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[hinatashiftz]

RIGHTS AND WRONGS

5th BOYNEXTDOOR DR

W.C 3.6k | WARNINGS/GENRES; REALITY SHIFTING STORYTIME, angst that mixes into heavy smut, mentions of arguments and being upset, mentions of relationship exposure not on your own accord, a relationship that looks good to the public but isn’t, mentions of yelling and breaking up, having feelings for someone else, mentions of anxiety and sudden confessions, very lovey dovey and soft for a moment, many and many mentions of kissing, we love taesan asking for consent many times, and ofc sex with a cute lovey dovey and kinda funny ending, I’m falling for him so hard

buzz-buzz-buzz

buzz-buzz-buzz

I slowly stopped every movement and stopped talking as I watched my phone vibrate endlessly on the floor where I laid it.

“ what the fuck is happening? “

“ what is that ?”

Jaehyun and Riwoo asked.

I slowly turned my head towards them and looked at them nervously, shaking my head.

“ I don’t know-“ I said as I quickly walked over to my phone, picking it up into my hand and felt my stomach drop.

Twitter

“ HINATA AND WOONHAK ARE DATING??”

“ WDYM MAGNETZ ARE DATING??”

“ WOONHAK DID NOT JUST ADMIT HE’s DATING HINATA-“

I stuck my tongue to the inside of my cheek and groaned in annoyance.

I haven’t been with Woonhak for too long, if I had to estimate the time we’ve been together I would say it was probably near a month.

Being in a relationship as an idol is more complicated than what most people make it out to seem. I have had the history of almost 99% of my relationships in other K-Pop DR’s to be exposed by an outside source, mainly by dispatch and I didn’t want that to happen. I wanted to tell everyone on my own accord.

This exactly wasn’t that.

“ what..happened?..” Jaehyun asked as he stepped closer to me

I threw my arm up in the air and let out another groan.

“ Woonhak fucking told everyone on his live right now that we’re dating-“

“ YOU BOTH SAID YOU WERE GOING TO DO THAT TOGETHER-WHAT THE FUCK”

I cut off Jaehyun and nodded, storming out the dance practice room. I angrily stomped my way to the vocal room I knew he liked to do his lives in and swung the door open.

Woonhak whipped his head back in my direction and cocked his eyebrows up, he had this small little smile that he tried to hide with confusion.

“ what ? “

I looked over at his phone that currently still had him on live and back at him before speaking.

“ you told everyone ? “

He laughed awkwardly

“ What do you mean?”

I laughed to cover up the anger I had and pointed at his phone and then my phone in my hand.

“ You told everyone we’re dating ?” I asked him as I entered the vocal room and looked into his eyes and he smiled more at the sentence, biting his lip slightly

“ .. yeah I did..” he chuckled softly

I rolled my eyes and laughed before sitting next to him in another chair.

I stayed on the live with him for 10 minutes before leaving and going back to the dance practice room.

buzz

I grabbed the phone out of my pocket and looked down at the text

Woonhak- we can talk now if you want to

I nodded my head at the text as if he could see me and headed out the room again with no explanation to anybody in there. I headed back to the vocal room that he was in and there he was with a smile, rubbing the back of his neck

I stood there, biting my smile back, crossing my arms across my chest

“ you told everyone and we said we would do that together-“

Suddenly Woonhak got up from his seat and grabbed both sides of my face and kissed me passionately. I grabbed onto his arm to pull away or do anything but I stayed

I continued to kiss him back and hummed happily, grabbing onto him more securely for a moment before he finally pulled away and let out a soft relieved sigh

“ but.. at least we can do that whenever we want now.. because everyone knows now..” Woonhak commented and I laughed, nodding my head and looked away from him

“ yeah.. yeah we can..” I said shaking my head and hugging him tightly, kissing his cheek softly

The members and I eventually went back home, each of us going to our respectful rooms. However, something still felt off between Woonhak and I..

There was always that little gap between us that I’ve always felt from the start and hoped that one day it would leave the longer we were together but I hadn't.

Tonight was no other

but it felt like it had actually grown.

I fell asleep in my bed and woke up the following day. I rolled around in bed for a moment as I was waking up before rubbing my tired eyes with the back of my hand.

I let out a groan as I rolled back over to grab my phone from the other side of the bed before aimlessly scrolling for awhile until-

knock knock knock

I looked over in the direction of my bedroom door to find Woonhak who let himself in. I quickly sat up against my headboard and looked at him confused

“ Can I.. talk to you ? “ He asked and I nodded my head in response

“ yeah of course..” I replied

I watched him hesitantly take a seat on the edge of my bed mattress the let out a sigh as he sat down.

“This.. just isn’t working out- We’re falling apart..”

Without even realizing my mouth spoke before my brain could process anything

“ Yeah I know.. “ I replied

and suddenly-

“ you WHAT ? YOU KNOW? YOU-..” He scoffed and let out an angry laugh, shaking his head and looking away before throwing his arms up in frustration.

He quickly got up from the bed and headed towards my bedroom door

“ I’m DONE- THIS IS DONE-“ He shouted angrily as he opened my door

I fixed myself to get up and fight against what he said and tell him how he took what I said in a wrong way

but I didn’t.

I just sat there, sitting up in my bed with my hand in the air to attest and watched him leave.

Then I heard the front door to my dorm slam closed.

I blinked.

Why didn’t I get up? Why didn’t I do anything?.. Why don’t I care as much as I should..? My boyfriend just broke up with me and I should care A LOT but I don’t-

Taesan.

I sat there as the silence in the room reached the inside of my head, I sat there in pure and utter shock.

My body reacted before my mind could catch up to it, my feet landed on the floor and quickly ran out of my bedroom. I hurriedly put on a random pair of shoes before leaving the dorm, shutting the door behind me and I ran up the stairs of the apartment complex towards his dorm.

Taesan.

I didn’t even want to believe it in the moment that I really had fallen for Dongmin and that was the reason that I didn’t care too much about woonhak’s break up but who else would it be?

What else could it be?

I’ve known Taesan for so long and ever since the first he opened up to me one day, I’ve always had my eye on him and then Woonhak caught me off guard the night we kissed for the first time and I was lost.

I swung the front door of his dorm and rushed through the living room, ignoring Jaehyun’s comments about my sudden appearance and swung Taesan’s room door open.

