#bluberryhong

[ddeonghwaya]

There was not another soul in sight as the pair walked the unfamiliar American streets in the peaceful nighttime. Seonghwa smiled over at his husband, a title that was still so new and fresh, admiring them in the moonlight. His hand held on to theirs with his fingers slotted between their own as he swung his arm ever so gently with theirs. It was nights like these, where the day had been long and their time together limited, that he appreciated most. Just a simple stroll was just what his heart needed; he couldn’t wait for their little one to arrive so the three of them could take walks together as a family.

The thought caused him to subconsciously rest his other hand over his stomach as his eyes twinkled. “Hongjoong-ah, we’re more than halfway there,” he said. “Can you believe five months have passed already?” He shook his head in disbelief and sighed, thumb brushing over the back of their hand as he smiled again. “You know, ever since I met you, my dreams have been coming true one by one. I wouldn’t have this wonderful life if it wasn’t for you. I–” he paused as he thought he saw a shadow move nearby, instinctively moving closer to Hongjoong. 

“I think I’m starting to see things.” He brushed it off with a chuckle. "Maybe we should head back soon and get some sleep.”

@bluberryhong

[89xhshb]

The choker says fever! I’ve worn it a few times, it’s the title of our newest album haha

Ah! That makes sense. Smart way of promoting your new album I have to give you that

[ddeonghwaya]

the room with the view

a starter for @bluberryhong 

     Paris, the city of lights and love– Seonghwa was still in awe of the fact that he was there, staying in a penthouse suite complete with a wonderful view of the Eiffel tower, with Hongjoong. When they told him that they had been planning a trip for just the two of them, he never could have imagined it would be quite like this. It truly seemed like something straight out of a storybook. A fairy tale filled to the brim with magic and romance.

     They had been there a couple of days already. The first day or two, they allowed themselves to settle in to the new time zone and environment with plenty of walks around the city and sightseeing like stereotypical tourists; he was pretty sure his phone wouldn’t have any space left by the end with all the pictures he was taking. Tonight was meant to be much the same, though they were going to go to a likely fancy restaurant for dinner first. Another of the many things Hongjoong had planned for them to do.

     Seonghwa dressed in something comfortable but formal for the occasion and was now in front of the mirror in the bathroom, which was just as luxurious as the rest of the room, making sure that every strand of his hair was in place. He winced, however, when he felt the beginnings of a headache. Headaches had become part of his routine it seemed. Some were worse than others and thankfully this one didn’t hold the thread of turning into a migraine, but he certainly wasn’t going to mention it to his boyfriend either way. 

     With a sigh and one last look at himself in the mirror, he walked back out to the bedroom and put on a smile when he saw Hongjoong. “Wow, don’t you look handsome? Not that it’s anything new.” He chuckled and rubbed the side of his neck, tipping his head slightly. “Are you ready to go?”

[ddeonghwaya]

Awakening

A starter for @bluberryhong

     A lot had changed since Christmas and New Year’s Eve. Feelings had been discovered and developed over the holidays, leaving him scared and confused. Running away from them had seemed the easiest course to take, though it didn’t last when they sat down and finally talked a few weeks prior. It cleared up a lot of that confusion he felt and misunderstandings that had created a small rift for those months in between. Despite that, he was still afraid – afraid of what he felt, that it could never be in this life they led. He was afraid that maybe their feelings weren’t what he deeply hoped they were.

     That fear had become anxiety as the weeks wore on again. It manifested as a persistent knot in his stomach, fueled by his existing concerns as well as a new one that had come into play. That was why he found himself in the studio room that Hongjoong always used, sitting on the couch with his head in his hands while they sat in their chair. “Hongjoong, what are your intentions with me?” he had asked almost immediately, unable to keep his anxious thoughts at bay. 

     “I have seen what you’ve been looking at lately, you know. And who you have been around. It seems as though you made quite a few new friends since our comeback.” Lifting his head, he could barely look at them as he pressed his lips together in a sad frown. “Maybe I misunderstood what you meant when you said you liked me. If you were only looking for that sort of company, I...” Seonghwa paused to clear his throat when his voice cracked, his hands curling into nervous fists on his lap. “It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have so boldly assumed you meant one thing when you meant another. It was silly of me to think that, maybe...”

     His voice trailed off and he quickly turned his face away, wiping his eyes with the sleeves of his sweater when tears welled up and spilled over before he could stop them. “I'm sorry, Hongjoong. I guess I thought that you might have actually liked me that way.” A humorless laugh came paired with a faint smile that only displayed the hurt and humiliation he was feeling. “Ahh, I feel so embarrassed and stupid for thinking you liked me in that way... What is wrong with me?”

[ddeonghwaya]

Babe, do you find it weird to be dating someone 300 years older than you? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

But darling, you hardly look a day over 100! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 

I suppose after a certain number of centuries, age gaps don’t apply anymore ㅋㅋㅋ It’s actually quite exciting that you are so much older. How many humans have the privilege of dating a handsome 300 something year old?

[ddeonghwaya]

     Christmas Eve had sneaked up on everyone this year. Between the chaotic state of affairs the entire world was in and numerous events that needed attending, time had flown by in the strangest way possible. It barely even felt like it should have been that time of year already, but now it stood right in front of them. 

     Perhaps that was why he had opted to stay at the dorm while everyone else went home to their families. Everyone but for Hongjoong, of course, who was working hard at the studio as per usual. In the spirit of Christmas and not wanting either of them to spend it alone, Seonghwa took the initiative to take himself and some snacks to the studio to keep them company while they worked. At least if they didn’t appreciate him showing up without invitation, he had food to smooth things over.

     It wasn’t until he was in the elevator that he finally sent them a message to let them know he was there. Regardless of if they responded or not, since he was sure that they were too busy to notice, he easily tracked down the room that they were in. The door was unlocked as it usually was, though he did knock before opening it slowly. He wasn’t there to try and startle them after all. 

     “Hongjoong?” he called to them as he peeked around the door, holding up the plastic bag of assorted treats he had brought with him. “I come bearing gifts.”

@bluberryhong

[ddeonghwaya]

/pops out of nowhere/ Park Seonghwa baaaaabo〜/disappears/

I– 

This level of disrespect, Kim Hongjoong.

[ddeonghwaya]

The brightest star in the universe is turning 24 today, I heard~ The world is truly very bright because of you and I’m glad that more and more people are opening their eyes to your existence. Thank you so much for always being a big support for me and for listening to my words so obediently, hehe. Responsibilities can overwhelm me but you’re always there to make my job easier. I am the luckiest captain in the world! Truly, you’re the greatest pillar in the team and we are all very thankful. Your kindness and cuteness are also too much, please let me live~ I feel attacked from the moment I wake up. Also here to let everyone know you’re mine and only mine 💜 My starboy, happy birthday! Please always stay by my side.

Hongjoong –

Your words always fill my heart so much that I never know what to say. If your aim was to fluster me, you definitely succeeded ㅋㅋㅋ Ahh, has it gotten warm in here or is it just me? 

Thank you, Hongjoong. For everything. I think I’m still in a state of disbelief that all of these things are happening to me, to us, but I couldn’t be happier. I promise that I will never leave your side. It’s where I belong and where I want to be. 

P.S. So, you were that anon the whole time. I’m sorry for making you wait so long for me!