#bmp2 headcanon

[jubilantgamer27]

Scattered Stars Tonight (BMP2)

Writer's Note: This won't actually touch information about constellations or astrology because I do not know squat about it. I remembered in Ivan's main story that they saw the Northern Lights though, so this scenario will briefly refer to that. Hayden's refers back to a sub-story so some may be confused.

Characters: Ivan, Sieg, Hayden

Ivan: __ gazed out of the window of the car as she recalled the time that her and Ivan officially became a couple. It might've been bitter-sweet but those two got to see the Northern Lights and the two were together. It was the budding of their relationship. Ivan looked at __, "What do you find so interesting that is out the window," he asked somewhat curious. "The stars that are out tonight, they are beautiful," __ replied with a smile and small sparkle in her eyes, which Ivan was gazing at. The glow of the stars seemed to be reflected in ___'s eyes, her eyes were sparkling as she thought back on the first time the two saw the Northern Lights together. "Hmm, well we see them every day out here in Sanct Sybil," Ivan replied, perhaps confused since he saw them everyday, but before __ hadn't. __ frowned slightly and Ivan took quick notice. "I didn’t mean it that way..Mikhail stop the car," Ivan said seemingly flustered. He took ___'s hand and warmed it up, ___ smiled slightly. "You've done something like this before Ivan," ___ said smiling. "Hmm...?" Ivan paused for a moment, "Oh yeah..." he blushed. "Thank you," ___ said and she pressed a kiss to Ivan cheek as he blushed and embraced her happily.

Sieg: Sieg had a break, all of the Royal Duties taken care of and spare time. He decided to spend every spare moment of his break with ___. They were at the mountain that was so memorable but it was dark and the stars were shinning. It was almost a recognizable scenario, from fifty years ago, with Joshua and his wife. "Heh, this reminds me of when I took you to this mountain the first time around. This time it isn't the sunset but the sight is still beautiful,"  Sieg said. "It is, thank you. I think it is memorable and special any time with you," ___ replied. A star passed by, it may have been any sort of light but it flourished with bright light. Eventually the sun rose and the "Diamond" could be seen again, ___ put her hand in front of it, as if to grasp it. Sieg smirked slightly and took a hold of ___'s hand, he kissed it lightly. ___ smiled slightly as Sieg's fingers gently with hers. The two put their hands down on the ground. Their fingers touched the grass and the two wished the moment would never be forgotten.

Hayden: Hayden went to the field of flowers where he proposed to ___ once more. It was windy and the flowers swayed in the soft grass. The stars and moon seemed to give just a small glow, the field didn't appear to be so pitch black in the darkness. The couple could see the colors of the flowers, even though they may've been shadowed by the night sky. ___ was slightly cold, but also knew that Hayden might be cold as well, so she didn't complain. Hayden noticed ___ quiver slightly, "You are cold, aren't you ___," he asked, but it was more of a matter-of-fact to him. "Hayden, I am fine. Thank you for your concern," ___ said. Hayden knew that wasn't true and took off his coat, it draped over ___'s shoulders. "I know you, let me care for you," Hayden said embracing ___. ___ smiled back, "The wind is nothing, we have these stars and even without the cold or the stars, it is wonderful with you". Hayden warmly smiled and cherished that moment with ___, he planted a kiss on ___'s lips, he savored the moment.

[jubilantgamer27]

Winter’s Warmth (BMP2)

The weather outside had become brutal overtime and the cold weather made ___ shiver. ____ hugged her shoulders in an attempt to fend off the brutal weather. ____ and her man had just come out from the store after an "ordinary date". It was a good idea....at least at first. Through the heavy glass door the weather had blurred the windows with the brutal effects of the weather.

