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Ask me shit pls I'm bored

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Songs that made me cry because I related to them and now I realise they're kinfeels: Blue Jeans (Lana Del Rey) Teddy Bear (Malanie Martinez) Angel With a shotgun (the cab) The greatest (Sia) This is Gospel (Panic! At the disco) Buzzcut season (Lorde) IDEK how one this relates but it does

#separated for different canons #blah.blah #otherkin #n.erf this

Me: appreciates that doubles are not “fakes” Me: is aware that I am one of many other ppl who share a kintype Me: is totally okay with doubles of d.va Me: has a friend who’s Harley ; thinks she’s gr9 and likes talking to her

Me: *sees a Harley double unprompted*

Me: “what is this? If they’re Harley then who am I?” Me: *invalidation alarm*

Me: “get outta my house”

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nwn kin aesthetic requests are open if anyone wants!!!

#they're tagged k.aesthetics if you wanna see ones I've done #otherkin #fictionkin #therian #blah.blah

I made a tag page for that easy navigation of the important(ish) tags

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I need a new theme I can’t see my tags on this one and the posts are too close together

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I seriously can't see myself getting married or being in a stable relationship. Being at odds with my dad has seriously destroyed the way I value people and relationships in general. I love my friends, but I can't handle anything more. I am not happy alone, but I will only be miserable with another person. I don't want anyone to be unhappy because of me. I don't want to be even more miserable because of someone else. I'm willing to accept a change in my attitude, but I need someone who's going to be there and help. I find myself constantly re-evaluating whether or not I need these friendships. I'm afraid. I've been hurt a lot, and constantly since early adolescence and it's only getting worse. I'm not prepared to give myself up to some guy who only wants to have sex or doesn't want to be in a serious relationship. Wake up call, ALL relationships are serious. It's a bond with someone else, the least you can do is treat it seriously. I feel like kids my age still don't care enough, like they're still really naive, and I don't mean to sound like I'm this big know it all or anything because I'm sure there's a lot of stuff I don't know about, but like, I feel like everyone's at different parts of the spectrum sort of thing. Like how can you be 18/19 and still not know how to respect yourself? Or how can you be 18/19 and not be able to hold a serious conversation for more than six minutes. Like, I can't wrap my mind around it.

As of right now I just want to sit in my room and read myself into a quiet sleep. Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up. Right now it's not as bad. Sometimes it gets really bad. I don't want kids, I don't want a marriage. I don't trust people or their intentions. I don't know how, I wasn't raised relying on people; I was raised kicking and screaming and hating my life. I was raised by my beautiful, selfless mother to do things for myself. And I have, and I am, and I will continue to be this way because it's the only way I know how to function. And I'm going to support myself and move out one day and create my own life with my own hands. And I'll help my brother and my sister because I need to be there for them. I have a plan and it isn't going to be held back for anyone. I refuse to give up my dream for something as painful as love, it would be the end of me, I know it.

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