincidences) requested by @blabers

[wholemonsternut]

i don't have John NuCarnival on my island so this is the best i can do for them

[wholemonsternut]

dear diary, ever since getting a hypnosis mic cd by mistake & posting abt it, very occasionally, i get random merchandise by someone i know irl who actually does go to these stores that sell anime stuff & at this point (one year later) i am too afraid to ask if it's a joke or if it's genuine bcs i laugh everytime i get them (bcs i think they were being funny) but i am now reconsidering thet they never implied one or the other...

Alternatively! maybe they know something i personally do not & i need to accept something within me. maybe i am being indoctrinated rn idk

[wholemonsternut]

my brother is trying to convince me to get tomodachi. i made me.

[wholemonsternut]

today on silly thoughts:

since it's kind of clear that my current oc rotation is generally simply rehashing old oc designs i once made ages ago,, i do sometimes wonder if anyone who knew me (for far too long than we all should be here for) actually did liked my ocs & remember them.

however, that is totally just padding the underlying & more dreadful thought abt the idea that some of u may have percieved me during my young online days even from before the previous user & i think i might explode.

so, it is safer to assume that everyone i knew & vice versa is gone.

anyway,, how's ur day going?

[wholemonsternut]

1. i want to change my user as i don't even reference myself as the entire name "whole monster nut" anymore

2. but i really like how my nickname became Nut, tho..

[wholemonsternut]

very slow but here are my miis atm. some ocs, some not (olivine was the only one from my demo save)