Taesan shot his head up from his phone and looked at me in surprise. I stood in his doorway, grabbing onto the frame completely out of breath.

“ I’m sorry-.. I should’ve asked-.. are you busy-..” I rambled and asked breathlessly

He scoffed jokingly and fixed his posture

“ yeah I was but come in, idiot “ He replied

I nodded my head and walked into his room in a rush, slamming the door behind me which quickly alarmed him. He got up swiftly and looked into my eyes confused

“ what’s going on ? “

I looked at him for a moment before my eyes darted all around the room as I spoke

“ Woonhak just broke up with me and I don’t care as much as I should and-and- I don’t know why I don’t care as much I should? “ I spat out my words quickly from the high emotions I was currently feeling.

Taesan watched me and stuck his tongue inside his cheek before sighing and looking away, I watched him confused.

“ Hinata-.. I like you a lot and I’ve liked you ever since I met you and ever since yesterday I started to think you like me back.. do you think that could be it maybe? “ He asked, cocking one eyebrow confused

My mouth dropped opened to respond to him but no words came out and before he could speak I spat my words out again

“ yeah-“ I replied

“ yeah I think.. that’s it.. I-.. I like you a lot, Dongmin..” I said looking away from him

He chuckled and nodded his head, stepping closer

“ so.. do you say that you didn’t know why you felt that way.. even though you knew exactly why you did ?” Taesan commented and I laughed awkwardly, nodding my head

“ yeah.. “ I laughed and sat onto his bed which he followed my moves, sitting next to me

fuck

I sat there and watched his smile grow bigger than the smile he had before and felt myself completely and utterly melt.

I looked away from him and laughed awkwardly again, growing extremely shy.

We laid back onto his bed and looked into each other's eyes as if time had stopped for us.

This was the feeling I had been searching for and it felt right for once and the only gap was the physical distance between us but emotionally I never felt any closer to his heart until the air cleared between us, our feelings were out in between us.

I opened my mouth to speak but no words came out, I hesitated out of pure nerves and as if he could feel what I felt

“ What’s going on ? Say it”

I laughed awkwardly and looked away from him shyly

“ So.. what now..? We like each other but.. What do we do about it now?” I asked him in a softer tone, fumbling with my fingers anxiously while I spoke

Taesan looked at me, his eyes looking at mine

“ We could.. Do you want to be my boyfriend..?” He asked nervously, looking away from me slowly as he spoke

I stopped, yet again my words were caught in my throat.

“ or is it too fast-”

“ yes-! Wait- no- I meant yes to the first question not the second one- to being your boyfriend I said yes to that..” I rambled anxiously and awkwardly then letting out a breathless chuckle but quickly my chuckle was stopped when

Taesan moved himself closer to my body and kissed my lips intensely for a quick moment before pulling away and looking into my eyes panicked

“ Is that okay to do-?”

I chuckled breathlessly once again and nodded my head

“ yeah-”

Within seconds, I found Taesan’s lips connecting to mine with the same amount of intensity as the first time. I grabbed onto his shoulders, kissing his lips fervently as if without knowing, I had been dreaming of when this moment would happen, as if I had been wanting this for as long as I could remember.

I could feel the puzzle pieces collapse into their designed places.

Our lips moved in sync as if we had done this a million or a thousand times before but this was our first kiss.

I felt his arms sneak around my body, holding me closer against his body the longer we kissed and I felt myself completely and utterly melt into his arms. My breathing began to pick up the longer we kissed, his tongue swiped along my bottom lip as if we was asking to proceed

And I let him.

His tongue slips into my mouth and our tongues danced in sync with one another, everything with him felt so perfect and it honestly turned me on even more with this immediate chemistry we had.

His hands slipped under my shirt and my body shivered against his touch then he proceeded to move his kisses down my body and along my neck. My body tensed up for a moment until my body melted again into him, I tilted my head backwards, allowing him more access to kiss in more areas on my neck. My mouth slowly dropped opened as soft breaths fell out of my lips, breathing more heavily as his kisses grew more rough along my skin. My hands roamed along his body and found their way into his hair, intertwining into his hair and pulling him closer against me. My eyes scanned the room for a split moment, worried about if the members could hear me but suddenly I stopped caring.

“ f-fuck-..” I whimpered out through my breaths and closed my eyes.

“ fuck..” he mumbled against my skin

I gasped loudly as I suddenly felt him bite and suck onto my skin suddenly.

“ is this okay..” I heard Taesan ask, I looked down at him as he looked at me with hazy eyes, as if he was longing for more.

I nodded my head shyly

“ say it “

I whined, tilting my head backwards onto the mattress

“ yes..t-this is okay..” I said in a soft tone

He nodded his head, caressing my skin gently

“ what would be too much…? “ He asked while his hands began to roam along my body

I laid there for a moment and nothing came to mind.

I shook my head slowly

“.. n-nothing..would be..too much..I’m okay with anything..” I responded growing shy

Taesan laughed shyly, looking away from me and nodded his head slowly

“ so how far do you wanna go..?” He asked carefully as he brought his body up, hovering over me as his lips hovered over mine

“ I just want to do anything with you..” I mumbled nervously, staring at his lips as I spoke

He nodded his head slowly, leaning in slowly and connected his lips to mine again, I closed my eyes and kissed his lips softly back, wrapping my arms around his neck to hold him close.

While he kissed my lips, his hands continued to roam my body, his hands began to lift my shirt up for a second before pulling away and swiftly moved my shirt off my body and onto the floor next to the bed. I grabbed onto his shirt shyly, wanting to copy his movements. He laughed softly and nodded his head

“ do you want me to take it off?” He asked but I shook my head, giggling lightly

“ I can take it off..” I mumbled before slipping his shirt off his body and onto the floor as well.

My eyes scanned his lightly toned body before I looked up at his eyes which avoided mine, his face grew into a soft shade of pink. I bit my bottom lip and giggled softly

“ Can you kiss me..” I asked him softly and he looked over at me, his eyes scanned me that laid below his body before leaning in and gave me a strong, passionate kiss.

He pulled away from the kiss as his hands roamed down my body and slid down to my pants, right above my zipper and button before slowly unbuttoning and unzipping my pants, slowly slipping my pants down my leg and right onto the floor, ultimately revealing how hard I was within the confinements of boxers.