Hayden: It wasn't exactly an "ordinary date" for ___ and Hayden. Hayden had declared that ____ needed more outfits for public appearances and had also said to ___, "Think of this as a treat". ____'s eyes rolled a bit as she looked at the stuffed closet. "You don't need to," ____ replied. "How many times have I told you that we need outfits to respect the opposite country, think of this as a little date," Hayden said. ____ was in the middle of shopping when the rain sliding down the glass window appeared. "Hey, Hayden, you don't have to buy me anything today," ___ said looking at Hayden who was looking through the clothes rack. "I'd like to treat you with a little something though," Hayden said. "It's raining outside, we don't need to drag heavy bags through the rain," ___ said. Hayden sighed as he knew that ____ didn't want to buy anything, as always. Not that he wanted ____ to blow away money but she didn't like being dragged around to buy outfits for the appropriate events, it had to be done sometime. He called Loyd and told him to bring the car. "Loyd will come get us, we just have to stay near the overhang," Hayden said. The cars zoomed across the street as the tires splashed through the water and sprayed ___'s outfit. The breeze outside only made ____ shiver as her outfit touched her skin. Hayden hugged ____ and apologized, "Sorry, Loyd will be here soon," he said. "It's okay, as long as this time is spend with you, it is time well spend," ____ said. "I'm glad," Hayden said holding ____. He placed a kiss on ___'s cheek. The car pulled up and came to a stop. The two entered the car and drove back to the Chateau as the warm air conditioner blew onto their wet skin. "Sorry we didn't do much, I wanted you to relax today. Instead, we had to run through the rain and cut our date short," ____ said. "I could care less about how we spend our time. If it's time spent with you then I say it's time well spent," Hayden said. He dried his face with a small towel and pulled ___ close. He kissed her gently as he held the towel wrapped around her head. ___ smiled gently and tucked her face into Hayden's broad chest. Sieg: The hail was attacking the windows as it made a loud clamor. Sieg had just finished eating an late dinner with ___ at a café. It was just them eating savory meals with cups of coffee. The wait for the bill was long and a thin layer of snow covered the road. ___ hadn't brought a heavy enough coat. The two didn't expect it to be so frigid outside. Sieg looked outside, "I don't want you to freeze to death..." he said frowning. "I have a coat, right in the back of my chair, I brought it. You don't need to offer me your coat," ____ said. "Quit complaining..." Sieg said, thrusting the coat into ____'s hands. "How about I give you my scarf and gloves," ____ replied. "I would rather hold your hand," Sieg said kissing ___'s hand. ____ pulled out a long scarf and wrapped it around Sieg's neck. She looked at him for a brief moment and then felt a warmth on her lips. The soft snow made a little crunching noise with every step that was taken. The fragile snowflakes landed in ___'s hair. “Pfft, you’ve got snow in your hair” Sieg said. ____ laced her fingers through her hair as the snow clung to the soft gloves. “We should call Hans,” ____ suggested. “Hmm...” Sieg seemed displeased at the answer. “Are you cold again...?” ___ asked. “No...but give me your hand” Sieg said. Sieg pulled ___’s hand into his pocket and began walking. He headed in the opposite direction of the manor, away from the town hall and the castle. ___ watched as it all disappeared in the distance. “Where are we headed?” ___ asked. “To a place where our date can last longer” Sieg replied, blushing. A hotel came into place and a longer date ensued.

[jubilantgamer27]

Chilly Winter, Warm Heart (BMP2 Winter Special)

Writer’s Note:  We already know from Ivan’s stories that Sanct Sybil is a frozen place, despite this I still struggled to write a scenario for him due to the fact that I have only read his main story. As for Sieg I remember his granddad’s [Joshua Lieben] story saying that they don’t really get snow up there but I don’t want to pop in a scenario that says “this is tradition or religion”. So I tried to make something that everyone can enjoy. This is for the Winter Scenario where I asked people what they wanted to see and I got two requests, so I also did another which I’ll post later on.

