Alpha!Jungkook x F!Omega!Chubby!Reader
❝ I broke my rules for you. ❞
➢ 𝔰𝔶𝔫𝔬𝔭𝔰𝔦𝔰: When Jeon Jungkook first met the strange Omega everyone had been whispering of she looked every bit like a delicate butterfly, not knowing he would eventually pluck her wings.
➢ 𝔤𝔢𝔫𝔯𝔢: angst, fluff, dub-con, strangers to friends to lovers to estranged (lol)
➢ 𝔴𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰: Verbal & Physical Bullying, Fat Shaming, Eventual Dubcon Smut-ish, Lots of Tears
➢ 𝔱𝔞𝔤𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱: @thiccchocolatebar @mwitsmejk
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You huffed as you tried to scratch the annoying itch under your wellness collar. The thick strap of leather hung heavy on your neck and made it uncomfortable to keep on for long.
“Must suck wearing those, they look so restrictive.” Yugeom whispered from where he sat across from you.
You’d gone to the library in hopes of some productive study time before the upcoming exam weeks when you’d run into the giant baby-faced beta.
It was only your second time hanging out with him without Jungkook there, first being a short walk to the science building, but you found his presence to be rather calming. He was adorable and fun to talk to so you didn’t feel awkward at all.
“Yeah, I wish they weren’t mandatory, I mean not all Alphas are lust-driven maniacs waiting to bond with anything on legs.”
Yugeom gave you a sympathetic nod and pout, agreeing that it wasn’t fair.
Since the beginning of time, the government had put heavy restrictions and laws onto Omegas, specifically unmated ones. Those who did not have a mate must wear what they do affectionately call a Wellness Collar, though there was nothing nice about it, it was useful in preventing accidental or forced bonds onto Omegas.
You had no problem with being safe but they were uncomfortable and made you look like cattle. Only mated Omegas were allowed to take them off, them being deemed ‘owned’ already.
If you had it your way you would make Alphas who couldn’t control themselves wear muzzles, why were Omegas the ones who needed to suffer?
“At least yours is cute.” Yugeom added, pointing to a butterfly stick on the left side of your collar.
Your chest puffed out in pride at his compliment, happy that your decorating skills are finally being acknowledged.
“You should see my apartment, I got a lot of crazy cool stuff going on in there.”
“Wow you‘d invite Yugeom before me? And I thought we were close.” You froze as the familiar scent of rain and lilacs filled your entire being.
Jungkook grinned and took the seat next to you after giving Yugeom a side hug, wrapping his arm around your shoulder as a friendly greeting as well.
The Alpha looked like he just got out of the gym, his sleeveless black tee shirt did almost nothing to hide his inked arm and firmly toned biceps.
You had to look away before you actually drooled on your textbook.
“Of course she’d invite me first, I’m obviously the cuter one.” Yugeom grinned, running a hand through his dirty blonde hair.
Jungkook laughed and rolled his eyes before turning to you and giving you the biggest puppy-dog eyes.
“(Y/n)ie, invite me too I wanna see your crazy cool stuff.”
You thought about it for a millisecond before agreeing. It wouldn’t be so bad to have two very handsome boys in your apartment, right?
“Okay, how about this Friday?” You tilted your head in thought.
“A sleepover! I’ll bring the drinks!” Yugeom whisper yelled, fists pumping in the air.
Jungkook tsked at his friends suggestion even if it did sound fun. “Don’t just make plans on your own Yug,” The Alpha scolded. “It’s up to Cherry here on what we do.”
Yugeom raised a brow at his friends words. “Are you sure cause (Y/n) more excited about the idea than I do.”
Jungkook turned back to see your eyes wide and practically sparking at the suggestion.
You blushed softly and looked down, twiddling your fingers shyly at being caught. “Sorry– This is just the first time I’ve had someone so excited to hang out with me, a sleep over sounds fun.”
The boys felt their hearts clench at how pure and innocent you were.
“Don’t worry, we’re gonna show you how to properly conduct a sleep over, trust me I’m a professional.” Jungkook gave you that charming boyish grin that made your cheeks feel hot.
“Party at (Y/n)’s!” Yugeom cheered before getting numerous shushing from all around.