I looked away from him nervously and began to anxiously laugh once again, covering my face as I continued to laugh nervously.

“ look, look” I heard Taesan say, I uncovered my face and looked over at him

He bit onto his bottom lip while he proceeded to slide his pants off and kicked them onto the floor. I can’t lie that my eyes were stuck onto the bulge within his own boxers, I didn’t expect him to be as big as he was and it was a decent size at that.

“ why are you looking there ?” He asked with a chuckle and I immediately looked back up at his eyes laughing hard, shaking my head

“ I-I’m sorry ! I wasn’t trying but I couldn't avoid looking there anyways..” Taesan and I laughed

I looked down at myself and my boner in my boxers, contemplating if I should take them off or not but found my fingers hooking onto the waistband of my underwear, slowly slipping them off. My eyes found Taesan’s as his eyes were suddenly stuck onto my movements. I bit my bottom lip to avoid giggling as I continued to slip my boxers off until they stopped at my ankles, kicking them off onto the floor.

His eyes finally came back to mine, his eyes had changed from the last time I made eye contact with him. They were filled with darkness that I never saw from him but I was curious, his eyes staring deep into mine which made me need more from him.

“ take mine off now.. You took yours off..” Taesan commented in a deeper tone, his eyes motioning downwards to his underwear, my eyes locking onto the very apparent bulge in his boxers and suddenly I didn't feel as shy as I was before, especially knowing he was just as turned on as me.

I nodded my head slowly, my fingers hooked onto the waistband of them and slowly pulled his boxers down and was met with his cock springing out of them and hitting his stomach and my movements continued, taking off his boxers as if I was in a trance.

I threw his boxers onto the floor and looked up into his eyes with curiosity of what else he was going to do next to me. He laid his hand onto my chest, pushing me backwards softly onto his mattress. I felt my face heat up as I felt the heat radiating from his body onto mine. He slowly leaned in, pressing his lips against mine, kissing my lips roughly and I reciprocated every ounce of his feeling back to him.

He slowly pulled away from my lips and I felt so lost into his gaze, into everything about him.

“ so do you want to.. Have sex..? “ He asked, scanning me up and down.

I nodded my head up and down slowly

“ yes please..” I replied as his lips formed into a grin while he flipped me around onto my stomach.

He pressed his body against the back of my body, I felt his hard dick against me and I felt the arousal booming through my veins.

I felt the tip of his dick circle begin to tease my hole and as he began to enter, I grabbed onto the sheets below me and buried my face into the mattress, gasping loudly.

“ aw fuck-wait-” I groaned, my body squirming around underneath him as I tried to adjust to his size and having someone inside me again after so long.

I felt him press his body against my back side, he kissed along my back and neck while his fingers interlocked with mine, unwrapping my hands from his bedsheets

“ are you okay..? Do you want me to continue?” He asked gently, pressing more kisses along my skin

I nodded my body repeatedly, letting a whine escape my lips before speaking

“ please continue dongmin..” I whimpered, holding his hand tightly in mine, feeling him chuckle against my skin as he continued to kiss more for a moment before moving his head into the nook of neck while he began to thrust into me at a moderate speed at first

I rolled my eyes, closing them quickly as pleasure began to course throughout my body. He bit onto my ear for a moment before beginning to breathe heavily into my ear, letting out soft groans as well every now and then until his thrust began to pick up speed. I gasped loudly, arching my back into him, beginning to moan louder. He grabbed onto my waist, his nails digging into my skin lightly, not enough to cause me any real kind of pain, his heavy breathing picking up slightly as he began to moan more along with me.

“ fuck- dongmin- please it’s so good, it’s so fucking good.. Please don’t fucking stop..”I drooled onto the sheets, whimpering loudly into the mattress as I spoke which resulted in Taesan moaning louder against my neck, the rhythm of his thrust became unsteady all the sudden as he became more rough with my body, fucking deep into me.

I screamed loudly in pleasure, squirming under his body as the pleasure was beginning to feel like it was too much but I didn't want him to stop when I was so close and I knew he was getting close to how unsteady and rough his thrust suddenly became.

“ please don’t stop-please please please-” I screamed into my bedsheets in between my loud moans.

My body then shivered as I felt Taesan begin to whimper and moan lowly into my neck, shaking his head repeatedly

“ fuck- I’m not gonna fucking stop- fuck- wouldn’t dream of it” He groaned against my skin in between sucking onto my neck

I gasped loudly and arched into him again

“ cumming- fuck-! Please-!” I screamed loudly in pleasure as I felt my orgasm roughly rush over me, my body shaking as I felt the cum flow out of me and soaking onto the sheets under me.

“ fuck please- I-I’m gonna fucking cum-” He mumbled, moaning lowly into my neck before letting out a louder moan as I felt him cum inside me, I let out a soft gasp, looking back at him.

He slowly looked up at me with hazy eyes and rosy cheeks, breathing heavily.

“ fuck.. You don't know how long I’ve thought about that..”

I laughed breathlessly and shook my head

“ you’re my boyfriend.. I like that idea..” I giggled softly, leaning in slowly kissing his lips.

💌 note; BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH ANOTHER STORYTIME LETS GOOO did we enjoy the angst at the start because I know I didn’t ! I hope you guys enjoyed the storytime though <33

[hinatashiftz]

Mental Distractions 🔞

GIRLNEXTDOOR DR

W.C 4.9k | WARNINGS/GENRE: REALITY SHIFTING STORYTIME, smut, angst, little fluff, ends kinda on a sad note, mentions of a sudden break up, mentions of isolations and the use of pleasure to distract oneself, slight mention of depression state and talking down on oneself, mentions of a threesome, mentions of loss of virginity, mentions of unprotected sex ( pls safe sex guys), getting hickeys by TWO MEN NGGH, and ending on a very much needed but sad conversation including a sad confession and many mentions of the i love you’s and missing someone and taking the blame

“ I just don’t like you anymore.”

My boyfriend, Sungho, who was now apparently my EX boyfriend, told me he no longer had feelings for me anymore. This has to be some kind of twisted joke months after April.

“ What ?! “ I laughed out but watched as I he turned around and began to try to leave my dormitory.

