#blue-little-devil

[commonxrose]

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@blue-little-devil​ needs a starter

After Haruhi had lost her mom, December usually seemed like a strange month. It took a few years, but her father was able to evoke the holiday spirit and bring joy back to the Fujioka family. But since Haruhi came to Wonderland and lost her father, everything seemed off again. There were no classes, and it was difficult for the brunette to occupy her time. Yes, she had her job but ranting customers couldn’t help fill the void of missing family. 

Nuzzling herself onto her bed, Haruhi wrapped her hands around her mug  and reveled in its warmth. Her dorm always seemed to get cold, and there was no way to escape it if there were no classes. “Maybe I’ll go for a walk later. That’ll help and-”

Her words were interrupted by a knock at the door to her room. Lips puckering with confusion, Haruhi set her morning cup of coffee onto her side table and shuffled towards the door. Checking the peep hole, she frowned as she opened the door. “Kaoru? What are you doing here?”

[emulaxion]

@blue-little-devil

she’s not... entirely sure how to interact with people, at times. there is the fact that she shies away, a little, when it comes to personal things-- she can pretend, she is good at pretending at public, that work is work and that, once again, she is simply carrying out a mission. and then there is the fact that, quite simply, she does not know how she is meant to handle herself in certain situations: there is so much that she was never taught, and intuition only goes so far.

“huh?” case in point: how do you handle off-handed comments? casual concern from a passerby on the streets? there was never a need to know such things in her life before. a pause on her part, xion falters; she wants to hide away in her hood a little more, if such was possible (but seeing as it is not, she settles with averting her gaze just a bit). “no, i’m...fine. it’s probably just the heat getting to me a little...?” well, even if she’s never been concerned by such before, it’s probably not an entirely false statement.

[bestacepitcher]

📱 (couldnt remember if i sent this or not oops)

Send 📱 for five texts my muse didn’t send yours, and one that they did

((you did not haha))[unsent txt]: You are a real big jerk sometimes![unsent txt]: can you just not be you and be less annoying?[unsent txt]: ksfjdkfja[unsent txt]: Do you have any idea if Haruhi…nvm….[unsent txt]: Kaoru have you ever wondered why the sky is blue?{sent 7:47am]: Um so hey Kaoru…this might sound like a really weird question but last night did I actually get drunk and kiss you? Because im not sure if that was a weird dream or if that was real?

[bestacepitcher]

13.

13. What about your muse makes you sad?

First off. How dare you ask this? Mei is a muse that doesn’t have a sad backstory at least not in canon. The things however, that make me sad about him though is that Mei has the habit of overworking and overthinking to the point that he can’t function normally. Sometimes it gets so bad he doesn’t get out of bed. He over analyzes events that happen in the past and tries so hard to figure out how he could have fixed it if he just did this or just did that. He doesn’t know how to properly process his thoughts sometimes. Hence why this thing with his crush is so difficult for him.

[commonxrose]

"why are you still so afraid? I understood back then, but now...?"

Haruhi was taken back by Kaoru’s words. She knew how observant the male could be. He always knew the right thing to say, even if she didn’t want to hear it. At this moment, however, this wasn’t the best thing to bring up.

“You’re right, I’m afraid. But why shouldn’t I be?” There was a dull ache in Haruhi’s chest as her face scrunched together. This was really hurting. “This is nothing like when we were back in high school, Kaoru!” It wasn’t often that Haruhi raised her voice, but the inclination was often something that she never planned. But in this moment, she knew full well how she was acting. Irrational. Simply because this had been one of those late thoughts that kept her up at night.

“I’m afraid that I’ll tell him my feelings and he won’t return them. I can deal with that.” It felt like something was getting stuck in the back of her throat and she couldn’t shake away the feeling. “I’m more afraid that we’ll end up together and something will happen. What if something happens, Kaoru, and that cat interferes? What if one of us gets sent home and we’re separated?”

Salt burned her eyes. “I’m afraid to lose him if I get to close. So just leave it, Kaoru.”

[bestacepitcher]

‘ I’ve got you! ‘ -Kao

My muse has been pushing themselves too hard, forgoing sleep for days… and has just momentarily passed out because of it. Send me    ‘ I’ve got you! ‘     for my muse’s reaction to yours catching them before they hit the floor.

@blue-little-devil

Mei has been without sleep for days now. Constantly overthinking and worrying about his future with Haruhi. He didn’t even know if he even had a chance with her. He knew it shouldn’t bother him this much but he was just so confused. Sometimes she would insinuate that she liked him but other times it seemed more friendly. He didn’t know what to do or think and it was driving him nuts. 

One late night Mei was up late and decided to get a midnight snack. He somehow made it out of his room and out into the hall. He trudged the hall, hoping somehow he’d make it to the kitchen. His eyes were barely open and he was so exhausted but his  stomach rumbled. He happen to misstep and nearly landed on his face if it wasn’t for someone to catch him before he hit the floor. He was a bit surprise to recognize who it was. “Oh Kao. Whatcha doing here?” he says rather drowsily. “You wanted a midnight snack too?”

[bestacepitcher]

#16

shipping meme

16. does your muse believe in soulmates?

“Soulmates? It’s hard to say. Is there one person destined to be with you? I feel like that’s not entirely true. Purely because people aren’t perfect. No one can fit perfectly with each other. They’re people who work well together while others don’t. I don’t think anyone is destined to be with only one person. Love is something that progresses. It doesn’t happen magically. But the feeling of soulmates? I think that’s real. I feel like you can feel like someone is your soulmate and feel a certain connection with only one special person. But it doesn’t mean that they are destined to be together. So hope that answers your question.”

[bestacepitcher]

💆 (too cute not to ok)

Symbol starters: Nap Edition💆- Your muse falls asleep while mine is petting/massaging them.

Lazy Sundays, where no school was in session and no practice was schedule, was a perfect day to just lay around. So that’s what Mei and Kaoru did since they were too hot and too lazy to do anything else today.  Mei sat on the couch with Kaoru laying his head on his lap. Mei gently caresses Kaoru’s hair with one hand as he reads a sports magazine with another. Before Mei knew it,  the next time he looks down over at Kaoru, he was practically asleep. He couldn’t help but smile. He really was super cute sleeping so peacefully on his lap. This is how comfortable they were with each other and he was glad that there was no issues about it. A happy smile appears upon his face as he presses a finger to his lips to tell a passerby to be a bit quiet as to not to wake the sleeping boy on his lap.