“Sorry sorry-“ Jungkook bowed as you covered your mouth to muffle your giggles.
“We should head out, it’s getting late and I have a test tomorrow morning.” You sighed, starting to pack your things up, Yugeom doing the same.
The three of you barely made it out of the pine double doors before you heard, “Kookie!”
Gaeun and Jangmi stood in their expensive designer clothes looking every bit like vogue models.
Their eyes slim and seductive as they eyed Jungkook and Yugeom so openly, you’d think they’d jump them on the spot.
“Hey Gaeun, finishing class?” Jungkook gave her a friendly smile, Yugeom waving politely to his side.
“Hi– oh you’re here too...” Gaeun’s smile dropped when she saw you in between the two tall boys.
You gripped the strap of your purse tightly, trying not to show your nervous ticks.
“Are you two free Friday? We were planning on going out for drinks!” Gaeun smiled, her perfect pearly teeth peeking out behind glossy cherry lips.
“I thought it was a girls night?” Jangmi questioned, earning an elbow jab to the ribs from her friend.
Jungkook shook his head, his heavy arm slinging over your shoulder. “Sorry but we promised (Y/n)ie that we’d have our own girls night.”
“Maybe next time!” Yugeom concluded before bidding the girls a good night and dragging you off.
“Jangmi looked like she was gonna eat me.” Yugeom shivered dramatically making you laugh, trying not to think about the warmth of Jungkook’s firm side against your arm.
The boys walked you to the end of the large campus happily chatting away about the most mundane things that made your cheeks hurt from the amount of smiles they forced out of you.
Gaeun couldn’t tear her eyes away from the way Jungkook pressed you against his side, almost like he cared for you more than he led on.
She clenched her fist tightly to her side, knuckles white against her already milky skin.
It should have been her with Jungkook. She was always chased by man after man, so why would she get him to spare her even the smallest glance?
She watched until the three of you disappeared from sight before swiftly turning on her heels and stalking off, a worried Jangmi behind her.
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By the time Friday rolled around, you were a nervous wreck. Your hands and knees were raw from all the time you spent on them scrubbing and cleaning every inch of your small apartment.
Now you were at the little convenience store across the street trying to decide what kind of snacks you’d get for your friends.
You weren’t too picky with what you liked and you hoped they were the same. Without much thought you loaded your little basket with a small mountain of snacks and went to the front to pay.
The cashier was a cute looking girl, tall and slim with wavy brown hair and big doll eyes. She didn’t look much younger than yourself.
She must be new you thought, you hadn’t seen here before and you came to the store regularly. Still she looked strangely familiar.
She greeted you with a bright smile that turned her eyes into crescents when it was your turn.
You looked down at your basket, suddenly feeling insecure of the amount of food you had. It was almost like suddenly everyone was watching you, their eyes digging into the back of your head.
Should you put some of them back? They probably weren’t surprised someone your size would get so much junk food. I mean look at you.
Your fingers shook slightly as you lifted the basket onto the white counter, trying to shield the view of your snack mountain with your body as best you could, your eyes glued down.
Just pay and leave, simple as that.
You saw the girls slim fingers bring the basket closer to herself before a gasp left her lips.
There it was. You just knew she was going to comment on your choices.
“Oh my god! They brought the honey butter chips back?! Where did you get these?” The girl held the bag up with both hands beside her pretty face.
You looked up, blinking at her unexpected question.
“Uh… I found them by the drinks.” You pointed dumbly behind you in the vague direction.
“I can’t believe it! I need to put some aside before they sell out! I’ve been waiting for this flavor since like forever ago!” Her bubbly voice rang a bit loud, her hands waving wildly by her sides as she spoke.
You couldn’t help the laugh that left your lips at how she reacted.
“Have you tried the apple flavor? It’s so good! Well not as good as these of course but wow they’re yummy!” She happily chatted away, barely letting you get more than a few words in as she recommended snack after snack while she scanned and bagged your items.
“Thanks for the recommendations, I can tell you have good taste.” You smiled, looping the bag around your wrist.
“I promise you won’t regret it!” She nodded, “I’m hoping to become a chef when I’m older, so I like trying new flavors.”
