#blossom rambles

[dancinginmyoldsatindress]

Am I tripping or do y’all see it too?-

[blossom-adventures]

My first time buying an individual card from a specialist shop (I’ve got some online in the past) and given my love of Legends ZA it felt appropriate that it would be this beautiful AZ card ☺️

[blackgasmask]

Sakura {Request + Redesign}

Sakura by @minhhangmckinley20sblog and @20thcenturyfoxs

[theartofblossoming]

I'm fully intending to draw some FoTV characters but life has me putting my energy elsewhere at the moment. But I want to art. Just for fun and to warm up again, so no commissions for a while yet, folks. Oh, but episode 6 this season was a corker!

[333vampiric-l333]

So uhh i saw someone say there should be more hunger drives in this community. Ik i dont post my art on here but would any of you guys be interested if i did one? I already have some OC's in mind for it hehe <3

[snowblossomreads]

Where has Snow been!?

In hibernation! Sort of.

I didn't know if I should post this but if it's on the blog then I must have hit post. Anyways I'm alive even if haven't posted for months. Why is that you asked?

Well Ill put it under a read more in case you want to avoid my bitching and moaning.

Oh hello there, I guess buckle up for a crash out that has zero nuance.

So why I haven't Ive been active?

Burnout, writer's block, life etc etc. I could go on and on but I'm going to keep it 100 with you and be real. I feel like the things I write don't matter. I know the fandom Alan fandom is small, I know everything that is written isn't going to be everyone's cup of tea, I get it.

But the lack of interaction on the things I've written 'recently' has really disheartened me and still does especially when I put everything into them. There are handful to a lot of likes, a reblog here or there and a comment once in the blue moon. And the first two are nice but it's the third that I feel like is important. Maybe it's because I don't post every m week or two weeks and it just gets lost. Maybe I suck (jk Im not a professional but I know im not that bad) idk.

It just really hurts because whenever I read peoples stories in the fandom I try to leave comments about how it made me feel whether it be long or short. And I put everything into what I right and get nothing almost.

Of course there are regulars who I love and thank for sticking around but the balance is so skewed towards silence that I just want to quit altogether.

But I'm not. Or I don't think I am.

I still have a lot of stories I want to share and tell. And I know people say write for yourself and I do but if I share it I do want people to say something . I do love when people come into my inbox with silly things and I want to be active again and in the community and gush about Alan characters. But I'm also still trying to grapple with the bitter feelings I have as well.

And maybe after reading this it only makes my problems worse because it's giving entitled. Idk, I just want people to comment more and pop by because as @smilingformoney said once "it feels like i'm screaming into a void".

For the folks who say "Well you should do the same." I did. But when you're no longer having fun you tend to stop doing those things.

Anyways...I like sharing my stories, I like reading others stories. Will I get to them all? No. But I know the ones I get to I want to make sure I share them with others because writing is hard and gets very lonely and we have some lovely writers and creatives around us!

Alright, theres my very messy explanation about where Ive been, sorry if it is 'woe is me'.

Thanks for reading if you've gotten this far lol.😅

I hope to come back with something but until then I hope the stories I have already out in the wild can bring some enjoyment! (And don't be afraid to let me know!)

[blossomingwaters]

Now back to your scheduled programming :D

To everyone new Hi! I am Blossom 😆 I mostly just reblog stuff, and very rarely post my own work. 😆 So if you would like to stay you can! But if not that’s okay! 💚

Thank you for everyone who voted and participated in the war. It was so much fun!

[raidahblossom]

Okay so YouTube’s made Joey Graceffa’s ‘Escape the Night’ free to watch due to quarantine and I’m already on the second season, it is SO GOOD. We got murder mysteries, a lil’ bit o’ horror, talk of mysterious evils and spirits and some comedic moments as well- all my favourite things in a show!