.: ♡｡ ╰ @blueflcwer // amelia .
he would tell her not to take anything PERSONAL but he doesn’t care whether or not she does ;; he would’ve issued warnings about the kind of guy he is , that trouble should very well be his middle name but he finds all of that absolutely frivolous . he doesn’t care if he hurts her ----- richie has hurt people far more closer to him , and close is an overstatement because he does not let people in to that extent . aside from royce , that is . not even the group of ‘ friends ’ he spends nearly everyday with , kickbacks and such , which he only ever started doing because of royce . there’s no deeper meaning , richie will claim , about why he doesn’t care about anything , not even himself . there’s no deeper meaning as to why he risks his life drifting recklessly on streets for a cash prize that goes straight to drugs , alcohol , bare necessities . he’s made enough to buy himself a place to live but DOESN’T ----- why ? because he doesn’t care . he has nothing good to offer her except a few donations here and there as he watches his screen mesmerised by the way she moves . he seems to show a little more appreciation for her more during her show than he does when they’re actually together in person . ❛ why are you looking at me like i should be sorry ? ❜ cigarette between his lips , his car windows cracked open just enough to let the smoke out . see , she had caught him fucking another person in the bathroom during a get - together with his regulars . and now he’s dropping her off , drive had been spent in awkward silence and still is as they sit idly , parked in front of her residence .