“How old are you?” You questioned.
“Oh I’m 18!” She held out her hand for you to shake which you gladly did. Her skin was cool and you could almost faintly smell crisp apples and strawberries.
All workers were required to apply scent blocker patches onto their necks as to not attract or disrupt their daily duties but the cashier’s scent was refreshing and welcoming, you guessed just like her personality.
“I’m Saeun! Nice to meet you…” she tilted her head cutely, waiting for you to say your own name.
“Oh! I’m (Y/n), it’s nice to meet you as well.”
Saeun quickly bowed in respect making you laugh at her cute actions. She really was just a kid.
“I hope to see you again (Y/n)!” You hummed and waved, taking your bag out and quickly making your way back to your apartment.
Saeun was adorable, you wished you had a little sister like her. You were the middle child, two older brothers before you and two younger brothers after you.
Being the only girl in a family of boys would sound like a dream for most but it was anything like that for you.
Your Mother made it her life goal to make you feel like your birth was a mistake. You wanted to believe that she did love you at one point in time, maybe when you were a baby but what made her change her mind?
She began to grow colder and colder the older you got. You were never pretty enough, skinny enough, smart enough. Once you presented as an Omega, whatever little love and kindness (if any at all) your Mother had for you disappeared in an instant.
You still faintly remember her retreating figure, disgusted and angry drowning her aging face when you called out for her in fear. The awakening of your wolf was unfamiliar and frightening and you just needed your mommy, please I’m scared.
Your Father was no better, if not worse. He was only a spectator in your endless torture. Only focusing on his sons, even turning the youngest boys against you.
Your youngest brother was such an angel as a child, never leaving you out despite your mother warning him to not get too close to you. He’d sneak into your room at night and huddle with you under your thin covers, giving you some snacks he’d sneaked out when your mother sent you to bed without dinner.
He too changed. When he presented as an Elite Alpha just as his other brothers have, he began to pull away. Your Father told him he was special, that he should not be around a Lowly Omega, that he was better.
You hadn’t thought of him much until this moment. Despite taking the first chance at escaping your family, you still tried to get into contact with your siblings. It wasn’t their fault they were brainwashed, you still loved them. If only they would pick up your calls.
You fished your cellphone out of your back pocket, looking through the spam of texts Yugeom and Jungkook sent you in the group chat they created.
You laughed to yourself at their childish use of bunny and puppy stickers after almost every message, letting you know that they were on their way.
You tossed the bag of snacks onto the coffee table that was pushed to the other side of the room, a large mess of pillows and blankets took charge in the middle of your living room.
Despite living with only Alphas, you had no idea what their sleeping needs where. Your Omega became anxious at the sight of the mess. Only having known to make nests, your fingers twitched at the need to make the biggest most fluffiest nest for the boys. But would they be uncomfortable?
Nests were a sacred thing for Omegas. It was so raw and intimate, to be let into an Omega’s nest meant that they trusted you with their life.
You didn’t have time to think it over when two loud knocks followed by a call of your name made you flinch.
Shit they’re here already?
You threw a few pillows around before rushing to the door, swinging it open to reveal your very handsome and excited looking friends.
Yugeom was clad in a large green university hoodie and grey sweatpants while Jungkook had his signature black basketball shorts and oversized plain white t-shirt.
“(Y/n)ie!” Yugeom stepped in, pulling you into a bone crushing hug despite holding bags of what looked suspiciously like bottles and more snacks. “Ready for the best night of your life?!”
Jungkook tsked and playfully shoved his friend further into the room. “Ignore him.” He rolled his eyes before he smiled warmly at your smaller figure, pulling you into a gentle hug. “Hi cherry.” He almost whispered, lips dangerously close to your ear.
You tried to will your beating heart to relax as you accepted the hug, his warmth so kind and welcoming.
“Hi.” You whispered back, disappointed when he pulled away and walked into your apartment.
He let out a low whistle as his chocolate eyes scanned the low-lit room. Your pink walls were generously filled with pastel colored frames containing art prints from your favorite artists while your multicolored furniture sat comfortably on a black and white checkered rug.
