|| ⋆˚࿔ INTRODUCING ME ! Welcome to my blog that’s all about reality shifting !! You can call me Hinata as that’s the name I refer to as in most of my desired realities. Here I will talk about my shifting journey and experiences through typed out stories ( kinda like ff ngl.. ) and I’m just here to yap !
|| ⋆˚࿔ FOR MY NEW AND BABY SHIFTERS WHO ARE STILL LEARNING ABOUT EVERYTHING OR DON’T KNOW THE ABBREVIATIONS ( or randoms who are curious )
CR= Current Reality
DR= Desired Reality
TR= Targeted Reality ( yes DR & TR mean the same thing basically )
Reality Shifting is the ability to shift/move your subconscious from one reality to another, it’s not lucid dreaming; lucid dreaming is becoming aware/lucid in your dream state and being able to do whatever you want. Reality shifting is within the name and it’s real. Everyone you encounter are real with real feelings & emotions and vice versa with yourself, your other reality self is real who yet again can also feel real feelings. It’s real life and for those who don’t believe in it can scroll pass this page.
|| ꩜ .ᐟ˙ ABOUT ME !!
— Hinata - 03’ - she/him/they
— Aquarius Sun, Aries Moon, Cancer Rising
— ENTP
— ULTS: BOYNEXTDOOR, STRAY KIDS, ENHYPEN
|| ꩜ .ᐟ˙⋆✶ SHIFTING !!
Main DR’s: P1HARMONY, BOYNEXTDOOR, ALT. BOYNEXTDOOR, GIRL/PARTYNEXTDOOR, Vampire , Small Town, Gilmore Girls, Haikyuu, ENHYPEN, STRAY KIDS, University, DPR, Harry Potter
— I’ve been a shifter since 2020 and I have shifted before and I shift kinda frequently.
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+ FEEL FREE TO SEND AN ASK ABOUT ANYTHING RELATING TO MY DESIRED REALITIES, SHIFTING, SHIFTING ADVICE OR MOTIVATION OR ABT MYSELF !!
how is it being in poly relationship with your members while also working together? i also plan to shift to place where im dating all of my members so im curious how it is in ur experience
WELL
It’s hard work. No love or relationship is easy but especially polyamorous relationships in which you ALSO work with. Of course I love my relationship with all the members as a whole and individually but it can and has gotten complicated and messy extremely fast and miscommunication is so easy to happen. It’s very important to make clear and firm boundaries with everyone involved and everyone involved has to atleast try their best to communicate properly about their feelings/emotions, thoughts, etc. It’s also important though to make sure love is being shown and shared equally amongst everyone aka please don’t just love one member and leave another out ( duh ), trust I’m someone who can get a little too lost in the sauce sometimes with one person but if it happens just acknowledge it, apologize, reassurance, and make it up to them and show them affection and love too ( or give space if asked or wanted or needed, etc floats their boat ! )
When it comes to work related things, it’s also important to communicate boundaries on how the relationship will work in public settings but from my experience it’s better to leave the romance AT HOME/ on your own time away from the workplace.
So overall,
communication is key, boundaries are important, love equally, romance is for YOU not for your workplace, patience, and remember love is supposed to be fun sometimes don’t forget that <33
W.C 897 | WARNINGS/GENRES; SHIFTING STORYTIME, Completely Angst , mentions of depression and being in a depressive episode, feeling numb, mentions of negative self thoughts, late night wandering, woonhak tries to comfort me and succeeds?, mentions of sobbing, screaming and crying
My polyamorous relationship among the guys was actually doing fairly well, the only thing at the time that wasn’t doing well was my mental health.
I’m usually a person who promotes communication because it is healthy for the mind and for any relationship, platonic or romantic, however, I find myself becoming a hypocrite in various situations and I isolate
Like now.
I saw no point in talking about my mental health or more so, my feelings.
I had no genuine response as to why I’m sad, I just was.
It was the same usual thing that always makes me sad and it felt worthless and pointless to bring up something that had been spoken about before already.
So I dealt with it alone.
One night, in the hardcore midst of a heavy depressive episode, I found myself leaving the dorms and walking the streets nearby in silence while listening to music in my headphones.
My chest felt heavy and my throat burned as if I wanted to cry but I had no energy to cry, I practically walked in a big long circle around the nearby neighborhood hoping this feeling went away but it didn’t.
My head kept finding more and more and more things to keep me from getting up again and it felt like it was just never going to stop and I was going to have to keep walking in this neverending circle forever.
That has more deeper meaning than what you read.
I sighed out loud.
I flinched suddenly when I felt someone grab my shoulder
“ what the fuck-?!” I exclaimed as I turned around
Only to face a worried Woonhak staring back at me
“ you scared me what the fu-”
“ What the fuck are you doing ? “ Woonhak asked
I stared at him confused and slowly looked around
“ uhm.. Walking around-”
“ I can fucking see that but why ! “ Woonhak replied, stepping closer
I stood there in silence, I didn’t know how to respond even though I already had an answer
“ TALK–...talk to me.. please..I’m worried, baby..”
I couldn’t bare to look in his eyes longer for five seconds before looking away again
“ I’m fine I’m just.. I’m just walking around, Woonhak–”
“ no it’s more than that and I know that- Dongmin knows that, DONGHYUN KNOWS THAT, Jaehyun, Sanghyuk, Sungho– we ALL know it’s more than you just ‘ walking around ‘ “ Woonhak spoke with this aggressiveness in his tone but I know he wasn’t angry
He was concerned
And rightfully so
I looked in his eyes for a minute before letting out a long sigh, looking down at the ground
“ I’m..fine–”
Woonhak suddenly grabbed my shoulder with a firm and rough grip
“ NO YOU’RE NOT. STOP LYING TO ME–.. stop lying… I don’t get why you don’t talk to me.. I know when something is wrong every.single.time that there is something wrong but I know you can handle it- I know you’re strong so I let you but I know there’s wrong and that you need help-”
“ I don’t-”
“ YOU DO– FUCK..TALK TO US-TALK TO ME ATLEAST..” He caressed my shoulder and I watched as his eyes teared up
“ If you need us- if you need me please come to me.. I’m always here for you just talk..”
I swallowed and looked down slowly as he spoke to avoid crying
“ I-..I just.. I’m..I’m sad “ My voice cracked as I looked up at him and felt a tear fall
Tears ran down his face but he stood there silently, holding me close in front of him, waiting for me to speak more
“ I’m so sad Woonhak.. And I don’t know what to do- I don’t wanna be sad anymore..” My voice continued to crack as I tried to speak and not flatout sob
“ you talk to me, baby, that’s what you do..” He said before pulling me into his embrace and I cried into his shoulder, softly sniffling
“ you talk to me..”
“ I’m so sad..” I cried softly into the nook of his neck and he rubbed my back softly as he held me tightly in his arms
“ I just don’t feel good enough as an idol, I don’t feel good enough as a person, as a friend, as a lover- to be loved by you guys.. I just want to be good enough “
“ you ARE good enough, you are good enough as all of those things, I promise, I promise..baby..” Woonhak cried into my skin
“ you–.. You’re lying.. Am I ..? “ I hiccuped as I continued to cry, I felt like crying harder and screaming into his chest but I just couldn’t do that
Not in public, not in the dorm, not anywhere, not to him
He forced me off of him just a bit to the point where he still held me but where I could look into his eyes while being in his arms
“ Yes. “ He said firmly with confidence as he stared into my eyes
“ Yes you are. “
He looked around for a moment before grabbing my hand and lead us back into the apartment complex building
“ come here, let’s go home. Let me be with you properly..” He mumbled into my head, kissing it softly
I stared at him.
I stared at him and I couldn’t pull my eyes away from him ever since his first yes and
W.C 2.8k | WARNINGS/GENRES; Starts off strong with HEAVY ANGST, INVOLVES SMUT mentions of self doubt and heavy self deprecation, lots and lots of crying, sudden mention of marriage, slowly turns into warmth and lovely mixed with sexual energy, rough sex/making love, comfort sex, mentions of crying while kissing, mentions of cum eating, after care, cuddling, very cute fluff at the end
I Feel Good era wasn’t feeling as good as it should.
We had been working nonstop with tours, concerts, schedules, traveling, practicing, music and song writing,
so it was safe to say everybody was feeling a bit sensitive around this comeback time and the last time this happened was 19.99 era.
The guys and I just came back from promotions for I Feel Good and 123-78, however, during the actual live take for I Feel Good, Jaehyun messed up.
It wasn’t even that bad or even that noticeable, honestly I didn’t even catch anything when I was on stage NEXT TO HIM but that didn’t matter.
All that mattered to Jaehyun was that Jaehyun noticed it and it turned his whole day upside down.
As soon as we entered the dorm, I heard Jaehyun sniffling along with his breathing becoming heavier. I followed him into his bedroom and shut the door behind us which led to Jaehyun immediately breaking down.
His hands flew to his face as he sobbed into his hands.
I felt time stop as I stood there for a minute processing the fact of my boyfriend, crying in front of me.