Ivan: To Ivan it may seem like another another day in Winter or just another day cold outside. ____ at him and sighed, as the snowflakes fell, some ice was already too frozen and dense to make a snowman. There was nothing much to do…Ivan picked up his weight noticing the forlorn look on ___’s face. “You wanna come outside don’t you” Ivan picked up ___’s hand and put on his coat. “Where are we going…?” asked, looking at a café with multiple people coming out with hot cocoa. “Outside, there are better things to do than lounge around inside and leisurely drink hot cocoa,” Ivan replied. ___ looked around at the people in joy, and noticed an outdoor skating rink where people could rent skates. She smiled at the sight and Ivan quickly noticed. Ivan will probably not want to figure skate… ___’s smiled seemed to slip slightly and Ivan took her hand. “Come, do you want to try skating…?” Ivan asked noticing the dismay on ___’s face. “Yeah, but this doesn’t seem like your kind of thing, Ivan…” ____ replied. “Hmm…you can still skate and I will watch…” Ivan said. ___ didn’t accept Ivan’s idea at first but with a bit of pushing ___ put on figure skates and hesitantly stepped on the ice with Ivan helping her. ____ begins to skate hesitantly, slipping slightly and then begins to nearly fall. Someone held ___ up and she didn’t land on her butt. ___ turned around and saw Ivan, “Careful…” Ivan said pulling ___ close, ___ began blushing as Ivan did too. “I thought you didn’t want to skate Ivan” ___ said. Ivan blushed slightly, “I never said that, I’d only skate if it’s with you,” Ivan replied as he held out his hand and the two skated together. 

Sieg: Dresvan never really got “Winter Weather” with blizzards, snowstorms or snow enough to make a gigantic snowman. This year was different, the feathery light snow fell upon the ground, it all happened suddenly while they stayed at the cabin with Petite. ___ carried in Petite who was covered in small little drops of snow. “It’s too slippery ___, you’ll land on your butt again” Sieg said. “That’s not necessarily true,” ___ replied. “But I’ve already seen it happen,” Sieg replied smirking slightly. “What are you going to do about it” ___ pouted, “Oh nothing, we could take advantage of this weather and say that we are snowed in” Sieg replied. “And what about your Royal Duties” ___ asked. Sieg blushed “I don’t want to worry about that now, we can spend time together, I can face the wrath of the others later…” Sieg said planting a kiss on ___. The two spend alone time together as they were “snowed in”, it was like a little break. Regardless of what was to come they could forget about it for the day and spend a Winter all night treating each other with affection.

 Hayden: Hayden was already trapped in the castle, luckily alongside ___ otherwise he thought to himself “I will be bored out of my mind…!” Nothing but stacks of papers came flooding in from the printer, sure he had some public duties cancelled for far away places but the staff found a way to keep him cooped up inside - paperwork. He kept himself “entertained” by having ___ drop in the hot beverages instead of Loyd, he’d sneak a kiss onto ___’s lips. The beverages didn’t keep him up, the second wind from ___’s kisses seemed to keep him up. ___ came in with another hot beverage, noticing the seemingly droopy look on Hayden’s face. “Oh Hayden. Are you doing okay…?” ___ asked gently, “These employees, I think they are ‘stalling’ me with work, I will be better when I can spend time with you ___.” Hayden said. ___ still saw the exhaustion on his face as he gave a weak smile, one that looked like it could fall at any minute. ___ had an idea come to her head, somehow free-time was given away but maybe it was because of so much work being given to. Hayden and that made ___ feel sorry for Hayden. ____ rushed off to the kitchens, determined to make Hayden’s energy revive. She cut out adorable hearts with mistletoe decorated on it, surrounded by unique snowflakes, one was made of ___ and Hayden. ___ brought them over to Hayden later that night, it brought warmth to his heart and he kissed her. All the cold from the outside didn’t feel like a bother throughout the night as he was surrounded by warmth as ___ and him fell into a pleasant slumber that night.

[truelovevoltage]

BMP2: He thinks you’re cheating on him

“Anonymous said: Ha!ha!ha! Saw ur last be my princess 2 headcon where sieg mistook mc for cheating on him I was thinking could u do hayden,sieg,kuon and ivan mistook mc for cheating on them got in very big fight but later aplogise realising their mistake”

Requested: Yes

For: Anon

Smut: No

Kuon Casiraghi

Finally arriving back at your room, you took off your heels you’ve been wearing all night. There was an important party that you and Kuon had to go to. Turns out that the son of a family friend to the Royal family was planning to propose to his girlfriend. The Royal family couldn’t miss something very important, naturally, Kuon brought you as his date. You recalled what happened at the party.

