Feb 27, 2025
heads up i'm having a bad day so idk how much hijinks i can engage with today, i'm. going to need to lay down and grumble my life away a bit i think.
#solas save me save me solas s-#sorry not only i'm still sick and genuinely went through a horrible night because of the pain#and already had to do so many stressfull things those past few days instead of resting#but just got told i 'always make people's lives difficult' when i warned against plans that were planned while i'm still contagious#(which is so me already to have to worry about being contagious over being okay)#then when i called it out getting told that 'stop listening to my bullshit. i didn't say that. you're annoying.'#then being told i'm faking my sickness despite legit seeing the doctor for it#and then told i'm just rambling some useless nonsense when i tried to talk about my symptoms being bad#so i think i'm kinda reaching a breaking point. lol.#love that me being sick is me making other people's lives a problem. Me being in pain? doesn't matter.#it's always like this but somehow every single time i'm sick it surprises me#bleh. laying down.#ichatalks#ichapersonal