There was nothing wrong with him crying, I always told him how he had the space to be comfortable and vulnerable with me whenever he needed but I had never seen him break the way he did in front of me.
For a minute I wasn’t even sure what to do. I didn’t know what to say or how to act. My mind went blank.
My body acted on it’s own
“ Jaehyun..” I spoke softly and stepped towards him lightly
“ NO BECAUSE—“ His voice cracked as his sobs broke through his speech, as if he couldn’t control the fact he was crying and his hands flew off of his face as he threw them up in the air in frustration.
“ OUT OF—“ I heard his breathing increasing and his sobs get worse quickly, almost as if he was hyperventilating while crying.
“ Jaehyun baby breathe—“ I stepped closer and grabbed his hands firmly but gently
He shook his head and tried to face away from me but failed
“ OUT OF ALL THE TIMES I COULD HAVE MESSED UP- LIKE ALL THE REHERSALS WE DID AND OUTFIT CHECK AND MIC CHECK- I MESSED UP ON LIVE “ Jaehyun raised his voice as tears streamed down his face rapidly and his face grew red, small whimpers coming out
“ JAEHYUN- Jaehyun- It’s okay-“ I comforted him repeatedly hoping my voice would make it through to his ears through his spiral ramble
His ramble continue while he looked down at our hands that were in one another’s grasp
“ Jaehyun baby please it’s okay, listen to me, I promise it’s okay.. “ I spoke as I brought my hands up to his face, cupping his cheeks into my palms.
“ it’s normal for people to make mistakes, people make mistakes all the time.. you can make mistakes too and it doesn’t change you “
He whined and shook his head
“ I don’t understand how you could want to stay with someone like me who messes up all the time and is just- such a mess ! I’m a mess up ! “
I bit my bottom lip and held back the own tears of mine that were fighting to come through. It’s hard to watch your romantic partner be brought down by something so small and beat themselves up for it especially when you see them as nothing but perfect, even during the imperfect moments.
“ Jaehy-“
“ NO I DON’T GET IT- I DON’T GET IT. You don’t wanna be with me- You shouldn’t be with me, I’m not good for you and you deserve everything in the world and more and I don’t and you give me so much and I don’t do anything for you- You’re never going to ever want to marry me as a man as I am “
The pure sadness that I felt from hearing Jaehyun talk so lowly about himself was excruciating but then I caught onto something he said.
“ Jaehyun- You want to marry me? “
“ WELL YES BUT I CAN’T MARRY YOU WHEN I’M LIKE THIS “
I don’t even think it’s registering to him that he just admitted something big.
“ Baby- okay look- I get it. I get what you’re feeling and I’m not here to throw away what your feeling because I believe it’s okay to be sad and sit with your feelings for a bit but I can’t stand here and let you be swallowed by your thoughts. You are nothing that you are saying over just a mistake you made on stage- MIND YOU I DIDN’T EVEN NOTICE IT AND RIWOO ONLY NOTICED IT BECAUSE HE IS AN INSANE DANCER AND HE MAKES OUR CHOREO. Jaehyun there’s nothing wrong with you and you are perfect for me..” I spoke firmly to him, slowly grabbing his waist and holding them, pulling him closer to me little by little
“ bu-“
“ Jaehyun there is no one else in this fucking world that I would rather be with. Do you realize that ? I want to be with you, I’m happy with you, you are my perfect person. I love you. I want you. Nothing has changed and nothing WILL CHANGE.” The more I spoke, he began to cry and turned his face towards my hands tha held his face and cried into my palms, holding my arm.
“ I love you so much, I’m so sorry..” He sobbed into my skin, his tears staining my hand and wrist.
I smiled
“ I love you too baby..” I said as I faced him towards my face and leaned in slowly to see if he would reciprocate and or want a kiss.
His teary puppy eyes looked into mine before quickly, cupping my face into his hands as well and kissing my lips passionately.
I kissed him back with the same amount of energy, my hands immediately trailed down and wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer against my body.
I didn’t pull him in to be freaky with him, I just wanted to be able to connect with him. I wanted him against my body and feel him and let him feel me too. To remind him physically
I’m there.
I’m here.
As we kissed, I felt his tears come into contact with my cheeks and it made me giggle.
“ stop crying, my love..” I mumbled in between kisses
“ I’m sorry..” He mumbled
I held him firmly in my grip as the kiss continued, I moved us further into the bedroom and closer to the bed until I felt the bed hit my leg as an indication of where we were in the room, without opening my eyes.
We stood there for another minute
or five.. I didn’t exactly count
duh..
The longer we kissed, holding one another in each other’s embrace as his tears stained my skin, I felt him grow hard against me and I couldn’t lie that I grew hard from kissing him as well
I slowly pulled away and opened my eyes. Jaehyun fluttered his eyes open and the both of us stood there lost in each other’s gaze as we tried to catch our breath.
“ How far do you want me to go.. because I know you’re having a bad day so we can just cuddle and lay here..-“
“ no-.. I want to have sex.. I’m hard you know.. and I just..” His eyes trailed away from mine
“ I just want to feel your love.. if you..know.. what I mean.. I just need you right now..okay?” Jaehyun continued and I laughed softly
Jaehyun rolled his eyes and scoffed
“ fine then don’t-“
I shook my head and slammed my lips onto his before he could finish his sentence before pulling away after a minute
“ No I want to if that’s what you want, I’m hard too and.. I just want to do anything you want to do- but I want to do it too you know.. just to let you know..”
Jaehyun giggled and nodded
“ yeah I know..” He looked down, I could see his ears were red, assumingly from shyness, his hands trailed down my shirt softly
“ Can I take your shirt off then? “ I asked him
He looked up at me then his eyes darted around the room and he let out another scoff
“ You’re very direct you know..” He mumbled
I laughed and nodded “ yeah I know..”
He stood there for a moment, pressing his lips together and looking at me with such the cutest shy expression ever before lifting his arms up
I smiled and kissed his cheek softly before grabbing the ends of his shirt and sliding it up and over his head, tossing it to the corner of the room where his pile of dirty clothes were.
I kissed down his collarbone and down his stomach, ending at his waistband of his pants. I kissed along his waist and the bottom of his stomach for a moment while staring up into his eyes. I felt his body tense up and shiver as my lips made contact with his skin and the soft exhales that escaped his mouth.
I stood up to my feet again and slid my own shit off, throwing it to the same pile of clothes from mentioned before I pulled him closer by grabbing his waistband and tugging his body towards mine. He giggled and looked up at me and I giggled as well, kissing his lips softly and feeling his body melt into mine, wrapping his arms immediately around my neck and holding me against him.
I groaned slightly as I held him against my body, leaving room for nobody between us. I felt his body rise in temperature against mine as we kissed, my hands trailed around his body and wrapped around his waist. Our lips in sync, moving against one another roughly and entirely filled with this love and warmth.
He pulled away at first and let out a gentle sigh, catching his breath again before grabbing my hands and putting it on his waistband.
“ off..please..” Jaehyun mumbled
I chuckled and nodded, listening to his words and I began to unbutton his pants then unzip them, sliding his pants and boxers off in one swipe. He followed my movements and kicked his feet out of them and kicked them towards a random direction before he quickly did the same to me.
I watched with a small smile as I watched him take my pants off of me, then I followed him as well, kicking my feet out of them and towards the same direction as he did.
After helping me take my pants off he came back to my front view, grabbing my hands and putting them onto his waist before pulling me closer against his body
“ now..” Jaehyun mumbled
I tilted my head and grinned
“ what now? “ I asked teasingly and he pouted
He huffed before responding
“ sex.. fuck me now.. I want you now..”
My grin turned into a smile and I laughed, I pecked his like for a moment before kissing down his neck and down his collarbone, then kissing his shoulder firmly.
“ of course.. “ I mumbled against his skin before turning him around, his back facing me.
I quickly grabbed the lube that was on his desk nearby, squeezing some into my hand before rubbing it along my dick. I looked back at him after doing so and he looked back at me, watching me with his eyes in awe which did cause my face to heat up from just the pure shyness of it all from him watching me in that way.
I pressed my hand against the lower part of his back and bent him over onto the edge of his bed. I kissed along his back, up his neck and kissed along his ear, biting softly as a small wince left from him.
I grabbed my dick and inserted myself into him slowly, I gasped softly at the feeling as if it’s my first time having sex with him
but it’s not
and Jaehyun’s head fell forward, I watched as his hands gripped onto the bedsheets and he held them in his palms.
Eventually, I finally bottomed out inside of him and we both let out a relieved moan/sigh.
“ fuck baby you just feel good every fucking time..” I mumbled into his ear, leaning my body into him and he groaned in pleasure into the bed
I stayed still inside him for a moment before I wrapped my arms around him, pressing against his chest to force him to lean upwards and stand, his back against my chest while I held his body against me.
He looked over his shoulder to look at me and I smiled warmly
“ hi my baby.. I’m here don’t worry..” I mumbled against his cheek where I kissed and he whimpered softly
and I took that as a sign to finally move.