The night was going well until Kuon overheard your conversation with his butler Kent. You didn’t understand why he got jealous of asking Kent when can you go home because your feet were killing you and then Kent offered to help you walk. “What the hell are you doing with my butler Y/N?” Kuon had his arms crossed over his chest. Clearly, he was mad at the scene in front of him. “Ah, Your Highness Miss Y/N here is having trouble walking and asked if she could go home.”

Kuon’s blood boiled and accused you of cheating on him. “Fine think whatever you want to think Prince Kuon. I’m going home.” You didn’t want to argue with him any further. Even though your feet were hurting, you stomped away from your so-called boyfriend. Kuon hated seeing you mad at him so he wanted to apologize as soon as possible. Kuon caught up to you and said, “I’m sorry Y/N... It’s just, you’ve been really close with Kent lately and I got a little jealous of it. I’m really sorry Y/N but please forgive me? I don’t like it when you’re mad at me.” You hugged him and said, “I accept your apology but... I really want to go home. My feet will be the death of me tonight.” Upon hearing that, Kuon carried you bridal style. You told him to put you down cause it was embarrassing but he didn’t care. “I won’t let my Princess suffer any longer.” He kissed your nose and continued to walk towards the car.  

Even though the night almost ended up with the two of you fighting, you were glad at the two of you made up. And you blushed when you recalled the moment of him carrying you. Kuon has his sweet side and sometimes it’s too much for you to handle.

Ivan Chernenkov

Lately, the Prince of Sanct Sybil has been acting cold towards you. In the hallway, he won’t even look at you when you greet him. He’d continue walking towards his destination without looking at you. In the beginning, you thought it was because he’s just busy but something else was telling you that there is indeed something that’s troubling the Prince.

One morning you went to see him and carried his breakfast. Knocking on the door, he yelled to come in. He was surprised to see you and regretted not asking who it was. You laid the tray in front of him, you knew why he was like this. It must’ve been that time when you were talking to Mikhail about surprising Ivan for your anniversary. Ivan has troubles when it comes to communication so he must be thinking that you were cheating on him. You sighed, “I know you’re ignoring me because of how close I am with Mikhail.” Ivan flinched upon hearing his butlers name. “For the record, I’m not cheating on you with him. I was just asking for his help for our anniversary and he was happy to help me. But it seems like it backfired because you don’t even want to look at me. Happy anniversary.” You muttered the last part. You made your way and left his room. You were sad that he’d think you’d cheat on him with another man. You were sad because he didn’t even remember your anniversary.

Walking around the castle with your head hung low and a depressing aura, the maids would often ask if you were okay. You’d give them a fake smile and continue walking until you reached your bedroom. Flopping down on your comfortable bed, you buried your face on your pillows. Hearing a knock on the door you told them to come in. There was only one person who’s been knocking on your door to help you with the perfect anniversary. “Mikhail, cancel all the plans for tonight. Ivan wouldn’t want any of it, he doesn’t even want to see me right now.”

“I wouldn’t be so sure.” When you heard Ivans voice you rolled off the bed. He chuckled at your actions. “I’m sorry my Princess for ever thinking that you’d cheat on me with my butler. I’m sorry I made you sad. I’m sorry for ruining your surprise for me for our anniversary. I’m sorry for everything, will you forgive me?” You wrapped your arms around him and said that he’s forgiven. You told him to be ready by lunch for your surprise. A smile was visible on his face, he was happy to have you by his side.

Sieg Lieben

You wanted to prepare some food for Sieg today but the main kitchen was running out of ingredients. Weird, usually the fridge or storage room would be filled with vegetables or anything you need to cook but today, it was empty. You decided to do some grocery shopping. The maids and cooks told you not to worry about getting them, they’ll just get someone to do it later but you insisted. There was nothing to do at the castle anyways so you wanted to go get some fresh air while you’re at it.

