Suic#de is a glitch in the system. A defected product.
If there is a god/creater and he was creating human folks like those tiktok videos of ppl pouring water in amounts of things they have in their life /personality/luck.
Sooooo every now n then in the great factory of humankind the ratios were such that they weren't compatible...
Here me out: depression doesn't always result in suic#de if the environment is good, sm sui#de is done by ppl who have relatively good lives, it's like the equation of the will to live is unbalanced. It's not always the same reason but it's the lack of sm good n the excess of sm shi
There are people who go through so much yet persevere n then ppl who just can't, like LITERALLY can't.
So I think the sui#des r fuck ups by God or whatever is upstairs (WIU) idc, cs these ppl who k!ll themselves are not entirely bcs they wanted that.
yk if u read accounts of survivors u see how they say "there were signs that made them definite in their unthinkable plans"
if those signs weren't there and instead just 1 kind day, one person reaching out or one thing working out-
Like I headcannon that WIU just began this passion prj but OBVIOUSLY you can't track n monitor 8 billion ppl to ensure they have the life- so smwhere along the line like how 1 Outta 100 product is just a lil bit wry, sm Humans unfortunately bcs of his skill issue-
BUT BUT BUT if u relate to this, then don't take this as oh-theres-nothin-i-can-do, that NOT my intention BCS I feel u I do but WIU is shit and u my friend r the glitch in the matrix. The vagabond. The entity that is not how he intended haha(I think my beef w him is showing in this)
If u overlooked it, let me remind u that in this hc, that dude doesn't rlly control u or guide u or help u- he just is careless n a douche- SO this hc also confirms that u can indeed take matter into ur own hands n slay
Its hard but tbh 4 me knowing that there free will n WIU is not that benevolent or kind or shi- he's just a overworked man gambling and free balling shi(that's why u see the state of world rn n be like wtf, how could 'god' let this happen)
Don't ever be "this-is-what-god-intended" cs SPOILER he doesn't have intention with ur well being in mind. A bit narcissistic to think the entire universe was for our sorry asses on a tiny piece of rock, no?
THIS IS UR LIFE. U R FREE TO THINK WHT U WANT AND LOVE WHO U WANT
Be the rebels u want. Go do blasphemy. Go do sacrilege.
I may or may not have a beef upstairs