#blarrrr

[pride-of-storm]

now i understand why my siblings always call me when they wanna talk to mom

[manquerdecharme]

Gah, I’m sick but I cant actually pin down what any of my symptoms are except that I feel off and gross and that I have a fever. Which would be totally fine except I don’t know what to take cause I don’t really know what my symptom are. 

[sappire-charizard]

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Went to visit my grandma today, and she's continuing to do a bit better and be a bit more alert. I didn't get to take J-9 because my grandma's car was packed with her clothes, though. .A.

I got to talk to my uncle about Doctor Who, and proceeded to fill him in on the entirety of the An Unearthly Child serial- which was awesome because he was even interested in the actors and trivia and asked really intelligent questions and he kind of fell in love with the concept and alsdkjdlkgjdg I'm going to make another Whovian convert guys someone stop me

Then my mom kind of killed the mood a little bit and I ended up getting lost outside the rehabilitation center for like forty-five minutes and I think the ride home pretty much killed me emotionally.

But I'm doing okay for the most part now, just really tired. And I feel kind of weird and hollow for some reason. I'm not overly fond of this feeling. I'm too afraid to address my inbox because I'm afraid I'll wind up sounding irritable or something.

So I think I'm going to go and play some Pokemon or watch Doctor Who. Or both. Or maybe that Sims GBA game that's floating around.

And maybe I'll prepare some fourth Doctor gifs to spam in honor of Foursday tomorrow- that's usually a good way to distract myself from things.

[deshoi]

Tadimaaaaaaa

let me start off by saying

that

if my anxiety was a physical person, I would beat the snot out of them for making me feel this anxious ALL THE STICKN TIME

phew got that off my chest

time to blog

[ssuperpoweredd]

Feeling sick, staying in. Movie night oh yess.

To watch:

• American Psycho

• The Girl Who Played With Fire

• Black Swan

• Memento

• Some superhero movie

Clearly I'm on an action/drama/whatever genre those are kick. I am completely open to suggestions, so suggest away!

[daaaangrandy]

I'm ending this. Right now...

I can't take it! >.'< 

[miss-havisham-blog-blog]

I suppose the aspect that frustrates me the most (in regards to my joblessness) is my parents' indifference. They used to have the connections, man. Sometimes they are blatantly discouraging about certain things I suggest. When I actually vocalize my frustration and occasionally misdirect it at them, they're like "I don't care. Do what you want. I don't care. Go here, oh they're not hiring? Well, go there. I don't care."

Yes yes, well, could you pretend to?

Could you pretend to care a bit, for your seriously stuck daughter who is in deep dire need of help (and not just in terms of employment)?