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This week's lyrics:
You my lover, you my fighter, you my best friend ~
Best Friend by Juice Wrld featuring Fall Out Boy
He pressed his back against the alley wall, head down, tricorn hat covering his eyes. His took care to breath steadily, one breath in, one out, despite the fire in his veins and the corruption spreading through his body. It had been weeks since Neve, Rook, and their friend Taash had rescued him from the Venatori in the Dock Town Chantry courtyard.
He knew Weisshaupt had fallen from Neve and Tarquin, though the Templar told him he was still in contact with Grey Wardens, and their offer still stood.
Even if they all knew he'd never take it.
He opened his red rimmed eyes beneath his hat when he heard the sound of someone landing beside him. He didn't need to look at her to know who it was.
"The dragon's dead," she reported in a weary tone. It was something she should be celebrating, something that she knew had brought a renewed hope to the Wardens and some of their allies. Her own thoughts aligned with Neve, though, that the dragons had been pawns, and Minrathous's vengeance wouldn't be had until the gods were dead.
She only prayed to the Maker that Ashur would still be alive then.
"One less threat to the city then," he murmured.
"But not enough," she replied. Selene reached out with one hand to take his own. "You don't have to hide it from me, Ashur, I'd feel it through the bond anyway."
He felt her fingers touch his and started to yank his hand away, but she her grip held fast.
"You can't Blight me, Ashur. Once you've been Blighted, you can't be Blighted again," she told him.
"A month ago you wouldn't have done this," he noted, the softest hint of reproach in his voice.
"That was before Neve kicked me in the head for being a selfish bitch," Selene replied. "She's right. I shouldn't have pushed you away when I saw you again. And now its too late. But I'll take the time we have, if you're willing to give it to me."
He gave a shaky breath. "If I were a sane man, I'd tell you no, but I missed you too much, love you too much, to push you away, even if I am dying."
She shifted so that she was facing him, fingers pushing his chin up so she could see his red rimmed eyes. "I'm sorry, Ashur."
"I know, Amata, I know," he replied.
She gave a wet laugh as she carefully pulled down one side of his mask. She took in his gaunt appearance and blacked veins for just a moment before she leaned in and kissed him.
"Just promise you'll remember me, when I'm gone," he whispered softly against her lips. "Remember me. Not the Viper, not the Divine. Just me."
"Oh darling," her smile was bittersweet, "We both know there's no way that I'm going to come out of all of this alive."
He sighed and pressed his forehead against her own, resignation heavy in the air around them, and then Ashur kissed his soulmate again.
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This week's word:
Cognizant (Adjective)
• Aware; fully informed; having understanding of a fact
Have some Ashrook - also on ao3
The blight tendril that connected the Archon's palace to Hightown shuddered with the force of Elgar'nan's archdemon falling onto it, the massive body giving one final, massive thrash before the light died in the beast's eyes. The sound rattled the Venatori and Antaam forces that fought for their blighted god. Eyes flickered upwards, fear flickering over their expressions since the first time the Evanuris had offered them power.
The odd discordant song that Ashur had heard in his head since the night he'd been blighted faltered as Elgar'nan's cries of rage echoed through all of Minrathous.
“Press them!” That command came from the leading Grey Warden, Evka Ivo, and the remaining Grey Wardens who had survived to make it to the Divine's Manor took up her call, warrior, rogue, and mage pushing back against the tide of Antaam and Venatori. The rest of their allies followed. Crow blades flashed in the light of the red sun. shouts of ‘Gold and Glory’ erupted from the Lords of Fortune. Flashes of green necromantic spells wove from hands from the Mourn Watch. Golden and bronze magic and knives pressed forward from the Veiljumpers. The remaining Shadow Dragons took up the cry “Bring the Light” as they moved with the rest.
“Bring the Light!” Tarquin's voice held the last vestiges of hope from a man who'd already lost so much.
The song in Ashur's head continued to stutter as he summoned fire from his fingertips, fighting with the strength of a man who knew he was dying.
Their enemies, distracted by the death of their god's archdemon and his screams of rage, faltered against the allies’ onslaught, slowly being pushed back from the barricades.
Elgar'nan's howls of rage stopped with a sudden wail of pain, and a resounding crack echoed through the heads of all as a jagged red tear split the sky. Venatori and Antaam watched in fascinated horror as their god and the archdemon were sucked into the tear, the sky shivering, and then the tear was gone, as if it had never been.
The Veilguard's allies overwhelmed the Venatori and Antaam. Ashur washed as their enemies fell like child's toys beneath the press of blade, bow, and spell. Those cognizant enough of their god's defeat ran, making a retreat, from Hightown, from the city if they could.
“They will not escape,” Teia Cantori, the Seventh Talon of the Crows declared, and she and Viago de Riva began issuing orders for the Crows to hunt the fleeing Venatori and Antaam down. The Lords of Fortune followed the Crows, spreading out into the city.
Ashur was aware of Evka giving orders for Wardens to aid them and hunt down any remaining darkspawn they could find before Tarquin tugged on his arm, “Ashur? Ashur!”
Ashur felt like his chest was full of liquid, and he began coughing. He felt Tarquin quickly pull him away from everyone else into a secluded courtyard and yanked the Viper mask aside as Ashur began hacking up a black goo. He felt Tarquin pounding on his back as he continued to cough, pain radiating through his body. The force of the coughing drove him to his knees on the flagstones. When he eventually began coherent again a large mass of black ichor lay on the ground in front of him.
“Viper?” Tarquin's voice held fear tinged with hope.