“ Wait- Sungho- Park Sungho- are you serious? “ I began as I quickly caught up to him, grabbing his hand to stop him in his tracks

“ What are you talking about-? You love me and I–”

“ I have to go, I don’t want to talk about this anymore.”

“ What, so we’re broken up ?! “

He looked back at me once and spoke before he left me

“ yeah I guess so.”

I spent the next week battling myself in this pathetic fight of pretending I didn’t care about the break up at all because there were other things to take care of along with the fact one of my own members was deciding on leaving the group.

I just kept myself and my thoughts busy to distract myself from the reality like I always do.

I found myself one night in Taesan’s bed, sitting up against the wall as the walls came crashing down along with the feelings I’ve hid this whole time. He sat in front of me, holding my hands in his delicately.

“ like– WHAT THE FUCK “ I shouted and let off my chest before covering my mouth in shock from how loud I genuinely was before continuing

“ I just don’t fucking get it. Is there something wrong with me-?”

“ no. “ He interrupted but I continued

“ Did I do something wrong ? “

“ no.”

“ I just think I’m just not meant for relationships at this point because what’s the point if they always fail and I’m always the one to mess it up and ruin things–”

Taesan grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him, he looked at me with a stern expression.

“ I don’t know what the fuck happened but I know you didn’t do anything wrong because he was and is lucky to be able to have you as someone he loved.”

I sat there in silence.

Was what he said true ? … he’s gone though so

It can’t be.

I also sat in silence from all these sudden actions from Taesan, now I’m sitting just inches– mere centimeters actually from his face as he spoke to me about how ‘ lucky ‘ Sungho is and was.

“ really..?” was all I could really manage to say

Taesan scooted himself a little closer and nodded his head in confidence but slowly I watched as his face softened ? his eyes darted from my eyes to my lips a few times

“ what are you doing..?” I asked, looking away from him nervously then immediately looked my head downwards to pay attention to how his hand snaked to my waist gently

“ I.. don’t know.. Is it okay ..?”

I looked back at him as he looked back at me and felt myself sucked into his gaze almost like I was entranced by him.

I nodded my head and then he began to slowly inch closer to me while looking down solely at my lips, but I was looking at his too

“ tell me to stop at anytime.. And I will..okay?” Taesan spoke out softly as if the tension air between us was able to break

“ okay..” I replied and eventually

Our lips connected and fuck. In the moment nothing and nobody could pull us apart. His hands grabbed at my body, restlessly pulling me closer against his body while my hands found their way into his hair, roughly grabbing at it, moaning into each others mouths while our bodies unintentionally began to grind against one another.

Eventually, he positioned me on my back against the mattress while he hovered over my body breathlessly and looking at me in a haze, trying to collect his thoughts, our clothes on the floor.

“ I need you but you know that, right ? “ Taesan stated in between breaths and I nodded and let out a breathless laugh

“ yeah I kinda know that “ I replied which got a chuckle from him

He nodded his head and began to scrummage in the nightstand while still hovering over me while mumbling about the fact he knows I’m on the pill but he still wants to use a condom since he knows it would be my first time.

I smiled softly but my smile grew more anxious as I tried to hide the fact that I was i actively about to lose my virginity and all the comments of people saying how it hurts when you have sex for the first time circled in my head like crazy.

“ hey, hey-” Taesan called out and I looked at him, coming back to reality

“ are you okay..? We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.. I liked what we were doing just then with us kissing, I’m more than satisfied with that if you don’t want to.”

I let out a long sigh and shook my head, smiling softly again as reassurance to him

“ no I want to but.. I’m just nervous because people say it hurts..”

He laughed and nodded his head slowly while rubbing my waist softly.

“ well.. Yeah it is going to hurt.. But you have to trust me that I’ll take care of you “

I nodded “ well I do trust you and.. I want it to be you..”

He stared for a moment like as if he was in awe then smiled and nodded his head

“ good..”

He spoke and then leaned in and kissed my forehead with a gentle kiss

“ I want it to be you too..” He mumbled against my skin

He propped himself up with one arm while the other held his dick, slipping the condom on carefully and I felt my body tense up as I watched him begin to try and position himself at my entrance.

“ I’m gonna go in now..okay ? “ I noticed him speak shakily but right now wasn’t the time to point that out while I was feeling shaky myself

I nodded my head short and quick, propping myself up slightly on my elbows to slightly watch everything happen, my eyes darting from him and then to where our bodies would meet.

He rubbed himself at the entrance for a moment which caused the both of us to moan softly at the touch before he finally inserted himself inside. My mouth dropped and my eyebrows furrowed in at this new sensation that honestly felt uncomfortable, I grabbed onto the bedsheets and let out a small groan as the sensation got bigger and bigger and at some point was painful. I smacked my hand on his chest suddenly to stop him from moving any further and he flinched at the sudden action, his eyes widening in concern

“ holy fuck wait..” I spoke breathlessly, closing my eyes to try and adjust

“ holy shit that was a lot, dongmin..” I said looking up at him in clear, visible pain

“ I-I’m sorry– do you want to stop ? “ He asked worriedly

“ are you almost in atleast ? “ I asked with a slight laugh to ease the odd sensation

Taesan looked down and tilted his head to the side and made a certain expression that indicated he was no where near being fully inside me. I choked out a laugh and laid back

“ fuck dongmin..” I sighed then looked up at him

“ I.. genuinely.. Think.. It’s the condom that is making this worse.. This thing feels so weird and it’s NOT helping at all..” I commented and he shrugged in agreeance

“ if that’s how you feel I can take this off for you, if you want “

I laid there in thought for a moment then nodded my head

“ yeah, let’s do it “

He nodded, kissing the back of my hand before slipping out of me and I groaned loudly from how fast the asshole decided to pull out of me with the fact of the sensation I had been feeling. He gasped loudly and laughed from shock

“ I’m so sorry ! “

I laughed and shoved him away

“ fuck man, fuck me I guess ! “ I joked with him and he grinned

“ well I was trying to do that “

I rolled my eyes playfully and giggled

“ if you don’t hurry up, Han Dongmin–”

He laughed hard and nodded, grabbing the lube he had and lathered it onto his dick

“ okay, okay ! “ He said before positioning himself, looking down at me

“ you ready..?”