I kept my arms wrapped around his body tightly while I began to thrust deeply into him. He threw his head back onto my shoulder and let out a loud moan, his hands tried to grab at my sides to try and hold onto something.
I started off with slow and deep thrust and quickly changed my speed towards fast, rough and deep thrust. I crumble under pleasure too quickly and at this point, not only am I chasing this orgasm of mine but I’m almost in a trance as I hear my boyfriend moan my name loudly just for me and I need to give him what he wants and desires for quickly.
I let out breathless moan as I continued to thrust roughly into him as Jaehyun’s moans continued to be loud, his body began to shake in my grasp and one hand of mine immediately flew to his dick, wrapping it around him and stroking him quickly at the same pace of my thrust.
Jaehyun gasped loudly and threw his head back against my shoulder once more
“ fuck yeah- fuck- cum for me baby, you can do it, cum for me- all over my hand- I want it all please baby- fuck~” I spoke in between grunts and moans, not stopping my thrust or any movements in the process
He nodded his head repeatedly, his moans becoming suddenly louder
“ p-per-permission-?” He moaned out, checking he got permission from me to release and I laughed breathlessly
“ fuck- yes baby i’m gonna cum- cum with me-“
As soon as those words were even uttered out of my mouth, Jaehyun practically screamed in pleasure and my hand rubbing his tip repeatedly making him arch his back off of my and squirm around.
I came shortly after him with a loud moan, throwing my head back, thrusting myself deep into him and burying my cum into him.
I slowly came to a stop and slowly let go of Jaehyun who fell forward onto the bed, bent over.
I chucked breathlessly and grabbed a wet wipe, wiping all the wetness from his thighs then with a towel to dry it off with one hand before leaning over him, licking all his cum off my hand
and he watched in admiration.
I hummed happily before cleaning myself up quickly, then going back to Jaehyun. I laid him down on the bed carefully before laying down next to him and throwing the covers over us
“ they heard us..” he mumbled, laying on me
I laughed and nodded
“ I mean- yeah probably, neither of us even tried to stay quiet.. especially you “
Jaehyun laughed loudly and pushed me
“ Don’t say that ! “
The both of us laughed and I held him close to me again as he laid on my chest and his words echoed in my head
“ You want to marry me ? “ I asked
He shot his head up in my direction with a shock looked and then covered his mouth in realization
“ I said that didn’t I..” He said into his palm and I nodded my head with a smile
“ you did- is this going to be a pattern of you surprising me with things like this suddenly? It’s how you confessed to me too a year ago, remember ?”
He laughed hard and nodded
“ yeah I remember! .. but..” Jaehyun spoke
“ I uh-.. did.. mean it.. you know.. I want to marry you..”
I laid there and stared at him before I melted into a big smile
“ I would like that too if you’re okay with that..”
Jaehyun nodded and smiled sheepishly, laying his head on my chest
“ BUT THATS NOT OFFICIALLY US GETTING ENGAGED, RIGHT ? “ Jaehyun shot up again
I laughed “ NO not at all “
He sighed in relief and laid down
“ okay.. good..”
“ because I want to be the one to ask you and give you the ring..”
W.C 3.3k | WARNINGS/GENRES; REALITY SHIFT STORYTIME, THIS IS 18+ Almost completely and utterly smut with cute fluff at the end, when the woman is the top and the guy is the bottom, small mentions of overthinking and anxiety and just being self conscious, heavy kissing and making out, dry humping and grinding my fave, hickeys marking and kissing my neck, strip tease perhaps, I’m just horny and she’s horny too it’s fucking insane, impatient sex, when she tells me what to do and I’m harder than before, did I say sex already bc sex mentioned YES, pet names galore and calling her mommy, no protection AND came inside but she’s on the pill it’s okay, lowkey teased me with our cum at the end, cute little aftercare ofc and teasing, ponyo mentioned
@sakurashifts the girlfriend mentioned in this storytime mwah ( actually my gf in this reality too chat )
“ Hinata, what are you looking at ? You okay?”
Her voice snapped me back to reality, I flinched and looked into her eyes, awkwardly laughing and walking further into my room while avoiding eye contact.
“ Nothing— I’m okay, what do you mean ? “
Sakura sighed and leaned against my desk, crossing her arms and looking at me.
“ you’re lying. what’s wrong ? “
I laughed and shook my head in disapproval before sitting on the edge of my bed.
“ I’m not ! Nothing’s wrong !” I said as I began to fumble with my fingers which was a subconscious response I have when my anxiety starts to rise
Sakura stood there in silence as she took in my body language, stared at me for a moment as she was starting to feel an idea of what exactly was going on inside my head.
She shook her head and started to grab the overnight bag she brought from her place
“ I’ll just ask midnight then—“
Her tarot cards.
I sat up, fixing my posture and shook my head
“ no you don’t have to do that—“ I said as my hand reached out towards her figure before they slowly fell to my sides
I adjusted myself as I fixed how I was sitting, feeling the growing boner that was in my pants. I sighed and looked around nervously about having to say anything about the current state I was in.
What felt like hours passed ( probably just 2 minutes ) of silence, she started to shuffle around in her bag again, causing me to stand up from my bed and grab her hands away from her bag while laughing.
My laugh was supposed to try and hide the fact that I was feeling anything than what’s being shown on my face but of course that didn’t work with her.
“ what are you thinking about ? “
I stood there for a moment, nibbling on my bottom lip as my fingers slowly and softly traced along her arm.
“ I’m just.. horny that’s all..” I mumbled as I let go of her and sat onto my bed feeling an overwhelming amount of shyness flooding me
She smiled softly and slowly walked towards me, she rested her hand on mine and tilted her head to the side.
“ Well, do you want me to do something about it?..”
I looked up at her with widened, puppy eyes before looking away from her again and nodding my head in agreement.
“ what do you want me to do..?”
I shrugged my shoulders and let out an awkward chuckle, looking down at my arms for a moment before looking back at her
“ I just..” I trailed off, looking away from her again
“ I just want you to touch me.. I don’t know..”
I watched from the corner of my eye as she moved towards the bed and I followed. I crawled onto my bed and laid down, waiting for her to come to my side.
She laid next to me, grabbing the bottom of my chin softly to guide me back to her face as her lips finally connected with mine. I closed my eyes, my body was tense for a moment but slowly within the kiss, especially when her tongue invited itself inside mine, I melted.
I grabbed onto her, wrapping my arm around her and holding onto the back of her as our tongues danced with one another, a dance that quickly grew more heated by the second the more her hands traveled along my body.
I disconnected our lips as a small whimper escaped my mouth while my head fell back onto the pillow. Her hands continued to roam around my body in the areas she specifically knew would rile me up.
Before I could even begin to start thinking properly again, I felt her lips attach themselves to my neck and suddenly my body felt temperature flew up and grew very hot. She kissed, licked and nipped along my neck as if she was a professional and knew all my sensitive spots.
She did.
My eyes felt heavy and hazy while she began to practically make out with my neck. My breathing picked up, my jaw left opened while my hips instinctively had a mind of its own and began to grind against her as she began to suck onto my neck.
Soft moans left my lips and the occasional loud moan would slip, causing me to cover my mouth quickly with my hand for a moment
but just for a moment before my hands were back on her body, grabbing her and pulling her impossibly close to my body. My mind getting lost in the moment and chasing this high that I so badly needed at this point.
While she continued to leave marks and leave more kisses along my neck, one hand made its way around towards my back and pulled me closer to her body. Her hips moved against mine, encouraging my actions to continue.
I could feel her breathing begin to pick up against my skin for a second before she pulled up, grabbing my face with her other hand, forcing me to look at her once more as our lips clasped against one another in such a messy harmony.
My mind was completely emptied, completely and utterly clouded with visions of only her body in my mind, pushing me closer and closer to this release. I tried to keep up with her as we kissed but it was incredibly hard to do so while pleasuring was booming through my veins.
I pulled away, my face felt extremely hot from everything happening and my hips taking a break from grinding against her. I looked away from her, growing shy again
“ Baby, how far do you want me to go..?”
The words sent me into a frenzy but I was too shy to actually act on anything I was feeling.
I sat there in silence with various ideas and thoughts in my head
“ you’re thinking about something..” she said as she caressed my side for a moment
of course.
I laughed softly and nodded my head
“ I..I kinda wanna.. have sex.. like we talked about, you know ..?” I mumbled, slowly looking over at her
She raised her eyebrows and tilted her head
“ you kinda wanna have sex? are you sure ? “
I sighed, my lips formed a pout, looking away from her.
“ y-yeah I’m sure.. I really want you.. I need you..” I mumbled, my face had to have looked like a cherry at this point or a peach
She chuckled and nodded
“ I want you too, baby,.. but you need to tell me how exactly you want this to happen..” She spoke in a soft and comforting tone
I nodded my head, looking down at my hands as I began to fidget with my fingers again
“ I..I wanna fuck you— I wanna be on top.. I’m the guy so I should.. do this for you..”