The Viper coughed again, and he felt someone shoving a waterskin in his hand. He spat out more black ichor before he drank from the waterskin, feeling thirsty as he had not felt in weeks.
“There you are,” the thick Orlesian accent of the second lead Warden, Antoine, said from no more than a foot away. Ashur jerked his head up, hand going instinctively in front of his face to hide it. He heard the elf snort. “Ah, Viper, do you not think Evka and I have figured out who hid behind the mask from the report Rook and Neve gave us?” he chuckled softly. “Fear not, we shall not tell a soul.”
“What in the Maker's name just happened?” Tarquin demanded of the Warden, eying the black ichor warily.
Antoine knelt and removed a metal tool from his belt, poking at the black ichor and spent a few moments examining it before he nodded with some satisfaction. “The Viper's body is attempting to rid itself of remaining Blight,” he informed them calmly. He stepped up and touched Ashur's cheek with one gloved hand and nodded. “Yes. You see? The black is beginning to fade, slowly. It may be some weeks or months before you are fully recovered, but I believe you will find the song of the Blight no longer overwhelming, Oui?”
Ashur froze as he realized the Warden was right. He could still hear something humming in the back of his mind, but it did not drive his thoughts, it did not push him towards the resentless, hollow hunger he'd felt for the past weeks. He looked at Tarquin, whose eyes had gone wide in awe.
“Ashur, your eyes! They're turning blue again!” Tarquin murmured, utter relief in his voice.
“I can still hear the song, though, humming in the background,” Ashur mentioned to Antoine.
The elf nodded, unsurprised. “Yes. You shall likely hear that the rest of your life. I shall have to run tests, but I suspect that you likely exist in a state similar to us Wardens now. Rook's friend, Bellara, is in a similar state as you.”
“They've come down from the Archon's palace?” Tarquin asked in surprise. He glanced at Ashur. “How long have we been back here?”
“An hour or more,” Antoine informed them seriously. “Most of the Veilguard has descended safely from the Archon's palace.”
“Most?” Tarquin frowned at that.
Ashur felt a growing sense of dread. He dropped the shields he'd so carefully kept up, seeking Rook's now presence.
He was met with the sense of a weak, fading heartbeat.
Ashur started in the direction of Rook's heartbeat, only for Antoine to catch him roughly by the wrist. “The best of the Mourn Watch and Veiljumper healers, as well as your own Magister Telani are with her now, Viper. If they cannot save her, no one can.”
Even Tarquin, who'd held onto his anger at Rook for not saving Minrathous for months after the dragon attack, looked aghast at Antoine's words. “What happened?” the Templar asked.
Antoine sighed. “Rook's injuries are extensive, both from without and within. The only reason she did not fall from the tendril was because Taash was able to grab her. She was barely unconscious by the time they got her down.”
“Viper? VIper where are you?” the three of them then heard Dorian calling for Ashur.
Ashur sighed, carefully pulling the mask back on over his face. “Dorian?” he asked as the Magister burst into the courtyard.
“Ah, I found you,” Dorian said with a slight smile. “You're going to be needed. We've reports that some of the surviving Templars are searching for you. The city will need you, I, and Maevaris to organize things and help restore some semibalance of order. Shall we?”
As he spoke Neve appeared behind the Magister, the familiar click of her leg echoing on the flagstones.
Ashur clenched and unclenched his clawed gloves. He could feel her heartbeat stuttering, and now that the Blight no longer overwhelmed all of his senses, felt the need to be with her now.
But he was weak from the effects of the blight ravaging his body, and he knew Dorian was right, that the influence of the Divine, as well as the two remaining Magisters, would be needed to keep the city from falling into further chaos in the wake of Elgar'nan's defeat.
His personal need warred with his responsibilities.
“Go, Viper, we'll keep a vigil on Rook,” Neve told him as she pushed past Dorian.
“If anything changes..” Ashur began.
“You will know,” Neve replied softly. “Rook's always been one to put her duty ahead of herself.”
The weak sound of Rook's heart beat now drowned at the hum of the blight song in the back of Ashur's head. With great reluctance, the Black Divine squared his shoulders and turned to Tarquin who was watching him with concerned eyes. “Very well. Tarquin?”
The Templar muttered under his breath. “Fine, fine, I'll act as your Knight Divine, for now at any rate.”
The two of them turned and followed Dorian into the Divine's Manor to prepare themselves for their tasks to come.
And the heart beat of one brave, reckless Warden thrummed in the background of it all.
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This week's lyrics
Kiss me in the dark Roll me through the night Hold me like you'll never let me go ~ Kiss Me in the Dark by Randy Rogers Band
On AO3 . Part 4 of Love In Our Veins Word Count, 2290
Have some post-game Blighted Ashur x Blighted Rook de Riva (This ended up being longer than I expected.)
She'd only come to the Archon's ball because Dorian had personally asked her to come as Rook, Savior of Minrathous. It had been a year since the city had been liberated from Elgar'nan's control and the Evanuris killed. Despite there still being a lot of rebuilding and recovery to go, there had been progress, and the atmosphere in the lower city was festival-like, with Dorian arranging for magical light shows in the sky for all to see in celebration. The Shadows, old and new, had carried on their own celebration over the past two days.
Tonight, though, protocol demanded she set Esperanza de Riva aside and take up the mantle of Rook once more. At least Veilguard and some of their allies would be in attendance as well.
The name de Riva meant nothing to people in Minrathous, so Esperanza in her Tevinter style garb and mask that covered her lower face was just another person helping the city recover. But everyone knew Rook was one of the notorious Antivan Crows, and that was what everyone expected to see tonight.