I looked up at him and nodded, grabbing onto his bicep, bracing for the same feeling again

“ I’ll go really slow this time..” He added and I smiled softly before biting my lip, mentally preparing again

He nodded his head before inserting himself again and slowly inching his way inside, which still felt.. Odd ? but definitely a lot better than before and then finally he bottomed out which resulted in the both of us letting out a gasp

“ oh fuck..” I mumbled, throwing my head back for a moment before looking at him again and he laughed slightly

“Fuck.. well I’m in.. and this feels.. Really good.. Fuck..” He said, mumbling and leaning in as he began to messily kiss my lips and move his hips

And suddenly pleasure was coursing through my veins on such an insane level and I could tell he was feeling the same way. Both of his hands were planted on the mattress at my sides as his thrust grew in speed and roughness while curse words were repeated under his breath along with grunts and moans.

“ are you feeling good, baby–? Ah fuck I’m gonna fucking cum..” He moaned out, trying to keep eye contact with me but kept looking down in shyness followed by another mumble of a curse word

“ wait– no– I’m not close yet– fuck-” I moaned out followed by a small whine as he hit a certain sweet spot which had me drowning in moans and pleasure

“ fuck right there m-min– “ I moaned out louder, looking up into his eyes, desperate to finally tip over the edge and feel this impending orgasm

He moaned louder at my words as if my orgasm approaching was his own, which was so hot by the fucking way.

“ fuck yes my love– cum for me– cum WITH me fuck yes “ He begged as he tapped my chin up to look up at him.

I’m not even sure how either but as soon as our eyes connected, seeing the red in his face, his hair sticking to his forehead, his mouth hanging open with strings of moans falling out of it so easily and the confirmation of being allowed to cum just sent the orgasm STRAIGHT to me immediately.

I gasped loudly, my back arching off the bed while my arms that were wrapped around him had tightened, pulling him impossibly close to my body while my nails dug into his skin, scratching him up while Taesan groaned for a second before his eyes widened and his mouth dropped open more as he moaned louder, the both of us arriving at the same time

And perhaps we arrived at the same destination again pretty quickly and more fired up than before. However, after we were done having sex, he laid down next to me while holding me in his arms as he rambled about a random topic and suddenly

“ Hey Dongmin– OH FUCK I’M SO SORRY “ Woonhak exclaimed as he walked into Taesan’s bedroom and stepped back into the wall and covered his face

I yanked the bedsheets and covered my body as Taesan laid there as if nothing happened

“ woonhak, what are you doing in here ? “ Taesan asked

Woonhak walked further into the room, his face red like CRAZY and kept his eyes down for the most part even though I was covered

“ Well..I came in here to talk to you and ask about something but–” Woonhak began to fucking ramble on some random excuse out of his ass for the next five minutes and we listened until I noticed a certain someone peak out and I don’t mean a person

I glanced down by chance and noticed Woonhak was hard. I felt my face heat up quickly and looked back at Taesan while woonhak was still talking, nudging Taesan’s shoulder subtly before glancing over at Woonhak’s boner to try and point it out without using my hands or doing anything physically

“ What ?! What is it ?! “ Woonhak called out which caused me to flinch.

I let out a laugh finally and continued to helplessly stare for another minute, fuck he was big bro what the fuck my bad I couldn’t help it but I spoke

“ Well if you wanted to join us so bad..” I began and looked back at Taesan for a moment, mouthing if he was okay with it, in which Taesan nodded in agreeance, then I looked back at Woonhak

“ you should’ve just said so “ I stated and Woonhak looked down immediately and quickly slipped his hand into his pocket to try and hide it for a moment before walking up towards the bed, panicking

“ but I never had sex before and–” Woonhak began another anxious ramble which caused me to sit up worriedly, holding the blanket up to cover myself of course

“ Woonhak- Woonhak– calm down it’s okay-!.. So you’re a virgin..?” I asked and he nodded repeatedly, his face redder than fucking ever

“ Well–.. If you don’t want to have sex with me that’s okay, I mean I was semi.. Joking anyways-”

“ No I want to–! I.. I really want to.. Have sex with you..” He spoke as his tone grew softer and he sat onto the bed in front of me carefully, his hand placed on the blanket where my thigh was

I smiled shyly and nodded slowly, scooting a little closer to him.

“ Well you know..with sex.. Foreplay is important, we can’t just have sex immediately.. I would like to start off by kissing and see if there is anything even there “ I mentioned and he nodded slowly with a small grin showing

“ I’m totally okay with that..”

I laughed hard and shook my head

“ well– I get nervous making the first move so– you would have to kiss me first “ I added on nervously

But he made his move fairly quickly after that. He leaned in, resting his hand on one side of my face as he kissed my lips passionately. I tensed up for a second at the new kiss but softened up after another minute and melted, the kiss had melted into something so messy and hungry so fast, it’s genuinely shocking. His tongue was all over me and his lips kissed and attacked my lips like a wild animal. He kissed me like he had been dreaming for this moment for a while now and at this point I never wanted it to stop but of course it did–

I flinched and backed off Woonhak when I felt a touch on my shoulder, I looked back at Taesan and noticed him sitting there with this fucking grin.

“ Well does it look like there’s anything there, is there a fire ? “ He teased with a smirk and and I rolled my eyes and grinned

“ fuck off.. “ I mumbled before letting out a big sigh of relief when I looked back at Woonhak who sat there with a grin on his face too

“ Well uhm.. Yeah I’m good to go if you are..” I said as I slowly began to slip the blanket off, revealing my body to him and his jaw physically dropped as he stared in awe then shook his head for a moment while deciding to finally take his clothes off and holy fuck the dude was huge like HUNG like WHAT THE FUCK

My jaw dropped too before I covered my mouth and laughed hard along with Taesan

“ holy fuck dude “ Taesan laughed while nudging me and I shook my head while Woonhak grew nervously quickly and groaned

“ What~ !? What are you two laughing at ? ! “

I continued to shake my head

“ You’re just really.. Big woonhak.. And my jaw dropped and it’s embarrassing that Taesan kinda saw my reaction..” I mumbled and Woonhak grinned and came over to the bed with us, sitting in front of me

He then began to look around curiously

“ Dongmin where do.. You Keep the condoms..?” Woonhak asked and Taesan made a sound of uncertainty towards his words

“ I keep them in the drawer but.. We just had sex and we tried to have sex with the condoms but it felt really weir–”

“ No. I want to have sex with a condom. I know that you’re on the pill but I just want to be safe for you still regardless “ Woonhak stated and Taesan nodded, shrugging his shoulders

“ well alright– yeah it’s in my nightstand right there “ Taesan pointed and Woonhak reached over, and VERY carefully slipping one on and before he could move again–

“ Grab the lube. “ Taesan said in a demanding tone

“ You’re going to need it, it helps a lot and it’ll help her. “

Woonhak nodded in response and listened, grabbing the lube and pouring a little bit onto his dick before hovering over me. I looked up at him with a shy smile then I looked away, biting the inner part of my bottom lip nervously.

