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Wednesday feels #BlameTheWeather #potplant #Leaves (at University of the South Pacific)
At the airport :3 Sana makaabot sa school :( #weatherihateu #sanalang #itsgr8 #ithink #kungnacancelangflightmo #blametheweather #ayokomagabsent #atleastlateokilanghaha
It used to be summer - not any more. I don't feel very inspired today, I guess it's #thatmondayfeeling #monday #notfeelingit #blametheweather #geometricfloor #turlstreetkitchen #geometricdesign #birkenstock (at Turl Street Kitchen)
I need a better app for my tiny workouts BUT day 3 is a big deal, I never make the 3rd day... #workingout #gettinghealthy #gettingfit #gainingweightishard #blametheweather
Justifikasi level yonko..
Mom : Asslmkm Nanda. Mamak lihat foto nanda itu bajunya yang tebal atau berat badan nanda yang naek?
Me : itu nanda pake baju 4 lapis mak disini dingin sekali ndak mampu nanda..
Mom : .....
Me : tenang jak mak anakmu masih langsing dan seksih kok...
Dan terjebaklah si ibu kedalam pembelaan diri anaknya. Sekian.
BLAME it on the Weatherman ☔️
12/09/14 7:11pm I was never a fan of rainy days. Rain means water, water means being wet, wet means you get cold, and when you get cold, you could get sick. Rain means no outdoor activities. Rain means you have to stay indoor and wrap yourself with something to keep you warm. Rain is the season for staying home, covering yourself with a blanket, doing everything to get yourself warm, drinking hot milk, playing board games with your loved ones. For some, rain is the time to reconnect with your loved ones and to reconnect to yourself. The latter I despise during this season. The rain bring me sad memories. It makes me feel gloomy. It reminds me of my defeats. It makes me think of the failures I've had. It makes my mind remember thoughts that I have tried so hard to suppress in the depth of my mind. Rain makes my heart get drenched and eventually drown in self-pity. The rain makes me realize how harsh life is. It will never always be a sunny day. More often than not, even the sun can be out shined by the presence of the rain, taking away the serenity of the warmth of the sunlight. When the rain comes, it comes with the water that washes away the happiness brought by the sunlight. Gloomy dark clouds takes over, ready to conquer your whole universe with darkness. And when you say darkness, it encompasses loneliness, despair, lack of hope and sometimes, of defeat. BUT, I maybe only seeing the other side brought by the rain. What I would not see is that right after the rain comes the rainbow. Cliché? Rainbows may no longer appear right after each strong surge of the rain but it sure did cleanse the universe. Rain washes away the hurt, the dirt, the pain, and all the negativities there is. Just like rain, tears bring forth comfort. Rain just like tears washes away burden of the tired soul. Yes, the reason behind the tears may be painful but the after effect is liberating. Raining is a natural way of our universe to shed tears, to let go, to provide comfort to itself. This is the only good thing I see with rain. I think of it as part of letting go, letting go of all the burdens I carry. It hurts to cry. It hurts to let go. It makes me feel that sometimes it is harder to try to hold on to something or someone who wants to get away. I feel like some kind of a criminal for having felt those emotions, for having wanted something that I can't have. But thinking about it, I did have it but then, I lost it. I wanted to be wanted. Now, it confuses me because I think that my feelings were wrong and it make me feel so small. It is so hard to keep it inside and when I finally let it out, it doesn't comeback. I was left so alone that I myself can't even explain it. Explain the pain, the excruciating pain and confusion. The never ending question I have to live with --where did I go wrong? If only rain can wash away myself doubts. See what rain can make me do? It outs my mind in a time machine and make it wander to four years back when everything seems to be okay and well between us. How I wish the rain can just wash these all away. Blame the weather. Blame the gloomy weather. Blame the coldness of the wind that sips through my skin and bones. But most of all, blame this heart that still longs to return to you, to the warmth of your embrace, to the softness of your kisses, to the comfort of your words. Blame me for staying in this abyss, not wanting to get out of this dreamy bubble, and staying madly deeply in love with you. Blame me for all you care but damn! You are the beat rainy season that I've had and I'm not willing to see the sunlight until you've washed away every pain and longing you've causes me. Bobotoi, you are the typhoon in me. Now and I guess, until forever. 💙
#reality
Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by a coconut tree and listen to the coconuts falling all around you in heaps, wasting their hardness. Tell yourself you caught as many as you could. ..talk about catching heavy coconuts and hitting your head instead.
Note to self. 12/09/14
This life is what you make it.❤️ No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a UNIVERSAL TRUTH. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about. Marilyn Monroe. 💛