By some grace of the Maker, Dorian had made it a masquerade ball.
Rook stood perfectly still as Teia carefully fastened each one of the small black pearl buttons that closed the back of Rook's black lace dress. The torso of the dress had some transparency, but the black flower pattern woven into the lace easily concealed Rook dark gray, blighted veins.
"Beautiful," Viago murmured as he regarded his sister when Teia stepped back. He was dressed in black as well, in a distinctly Antivan style attire suitable for a ball rather than his usual leathers.
Teia circled Rook, inspecting her friend's outfit and gave a satisfied nod before she handed Rook the black beaded full face masquerade mask in the shape of a crow head. Teia and Viago had similar masks, though Viago's included touches of blue beading, and Teia's green to go with her dark green ballgown. "You will definitely catch a few eyes tonight, Rook."
"So long as it isn't Illario's," Rook murmured with distaste as she slipped her mask on, carefully tying the black ribbon over her Antivan braid.
She understood why he was included in Antivan Crows' party, as much for show since he'd been there helping during the final battle, and to keep him alive while Lucanis was away from Antiva. Neve and Teia had already given Lucanis their opinion on Illario's presence.
"Your Viper," Viago murmured. "Will he be in attendance?"
"It depends," Rook replied as she stared through her mask at her reflection in the looking glass. "If he does it will be as the man behind the mask, not the Viper himself." Rook couldn't lie to Viago about her relationship with the Viper, but she also hadn't told him Ashur's real identity either.
“Mm,” Viago narrowed his eyes thoughtfully. She knew he would likely uncover Ashur’s identity eventually. The Veilguard knew his identity because of what they’d found when they’d rescued him at the Chantry, but Ashur’s identity as Imperial Divine remained known only to a small number of people.
“Let’s go and find the others,” Teia suggested, aware of the quiet tension between the siblings. She lifted a brow at Viago who sighed and fetched his own mask, tying it in place before offering one arm to Teia and the other to Rook.
They met Lucanis and Neve at the south entrance to the palace ballroom. Rook immediately noted the similarities in their masks to her own. They were a different style, but every Crow wore a Crow mask of some sort. Illario was dressed in periwinkle and black, whereas Lucanis wore purple, a nod to Spite, and black. Neve was dressed in a Tevinter style gown of gold and teal and absolutely gorgeous. Neve was the only one in the group that wore a different sort of mask, hers depicting a dragon instead of a crow.
“Ahh, Neve,” Teia smiled as she greeted Neve. “If this one does not wise up and propose to you soon, perhaps I shall steal you away, you look ravishing tonight.”
Neve laughed goodnaturedly at Teia’s flirting, “I’ll keep that in mind,” she told the Seventh Talon as she tucked her arm into Lucanis’s.
Her friends and family had done well to keep Illario away from Rook since they’d arrived two days ago, but now she faced him head on. Tonight, she would put up with him for Lucanis’s sake only.
“I could escort you, Rook,” Illario suggested in a polite tone.
“My brother has already offered to escort Teia and myself,” Rook replied firmly, resolutely turning away from Lucanis’s cousin.
Rook did truly hope that Illario could earn his redemption. She knew much of what he was came as a byproduct of how Caterina raised him and Lucanis, but after his personal betrayal of her, she could never trust him as she once had.
Illario gave a jerky nod, and something like frustration flickered over his features before being replaced by a calm mask.
“Shall we go in?” Neve suggested, and Rook gave her a grateful look.
The two palace guards who had stood at the doors to the ballroom, pretending that they’d not heard a word of the conversation, moved in unison to open the doors and admit the Antivan Crows into the Archon’s ball.
The next few hours Rook spent mingling with the crowd. Aside from those in attendance from Tevinter and the Veilguard allies, there were notable guests from the south, including members of the Inquisition. She supposed it helped that the Inquisitor himself had more or less moved into the palace with his husband.
The Veilguard had evidently decided among themselves that one of them would be with Rook at almost all times, so she moved through the crowd with a friend at her side, and she also noted any time Illario came too close, her friends deflected.
Lady Myrna had accompanied Emmrich to represent the Mourn Watch, both dressed in dark green and black with skull motifs interwoven into their clothing as benefited the Watch. Emmrich had brought Manfred, who wore a smart looking suit jacket with fancy, skull shaped buttons.
“You look quite distinguished,” Rook told the skeleton when she had a moment to speak with him.
Manfred hissed happily. “Representing the Mourn Watch,” he informed her.
“And representing them well,” she told him, smiling behind her mask.
Most of the Wardens preferred the celebrations in the lower parts of the city, but Davrin, Evka, and Antoine were here to represent the Grey Wardens. Rook wondered where they’d found the formal Warden uniforms they all wore. Trust a Warden to wear something practical, she thought.
Taash, Isabela, and the other Lords of Fortune appeared in their usual peacocking and gold glory, catching some interesting looks from a few of the other guests.
Strife was with Emmrich, dressed in beautifully tooled leather and cloth. Rook had seen Irelin and Bellara moving through the crowd earlier. And anyone uncouth enough to look in askance at the Dalish tendency towards bare feet got a glare from every one of the Veil Jumpers allies in the room.
She was unsurprised when the Imperial Divine made his own entrance, dressed in incredibly elaborate ceremonial robes, a sunburst golden and ruby crown, and black veil over his features. The long sleeved robe and veil covered Ashur’s own blighted veins, and from the way he moved confidently through the ball, few would ever know he’d been blighted.