“ so– are you just going to be here the whole time or what ? “ Woonhak commented

“ well yeah– you’re the one who walked in on us by the way and I’m going to help you “ Taesan replied which Woonhak groaned to, but he loved later on.

Woonhak shrugged and looked down at me with a comforting expression

“ you ready, you okay..? “ Woonhak asked and I chuckled

“ are you okay ? “ I asked him back with the same comforting expression he gave me and he laughed before smiling softly, nodding slowly

“ yeah.. “ He said in a soft tone before grabbing my hips with one hand as the other hand was guiding his dick towards my entrance, slowing pushing himself in

I groaned, now I have to try an adjust AGAIN because woonhak is bigger than Taesan and it’s not something that I’m used to, however my body would not even be adjusted to Taesan again if he were to come back inside me later on too

I leaned over to the side a little bit to where Taesan was and leaned in close to him, grabbing a hold of my hand tightly in his and chuckling softly

“ you got this, you just did this with me, it’s okay, you can take him..” he mumbled into my ear

I chuckled breathlessly and looked over at woonhak who pulled me away from Taesan and close to him, kissing my lips passionately and soon he was finally fully inside me and I moaned against him.

His kiss and his lips against mine felt purely like an addiction that I couldn’t get enough of.

I pulled away though sometime later, to catch my breath and laid back as I continued to moan, however, suddenly woonhak threw his head into my neck and groaned loudly

I gasped loudly and held him in my arms before looking over at him while breathing heavy as his movements came to a stop

“ did you just finish..?” Taesan asked which caused woonhak too groan again and continued to hide his face in my neck

“ shut up..”

I laughed softly and rubbed his back comfortingly. Woonhak got up from my neck and looked over my body figure laying there for a moment

“ so the condom, it feels better without it?” He spoke with a quickness

I nodded my head in response

“ and you’re on the pill right ? “ He continued to speak as if he was rushing

I nodded my head in response again

“ good.” He answered before he carefully pulled out for a second, quickly taking off the condom from his dick before rubbing his dick along my pussy making me softly as I watched him

“ Just put it in already, fuck “ I laughed out loudly, rolling my eyes joking

Woonhak laughed for a moment too before pushing himself in with shocking ease, I gasped loudly before letting out a loud moan and woonhak had done the same

“ fuck-” I exclaimed while grabbing onto him for a split moment before wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling me close to him

“ fuck-fuck- fuck yes ren “ He moaned out to me followed with a groan afterwards as he picked up the pace in his thrust and changed QUICK, his pace, how deep he fucking was, how HARD and rough he was being.

He was repeatedly hitting such a good spot which caused me to moan at a high pitch, basically screaming in pleasure. My legs that were wrapped around his torso, I could feel them shaking–

“ kiss her right here, woonhak “ Taesan mumbled as kissed along my neck, I threw my head back at the sensation and dug my nails into woonhak’s back while moaning loudly.

“ oh fuck..” I heard woonhak’s voice before I suddenly felt not one BUT TWO PEOPLE kissing my neck and I was genuinely losing my mind, I was feeling so overstimulated in every best way possible.

“ move off her bro-” Woonhak mumbled as he shoved Taesan’s head off my neck which caused me to choke out a small laugh before pulling Woonhak closer to me, his nails dug into my hips the more he fucked into me.

He leaned back into my neck for round two, sucking, kissing, and leaving all kinds of marks along my neck until Taesan forced Woonhak’s head down

“ she’s not yours.. Don’t get her in trouble. Move it down..” Taesan mumbled causing Woonhak to groan but he still listened regardless

Woonhak kissed down my collarbone, kissing and lick down my chest and right below my tits with no change in rhythm or pace, I watched him while my mouth was kept open, moans spilling out and I lowkey felt a little bit of drool spilling out on the sides. Woonhak looked up at me with this sense of darkness in his eyes. I've never seen obsession in anybody’s eyes like his, especially at this moment.

He leaned up and kissed me feverishly, holding me tight in his grip and I swear it was like the more rough and tighter he held me, the closer I was near my orgasm, it was a crazy experience and safe to say I WAS NEAR IT NOW

I whined and tried to hide my face the more and more moans but Taesan grabbed my chin with a soft but firm grip, forcing me to look at Woonhak’s face

“ look at him when you finish, baby- Woonhak she’s about to cum, are you gonna cum?” Taesan spoke in a teasing tone and woonhak groaned

“ fuck baby– are you gonna cum for me ? “ Woonhak groaned as his thrust became more sloppy

I nodded my head moaning louder

“ fuck yes–” I moaned out

“ rub her clit to get her there faster and make her cum harder “ Taesan mumbled as he respectfully pointed towards my clit

Woonhak moaned softly, his eyes switching from my pussy to my eyes back and forth while he began to rub my clit in circles at a fast pace. I gasped loudly and slapped my mouth to cover how loud my moans were coming out

“ fuck–I’m gonna cum” I moaned out and Woonhak nodded his head repeatedly

“ me too-fuck “ Woonhak groaned as he finally came inside me

Woonhak and I took a minute to take a breath before he slowly pulled out, he stayed hovering over me for a minute before he let out a breathless laugh

“ fuck..” He mumbled

I cupped his face and laughed

“ are you okay ? “ I asked him with a giggle and he replied with a nod, holding my hand in his

There was a moment of silence between us before Taesan spoke

“ are you going to clean her up..? “

“ OH YEAH– I’M SORRY”

And surprisingly Taesan allowed Woonhak to sleep with him and I in his bed that night. The next morning, after having breakfast with Taesan alone because Woonhak was already gone by the time I got up, I left back to my dorms.

