And the only thing that helps is the smoke from the cigarettes, sucked down into these black lungs, scraped raw from screaming and pleading for someone or something to find me inside of me and save me from everything i haven't done. Tell me when the monsters are inside of you, then how the hell are you supposed to find the motivation run? Fight or flight gets you nowhere when you look in the mirror and find out it's you that's holding the gun..
-lyrics from a song that i'll finish