Tarquin and Rana flanked him, dressed in the impressive ceremonial Knight Divine and Knight Vigilant respectively. While Tarquin had been working as Knight Commander, there hadn’t been enough of the original command structure of the Imperial Templars left after Elgar’nan’s death and the deaths of many of his Venatori supporters. While there were a decent number of low ranking Templars that had survived and actually helped retake the city, there were few that Ashur knew or trusted that much beyond Tarquin and Rana. Thus Tarquin had been promoted to Knight Divine, and Rana to Knight Vigilant.
Rook noted that Archon Pavus had managed to arrive to have a number of his high ranking supporters from both within Tevinter and without making appearances at the celebration ball.
Dorian and Maevaris had predicted she would be popular tonight, and to her chagrin they were correct. The Veilguard and her allies were welcoming and happy to see her, and Dorian’s fellow members of the Inquisition whom she hadn’t already met were genuinely pleased to meet her. There were many others, though, that simply wanted to be seen talking with the Savior of Minrathous and a God Killer.
Some made respectable conversation with her, some speaking on mundane topics like the weather or the celebration, a few wished to talk strategy and hear stories of the battles the Veilguard had fought during the hunt for the gods. Then there were those whose insipid need to be seen talking to someone influential. It took years of patience honed in Crow training to not snap at them.
It had been awhile since she’d been forced to put on this much of a performance in awhile, and after a few hours, Rook quietly told Viago she was going to get some air and retreated to a balcony off the ballroom vestibules.
She leaned on the balcony railing, staring down at the glittering city below.
She heard the soft whisper of fabric and boots on the tile, relaxing slightly when she realized from the south that it couldn’t be Illario, and remained where she was.
“You hear you’ve been popular tonight,” Ashur’s warm voice said as he came to stand beside her.
“Unforunately,” Rook replied ruefully as she turned her head to look at him. “I understand the need for the ball, Dorian has to make certain kinds of displays as Archon, but I’ll be just as happy when it’s all over and I can wear my other mask.”
“We all have our parts that we play,” Ashur noted in an understanding tone. He placed his hand over hers, gently entwining their fingers.
“Rook, Esperanza de Riva, there are times they both feel like masks I wear for different occasions, nevermind that both of them are me,” she sighed.
“They’re a part of you,” Ashur agreed. “Just as the Viper and the Divine are both a part of me and roles that I must play at certain times.” She could hear the smile in his next words, “But there are a few people in this world with whom I can just be Ashur. I would like to think there are a few people in this world with whom you are just Espi.”
She smiled behind her own mask, “You know there are, and you know that you’re one of them, Ashur.”
“I had hoped you’d say that,” he admitted.
Espi laughed softly, “There are few people outside of my close friends and family that I take all of my masks off around, including the physical ones. You, you’re one of the few that sees me without any masks at all.”
Ashur reached up, gently cupping her jaw in his hand. “And you are one of those few for me, Espi.” He leaned forward as they stood in the shadows cast by the doors that led into the ballroom. Here in the night, she doubted many would be able to see the darken veins and gray marks the Blight had imprinted on both of them.
“We don’t recoil from each other, from the marks the Blight left on our bodies,” she murmured.
“I’ll tell you what you told me,” Ashur murmured. “Anyone who doesn’t see your beauty is a fool.” He moved one hand, pulling aside the black veil he wore, revealing the dark gray veins that still showed against his skin, and the dark circles beneath his eyes.
“Tarquin’s guarding the door,” he told her softly.
Rook found herself plucking at the ribbon that held her mask in place, pulling it off. Ashur’s smile was bright as he leaned down and caught her lips with his own.
They’d shared kisses before, both tender and fierce, but there was something more about this one, like he was telling her he intended to kiss her forever, for the rest of their lives. With her free hand she caught the back of his head and pressed him closer down to her, and heard the soft groan he made against her lips.
He pulled back and took a breath as he pressed his forehead against hers. “Epsi, dearest Espi. Whatever masks we wear for the rest of the world, I know I can remove them all with you. I love you.”
“Ashur,” awe and love wound their way through her tone. He saw the joy in her blue eyes as she caught his hand in hers. “I love you too.”
“The roles of Viper and Divine, Rook and Esperanza, they’re masks we’ll likely need to wear for a long time to come, but I’ll take whatever time we can get together, as just Epsi and Ashur,” he professed.
“I’ve been thinking of staying in Minrathous, permanently,” Espi advised him. “There’s still work to be done.”
He knew she meant both to help the city recover and as a Crow. He knew what she was, and he’d accepted it as a part of her life, a part of who she was.
Ashur kissed her again and showed her his happiness at her decision.
It would be a balancing act for both of them, playing all the parts that the world required of them, but within this moment, there was only Ashur and Espi.
The more time Rook spends in Minrathous, the more time she spends around Ashur, the more she falls for him. But while they share the experience of being blighted, she still doesn't think she deserves him.
Ashur proves otherwise
AO3 (work count 1746), part 3 of Love in Our Veins
Rook wanted.
She wanted and she was afraid of it, afraid to ask because she knew he was not someone she deserved. She might understand the pain of their dark gray, blighted veins and the nightmares of the lingering song in their heads, and understood their shared experience as few others did, but that doesn't mean she deserved him.
The dragons weren't her fault, the aftermath wasn't her fault, but the accusations and anger still lingered in the shadowed corners of her mind. Forgiveness had been given, anger had faded, but she still doesn't deserve him.
He was the kind who would give everything he had to fight against the corruption of Tevinter. He used the privilege he had from the gilded cage he'd been raised in to change things.
She was an assassin, someone who had as a teen stolen and killed for mere survival. She'd survived the training of a fledgling where others had not from sheer force of will.
