#blotchepoems

[sunsets-and-cigars]

and when a foolish guy walked away from you because he can’t handle your wholeness, don’t try to convince him that you are worth staying for. if he was intelligent enough to realize how rare you are, he wouldn’t even leave you for a crappy reason. the only thing you need to be doing is be selfish with your own time for all the right reasons. raise your walls even higher so that no weak and pretentious men can be able to climb them. the true gentleman will be willing to face the challenges just to win you over because he appreciates your charm and strangeness without being scared off by your brilliant mind. all the pieces will fit together with the right person who is meant for you. so darling, celebrate your own quirks and love yourself even more.✨✨

[chuckakot]

As long as you can smile, and show me your teeth, I am very happy; as long as you and I are part of a cupcake, we can always go along with the crowd; as long as you keep me safe, I am forever in your debt.

Chuck Akot

[mildreflections]

Starry Night

My fingers trace the contours of your face,

There is an uncanny familiarity.

I have long stared out at the night sky,

And wondered if anything could be so pretty.

It is strange how name forges skin,

Some would say it’s destiny.

I have long spent time finding meaning,

Behind such brilliant anomalies.

It is sad beauty never sees itself,

The night doesn’t know and neither do you.

How the moon forms in your smile,

And the stars sparkle in your eyes.

How every blemish on your skin,

Is like a foamy cloud that gives the sky substance.

You are what I have always lost myself into,

But in a form I can hold.

My fingers can finally trace the light,

And know the true warmth

Of a starry night.

                               -  Mild Reflections

[mochaout]

Predator

This is what nightmares were made from

In the corner it waited for night to come

Black eyes flickering toward the moonlight

Teeth gleaming with hunger for the first bite

A form so perfect lay still

With no idea they would be its next meal

Breaths rising and falling in restful peace

As it inched closer and closer to its feast

The air began to protest in stillness

As the smell filled her nostrils with the scent of sickness

Her mind began to register the familiar stench

A nightmare she couldn’t awaken from with a pinch

Because this was her real fear materialized

Presence so thick and impenetrable, her demise

Unable to move or get free

She accepted her fate and how it would be

It covered her like a heavy blanket of darkness

Body parts now shredded and torn in a piled mess

Her eyes struggled against the pain to open and see

Only to be greeted with the sun shining brightly

Confused on whether she had just dreamed of the menacing terror

She sat up in bed as her mind began to register

Looking down at the sheets she now held she noticed the tears.

And the claws where her fingers used to be

-MochaOut

[chuckakot]

The feeling of joy with you, perhaps what this day seizes.   I don’t care if love’s blind, if that’s the reason to – why flowers curl and sleep. Slowly and intimate, laying gentle on their feet; where no sunshine’s presence, upon this night wind blows.

Chuck Akot

[chuckakot]

Someone asked me, 'Why do you love her?' I answered unhesitatingly, 'I loved her because we found each other. Love sometimes, does not address directly to the feelings and fondness of the other. But love recognizes the similarity inside us. We bring our inner self in reciprocation to love the other person by being the true receiver of this unconditional emotion.'

Chuck Akot

[chuckakot]

Give yourself a chance to reunite with your feelings, and take the privilege to appreciate the onset of new fascination. You must not be hopeless in the demands of life’s adversity, but rather light up on the persevering wonder to open the hearts of those had been left empty by their past loves. You are there to give yourself to another person. That is your chance. And please, do not limit your experience if it does not give you happiness. There are so many reasons to be happy. Just do not settle in the faculty of love. You are not alone.

Chuck Akot

[chuckakot]

Dearest L, - I have nothing else to keep regarding on the matters that keep us entertained through out the years we are together. And say, the letters we exchanged has not bored our own preoccupation toward what we entailed as our sentiments; as far as our feelings is concerned profusely contaminated us with the disease to love one another. - I am afraid, that in all subjects of attachment, I may have need to lessen my intake of your sweet fondness. Though I am worried too, if I will be absent at times, or the need to wait for my writing, you might have resolved to find another interests with other male contemporaries. - Forgive me, my love, this distance, truly kills me. I know aftermath of this freezing winter, we shall rendezvous again.  We shall take on the peak of our love to the nearest heights, and see how wonderful are the wonders of the mountains or just the heavy clouds in good health. - But I promise you, as soon as you are fit to read my letters, my love is always sure of us. Don’t be empty, for I am endless; be sure of your strength, for I have saved all my courage to take your hand in the eyes of your folks. - Be merry, for I am always anticipating that the end of all longings, will find its true hope in the demands of this love. - May God bless you and keep your charm. - Sweets to the Sweets, - C

Chuck Akot