HIDDENITE AND LAPIS LAZULI!!
Send me a crystal and I’ll tell…
Despite her attempts of maturity, she’s inevitablystill a little girl at heart. Growing up fast physically rushed her intoteenagehood and it shows when she finds another people who like romance novels,in her head, fairytales and fictional worlds of dreams are her only solaceafter each encounter in the battlefield. Mentions of Tsubaki fill her joy andshe’s to contain all her giddy feelings at the thought of her father as shegives a very happy smile, not one with pride but pure, sincere love from achild towards their parent.
Another of her obvious quirks at showing her innerchild are when she goes around the camp, full energy and movement. Jobs aside,she can’t contain the bouncing and little jumps she makes when moving totraining, towards her tent, there’s a spring of life, of uncontainable spark. Shetries to tone it down to keep her reliable soldier composure but she’s alwaysrunning, doing errands and helping with anything as she feels like she’shelping her father. She grew up without others of her age so the excitement ofother children in the same space feels her with giddy joy.
Finally, her hairband is an obvious sign of how she’sstill a little girl at heart. She made them when she lived in the secludedregion as a pretense of flying with a pegasus, like Tsubaki. That hairbandwhile it can be associated with lonely days, it’s also a reminder of how sheformed a bond with her animal companion and she also thought it made her lookcute. Little girls sometimes pretend to be princesses but what she wanted wasn’ta crown but something that was undeniable hers and reminded her of her father.
Hiddenite: How much of an “inner child” my muse has
Home is being around her father and mother are. Shetried to associate the feeling of belonging somewhere to the place she lived inher secluded region but it didn’t work out. From childhood, home hasn’t beenHoshido but where her parents are and it’s inevitable, she’ll never mind livingsomewhere else as long as she has them by her side. It’s a traitorous feelingand she knows that as someone who is the daughter of a family of retainers, herplace is to assist the royal family, still she could live in Nohr and deal withit if either her father or her mother are with her.
Home is not the battlefield, nor Hoshido, neither Nohrbut a place where she can sit down and be with her parents and that’s all shewants, a semblance of family she couldn’t have in her childhood years.
Lapis Lazuli: Where ‘home’ is to my muse