She was a killer, plain and simple, and she took her contracts for money, not cause. Certainly her targets now served a greater good, but it wasn't always that way.
She sat with Neve at the detective's desk in the hideout and watched Tarquin filling Ashur in on the past few days, and she wanted.
Maker help her, but she wanted him.
*****
Rook sat hunched over her edge of the table, quill against paper as she wrote a report to Viago on one of the latest contracts he'd sent her on. She faithfully put word to paper, but her grip around the quill was hard, recalling the things she'd overheard at the party her target had been at.
Neve eyed Rook as the Crow snapped her quill and cursed, ink dribbling onto the page as Rook glared at the broken feather.
"I don't think I've ever seen you break a quill before. What's gotten you so twisted up?" Neve asked with a raised brow.
Rook let out a huff and met Neve's gaze, her blue eyes glittering in the candlelight over her mask. "Just something I overheard at the party my target was at."
"Well, I know you pulled off your contract, but what could one of those idiots have said that's made you so angry?" Neve asked mildly.
Rook's fingers curled around the broken feather. "Have you heard how some of the highborn talk about Ashur? Some of them are avaricious creatures." She scowled and mimicked the voice of one of the ladies she'd heard that night, ""It's such a pity, the scion of two powerful mages, those well bred features, marred by the Blight. But a wedding night would secure all you needed, and then you could live apart!""
"Ah," Neve nodded, her expression darkening. "I can't say I'm surprised, though. You already know Ashur's mother is trying to get him to accept a match."
"So he can be married to someone who discards him, when he went through the void and came out on the other side?" Rook asked angrily.
"I've never considered myself a particularly vain person," Ashur's voice rumbled quietly, and both women looked up in surprise to see that the Viper had managed to sneak up on them. "They see the signs of the Blight on my skin and only see ruin."
"Any worthy person would see beyond the lines on your skin, Ashur," Rook told him in a fierce tone. "You survived so much. You went through the void, and survived what few ever could. How can they not see past that?"
Neve hid a smile as she watched Rook, listening to the fierceness with which her friend defended the Viper.
"The people who really matter do see past it, though, Rook. I'd rather have your good opinion than any of theirs," Ashur told her gravely.
Rook shook her head lightly, her tone holding a note of surprised disbelief. “I’m an assassin, Ashur, I don’t know that my good opinion is worth much.”
Neve elbowed Rook lightly and the Crow glanced at her friend, brow creased. Neve had always been good at reading the part of Ashur’s face you could see when he wore the Viper’s mask, and she’d similarly become good at reading Rook’s.
“Don’t do that, Rook,” the Viper told her. “Don’t diminish yourself like that, don’t define yourself only by your profession.”
Rook smiled faintly behind her mask. “I appreciate your intent, Ashur, even if I don’t entirely agree.”
He didn’t respond, but he watched her with those sea colored eyes, holding her gaze until she found she had to look away.
Rook couldn’t deny her emotional or physical attraction to him, even if it wasn’t anything she intended to truly act on. They were friends, and they supported each other in dealing with memories and experiences no one else understood, but to go beyond that?
This wasn’t one of Varric’s novels, and she didn’t expect a romantic happy ending.
“Well, I’m done for the evening,” Neve said into the quiet that settled over the room. “I’m heading back to my apartment. I’m going to lock the entrance behind me.” She gave Rook a smirk. “Don’t stay out too late.”
Rook watched her friend pack up her notes and say goodbye to Ashur before slipping out of the hideout, leaving Rook and Ashur alone. Flipped through her correspondence as Ashur took Neve’s seat at the table and began going through the reports the detective had left behind for him.
“Did you eat dinner?” Rook asked after watching him for a few minutes.
Ashur glanced up at her, blue eyes shaded by his hat, and she could see the mirth in his gaze. “No,” he admitted. “Too many meetings this afternoon and this evening.”
Rook muttered under her breath and went to the other room, retrieving some of the leftover meat pies that had been left behind for the Shadows and set it on the table beside him, knowing he would warm it up with his magic.
“Copper for your thoughts?” Ashur asked in an amused tone.
She eyed him. “What is it about Shadow Dragon mages and being bad at taking care of themselves? You and Neve both have a habit of forgetting to eat. Actually, I think you’re worse than Neve. I remember how much you pushed yourself after the dragons.”
Ashur held her gaze. “I believe we’ve already had this conversation. You don’t have much to lose when you’re dying, and I had to make a difference while I still had time. You did much the same during those last few days before Elgar’nan’s defeat. Yet despite the Blight that flowed through our veins, we’re both still here, both alive.”
“Are you calling me a hypocrite?” Rook arched an eyebrow. “But you’re right, we are both still alive. So you need to take better care of yourself.”
“Are you going to make sure that I do?” he asked.
“If I have to,” Rook advised.
She started back towards her seat, but Ashur caught her gloved hand in his. She stopped and looked questioningly down at him. To her surprise, he tugged her down, and she let out a soft gasp as she landed in his lap. His arm slid around her waist, and he cradled her against him like she was something precious.
“Ashur,” she breathed his name softly.
“Rook,” his tone was filled with an emotion she was afraid to identify. “Tell me I’ve read things wrong.”
Her heart pounded in her ears and she found her arm wrapping around his neck. “You haven’t read anything wrong, Ashur.”
It felt as if Neve must have cast one of her time spells as Ashur undid the clasp on one side of his mask. She felt the soft leather of his gloves and light bite of the metal of his claws as he undid a clasp on her mask. His dark grey, blighted veins shown clearly on his skin, even the low mage light, exactly as her own veins did.