While you were doing some grocery shopping you got an incoming call from Sieg. When you answered his call he asked where you were and of course, you answered him that you were at the grocery store. Based on his tone of voice he was mad. How can you tell? Sieg will start rambling and mumbling things under his breath making it hard to understand him. “Okay, Prince Sieg what is this about?” You cut off his rambling. Sieg took a deep breath in. “Hans handed me the newspaper and you were on it, front page to be exact. And you know what it says?” You could tell that he was hurt when he said this. “What does it say?”

“It says ‘Is the Prince going back to being a hot bachelor once again?’ Y/N... There’s a picture of you with another man with a c...c...c-at. Are you choosing him over me?” You were shocked. You tried to recall if you bumped into a man along with petting a cat. Then it hit you, the man is an old acquaintance of your old employer. “Prince Sieg... There’s nothing for you to worry about. He was an old acquaintance back when I was working at the bakery and asked how I was doing. We chatted for a bit before saying goodbye. In addition to all of this, if we are over I would’ve told you instead of the media beating me to it.” You heard Sieg sigh on the other line. He apologized that he was suspecting you about cheating on him. A lot of things ran through his mind and didn’t mean to accuse you of anything. “If... If you want... I can try to like c..c...c-ats if that’s the only way for you stay with me.”

“Prince Sieg, you don’t have to do that. I accepted who you are even before we became an official couple and you did the same with me. There’s no need for you to change, I love you just the way you are.” Sieg coughed on the other line. He said that he should be saying those to you and not the other way around.

Hayden Spencer

A few weeks ago you informed him that you’re going to spend some time with your family and tour them around. Hayden was okay with it since he was busy with his duties as the crowned Prince. “I really wish I could come. I would love to spend some time to get know more about your family Y/N. Come to think about it, I never met your brother yet.” It was true, he met your parents when the two of you announce that the two of you were dating. Your brother was busy with his studies and couldn’t make it that day. “You’ll meet him someday Prince Hayden.” You kissed his cheeks before heading out to meet your family.

The whole four days that you were gone, you spent it with your family. Even though you and your family have separate lives now, it was great that the four of you were spending some time together. You tried to be secretive about the place you went with your family because the media knows who you are, they know you as the girlfriend of the Crown Prince. If the media knew where you were there is a chance that you’ll get mobbed by paparazzi or spread rumours about you. “Well my dear sister, it’s time for us to head back. I’m sure your Prince is waiting for you now.” Your big brother gave you a tight hug and kiss your cheeks before waving goodbye. There was a smile on your face.

Upon your arrival at the castle, there were lots of paparazzi’s and you wondered what happened. You knew the secret passage into the castle and took that route instead. On your way to your bedroom, Hayden stood there with a frown visible on his face. “Good evening, Prince Hayden.” You bowed your head. “We need to talk.” His voice was icy cold. Nodding your head you opened the door to your bedroom and invited him to come inside. “Who was that guy?”

“What guy?” You asked. He scoffed and told you to check an article about you that was posted a few minutes ago. Looking at the photo your eyes widened. “Did you really spend some time with your family? Or were you busy cheating on me.” You slapped his face. “You know before assuming things, you can try asking for an explanation. That guy is my older brother whom you’ve never met. I can’t believe you believed a silly rumour before confronting me about it. I thought we trusted each other but, I guess our relationship isn’t that strong as I thought.”

You left the mansion and called your brother if you could stay with them for the night. Your older brother texted you the location of the hotel that they’re currently staying at and you tried your best to put a disguise on. You told him what happened as you cried on his shoulders. In just a few minutes you fell asleep.

The following day Hayden showed up in front of the hotel room that your parents are currently staying at. He bowed his head when he met your parents. Hayden stared at your older brother and apologized for assuming this last night. “Your Highness there’s no need for you to apologized to me, but I think you need to apologize to my little sister.”