She giggled and shook her head
“ You don’t have to do anything for me.. but if you want to be on top, it’s up to you”
I smiled softly and nodded my head
“ I wanna try..”
I said, finally looking at her again
“ well go ahead, my love..”
I nodded slowly and sat up, slowly taking my shirt off before slowly taking my pants off.
I bit my bottom lip softly , unbuttoning and unzipping my pants while looking at her. There was something in me that, while I was shy at the fact of staring at her while doing this, it felt good to have her staring at me and knowing this was also having an effect on her was like we were both being teased at the same time.
Her eyes kept moving from my abs and my chest to my crotch where my dick was being restrained in my boxers then eventually made eye contact with me and she let out a soft chuckle, looking away from me
“ don’t fucking look at me like that..” She mumbled, she laid her hands on her face
I laughed loudly, throwing my pants to the floor quickly before leaning over her body and moving close to her face with a grin on my face
“ Like what, baby? What are you talking about—? look at me-.. please, mommy..”
She took her hands away from her face and slowly looked over at me with a shy smile on her face
“ you know I can’t do this eye contact shit..” she said as her eyes avoided mine again
I giggled and nodded my head
“ Yeah I know I just like teasing you.. but.. “
My eyes watched her body before looking up at her. The shirt she was in fit her body figure fucking beautifully and honestly I didn’t want to get her out of it
but I also did at the same time
Along with the pants she wore with her outfit, fit her frame too..fucking..well..
but like before
I needed them off.
“ But ?” She asked
I sat there for a moment, hovering over her
“ Your clothes… do you want me to take it off— do you want to keep your shirt on atleast? We can keep that on if you want to and I can just take your pants off—“
“ I can take my pants off- but.. I don’t mind if my shirt is off, it’s up to you if you want me to take it off—“
“ I do- I mean— yeah I would like if you took your shirt and everything off..” I mumbled, looking away from her
She nodded and sat up.
I moved off of her and watched as she slipped her pants off just for her to be wearing black lace underwear and luckily with the light coming from the outside, I could see how wet she was.
My jaw dropped at the sight and I couldn’t look away for a moment until I saw her untying and undoing her shirt, my eyes quickly went up and watched.
I watched as she took her shirt off and relieved sigh fell from me as her boobs we’re now on clear display for me and me only.
“ well fuck..”
She laughed and laid back down
“ don’t cum now “ She joked an I rolled my eyes playfully
“ shush.. don’t manifest it I don’t wanna cum too early..” I said with a small chuckle.
I slowly slipped my boxers off and suddenly she couldn’t look away.
I laughed loud and hovered over her body so she would be more focused on my face than my dick.
“ don’t look like that..” I whined
She laughed and shook her head
“ I’m sorry baby but you’re just really big.. an it’s pretty too.. like you..” She commented
I rolled my eyes again and let out a soft whimper
“ stop..” I mumbled
As I hovered over her, my eyes darted all along her body and my mind began to race.
What if I fuck up though?
Jeez this is such a bad time to start overthinking what the fuck, Hinata.
She wants you and you want her too, just go for it, nothing could literally happen in a bad way
No this probably the bad thing that COULD happen i’m just sitting here—
“ Hinata—“
I came back to reality again and looked at her, nodding my head slowly
“ yeah ? “
“ what are you thinking about ? what’s wrong ?”
I sat there for a moment and bit my lip
“ Just wanna be good.. I wanna make you feel good.. Just overthinking..” I said with a small sigh
She nodded slowly and placed her hand on my chest softly
“ lay down baby “ She instructed and I listened
I laid back onto my bed as she threw her leg on the other side of me and hovered over my body.
My eyes widened like a puppy, I was nervous but also extremely excited
and horny of course.
I watched in between our body’s where her pussy hovered just centimeters from my dick
“ you okay still? You still want to have sex? “
She asked and I nodded in response
She grabbed my chin and forced me to look at her in her eyes
“ I need a verbal response right now..”
I looked up at her and felt like I was in a dream
some fucking nasty dream that i’ll wake up from with a raging morning wood
I nodded my head in response again before responding verbally
“ yes please.. I want to have sex with you..”
She nodded and looked down, one hand placed on the bed to hold her position over me while the other one wrapped around my dick and positioned it right at her entrance.
Feeling the heat radiating from her pussy was already sending me into a loop let alone the feeling I got when my tip was finally in her
I looked up at her suddenly and gasped softly
her breathing picked up, slowly moving more of my cock into her pussy and I was gone.
“ fuck-.. you’re so big..” She groaned lowly
I wasn’t even fully in her but I swear I could cum right now, she just felt so fucking good and it was already what I imagined when I jerked off alone to the thought of her.
I rolled my eyes back in pleasure, closing them for a moment to sink further deeper into this pleasure before opening them and finding my hand at her waist
and almost as a natural habit, I began moving my hips inside of her.
“ fuck mommy..-“ I moaned out loud, throwing my head back into the pillow for a second before realizing she was adjusting to my size before.
I shot my head up from the pillow, looking at her worriedly and stopped my hips exactly where they were
A small moan escaped from her while her eyebrows were furrowed inwards while her mouth was agape, looking down at where we connect and seeing I was now half way inside of her.
“ fuck- I’m sorry- are you okay Saki? “
She nodded her head, breathing heavy. Her face looked as if she was lost in between pleasure and pain.
After a minute of collecting herself—
“ yes.. I’m fine..you need to calm down..” She said as her hands trailed up to my abdomen and pushed downwards to stop me from bucking my hips more into her
“ be patient my love.. I need to adjust to you because like I said.. you’re fucking big..” She said softly, assuring me she was really okay but she needed a moment
I nodded my head repeatedly
“ okay I’ll— “
it was going to be really hard to have patience while she adjusted to me
“ i’ll try..” I chuckled awkwardly and rubbed her waist softly in my grip
She laughed softly, causing me to flinch softly since that caused her to tighten around me.
She froze and grinned softly, biting her lip
“ sorry— “
I nodded slowly and chuckled softly
“ it’s okay.. please hurry up I need you so bad..”
I begged and whined, looking up at her
She nodded and smiled
“ okay okay shush..”
She said, leaving her hand on my lower stomach with enough pressure to stop me from moving as she slowly moved further down my dick
and eventually taking all of me.
The both of us gasped simultaneously, I looked into her eyes and quickly after she looked into mine.
“ you okay..?” She asked breathlessly and I nodded my head repeatedly
“ fuck yes- keep going please..” I begged and she listened almost immediately.
She began to move up and down on my dick, Her breathing picked up while my head was thrown back against the pillow. Grabbing and holding her waist and meeting her bounces with my thrusts.
“ fuck it feels so fucking good..” I moaned out, mumbling in between breaths
My jaw was left opened as I watched her above me, her moans picked up as well, she leaned against me and her head flew to hide herself in between my neck.
The more we continued to match each others pace, I could feel with the way her body was beginning to react and the way she started to sound that she was also close as I was.
The room was filled with the noise of our bodies and our loud heavy breathing mixed with the loud moans that continuously erupted from both of us.
“ shit— i’m gonna fucking cum baby..” she mumbled against my skin quickly as her climax was quickly approaching and just the mere thought of her about to cum sent me standing over the edge, tipping over
I whined loudly, tilting my head back deep into the pillow as my hips violently smashed into hers, chasing this big orgasm I could feel incoming.
“ m-mommy—“ I spoke quickly with loud moans and groaned due to my orgasm being right around the corner and trying to hold back as long as possible but it was failing
“ fuck- Can I cum inside you please—fuck-!” I moaned louder, resisting and holding myself back from my own orgasm actually felt fucking amazing but tortuous at the same time.
“ fuck yes- cum in me baby- cum for me “
The both of us came around the same time, our loud moans filled up every inch of the room and almost made me wanna feel bad for my apartment neighbors
only if my girlfriend wasn’t making me have one of the best orgasms of my life so I didn’t feel as bad or thought too much about it.
She continued to ride me to ride out both of our highs until it became too much for me to handle and my hands flew to her waist, stopping her immediately.
I laid back, completely and utterly breathless
and sweaty too fuck
“ aw fuck look..” I heard her voice and tiredly, I slowly picked my head up and looked in the direction she was looking which was where our bodies connected
She was beginning to move herself off of my dick but the both of us seemed to be in awe in the way our cum was mixed together and dripping down my cock.
I breathed out loud for a moment at how fucking hot all of this was
I laughed breathlessly and laid my head back onto the pillow and covering my face with my arms
“ stop that before I get hard again..” I mumbled
She laughed
“ I can’t control that baby, you know this “
She replied as she finally got off of my dick. I tiredly looked over at her and she smiled, slowly laying down next to me and laying the blanket over me which then I laid the blanket over her as well
“ you okay?.. was that enough? “
I nodded my head tiredly
“ yeah.. it was really fucking good.. thank you mommy.. “ I replied back, looking over at her as my eyes were droopy now from all the energy I had put into the sex and now was tired
She smiled
“ you’re welcome baby, you made me feel really good too.. you did such a good job.. i’m proud of you “ I chuckled and nodded, leaning my head against her chest for a moment before slowly sitting up and grabbing the napkins on the bedside table
I wiped my dick from all the cum that came from the both of us before grabbing more tissues for her, I took the blanket off of her for a moment and wiped the insides of her thighs off along with gently wiping her pussy clean as well.