Rook pressed one hand on the back of his head, knocking his hat off, and leaned up.
She had never tasted anything as sweet as his lips on hers. When he pulled away slightly she chased that taste and heard him emit a soft moan as she did. His arms tightened around her as they lost moments in that kiss, caught up only in the feel of his lips against hers, emotions that had lurked under the surface for weeks bubbling to the surface.
When they parted because they needed to draw breath again, he pressed his forehead against hers, smiling at her. “I’ve dreamed of that for weeks.”
Rook laughed, a light, giddy sound as she cupped his jaw with her hand, marveling at the privilege of being able to do so. “So have I.”
“You see me, Rook,” Ashur hummed. “Not the Divine, not the Viper, but the man. You saw me at my very worst, when the blight clawed at my mind, and you’ve seen me at my best.”
“When everyone else blamed me, you didn’t, even when you suffered the most, from the Blight and at the hands of the Venatori,” Rook sighed as she leaned into him. The scent of incense from his role as Divine lingered on him, along with the leather and oil she associated with the Viper. “And you look at me as more than just an assassin.”
“The dragons and Venatori were never your fault,” Ashur told her. “How could I blame you, Rook?”
“Esperanza,” she told him, smiling. “Rook feels more like a title, like the Viper is for you. My name is Esperanza. Or Espi.”
“Esperanza,” Ashur’s gaze was tender as he leaned in to kiss her again. “Hope.”
She wasn’t sure how long she spent in his arms, just kissing him. He ran his clawed gloves through her hair, catching the tie she used to keep her dark hair back and letting it flow loose around her face.
Finally both their stomachs growled, a reminder that he hadn’t eaten dinner, and neither had she. He gave her a knowing look and she just shrugged. “Alright, maybe I’m as bad as you. There’s enough meat pies for both of us.”
He kissed her cheek. “Go get one for yourself and I’ll reheat them.”
“I guess maybe we can take care of each other,” she said as she went to do so.
“Yes,” his voice was warm as he watched her. “We can.”
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So..Blighted Rook and Blighted Ashur. It's more than five sentence
Rook sat hunched over her edge of the table, quill against paper as she wrote a report to Viago on one of the latest contracts he'd sent her on. She faithfully put word to paper, but her grip around the quill was hard, recalling the things she'd overheard at the party her target had been at.
Neve eyed Rook as the Crow snapped her quill and cursed, ink dribbling onto the page as Rook glared at the broken feather.
"I don't think I've ever seen you break a quill before. What's gotten you so twisted up?" Neve asked with a raised brow.
Rook let out a huff and met Neve's gaze, her blue eyes glittering in the candlelight over her mask. "Just something I overheard at the party my target was at."
"Well, I know you pulled off your contract, but what could one of those idiots have said that's made you so angry?" Neve asked mildly.
Rook's fingers curled around the broken feather. "Have you heard how some of the highborn talk about Ashur? Some of them are avaricious creatures." She scowled and mimicked the voice of one of the ladies she'd heard that night, ""It's such a pity, the scion of two powerful mages, those well bred features, marred by the Blight. But a wedding night would secure all you needed, and then you could live apart!""
"Ah," Neve nodded, her expression darkening. "I can't say I'm surprised, though. You already know Ashur's mother is trying to get him to accept a match."
"So he can be married to someone who discards him, when he went through the void and came out on the other side?" Rook asked angrily.
"I've never considered myself a particularly vain person," Ashur's voice rumbled quietly, and both women looked up in surprise to see that the Viper had managed to sneak up on them. "They see the signs of the Blight on my skin and only see ruin."
"Any worthy person would see beyond the lines on your skin, Ashur," Rook told in in a fierce tone. "You survived so much. You went through the void, and survived what few ever could. How can they not see past that?"
Neve hid a smile as she watched Rook, listening to the fierceness with which her friend defended the Viper.
"The people who really matter do see past it, though, Rook. I'd rather have your good opinion than any of theirs," Ashur told her gravely.
Blighted Ashur x Blighted Rook de Riva post game fic
Post Veilguard, Rook continues to work in Minrathous. She strikes up a friendship with Ashur. Also on AO3 . Part of the series Wash Me Clean (Word count 2451)
Rook slipped into the Shadows hideout a little after dusk had fallen. She’d spent most the day traipsing around northern Thedas through the Eluvians, gathering certain supplies she knew the Shadows needed. While Archon Pavus had been pushing through a number of reforms, including anti slavery reforms, there were still many who opposed the changes he wished to make. That coupled with the fact that the Venatori who had survived the Siege of Minrathous were not content to slink away but actively attempted to interfere with Tevinter politics meant the Shadow Dragons still had plenty of work to do beyond helping Minrathous recover from the Blight.
No one was really surprised by the Venatori. Rumors of some upstart mage who’d managed to survive the siege lingered in the darker corners of Minrathous. Neve and Rook had been tracking those rumors for the past few months, searching for signs of who this mage was, and what they were planning.
Four months had passed since Rook came to Minrathous, and still she remained. Viago and Lucanis still sent her contracts, not all of them in Minrathous, but most of them in Tevinter these days. When she wasn’t doing Crow work, she was helping Neve and the Shadows. She was becoming a fixture in the Shadows hideout.
Of the Shadows that had survived the blighted dragon, the Venatori, and the Siege, a few of them were coldly civil with her, keeping everything strictly business, and she didn’t press though. Others, though, were slowly accepting her presence here. It helped, she thought, that she wasn’t from Minrathous to begin with.