You avoided his eyes. Your family left the two of you to talk. Hayden apologized for believing the rumours instead of confronting you. He called himself an idiot for the behaviour he showed last night. You also apologized for slapping his face. “I deserved it, so are we okay now my Princess?”

The two of you have made up. Hayden wanted to spend this day with your family so he invited them for brunch. The rumours about you cheating on him died down when the media did more research that the guy is in fact your older brother.

[reinasescape]

"the love of my life" Henry Spencer, please?

You glared at your fiance. “Really? This again?”“What?” he said innocently. You plucked the photo straight out of his hand. “We are not playing this game again.”“Why not?”“I said no.” You crossed your arms to prove your point.“You let me do it at the beginning.”“That was then, this is now.”“You know you want to,” he said, pulling you close.“Nope.”“Come on.”“Nope.”“Just this once.”“Nope.” But Henry’s grin only grew with each denial.“Lassie.”Foomp. You shoved a pillow right into Henry’s face.“For the hundredth time. No!” Laughing he wrestled the pillow away from you.

[therandomgoddess]

BMP2 Aslan’s country headcanon

@littlehevn @feyreisa and @spyoflove  encouraged me to post this. The other one they encouraged, why I love Aslan, will be posted before the end of the weekend.

I know the most popular theory is that Shaharazal = Turkey, and hey, you are welcome to keep believing that, but here are some important reasons why I believe Shaharazal = Persia (modern day Iran)

Here is the main reason why I think this; The way Shaharazal is described is much more like Persia than Turkey. Turkey DOES NOT have a desert or camels which are a huge part of Aslan’s story. That kind of rules out Turkey completely. 

Now, I know Lavi wears a fez but he’s the only one that doe,s and while it may have originated with the Ottoman empire, fez style headwear is popular in many places.

Then we have the name which sounds like Scheherazade form 1,001 Nights and it’s main setting is in Persia.

I know the theory is that he is from Turkey because his name means lion in that language. However, his older brother’s name, Heydar, means lion in Persian and well, Heydar is going to be king, stands to reason they’d name their future king in their own language. Also Lavi means lion in Hebrew and I saw one site that said it meant lion cub.

Guess what was the main component of the emblems/coat of arms of Persia and Persian royalty from the 1400′s till 1980? LION/S 

So, think of Shaharazal as being Persia if they had not been conquered or if they had not had their king deposed by people meddling.

Yep I’m a nerd who loves research. 

[tamakirishima]

Hi I saw your headcanon with the kbtbb guys ans suicide (which Ive thought of same with self-harming except Ive done it) and I was wondering since your headcanon was soooo good, can you have the princes react to seeing mc about to commit suicide? thanks love~ :3 - Neko

I haven’t played BMP1, so I hope it’s okay if I can do this with the BMP2 princes T___T; Sure thing! TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE/SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

Hayden: Hayden walked into the bedroom after a long day at the meeting, when he found you curled up in the corner of the room, sobbing silently. He took a step towards you, but froze in his tracks when he saw what you were holding. A bottle of sleeping pills. Hayden slowly walked over to you and took the pills out of your hand. He softly embraced you, letting you cry into his chest. "Hayden.. You must be disgusted at me." you muttered, unable to look up into his eyes. Hayden shook his head and tilted up your chin to see you. "I’m not. I just want you to know that I’m going to support you." he said, gently. Your eyes clouded over as another tear rolled down your cheek. "We can get through this.. together."

Kuon: There was a solid minute of awkward silence when he caught you on the chair. Kuon stood there from the doorframe, looking up at you with the noose around your neck. He slowly stepped towards you with no expression on his face as he took the rope off your neck and stepped you down onto the floor. Without another word, he hugged you tightly, never wanting to let you go. "Kuon.." you whispered, hugging him back. "Please." he whispered back. Kuon’s eyes darkened as he whispered his plea over and over. "Please don’t do this. Please don’t." he said, finally looking into your eyes. 