I threw away the napkins before laying down next to her again
“ so after you piss- which you need to do to avoid any STD’s—“ I said as I motioned for her to go to the bathroom
“ do you wanna watch ponyo and I can order some food for us to get delivered? Then we can take a bath together- if you want- I just wanna take care of you now”
She laughed and got up from the bed, slipping MY SHIRT ON
fuck I swear she knows it’s a tease when she wears my clothes she so pretty what the fuck
“ sure baby.. but only if I pay—“
“ yeah that’s not fucking happening— what do you wanna eat babe? “
What was it like when you announced your relationship w gunwook? Did you script that idol can date freely or did you just deal w the backlash?
Hi !!
When Gunwook and I announced our relationship, It was out of NO WHERE. We didn’t announce to the people that we were even dating but the people saw Gunwook proposing to me and were like WHAT ??? So we released an article stating that we had been in a relationship since April ( got engaged in August in the same year, 2024). I do have scripted that idols can date freely, however, there’s still backlash that we dealt with people who were the hardcore shippers of me and gyuvin or matthew and gunwook AND ON TOP OF THAT people putting their two cents into my relationship saying it was careless and reckless for us to get engaged five months into the relationship AND as an idol and people practically praying for the marriage to fail since “ we didn’t plan properly “.
While I do admit the engagement was very impulsive on Gunwook’s end, gunwook and I communicated A LOT after the fact and of course everything is fantastic now and we’ve been married for almost a year now ! ( it’s december 2025 )
W.C 3.8K | WARNINGS/GENRES; REALITY SHIFTING STORYTIME, 18+ PLEASE SCROLL, MxM, Starts off hot with angst but quickly slips into smut for a moment and ends with cute fluff, mentions of substance abuse to help cope with anxiety and depression, mentions of being drunk, dumbass ( me ) went into the wrong apartment, a bunch of moments where ricky loves to tease me, me being a nervous and flustered mess, mentions of dry humping, ricky praising me and encouraging me, lots of moaning fr, mentions of biting and kissing my neck and leaving hickeys, ricky and I get shy around each other A LOT, lots of praise from ricky, mentions of aftercare, love confessions, mentions of cross dressing, more and more fluff <33
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July 3, 2023
It was a week until our official debut and to say that I was a fucking wreck doesn’t even touch the surface of how I actually was feeling.
I was drowning in self doubt, in my worries, in my anxiety, in my head and it felt like I couldn’t escape-
or at least the only way I could escape was to be under the influence. The members didn’t know about this because I just couldn’t let them know what was going on especially with how everyone had been starting to feel about the upcoming debut.
Tonight was like every other night. I stumbled my way down the hallway of our apartment complex and rested my head and one hand onto the front door of my dorm. I let out a big exhale from being out of breath of taking the stairs instead of the fucking elevator like a normal person.
drunk things I guess
I lifted my head up after a minute and clumsily entered in a random password that came to mind, hoping it was the right one.
beep beep
I smiled softly as the light on the button was green, signaling me to go inside. I swung the door open and kicked my shoes off at the door, a loud groan leaving my body when-
“ hello..?” I heard ricky’s voice
why was ricky in my dorm.
For context, I currently live with Hanbin, Hao and Gyuvin.
“ what ..?” I mumbled as I stumbled further into the dorm to see Ricky sitting on the floor of the living room, his back leaning against the couch as he looked at me confused.
“ this isn’t my dorm..” I mumbled and laughed loudly, running my fingers through my hair as I watched him on the floor.
Ricky let out a small chuckle, grinning as he looked up at me, his eyes slowly watched me, up then went down and scanned my body then back up at my eyes again.
I felt my face heat up from the way he looked at me but with the alcohol in my system, it always makes me more bold and straightforward than I am.
“ why are you looking at me like that..?” I asked as I took a step closer to him
He licked his bottom lip lightly, looking to the side for a minute before looking back up at me and shrugging his shoulders.
“ I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Ricky replied while he propped his arm up on the couch and rested his head into his palm.
“ how am I looking at you, nana ? “ He asked, this time with what sounded like a teasing tone.
I took in a deep breath and looked around nervously then I looked back at him, nibbling on my bottom lip for a moment before speaking.
“ you look like you want me “ I said plainly, with softness in my voice as I took another step closer, feeling myself grow harder when I slipped my hands into my pockets and causing me to blush.
His eyes looked me up and down again
“ do you want me ? “
That simple question grew a fire inside me and I felt my skin heat up.
It took me a minute to do anything but I eventually nodded my head in response before verbally responding
“ yeah I do..”
I said as I went down onto my knees carefully in front of him, biting the inside of my lip.
“ do you.. want me ? “ I asked as I gently but nervously grabbed at my pants at the thigh area.
His smile turned into a small grin, looking down at himself while he nodded
“ yeah..”
I lifted my head up and released my pants out of my grip, looking up at him as we made eye contact.
“ what do you want to do? “ He asked
My mind was racing with one thought only as I watched him sit there.
“ You’re thinking of something.” He stated which brought me back to reality
I looked at him again and nodded my head
“ can I sit on your lap..” I asked shyly, fumbling with my hands as I quickly felt myself come back to being sober again.
His eyes glanced at his lap while he nodded his head, he fixed himself for a moment before looking back at me.
I smiled shyly and slowly crawled my way into his lap, my legs wrapped around his waist loosely and his hands sneaked around my waist with ease and held onto me, caressing and gripping my hips.
My body shivered in response and I let out a small moan. His eyes immediately flickered up to mine and he tilted his head to the side. I watched his eyes as they went back down, watching my body as his grip loosened for a second before repeating his first action, he gripped onto my hips again more roughly this time and continued to caress my body.
My body shivered and jolted slightly in response to his touch, another small moan escaping me again. I laughed softly and looked back up at him while I covered my mouth with the back of my hand.
He looked back up at me again with a grin
“ you like that ? Is your body sensitive? “
He asked and I nodded my head.
His eyes watched every single part of me like he was taking in every single moment of this and I felt my stomach be filled with butterflies.
“ what do you want to do ? “ He asked in a deep sultry tone
I feel like he asked knowing that I had something playing out in my mind already.
“ I want to..” I trailed off growing shy to say it
“ to.. grind against you..” I mumbled shyly, looking away from his gaze
He chuckled.
“ then do it..”
I looked up at him as he laid back against the couch with a grin plastered on his face. His arms wrapped around my body, holding me softly.
I fixed my position, settling my hands onto both of his shoulders before I began to move my hips against his. I closed my eyes within the moment and let out a big exhale then opened my eyes again to find his eyes looking down where our bodies touched and his eyebrows furrowed in.
He looked up at me and nodded his head
“ continue.”
With every movement of my hips, my face contorted into an expression of pleasure while my jaw dropped openly slightly and my breathing grew, my eyebrows furrowed in, looking down at our laps.
I started to begin to chase after this orgasm that I started to long for, my hips quickening in speed as the heavy breathing turned into small whines and moans. I watched ricky from my peripheral vision, my main focus was on where our bodies touched. Ricky leaned his head back onto the couch as small groans and moans left him. I continued to help myself on his lap, I felt his clothed boner rub against mine and a small gasp leave my mouth. It rubbed against mine in all the right fucking ways and I needed more
and he did too.
He quickly fixed his position, leaning in closer to the point our chest were touching one another, his arms that were wrapped around my body tightened and I felt his legs move, planting his feet onto the floor slightly as he then started to grind roughly but almost sensually against my hips, burying his face into my neck as his moans vibrated against my skin.
I rolled my eyes back and closed them as my hands quickly found their way into his hair, holding him closer to me if that was even possible as we both helplessly grinded against one another like as if all we ever wanted was this moment, like we craved for one another but with delicacy.
I buried my head into his neck, whining softly as I kept feeling my orgasm hit its peak and then disappear. Ricky brought one hand up to tangle into my hair as the other held my body close to his while he sucked onto my neck, biting into certain areas every now and then causing me to let out a high pitch moan, my grip on him tightening.
“ come on.. “ he mumbled into my skin as my breathing began to pick up and my orgasm was racing to the peak again.
“ I-I’m close-“ I spat out in between my whimpers and whines, my body beginning to shake.
Then I began to shake my head “ t-the members-“
he shook his head very gently “ not here”
“ cum for me.. you can do it..” he spoke in between moans and groans
The last four words somehow sent me and my orgasm over the edge. My hands shot down to his shoulder and gripped onto him as I let out a sharp, quick gasp before throwing my head back and moaning loudly.
My body arched into his while his orgasm quickly hit him as well, he held me tightly against his body and moaned against my chest. leaving kisses along it.