She wore Tevinter style clothing in dark blue and teal, a nod to being a Crow, but she found that Tevinter clothing attracted a lot less attention around the city than her Crow leathers did. Between the Tevinter clothing and the mask she wore, few would connect her with the Crow who had saved the city and killed a god. She saved her Crow leathers for when Rook the Hero needed to make an appearance.
She’d worn masks since the day that Ashur had given her the first one, hiding most of her blacked veined face from the world. When she was working as Crow, she’d taken to wearing some of the masked hats favored by some Crows when they wanted people to know they were with the Crows but didn’t want to expose their own face.
Neve, and once or twice Tarquin or Ashur were the only ones who saw her full face these days. Even 10 months after Elgar’nan’s death, her veins remained dark beneath her skin, her eyes still surrounded by dark grey circles. Only her eyes had really recovered, no longer red but their proper blue.
After 10 months, she was beginning to believe that the remaining visual effects of the Blight on her body were never going to fade.
But she was alive, and while some of the effect the blight had on her body was still visible, it affected her no more than it affected the Wardens, and she couldn’t spread it. She reminded herself that there were worse fates.
As she approached Neve’s desk she saw Tarquin and Ashur were already there, looking over recent reports with Neve. “If I had known you two were here, I’d have brought more fish,” Rook said by way of greeting as she set a skewer of fried fish and one of fried vegetables in front of Neve.
“We’ll try and let you know, next time,” Tarquin told her with an amused smile.
“Well, I think the meat pie seller’s still open, even if Hal’s is closed,” Rook offered. “I can go grab something there for you.”
“Nah, don’t worry about it. If we’re hungry enough we’ll send one of the kids to get some,” Tarquin replied, referring to the younger, newer Shadows who had recently joined. “Neve tells me we’ve got you to thank for the supplies that magically appeared in our storage room today.”
Rook shrugged. “I had a few errands to run in Nevarra and Rivain anyway,” she said casually, even if she knew both Ashur and Tarquin would see right through her.
“Right, that’s the story is it?” Tarquin grinned.
“How have things with the Templars and up at the Spire been?” Rook asked, changing the subject.
The Viper gave her a knowing look, but said, “The usual headache. About half of the Grand Clerics are unhappy with the Archon’s new laws, mostly because of how it affects them and their pocket books directly. And the usual issues with Magisters trying to interfere with the work of the Chantry.”
“More or less the same among the Templars,” Tarquin snorted, “Magisters who aren’t happy about the changes trying to interfere with our work, the few of Lenos’s supporters who survived trying to cause trouble.”
“So pretty much the same as always?” Rook asked.
“It’s Minrathous, did you really expect anything different?” Tarquin snarked.
“If things become too…troublesome, you do have direct ears to the First Talon,” Rook reminded them in a casual tone.
“Rook!” Neve scolded, but she sounded slightly amused,
“Sometimes such contracts cause more trouble than they solve,” Ashur replied.
“And this is why I never got into politics,” Rook noted.
“Like the Crows don’t have their own politics,” Neve smirked at her.
Rook only shrugged. “Don’t let me interrupt your reading reports, I’m sure it’s fascinating.”
“Oh yes, so very riveting,” Tarquin rolled his eyes.
Rook snorted and sat on a nearby crate, watching them as they returned to the task at hand.
Tarquin tried to make it to the hideout most evenings, but there were enough days that he couldn’t due to dealing with Templar business. The Viper could usually be seen in the hideout a few nights a week, as did Maevaris. Dorian they saw less, but that was to be expected. Most of the daily running of the organization remained on Neve’s shoulders.
More than once Rook had found herself sitting next to Ashur late into the evening, going through correspondence from the Crows while he looked over the reports Neve wanted him to read. He was pleasant company, and sometimes she’d find a cup of coffee waiting for her if he made it to the hideout before she did. In turn she’d learned from Tarquin that Ashur preferred tea, and would set a cup aside from him on nights she thought he might make it down based on what Tarquin or Mae told her and Neve. She knew if it got cold Ashur would simply wave his hand to reheat it.
Sometimes they would just speak quietly about their days, the daily tasks Ashur oversaw as Divine, the mess of politics he was forced to deal with among the Grand Clerics. She told him it wasn’t unlike the politics she’d seen Viago, Teia, and Lucanis deal with among the other Talons and houses.
“At least one person always has an ulterior motive,” she told him one night.
“An unfortunate truth of the world, no matter how we might wish otherwise,” Ashur noted.
She knew Ashur had nightmares of the Blight and the siege, because she had them herself. He had a particular look in his eyes after a particular bad night that she recognized.
“He pushes himself too hard,” Neve told Rook one night as she and Rook made their way home. “And he isn’t sleeping. Maevaris says it isn’t as bad as it was when he was Blighted, but..”
“It’s the nightmares,” Rook told her quietly. She touched the mask she wore lightly. “It’s hard to forget what the Blight did to your body, the way it sang in your head.”
Neve’s expression was speculative as she regarded Rook. “Will you talk to him, Rook? You’re probably one of the only people other than Bellara that can relate.”
“I’ll try,” the Crow promised.
Rook had her own nightmares, about the dragons, the Blight, and the Fade prison. Even now she would find herself roaming the streets sometimes in the early morning hours, unable to sleep after a particularly bad one. One night she slipped into the hideout, seeking a familiar setting where she wouldn’t wake Neve with her restlessness.
She was surprised to see the light from a candle coming from the main room. She followed the light quietly, knowing only someone who knew how to get past the candlehops could have made their way in.