Jungkook felt his heart warm at the sight of the messy nest in the middle of the living room.
Yugeom must have felt the same, his wide eyes focused at the same sight.
You followed their gaze, wondering why they were so quiet before your cheeks flushed.
“Oh! That’s just- my bed isn’t big enough for all of us so I thought we could set camp here.” You walked into the nest and tossed a few blankets around aimlessly to keep yourself from nervously picking at your fingers.
Jungkook took one step forward, reaching out to take one of your hands in his much bigger one.
“Look at me beautiful.” And how could you not when he asked so sweetly?
His brown eyes softened, thumb gently rubbing get back of your hand.
“Is it okay for Yugeom and I to enter your not nest?”
In that moment you couldn’t deny what you were afraid of in the past few months.
You liked liked Jungkook.
He was so sweet and caring. He didn’t judge you when you’d do anything abnormal in fact he even joined you and went out of his way to hang out with you. Before the smoothie incident you were virtually invisible to him and now he was a constant in your life that made you look forward to the start of your days.
Then there was Yugeom. Big dumb baby faced Yugeom who showed you only kindness since the first day Jungkook brought him along. The boy was so childish and happy, you felt like he was the big brother you’d always hoped for.
So of course you wanted them in your not nest.
You gently squeezed Jungkook’s hand, giving him a silent nod.
Jungkook’s bunny smile was dazzling as he stepped in fully into the pile and dragged you down to sit beside him as Yugeom dove in, throwing his arms around you dramatically and thank you for your permission.
The rest of the night was much better than you’d expected. The boys made you laugh with all their jokes and silly stories till you felt like your lungs were going to collapse and they took turns shoving snacks into your hands.
You didn’t know it at the time but Jungkook had been secretly watching you. He noticed that you never reached for food whenever it was present, even if you made it, and when you did you’d only take the tiniest piece as if ashamed for even wanting a taste in the first place.
“Ah this are spicy!” Yugeom whined, fanning a hand near his open mouth as he read the ingredients on the chip bag.
“I told you and you still didn’t listen.” Jungkook laughed from where he lay on your right, fiddling with an eyeliner pen you had on your coffee table.
“So how much did this thing cost?” He held the pen up closer to show you, brows furrowed in confusion since you’d told him the price of your compact earlier.
You told him the price and watch his eyes widen almost comically at your answer. “What?” He gasped, “that’s like five meals worth!”
You shrugged, taking the pen from him and uncapping it. “But it does the job right.”
“I think BamBam uses that brand too–“ Yugeom hummed and he leaned in, looking over your shoulder at your hands.
“I’m not surprised you know that Geommie.” Jungkook teased at the mention of the other Beta.
Yugeom’s cheeks and ears reddened in record time and he sat back like Jungkook had tried to hit him.
“H-He carries it with him so much, how could anyone not know?” He grumbled, turning away shyly.
Almost as if on cue Yugeom’s phone began to ring, the tone a soft piano etude he’d written a paper on.
The screen lit up to show ‘BB’ with an array of hearts after it.
Jungkook didn’t have to say anything, didn’t even have to blink for Yugeom to snatch his phone off the blanket and shoot up from his seat, clutching the device to his chest.
“I’ll be right back.” Was the only explanation he gave before he clumsily made his way out the front door, even forgetting his shoes.
“Who’s BamBam?” You questioned the Alpha.
“Yugeom’s fated pair.” He said simply, watching with a grin as your lips formed a small ‘o’ shape.
“No way? That’s so cute!” You smiled in glee. Fated pairs were one in a million, stuff you see in romantic movies or read about in cheesy novels. The fact that Yugeom was given the chance of a life time made your heart melt.
“How wonderful.” You sighed dreamily, unconsciously snuggling closer to Jungkook. He watched you for a few seconds with his own dreamy smile before playfully bumping your shoulders together.
“You think ya got a fated pair out here somewhere?”
You blinked at his question, taking some time to think.
“Maybe?” You questioned. “At least I hope I do. It seems beautiful to have such a strong bond with someone you’d least expect. But even if I don’t have a fated pair, it’ll just be nice to be wanted.”
