reckoning (nami lore - long post alert)
Was the moonlight always this dim?
Nami sat at the edge of her bed, twisting, turning, trying to force the frayed bits of twine together into something that would resemble a mask. She had already poured countless hours into this vain act, the space around her feet littered with torn grass and cracked beads, which she had poured so much love into crafting.
Sighing in frustration, Nami tossed the loose braid of fiber aside, knocking over the rest of the twine that was sitting in a basket just moments ago. Blessed Moon. This is the one thing she’s supposed to be good at, and she can’t even get this right.
The ceremony was a week ago already. Oh, how the time had flown. Aiye, Moon— this wasn’t how it was supposed to go. Not how it was supposed to go at all. She was going to— no, had to, was bound to be a shaman! That was her entire families legacy. They say these gifts are passed down through blood, from a mother’s womb to her child. First bestowed upon her peoples many, many moons ago from the Moon Mother herself, the gifts flowed down from one generation to the next like a never ending stream. Indeed! This is the objective truth. Nami would have it no other way. Every story, every lesson, every mutter of a chant mentioned the story of the Blessings.
And yet it was her, her own fault that things had turned out this way. Striped from the destiny that she had been preparing for her entire life, slipped through the cracks of her fingers like the very sand that her home was built on, torn from her begging, outstretched hands.
Drifter? Drifter? Nomads cursed to never have a home? Wandering forever, and ever, searching for a thing they can never hold? A boon that cannot be unearthed physically nor spiritually?
Nami scoffed into the darkness. The night gave no reply.
She was meant to be more. To have a place. To have a home, for Moon’s sake!
Nami lifts her head, gaze turning to her open window. The night was cool, a welcome reprieve in the usually suffocating heat. A gentle breeze lazily fluttered into her room, gently nudging the twine all over her bed. The moon hung in the sky, full and bright, a reminder that she was watching over them.
To her surprise, Nami felt a tear drop splatter onto her clothes. Swiping at her eyes, Nami got up and shut the window, yanking the curtains closed. Now left in total darkness, she could see nothing but a faint glimmer on her desk. Of course. How could she forget? The ichor. The damned ichor.
Nami reached over and grabbed the horrid thing. She could swear that, just for a moment, she could feel the gold squirm. As if she was still at the ceremony, as if she still had a chance to redefine her future. But it was final. The elders had already divined. She couldn’t change that. Scrubbing and forging records would do nothing to change the truth tied to her soul.
But the ichor moved! I felt it. There must be some magic left. There must be. There has to be!
Nami rushed to the window, throwing it open once again. The moonlight that flooded in seemed almost blinding. Squinting her eyes, hands held up to the sky, ichor placed inside her palms like a sacrifice, Nami begs. She begs, and pleads, and bargains, and begs, and pleads all over again for the Moon to do something. Anything.
Shutting her eyes from the blinding light, Nami holds the ichor close to her heart. Cupping it like a child, hoping it would morph into a balm that would heal her marred destiny. Whispering I’m sorry, please, this can’t be it, please— but the only response she heard was the lazy song of cicadas, indifferent to her plight.
Then— the tinkle of shattered glass. The ichor was now lying on the dirt outside, broken into pieces. She would be a shaman. She is a shaman. This is her true destiny. Nami turned away from the window, hot tears flowing down her cold cheeks.
And she could swear that, just for a moment, she saw the gold squirm.
more nami lore :) dont rly have a backstory for my others oc lmao, but that will happen someday trust