Ashur sat at the table Neve used as her desk, his fingers flipping through reports, but she could tell his heart wasn’t really in it. His hat sat on the table, though he still wore his mask. He glanced up at her approach and didn’t seem surprised to see her.
“What were they about tonight?” she asked quietly as she took a seat beside him.
“I woke up and swore I could feel the rot under my skin,” he admitted as he set the reports in his hand aside. “I remember the sound of it in my head, trying to draw me to it like a ship to a siren the way those old sailor’s tales go.”
“And some part of you told you that the song sounded off, that it sounded wrong, but that blighted part of you thought it sounded beautiful?” Rook asked.
“Publically the Grand Clerics will talk about what a miracle it is, but behind closed doors there are those who question whether I should remain Divine, with the signs of the Blight still visible on my skin.”
“When was the last assassination attempt?”
Ashur blinked, then chuckled softly. “I should have known you’d guess, as an assassin yourself. A week ago. It’s happened, from time to time, over the past few months.”
“Have they tried to poison you yet?” Rook cocked her head.
“One did,” he admitted. “Burning the poison from my blood was unpleasant.”
“You know, as part of my Crow training, Viago made me regularly consume small amounts of poison,” Rook said thoughtfully. “To develop immunity to certain poisons. I think Neve still thinks I’m crazy when I slip it into my coffee every morning. I don’t let anyone else use the mug I use. Going through something like that might not be a bad idea for you, in case it’s a poison you or a healer can’t readily deal with.”
Ashur let out a bark of laughter. “Are you actually suggesting I regularly poison myself to keep myself from being poisoned?”
“Yes, that’s exactly what I’m suggesting,” Rook shrugged at his incredulous look. “It’s normal for House de Riva. I can speak to Viago about creating a regime for you, though you might want to let Mae, Dorian, Tarquin, and neve know about it before you begin.”
His eyes narrowed thoughtfully. “I’ll consider it.”
“So what made you come to the hideout after a nightmare at this hour of the morning?” Rook asked after a moment of quiet between the two of them.
“I believe the same question applies to you,” Ashur replied, and she could hear the smirk in her voice.
“I didn’t want to wake Neve up,” Rook admitted.
“I didn’t want to deal with one of my attendants calling Maevaris,” he told her in turn. “The dreams,” a fine shutter ran through him.
“They always feel so real, afterwards,” Rook finished for him.
“It’s difficult to talk about, when they asked. Maevaris, Dorian, Tarquin, they would all listen in a heartbeat, but none of them quite understand what it was like.” His sea colored eyes met her blue. “Not like you do.”
“Yeah,” she heaved a sigh. “I’ve tried to talk to Neve or Lucanis about it. I know they hate what the Blight did to me, but they can’t quite understand what it was like. I don’t know that anyone who hasn’t been blighted can.”
“There are times I wake up and wonder why I’m still here,” she admitted. “I fully expected to die during the Siege. And to wake up, knowing that I survived what others didn’t. But it haunts me still. I shouldn’t have survived.”
“Don’t say that, Rook,” Ashur snapped. Her head jerked up as he reached out and took her hands in his. “Don’t you ever say that. You survived because you were meant to, because you were strong, because you refused to give up. If anyone should have died, it should have been me.”
Her blue eyes were fierce as she glared at him. “Don’t you say that either, then, Ashur. You survived far longer than I did with the Blight in your blood. Maker, you survived months. And don’t tell me it was just because of your magic. You have a force of will that few people I’ve ever known do.”
He squeezed her hands. “Let’s make a deal then,” he told her. “I won’t say it if you don’t. Maker willing, we’re both still here. And we aren’t alone. You may not have been blighted as long as I was, but you know what it was like. Even if you only felt it for a few days.”
“I-” Rook glanced away.
“Rook?”
“Neve told you about the Fade prison?” she whispered.
He nodded slowly, concern showing in his eyes.
“It was three weeks, Ashur. I told everyone that it felt like it was only a few hours but,” she glanced down, feeling the tears forming in her eyes, and remembering the horror of that cold, grey landscape. “I knew how badly they all felt for not getting me out sooner. So I lied. I lied, Ashur. I felt every fucking day in that place. I felt the rot as it ate away at me from the inside out.”
Gently, slowly, he pulled her into his arms, and held her as she closed her eyes against the falling tears. This kind of vulnerability was dangerous for a Crow. Letting someone else see her like this.
As if guessing her thoughts, she heard him say in her ear, “You’re the one person I know who has felt what I have. The masks we wear hide our faces from everyone, but the signs of the blight are still there. To show them to most people would be exposing weakness we can’t afford to. But with you..”
“With you I don’t feel afraid to,” she said softly.
“You’ve listened, and understood, when no one else did,” he told her. “I would not wish the blight on anyone, but Maker, having someone here that does understand?” She felt his taloned gloves run lightly through her hair.
“It helps.”
“Yes,” he said softly. “It does. And Rook, I’m not going anywhere.”
She took a deep breath. “Then, Ashur, neither am I.”
Rook felt the bond reverberate through her as her hand clasped his. No matter the amount of cloth, leather, and steel between them, she felt it all the same.
Ashur was dying, and she was doomed to die bringing down one who would call himself a god.
"If you live, when this is done, when Elgar’nan is dead, talk to the Wardens," Rook told him in a low voice. "This city, your city, needs you."
Ashur's huff was lower than it would have been, below the Blight. "And where will you be? The city will need Wardens to help recover." She could feel his blight red gaze boring into her.
Rook's smile was fleeting, bittersweet, "Varric once told me it's not a good story unless the hero dies."