Jungkook chuckled and nodded along, resting his head on your shoulder, sending your heart into a fury.
“I agree. Well, to love someone you’d least expect. Crazy how the right person can be right next you and you wouldn’t even know it, huh?”
You placed with your wellness collar and hummed, not trusting your voice at the moment.
Jungkook looked up at you from his position before sliding down so his head was rested atop your plush thighs instead, seeming content with his new pillow.
“Hey Cherry, you should do my makeup. It’s girls night ain’t it?” You raised a brow at the raven-haired alpha before scoffing a laugh.
“Yeah yeah let me use my expensive eyeliner on your big ol’ eyes.” You giggled and uncapped the pen, leaning down as Jungkook grinned and closed his eyes, presenting his full face to you.
At this angle you could see all of his handsome face. Oh how you wanted to pinch his cheeks, maybe kiss his adorable nose or trace the sharp line of his jaw.
You tried to concentrate as much as you could, you really really did but it was hard when you had the object of yours (and everyone else’s) desires propped so prettily on your lap for the taking.
You stilled your shaky hand and dragged the pen along his delicate lash line, stopping yourself from counting each beautiful strand.
He shifted a little saying you were tickling him only to get a playful flick to his forehead as a warning.
“I can’t work in these conditions!” You huffed, throwing your arms up dramatically. “Mango agrees with me.”
Jungkook laughed and gave you a strange look. “Mango? I thought it was just us here.”
You didn’t hesitate to point to a strawberry plush you had leaning against an armchair.
“Baby that’s a strawberry.”
You and Jungkook stared at each other, flashbacks to your Smeaches conversation replaying in his head.
He threw his head back and laughed, hand coming up to pinch your chubby cheek between two rough fingers.
“Don’t ever change, promise me you won’t.”
You whined and tried to pull away but it was fruitless as his playful banter suddenly turned into a tickling match that had you pressed back into the floor with Jungkook hovering above you, his attack relentless and unforgiving on your sides as you cried and begged for mercy.
Your laughs were loud and contagious, almost silly and unusual but Jungkook found himself falling in love with the sound, wanting nothing more than to pull his phone out and record the beautiful sound to listen to forever.
“Pl-Please! I surrender, you win! N-No mo–re!” You tried to take in deep breathes, your stomach and lungs contracting painfully as he tickled you like he wanted you dead.
Jungkook suddenly stopped, his arms now resting on either side of your head as he beamed down at you, his black hair falling into his eyes, a beautiful display that left you speechless.
“Sorry cherry, I just love hearing you laugh. You gotta do it more often, okay?”
He leaned down at the last word, as if trying to sell his point.
Your mouth opened and closed making you look like a fish as you tried to retaliate but nothing left your throat. Your omega stirred in desire, trying to force you to present your unmated neck to the gorgeous alpha but you refused. Damn your instincts.
Jungkook kept quiet himself, studying your features closely much like you have but this time without shame.
His eyes trailed from your fluffy hair, your long lashes, cute nose and cheeks, and finally your lips.
His Alpha purred, not being able to resist such a beautiful omega under himself.
His actions didn’t go unnoticed, your thighs unconsciously clenching as he hungrily eyed your lips.
Did he possibly feel the same way? Should you just go for it? College was all about experience right? Maybe just a little question wouldn’t hurt–
“Woah, am I interrupting something?”
You jumped at Yugeom’s low teasing whistle behind you, shooting up and accidentally tossing Jungkook off of you, sending him tumbling into a pile of pillows.
“NO!“ you yelled, standing and fixing your hoodie, ears burning hot.
“We were just— meditating.”
Yugeom gave you a deadpanned look.
You gave a pained smile back.
“Anyways can we watch a movie? There’s this really scary one I’ve been wanting to see on Netflix.” Yugeom smiled, jumping back into the nest landing directly on the Alpha who grunted.
“I’ll make some popcorn.” You squeaked and made your escape to the kitchen, leaving the boys in silence.
“So did you ask her out yet?“ Yugeom snickered, shoving a blanket at his friend.
Jungkook easily swatted it away, shushing him with a glare.
“Not yet.” He spoke in a hushed whisper. “Soon. Very soon.”