AND for the next couple of weeks..maybe two months or so.., it consisted of hook ups with the both of them, individually of course. Maybe a couple arguments were stirred in the process especially from Taesan’s end with me due to the fact I was simply ignoring any conversation that led to anything relating to Sungho.

However, in my defense, I loved Sungho dearly and he breaks up with me on a random ass day to tell me he no longer had feelings for me. It was going to be pretty hard for me to even utter his name out loud, let alone even talk about the situation that happened between him and I.

With the rise of tension between the members and I, I began to sleep in my own dorm and stay at my own dorm a lot more often than before. On one shining morning… as soon as I opened my eyes and probably have only been awake for 3 minutes minimum, Taesan bust through the door and yanks the sheets off my body

“ Okay we have to go “

I lay in bed confused as fuck, blinking and fluttering my eyes to try and wake up more. I rubbed my eyes with the back of my hand and run my fingers through my hair, looking around extremely confused

“ have to go for what..?” I groaned

“ we just have to go, I can’t talk about it now “

I sit up slightly, leaning against my arm

“ well I’m not going until you tell me where–”

And suddenly, I look over to see a Jaehyun rushing into my room

“ you’re not up yet-? Come on ! “ Jaehyun says as he grabs my arm and practically drags me across my dorm and downstairs to there dorm and the whole way there consisted of me, Jaehyun, and Taesan arguing with each other on WHY THE FUCK I’M BEING DRAGGED AT 7AM

We finally enter their dorm and the more questions I asked, was immediately shut down but suddenly I see very quickly that I was being pushed towards Sungho’s room. I start to complaining and push against them

“ wait- no– stop– I don’t want to go in there- I can’t–”

And suddenly I was face to face with Park Sungho. I stood there frozen, not a singular thought came to mind and he stood frozen too for a second before his face contorted into this angry confusion. He quickly stepped out the room

“ what the fuck is happening? Why is she in my room, she’s not allowed to be near me “

I stood there kinda confused now, I’m not.. Allowed..? To be near you ?

“ the manager will be gone for 40-50 minutes, right now is your fucking chance to talk to her and tell her everything like you wanted ! “ I heard Woonhak exclaim

Sungho then quickly stormed back into his bedroom where I stood frozen still, slamming the door behind him before grabbing my shoulders, staring into my eyes

“ I was forced to break up with you by the company because it was either boynextdoor or you and I’m sorry I chose them over you but there’s no other way, I can’t leave boynextdoor- I don’t want to be anything else or known for anything else. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you and I’m sorry that I broke up with you– I didn’t even want to break up with you- I promise I fought and fought and fought for you because the only person I’ve ever wanted to be with was you and is still you and always will be you– I would let you destroy and ruin me and ruin my future but.. I’m sorry I couldn’t let you take boynextdoor away from me and I’m sorry that makes me a terrible person–”

Sungho’s anxious ramble had me completely and utterly in fucking shock

“ sungho-”

“ no and I know you’re mad at me and I know you hate me but I love you so much and–”

“ Sungho ! “ I yelled as I felt my eyes fill with tears, shaking my head repeatedly

“ please stop, I love you so much.. I’ve never loved anyone as much as you and even when I’m not with you, it’s always you and I always think about you, I don’t fucking hate you and I’m not mad at you and I could never in my life hate you even if you did the fucking worse to me– I could never find it in myself to hate you “

Sungho held my face in his and held me close to him, his breathing grew heavier as he stared longer at me and the longer that I spoke, tears eventually fought their way down his face endlessly

“ I wanted to tell you for so long.. “

I nodded my head and held myself back from absolutely violently sobbing in front of him

But I couldn’t.

I shook my head repeatedly and opened my mouth as the deep sobs escaped and echoed. Sungho brought my head to his chest as his hand laid on my head, caressing it as I felt him cry against me but he was definitely trying to hold himself back too.

“ It fucking sucks.. This sucks so bad.. I want to be with you and love you again.. So. fucking. Bad..” I spoke through my sobs as I felt my tears stain and wetten his shirt.

“ I love you..”

💌; shifter’s note, I’M SORRY GUYS FOR BACK TO BACK ANGST STORYTIMES but trust me we got VERY cutesy and maybe freaky.. storytimes coming up !!

[hinatashiftz]

A Morning Surprise

6th BOYNEXTDOOR DR

W.C 626 | WARNINGS/GENRES: filthy fluff, entirely lovey dovey fluff from start to finish, mentions of fwb and situationships, mentions of jealousy, love confessions, new relationship, becoming boyfriends, me being entirely down bad for Jaehyun and his fucking smile

The relationship between Jaehyun and I is weird at the moment.

Which was no other fault than my own when I decided to make the first move of our friends with benefits situationship that was drowned in pure jealousy when the other did anything a bit more platonic with another, even if it was all jokes and for the camera.

The next day arrived, I fluttered my eyes open to greet the sun sneaking its way through Jaehyun’s curtains. I let out a soft, long sigh as I slowly began to wake up and proceeded to roll over onto my side to meet Jaehyun’s sleeping figure.

I smiled warmly at him and to myself while I watched him peacefully.

As a sleepy groan escaped the confinements of his mouth, his eyes fluttered opened and met mine and while any other person probably would have turned away out of shyness and or embarrassment for getting caught while staring at somebody who was sleeping, it felt like I was trapped or more so hypnotized by him and I could not look away if I wanted to.

My brain and thoughts were filled by only Jaehyun while I stared into his eyes, I never wanted to look away from him. He fluttered his eyes at me for a minute as his lips melted into a warm smile.

“ I like you so much…”

Were the first words that spilled out of his mouth.

Both mine and his eyes widened at the suddenness of that statement, I blinked for a minute trying to grasp the thought that Jaehyun actually confessed to me.

“ I-I.. I did not just say that right now..” He mumbled, beginning to avoid eye contact with me

No coherent words were forming in my head to properly respond to his confession.

“ I-I didn’t mean it-!” Jaehyun spat out, rolling back over towards me and looking into my eyes, looking extremely flustered.

I laughed loudly and nodded my head. I sat up slightly, propping my arm up against the mattress and leaned my head onto my hand while looking at Jaehyun with a grin.

