#blogging?

[pizzahutcrust]

“Words are violence if they offend me or people I like. Actual violence is not violence if it’s against people I don’t like”

[blahhhh-dead]

He's so fucking relatable -_-

I luv Tumblr, I can mass post memes and share my most wicked thoughts >///< (cannibalism)

[m-nrva]

[ambi-kiko]

hey there! i recently finished tma... and all the extra content after to help with my denial that it was over... and now im dont that too. which means theres only one reasonable option left for me to do!

accept that its over and move on? No! relisten to it and post my thoughts about each episode, of course! plus, i might post some of my art if i get the courage...

i know that theres only like... 3 real people follow me here so ig this will be a me thing. lets embark on this little journey together (on a reasonably sized little sailboat)!

as an offering, heres my jon from when i first started drawing and designing them.

and thats it! see ya when i listen to anglerfish again (:

[asharah-lavellan]

when you’re struggling for weeks paragraph by paragraph on the project you’re supposed to be working on

Then comes this little gay sexy fantasy vampire elf and now I’ve got approximately 12+ pages of fic over the span of 5 days and I’m just like this @ myself

[the-everlasting-ash]

I want to ramble about myself for a little-

So update on my life- there’s not much to update besides what I haven’t said on here- walked out of a job earlier this year and spent the rest of the year helping my sister with her kids and working part time. While I’m much happier now, I still sometimes get very sad- like I’ve given up on myself. I think it’s a grieving process over things that I really wanted to work out career wise that just isn’t really ideal or in the cards for me now. I still feel like I’ve messed up somehow. I suffer a lot from rejection sensitive dysphoria which doesn’t help at all. (I have a therapist though and she seems to help quite a bit- was hoping I’d be mostly done but sometimes my ruts reoccur)

That being said- I’ve found meaning in other aspects of my life. And I’m happy with the small bundle of successes I’ve had with my art too. I want to expand it more- but it’s gonna be a long bumpy road for me. And somewhat of a lonely one. But I’m not alone.

If you’re feeling alone, please know that people care about you, someone has to. And also be a friend to you as well.

I’m not getting any younger and life didn’t turn out how I thought but that’s honestly ok? A lot of my struggles are actually in my head and myself working again at me. I’m happy I’m at a point where I can identify that.

Take a walk in the sun if you can. And if you need grounding- take the earphones out. If you can find a quiet trail or park- even better!

Times are weird- take care of yourself. But also be true to yourself. And give it time. If you have the confidence, then rush for it if you’d like! But your happiness is so important.

So here’s some silly pics over the last year-

Lots of dog pics I know!

[socoolalright]

having artist friends is so... blessed.

this morning i wrote: i want to be productive. and not in the "i made a lot of work" sense but in the these will be memories i will keep forever way. the way my boyfriend makes a stall and shows it clumsily to it's teacher, it almost falling apart. belly laughter as we sit over cooled down pasta, watching my friend stumble (succeed!) at a new medium, the silent way he enjoys it. (being still slightly spooked by skeletons) making work together and walking to the closed boba shop. i'm grateful to have it all and sometimes i have to sit back and be overwhelmed in good emotions.