As I reached the high, the moans eventually stopped and I started to breathe heavy while my head leaned back. He was at the same place I was, his groans and moans eventually came to heavy breathing and I felt small kisses planted onto my chest once more as he caressed my lower stomach then my lower back.
“ come here.. relax..” He mumbled
I relaxed into him again, my head leaning onto his shoulder as I felt him kiss along my neck again softly this time, biting every now and then while I let out soft whimpers.
“ fuck..” I said softly as I glanced up at him for a moment before my eyes trailed downwards and caught a glimpse of our pants that were now stained.
I looked up at him slowly and chuckled.
“ uhm..” I said as I slightly lifted my hips up off of him and grinned, giggling softly.
“ you really liked it too, huh ? “ I asked teasingly and he softly pushed me off of him, laughing softly
“ yeah I did- let’s get changed. You can wear my pajamas “ He said as he helped me up and into his room.
He fumbled through his clothes and eventually gave me a dark blue satin pajama set. I placed the pajamas down on the bed before I began to slide my shirt off my body
“ hey-“ I heard ricky and I paused my movements, looking up at him confused
we were both guys
“ yeah..?” I asked him and his face turned into a soft red and he shook his head
“ nothing, you can change..”
I bit my lip and giggled softly
“ maybe you should turn around..” I mentioned and he nodded his head sheepishly
He turned around and faced the wall as I finished putting on the pajamas he gave me before I plopped down on his bed and grabbed my phone, looking down at my phone as I laid on my stomach, facing away from him.
“ you can change now “ I stated and he laughed
I scrolled on my phone for a minute or two before he laid next to me onto the bed. I looked up at him, mesmerized to say the least.
but I had to keep my cool.
“ you okay? “ He asked as he placed his hand on my back and I nodded
“ yeah- are you okay ? “ I asked in return and he nodded his head
“ you drink water before you go to bed- let me get that for you” He stated and got up with no time to spare or for questions to be asked and left the room for a moment before coming back in with a glass of water.
I sat up and smiled shyly, grabbing the cup of water and nodded my head.
“ thank you..” I mumbled as I drank the water for a moment before handing him the now empty cup and laid back down on the bed.
We both eventually fell asleep and soon the morning came.
I was suddenly woken up to the feeling of somebody’s hand on my shoulder, gently shaking me. I opened my eyes and glanced up to see Ricky who’s eyes softened as soon as our eyes met.
“ you should get up..” he said in a deep but soft tone, in his usual morning voice.
“ why- what time is it..” I rolled over and groaned, looking at my phone
9:00 AM
I sighed and looked up at him with a pout.
“ why are we getting up this early..?” I asked and he laughed
“ we have practice today, did you forget?”
I sat up suddenly and nodded my head slowly.
“ yeah..” I admitted with a smile
“ .. did you forget about last night?” He asked and I slowly shook my head
I had alcohol in my system but not enough to have amnesia.
His hand slowly leaned in close to my face and rubbed my neck softly, causing me to flinch
“ well..”
I looked at him confused
“ what..?” I asked
“ you should get up now then..”
I looked at growing more confused by the second, my hand going on top of his that was on my neck
“ what-? oh my fucking- “
The memories of Ricky biting and kissing my neck the night before played in my mind for a second
“did you leave a mark, ricky?” I asked with my eyes widened and he nodded his head with a small grin like he was trying to fight the urge to smile.
“ yeah I did.. but I have makeup- come here “ He said as I followed him quickly into the bathroom
I looked up at him as he fumbled through his belongings to find the concealer. He placed some on the back of his hand and patted some onto his finger and started to lightly place it onto my neck. I looked to the side to give him space when he suddenly stopped.
I looked over at him confused, knowing that was way too fast and he can’t possibly be done already
“ did you do it..?” I asked confused and he shook his head, he grabbed my wrist softly placing me in front of him before grabbing my waist and placing me onto the counter.
My face turned red assumingly as I felt myself grow extremely shy and heat up, he stood in between the space of my legs as he leaned close against my body and began to put the makeup onto my neck again.
“ why did you..put me up here.. ?” I asked shyly
“ did you just want to be.. close to me.. “ I asked in a soft tone again, asking quite a bold question as he continued to pat makeup onto my neck.
He laughed then bit his bottom lip slightly with a smile.
“ I couldn’t properly put the makeup on.. and I wanted to be close to you..” He said as he glanced up at me with a smile
“ I’ve been meaning to talk to you and get close to you.. romantically.. but I could never get myself to but now we’re here and I have a chance.. “ I smiled at him as he spoke, I nodded my head
“ so.. would you like to go to dinner with me tonight? “ He asked as he finally finished and put the concealer away
My eyes widened at the sudden question but I nodded my head, giggling softly.
“ yeah I would like that..” I said as I got off the counter then looked into the mirror laughing again.
“ that’s pretty good, I can’t even see where it was at..thank you by the way” I said looking up at him and he nodded his head with a smile
“ of course.. I can’t let you go out like that or get in trouble because of it..” Ricky stated, looking away from me but I can see his ears were red.
I giggled to myself and nodded my head.
“ I uh.. I need to go get ready for practice..” I said as I slowly scooted myself to the edge of the counter to attempt to get off but ricky stayed put with a small grin on his face.
Our faces close to one another as a result of ricky not moving an inch as I tried to move closer to get off the counter
“ yeah.. I need to get ready too..” He stated, eyeing me up and down for a moment before backing up and leaving the bathroom into his bedroom.
I felt myself get trapped and lost in his gaze, watching his eyes with every move before quickly getting off the counter and stumbling.
I greeted him a quick bye out of shyness and headed out of his dorm and went to mine. I was met with my roommates, Gyuvin, Hanbin and Hao who were questioning my whereabouts for the last couple of hours and why I was with ricky out of anyone.
I responded in vague and loose answers, not really answering anything but answering just enough to get them off of me for the moment.
All of us went to the company and attended dance practice as per usual, nothing out of the ordinary really happened. After practice when everyone was packing up, Ricky came up to me.
“ so we’re still doing our date tonight, right..?” He whispered to me in my ear, hands on my waist causing shivers down my spine but I nodded my head
“ yeah we are..” I responded softly back.
All of us went back to our dorms and most of us winded down. While two of us.. were getting ready for a date. I went straight into my room as soon as we got back to our dorms and straight to my closet to find the perfect outfit.
While I had one outfit in mind which was to finally wear this long, pretty, deep red skirt I got along with a thin black long sleeve and some mary jane’s I also recently purchased but I decided against it out of shyness and threw on a deep red button up, which wasn’t buttoned up all the way along with some black pants and black shoes.
Gunwook had walked in as I began to look at myself in my mirror, sighing to myself as I ran my hands through my hair in frustration. I glanced over at him and chuckled lightly and he laughed as well, closing the door behind him before sitting onto my bed.
“ you really like Ricky, don’t you ? “
I froze.
“ what-? how can- what do you mean “
I asked as I looked over at him and he laughed more, clapping his hands.
“ because you’re caring a lot about your appearance “
I looked down at myself and let out a breathless chuckle, shaking my head.
“ yeah-yeah I guess..” I looked up at him and smiled slightly
“ I don’t know how I feel about this outfit..” I mumbled.
Gunwook smiled warmly, standing up and patting my shoulder “ do what you feel is good to you “ he said while nodding his head before walking out of my room.
As soon as he walked out of my room, Ricky stood in the doorway, his jaw dropped. He lips formed a soft smile as if he was fighting against himself to smile even more. He walked in the room and closed the door behind him.
“ why are you wearing that..?” He asked in a soft and sweet tone, almost teasing.
I blinked then looked down at myself then looked into the mirror.
“ what’s wrong with it..” I asked softly, still looking at myself in the mirror and rubbing my hands down my body
Ricky slowly came up behind me and rested his head onto my shoulder, looking at me in the mirror as well.
“ nothing is wrong with it but..” He trailed off, looking at me whole
“ it’s not you “ He whispered into my ear
Suddenly it’s like I felt my world change with those three words, I never felt butterflies like this before. Almost like time stopped when he said those words.
He backed up from me and looked around the room
“ what outfit were you going to wear originally?”
I looked at the original outfit I had thrown on my bed and pointed to it. I slowly dragged myself over and lifted the skirt up for him to see
“ I was going to wear this.. with that shirt and the new shoes I got recently..” I mumbled, looking at the shirt and avoiding his gaze
“ wear that. I want you to wear that.”
I shot my head up to look at him then looked back down at my outfit in my hands and nodded my head with a smile.
“ Okay I will..” I spoke, laying the skirt down on the bed before quickly glancing over at Ricky
I never got a real look at his outfit as I was having my own outfit crisis clearly, and he looked amazing.
My eyes dragged down his body before looking
up at him with a shy smile.
“ You look really good you know..?” I added and he looked over at me with a shy smile too
“ yeah?.. “
I nodded my head, giggling
“ thank you..” He said almost in a teasing tone as he jokingly bowed before walking out of my room.