“ So- you don’t like me?” I asked

He fell silent and looked at me indifferent as if what I said was wrong.

I nodded my head again

“ So.. you do like me?” I asked again and got a sheepish nod in response

I bit my bottom lip trying to fight the smile that was forcing it’s way onto my face.

“ well-” I began as I scooted closer to him

“ I..like..you too..” I stated and suddenly Jaehyun’s eyes lit up, a wide smile slapped onto his face and showed like diamonds.

Oh how I love his smile..

I laughed at his visible reaction and looked away from him, feeling sort of bashful until Jaehyun’s arms were thrown around my body in a tight grip, throwing my body on top of his suddenly as he held me in a tight embrace as I laid on top of his body.

Our laughs and giggles echoed off the walls of his bedroom as we held one another

“ Oh please be my boyfriend, Natto..” He spoke in a softer tone, his face contorted and looked into my eyes with this look of longing.

I felt my face heat up quickly by his expression, his eyes making my skin burn up and making me look away from him for a split second before I looked back at him with a big smile, nodding my head repeatedly.

“ of course, Jae..”

He let out a scream like noise and squeezed me tighter against his body for a moment before releasing a little bit of his grip. He looked into my eyes before spreading kisses and pecks across my rosy tinted face.

author/shifters note💌: ANOTHER STORYTIME YUPP, be happy for me guys I’m out of a little slump. While I wanted to release the storytime of our friends with benefits era first, THIS HAPPENED LAST NIGHT AND I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT. His confession was so cute and sweet and cute and I’m so in love with him. I might be migrating here a bit more due to the shit happening on tiktok though so YAY

[hinatashiftz]

Silent Cry

Poly Bonedo DR ( TW !! )

W.C 897 | WARNINGS/GENRES; SHIFTING STORYTIME, Completely Angst , mentions of depression and being in a depressive episode, feeling numb, mentions of negative self thoughts, late night wandering, woonhak tries to comfort me and succeeds?, mentions of sobbing, screaming and crying

My polyamorous relationship among the guys was actually doing fairly well, the only thing at the time that wasn’t doing well was my mental health.

I’m usually a person who promotes communication because it is healthy for the mind and for any relationship, platonic or romantic, however, I find myself becoming a hypocrite in various situations and I isolate

Like now.

I saw no point in talking about my mental health or more so, my feelings.

I had no genuine response as to why I’m sad, I just was.

It was the same usual thing that always makes me sad and it felt worthless and pointless to bring up something that had been spoken about before already.

So I dealt with it alone.

One night, in the hardcore midst of a heavy depressive episode, I found myself leaving the dorms and walking the streets nearby in silence while listening to music in my headphones.

My chest felt heavy and my throat burned as if I wanted to cry but I had no energy to cry, I practically walked in a big long circle around the nearby neighborhood hoping this feeling went away but it didn’t.

My head kept finding more and more and more things to keep me from getting up again and it felt like it was just never going to stop and I was going to have to keep walking in this neverending circle forever.

That has more deeper meaning than what you read.

I sighed out loud.

I flinched suddenly when I felt someone grab my shoulder

“ what the fuck-?!” I exclaimed as I turned around

Only to face a worried Woonhak staring back at me

“ you scared me what the fu-”

“ What the fuck are you doing ? “ Woonhak asked

I stared at him confused and slowly looked around

“ uhm.. Walking around-”

“ I can fucking see that but why ! “ Woonhak replied, stepping closer

I stood there in silence, I didn’t know how to respond even though I already had an answer

“ TALK–...talk to me.. please..I’m worried, baby..”

I couldn’t bare to look in his eyes longer for five seconds before looking away again

“ I’m fine I’m just.. I’m just walking around, Woonhak–”

“ no it’s more than that and I know that- Dongmin knows that, DONGHYUN KNOWS THAT, Jaehyun, Sanghyuk, Sungho– we ALL know it’s more than you just ‘ walking around ‘ “ Woonhak spoke with this aggressiveness in his tone but I know he wasn’t angry

He was concerned

And rightfully so

I looked in his eyes for a minute before letting out a long sigh, looking down at the ground

“ I’m..fine–”

Woonhak suddenly grabbed my shoulder with a firm and rough grip

“ NO YOU’RE NOT. STOP LYING TO ME–.. stop lying… I don’t get why you don’t talk to me.. I know when something is wrong every.single.time that there is something wrong but I know you can handle it- I know you’re strong so I let you but I know there’s wrong and that you need help-”

“ I don’t-”

“ YOU DO– FUCK..TALK TO US-TALK TO ME ATLEAST..” He caressed my shoulder and I watched as his eyes teared up

“ If you need us- if you need me please come to me.. I’m always here for you just talk..”

I swallowed and looked down slowly as he spoke to avoid crying

“ I-..I just.. I’m..I’m sad “ My voice cracked as I looked up at him and felt a tear fall

Tears ran down his face but he stood there silently, holding me close in front of him, waiting for me to speak more

“ I’m so sad Woonhak.. And I don’t know what to do- I don’t wanna be sad anymore..” My voice continued to crack as I tried to speak and not flatout sob

“ you talk to me, baby, that’s what you do..” He said before pulling me into his embrace and I cried into his shoulder, softly sniffling

“ you talk to me..”

“ I’m so sad..” I cried softly into the nook of his neck and he rubbed my back softly as he held me tightly in his arms

“ I just don’t feel good enough as an idol, I don’t feel good enough as a person, as a friend, as a lover- to be loved by you guys.. I just want to be good enough “

“ you ARE good enough, you are good enough as all of those things, I promise, I promise..baby..” Woonhak cried into my skin

“ you–.. You’re lying.. Am I ..? “ I hiccuped as I continued to cry, I felt like crying harder and screaming into his chest but I just couldn’t do that

Not in public, not in the dorm, not anywhere, not to him

He forced me off of him just a bit to the point where he still held me but where I could look into his eyes while being in his arms

“ Yes. “ He said firmly with confidence as he stared into my eyes

“ Yes you are. “

He looked around for a moment before grabbing my hand and lead us back into the apartment complex building

“ come here, let’s go home. Let me be with you properly..” He mumbled into my head, kissing it softly

I stared at him.

I stared at him and I couldn’t pull my eyes away from him ever since his first yes and

I felt my world change.