Sieg: Surprisingly, Sieg was pretty calm when he saw you with a knife, about to end your life. "You’re not supposed to be here." you whispered, as Sieg made his way closer to you. He caressed your cheek and wiped the tears away from your cheek. He tightly embraced you, making the knife drop to the floor with a clutter."Aren’t you horrified with me? Disgusted? Disappointed?" you asked, getting teary eyed again. Sieg continued to hug you, and shook his head. He moved away from you to look into your eyes. "I care about you so much. I want to help." he said, as you shook your head. "It’s going to take a while." you muttered. "I’ll wait as long as you need. I’m not giving up on you. You shouldn’t either." 

Oliver: The normally cheerful Oliver was crushed when he saw you on the roof’s edge of the castle. He ran up to you and swept you off your feet, to a safe place. "Oliver, stop. This is what I need to do." you said. Oliver hugged you tightly, unable to let go of you. The tears that were welling up in his eyes started to fall from his eyes. "No you don’t. You don’t have to do this, please." he pleaded. You violently shook your head as more and more tears started to fall. "You don’t understand, Oliver. You’re going to leave me too." you confessed. Oliver’s eyes widened and narrowed in confusion. "I’m not going anywhere. Not today, not ever."

Ivan: You saw Ivan’s eyes flick with anger and felt even worse than you were feeling. "Why? Why do you want to do this?" Ivan hissed, making you flinch. "I’m a burden on everything. Even you! Look at you, you’re mad at me!" you said, uncontrollably sobbing. Ivan softened his gaze and shook his head. "I’m angry at myself for making you this way." he said, wiping your tears away. You shook your head and broke off from him. "I’m a nuisance to everyone I meet. I’m not worth anything in this world. I’m better off gone." you whispered, telling him your true feelings. "I don’t know one single person that thinks that of you. You’re beautiful and amazing. You might not be able to see that, but I can. And I will not rest until you see it too." 

Aslan: Without a second to spare, Aslan was right by your side, throwing the gun aside. He suddenly hugged you and started to cry into your neck. "Aslan.." you whispered, unable to do anything.He wiped your tears away and continued to cry in front of you. "Why..?" he asked, devastated. You shook your head, unable to tell him the reason you wanted to end your life. Aslan nodded, understanding that you needed time. "I don’t know how to fix this, but I do know one thing." he said, looking determined. "I’ll do anything to make you happy again." he said, as you looked down.He peered into your face and tucked your hair behind your ear."You don’t have to be alone, okay?" 

Maximillion: You saw how heartbroken Max was when he found you trying to end your life. It felt as if he saw nothing except for you in that moment. Max kneeled down in front of you, and started to cry silently. "_____.. " he called out to you. He reached for your hand and swiftly pulled you into his arms. You took a deep breath and started to cry into his shoulder."You gave me the strength to go on. To not give up." he started to say, as you looked at him in confusion. "Is there any way I can give you that strength back?" he whispered, desperate to save you.You looked uneasily at him and looked down. "I'll give everything up for you. Please stay." 

Kevin: Kevin's eyes widened at the sight of you holding a handful of sleeping pills in your hand. "____, what are you doing..?" he asked, slowly making his way towards you. He emptied your hand, spilling all the pills onto the floor, and gently held your hand that previously held the pills. "When I was trying to find out who I was, you never left my side. You were strong for me, you cheered me on, and you never lost your kindness." he said, remembering how the two of you fell in love. Kevin caressed your cheek and slowly wiped the tears away."So, I'm here for you. I believe in you, just like you believed in me."

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I hope this was what you were looking for! I just want to say something again. Suicide/depression/self harm/mental illness/etc. isn’t something to be looked over. If anyone is having any troubles with anything, please reach out. I understand how reaching out can be incredibly scary, but it will help. I promise you.I have a some personal experiences with this topic, so never feel nervous to talk to me. There are a ton of people who would be happy to talk with you, and if you don’t think you have anybody, you have me. That’s all. Sorry for rambling. Have a nice day.