I quickly changed out of the outfit I was in and got into the original outfit, giggling to myself. I looked in the mirror again after putting it on and smiled to myself, nodding my head.
I sigh in relief, putting on my necklaces around my neck before spraying my perfume in all the places that I usually put it in. I left my room and was met with my roommates, Gunwook and Ricky.
Everyone laughed and or gasped but in a good way as I made eye contact with everyone. As I looked over at Ricky, he had the biggest smile on his face compared to everyone else in the room that was covered with the back of his hand.
“ well how do I look~” I teased as I spun in a circle while laughing
“ you look-“ Ricky quickly responded, coming up to me and grabbed my hand
“ amazing..” he mumbled as he looked at me up and down before twirling me around softly.
I giggled as he spun me around and Hanbin laughed, he suddenly got up and nudged us towards the door.
“ go on your date already !” He teased as we finally left the dorms and onto our date.
Ricky and I looked at each other simultaneously. Our lips both curled into a smile the longer we looked at each other but Ricky moved first.
He grabbed the doorknob, opening the front door and motioned his hand to the hallway
“ you first, my love~” He said teasingly followed by a wink afterwards
I laughed hard and shoved him back slightly before entering the hallway.
I instantly looked down at my hands, anxiously messing with my fingers but still felt the smile that was glued to my face.
holy shit i'm cumming so fucking hard. oh my god i'm creaming oh fuck he's so sexy and submissive and adorable and GODDD that damn smirk that daamnnnn smirk FUCCKKKKKK
Jaehyun photo so powerful it brought me back from the dead
W.C 626 | WARNINGS/GENRES: filthy fluff, entirely lovey dovey fluff from start to finish, mentions of fwb and situationships, mentions of jealousy, love confessions, new relationship, becoming boyfriends, me being entirely down bad for Jaehyun and his fucking smile
The relationship between Jaehyun and I is weird at the moment.
Which was no other fault than my own when I decided to make the first move of our friends with benefits situationship that was drowned in pure jealousy when the other did anything a bit more platonic with another, even if it was all jokes and for the camera.
The next day arrived, I fluttered my eyes open to greet the sun sneaking its way through Jaehyun’s curtains. I let out a soft, long sigh as I slowly began to wake up and proceeded to roll over onto my side to meet Jaehyun’s sleeping figure.
I smiled warmly at him and to myself while I watched him peacefully.
As a sleepy groan escaped the confinements of his mouth, his eyes fluttered opened and met mine and while any other person probably would have turned away out of shyness and or embarrassment for getting caught while staring at somebody who was sleeping, it felt like I was trapped or more so hypnotized by him and I could not look away if I wanted to.
My brain and thoughts were filled by only Jaehyun while I stared into his eyes, I never wanted to look away from him. He fluttered his eyes at me for a minute as his lips melted into a warm smile.
“ I like you so much…”
Were the first words that spilled out of his mouth.
Both mine and his eyes widened at the suddenness of that statement, I blinked for a minute trying to grasp the thought that Jaehyun actually confessed to me.
“ I-I.. I did not just say that right now..” He mumbled, beginning to avoid eye contact with me
No coherent words were forming in my head to properly respond to his confession.
“ I-I didn’t mean it-!” Jaehyun spat out, rolling back over towards me and looking into my eyes, looking extremely flustered.
I laughed loudly and nodded my head. I sat up slightly, propping my arm up against the mattress and leaned my head onto my hand while looking at Jaehyun with a grin.
“ So- you don’t like me?” I asked
He fell silent and looked at me indifferent as if what I said was wrong.
I nodded my head again
“ So.. you do like me?” I asked again and got a sheepish nod in response
I bit my bottom lip trying to fight the smile that was forcing it’s way onto my face.
“ well-” I began as I scooted closer to him
“ I..like..you too..” I stated and suddenly Jaehyun’s eyes lit up, a wide smile slapped onto his face and showed like diamonds.
Oh how I love his smile..
I laughed at his visible reaction and looked away from him, feeling sort of bashful until Jaehyun’s arms were thrown around my body in a tight grip, throwing my body on top of his suddenly as he held me in a tight embrace as I laid on top of his body.
Our laughs and giggles echoed off the walls of his bedroom as we held one another
“ Oh please be my boyfriend, Natto..” He spoke in a softer tone, his face contorted and looked into my eyes with this look of longing.
I felt my face heat up quickly by his expression, his eyes making my skin burn up and making me look away from him for a split second before I looked back at him with a big smile, nodding my head repeatedly.
“ of course, Jae..”
He let out a scream like noise and squeezed me tighter against his body for a moment before releasing a little bit of his grip. He looked into my eyes before spreading kisses and pecks across my rosy tinted face.
author/shifters note💌: ANOTHER STORYTIME YUPP, be happy for me guys I’m out of a little slump. While I wanted to release the storytime of our friends with benefits era first, THIS HAPPENED LAST NIGHT AND I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT. His confession was so cute and sweet and cute and I’m so in love with him. I might be migrating here a bit more due to the shit happening on tiktok though so YAY
W.C 3.6k | WARNINGS/GENRES; REALITY SHIFTING STORYTIME, angst that mixes into heavy smut, mentions of arguments and being upset, mentions of relationship exposure not on your own accord, a relationship that looks good to the public but isn’t, mentions of yelling and breaking up, having feelings for someone else, mentions of anxiety and sudden confessions, very lovey dovey and soft for a moment, many and many mentions of kissing, we love taesan asking for consent many times, and ofc sex with a cute lovey dovey and kinda funny ending, I’m falling for him so hard
buzz-buzz-buzz
buzz-buzz-buzz
I slowly stopped every movement and stopped talking as I watched my phone vibrate endlessly on the floor where I laid it.
“ what the fuck is happening? “
“ what is that ?”
Jaehyun and Riwoo asked.
I slowly turned my head towards them and looked at them nervously, shaking my head.
“ I don’t know-“ I said as I quickly walked over to my phone, picking it up into my hand and felt my stomach drop.
Twitter
“ HINATA AND WOONHAK ARE DATING??”
“ WDYM MAGNETZ ARE DATING??”
“ WOONHAK DID NOT JUST ADMIT HE’s DATING HINATA-“
I stuck my tongue to the inside of my cheek and groaned in annoyance.
I haven’t been with Woonhak for too long, if I had to estimate the time we’ve been together I would say it was probably near a month.
Being in a relationship as an idol is more complicated than what most people make it out to seem. I have had the history of almost 99% of my relationships in other K-Pop DR’s to be exposed by an outside source, mainly by dispatch and I didn’t want that to happen. I wanted to tell everyone on my own accord.
This exactly wasn’t that.
“ what..happened?..” Jaehyun asked as he stepped closer to me
I threw my arm up in the air and let out another groan.
“ Woonhak fucking told everyone on his live right now that we’re dating-“
“ YOU BOTH SAID YOU WERE GOING TO DO THAT TOGETHER-WHAT THE FUCK”
I cut off Jaehyun and nodded, storming out the dance practice room. I angrily stomped my way to the vocal room I knew he liked to do his lives in and swung the door open.
Woonhak whipped his head back in my direction and cocked his eyebrows up, he had this small little smile that he tried to hide with confusion.
“ what ? “
I looked over at his phone that currently still had him on live and back at him before speaking.
“ you told everyone ? “
He laughed awkwardly
“ What do you mean?”
I laughed to cover up the anger I had and pointed at his phone and then my phone in my hand.
“ You told everyone we’re dating ?” I asked him as I entered the vocal room and looked into his eyes and he smiled more at the sentence, biting his lip slightly
“ .. yeah I did..” he chuckled softly
I rolled my eyes and laughed before sitting next to him in another chair.
I stayed on the live with him for 10 minutes before leaving and going back to the dance practice room.
buzz
I grabbed the phone out of my pocket and looked down at the text
Woonhak- we can talk now if you want to
I nodded my head at the text as if he could see me and headed out the room again with no explanation to anybody in there. I headed back to the vocal room that he was in and there he was with a smile, rubbing the back of his neck
I stood there, biting my smile back, crossing my arms across my chest
“ you told everyone and we said we would do that together-“
Suddenly Woonhak got up from his seat and grabbed both sides of my face and kissed me passionately. I grabbed onto his arm to pull away or do anything but I stayed
I continued to kiss him back and hummed happily, grabbing onto him more securely for a moment before he finally pulled away and let out a soft relieved sigh
“ but.. at least we can do that whenever we want now.. because everyone knows now..” Woonhak commented and I laughed, nodding my head and looked away from him
“ yeah.. yeah we can..” I said shaking my head and hugging him tightly, kissing his cheek softly
The members and I eventually went back home, each of us going to our respectful rooms. However, something still felt off between Woonhak and I..
There was always that little gap between us that I’ve always felt from the start and hoped that one day it would leave the longer we were together but I hadn't.
Tonight was no other
but it felt like it had actually grown.
I fell asleep in my bed and woke up the following day. I rolled around in bed for a moment as I was waking up before rubbing my tired eyes with the back of my hand.
