also thinking about sakusa lusting over women he can’t have. more specifically: atsumus girlfriend. she’s entirely too good for him; too cute, too shy, too submissive. she dresses nice, if not a little conservatively, and generally flies under the radar. sakusa gets a little... obsessive about it. why is atsumu with her? how did they meet? they’re just so damn different—
then he stumbles on her onlyfans. she’s got a mask on, but he’d know those eyes anywhere. eyes that scream ‘i know more than you,’ eyes that have him subscribing and digging his hand into his pants, eyes that he sees when he closes his own, each picture and video spurring on the obsession, feeding into this fantasy of the the two of them together—
seeing her sitting so meekly next to atsumu at parties drives him to the brink of insanity.