I let out a groan as I rolled back over to grab my phone from the other side of the bed before aimlessly scrolling for awhile until-
knock knock knock
I looked over in the direction of my bedroom door to find Woonhak who let himself in. I quickly sat up against my headboard and looked at him confused
“ Can I.. talk to you ? “ He asked and I nodded my head in response
“ yeah of course..” I replied
I watched him hesitantly take a seat on the edge of my bed mattress the let out a sigh as he sat down.
“This.. just isn’t working out- We’re falling apart..”
Without even realizing my mouth spoke before my brain could process anything
“ Yeah I know.. “ I replied
and suddenly-
“ you WHAT ? YOU KNOW? YOU-..” He scoffed and let out an angry laugh, shaking his head and looking away before throwing his arms up in frustration.
He quickly got up from the bed and headed towards my bedroom door
“ I’m DONE- THIS IS DONE-“ He shouted angrily as he opened my door
I fixed myself to get up and fight against what he said and tell him how he took what I said in a wrong way
but I didn’t.
I just sat there, sitting up in my bed with my hand in the air to attest and watched him leave.
Then I heard the front door to my dorm slam closed.
I blinked.
Why didn’t I get up? Why didn’t I do anything?.. Why don’t I care as much as I should..? My boyfriend just broke up with me and I should care A LOT but I don’t-
Taesan.
I sat there as the silence in the room reached the inside of my head, I sat there in pure and utter shock.
My body reacted before my mind could catch up to it, my feet landed on the floor and quickly ran out of my bedroom. I hurriedly put on a random pair of shoes before leaving the dorm, shutting the door behind me and I ran up the stairs of the apartment complex towards his dorm.
Taesan.
I didn’t even want to believe it in the moment that I really had fallen for Dongmin and that was the reason that I didn’t care too much about woonhak’s break up but who else would it be?
What else could it be?
I’ve known Taesan for so long and ever since the first he opened up to me one day, I’ve always had my eye on him and then Woonhak caught me off guard the night we kissed for the first time and I was lost.
I swung the front door of his dorm and rushed through the living room, ignoring Jaehyun’s comments about my sudden appearance and swung Taesan’s room door open.
Taesan shot his head up from his phone and looked at me in surprise. I stood in his doorway, grabbing onto the frame completely out of breath.
“ I’m sorry-.. I should’ve asked-.. are you busy-..” I rambled and asked breathlessly
He scoffed jokingly and fixed his posture
“ yeah I was but come in, idiot “ He replied
I nodded my head and walked into his room in a rush, slamming the door behind me which quickly alarmed him. He got up swiftly and looked into my eyes confused
“ what’s going on ? “
I looked at him for a moment before my eyes darted all around the room as I spoke
“ Woonhak just broke up with me and I don’t care as much as I should and-and- I don’t know why I don’t care as much I should? “ I spat out my words quickly from the high emotions I was currently feeling.
Taesan watched me and stuck his tongue inside his cheek before sighing and looking away, I watched him confused.
“ Hinata-.. I like you a lot and I’ve liked you ever since I met you and ever since yesterday I started to think you like me back.. do you think that could be it maybe? “ He asked, cocking one eyebrow confused
My mouth dropped opened to respond to him but no words came out and before he could speak I spat my words out again
“ yeah-“ I replied
“ yeah I think.. that’s it.. I-.. I like you a lot, Dongmin..” I said looking away from him
He chuckled and nodded his head, stepping closer
“ so.. do you say that you didn’t know why you felt that way.. even though you knew exactly why you did ?” Taesan commented and I laughed awkwardly, nodding my head
“ yeah.. “ I laughed and sat onto his bed which he followed my moves, sitting next to me
fuck
I sat there and watched his smile grow bigger than the smile he had before and felt myself completely and utterly melt.
I looked away from him and laughed awkwardly again, growing extremely shy.
We laid back onto his bed and looked into each other's eyes as if time had stopped for us.
This was the feeling I had been searching for and it felt right for once and the only gap was the physical distance between us but emotionally I never felt any closer to his heart until the air cleared between us, our feelings were out in between us.
I opened my mouth to speak but no words came out, I hesitated out of pure nerves and as if he could feel what I felt
“ What’s going on ? Say it”
I laughed awkwardly and looked away from him shyly
“ So.. what now..? We like each other but.. What do we do about it now?” I asked him in a softer tone, fumbling with my fingers anxiously while I spoke
Taesan looked at me, his eyes looking at mine
“ We could.. Do you want to be my boyfriend..?” He asked nervously, looking away from me slowly as he spoke
I stopped, yet again my words were caught in my throat.
“ or is it too fast-”
“ yes-! Wait- no- I meant yes to the first question not the second one- to being your boyfriend I said yes to that..” I rambled anxiously and awkwardly then letting out a breathless chuckle but quickly my chuckle was stopped when
Taesan moved himself closer to my body and kissed my lips intensely for a quick moment before pulling away and looking into my eyes panicked
“ Is that okay to do-?”
I chuckled breathlessly once again and nodded my head
“ yeah-”
Within seconds, I found Taesan’s lips connecting to mine with the same amount of intensity as the first time. I grabbed onto his shoulders, kissing his lips fervently as if without knowing, I had been dreaming of when this moment would happen, as if I had been wanting this for as long as I could remember.
I could feel the puzzle pieces collapse into their designed places.
Our lips moved in sync as if we had done this a million or a thousand times before but this was our first kiss.
I felt his arms sneak around my body, holding me closer against his body the longer we kissed and I felt myself completely and utterly melt into his arms. My breathing began to pick up the longer we kissed, his tongue swiped along my bottom lip as if we was asking to proceed
And I let him.
His tongue slips into my mouth and our tongues danced in sync with one another, everything with him felt so perfect and it honestly turned me on even more with this immediate chemistry we had.
His hands slipped under my shirt and my body shivered against his touch then he proceeded to move his kisses down my body and along my neck. My body tensed up for a moment until my body melted again into him, I tilted my head backwards, allowing him more access to kiss in more areas on my neck. My mouth slowly dropped opened as soft breaths fell out of my lips, breathing more heavily as his kisses grew more rough along my skin. My hands roamed along his body and found their way into his hair, intertwining into his hair and pulling him closer against me. My eyes scanned the room for a split moment, worried about if the members could hear me but suddenly I stopped caring.
“ f-fuck-..” I whimpered out through my breaths and closed my eyes.
“ fuck..” he mumbled against my skin
I gasped loudly as I suddenly felt him bite and suck onto my skin suddenly.
“ is this okay..” I heard Taesan ask, I looked down at him as he looked at me with hazy eyes, as if he was longing for more.
I nodded my head shyly
“ say it “
I whined, tilting my head backwards onto the mattress
“ yes..t-this is okay..” I said in a soft tone
He nodded his head, caressing my skin gently
“ what would be too much…? “ He asked while his hands began to roam along my body
I laid there for a moment and nothing came to mind.
I shook my head slowly
“.. n-nothing..would be..too much..I’m okay with anything..” I responded growing shy
Taesan laughed shyly, looking away from me and nodded his head slowly
“ so how far do you wanna go..?” He asked carefully as he brought his body up, hovering over me as his lips hovered over mine
“ I just want to do anything with you..” I mumbled nervously, staring at his lips as I spoke
He nodded his head slowly, leaning in slowly and connected his lips to mine again, I closed my eyes and kissed his lips softly back, wrapping my arms around his neck to hold him close.
While he kissed my lips, his hands continued to roam my body, his hands began to lift my shirt up for a second before pulling away and swiftly moved my shirt off my body and onto the floor next to the bed. I grabbed onto his shirt shyly, wanting to copy his movements. He laughed softly and nodded his head
“ do you want me to take it off?” He asked but I shook my head, giggling lightly
“ I can take it off..” I mumbled before slipping his shirt off his body and onto the floor as well.
My eyes scanned his lightly toned body before I looked up at his eyes which avoided mine, his face grew into a soft shade of pink. I bit my bottom lip and giggled softly
“ Can you kiss me..” I asked him softly and he looked over at me, his eyes scanned me that laid below his body before leaning in and gave me a strong, passionate kiss.
He pulled away from the kiss as his hands roamed down my body and slid down to my pants, right above my zipper and button before slowly unbuttoning and unzipping my pants, slowly slipping my pants down my leg and right onto the floor, ultimately revealing how hard I was within the confinements of boxers.
I looked away from him nervously and began to anxiously laugh once again, covering my face as I continued to laugh nervously.
“ look, look” I heard Taesan say, I uncovered my face and looked over at him
He bit onto his bottom lip while he proceeded to slide his pants off and kicked them onto the floor. I can’t lie that my eyes were stuck onto the bulge within his own boxers, I didn’t expect him to be as big as he was and it was a decent size at that.
“ why are you looking there ?” He asked with a chuckle and I immediately looked back up at his eyes laughing hard, shaking my head
“ I-I’m sorry ! I wasn’t trying but I couldn't avoid looking there anyways..” Taesan and I laughed
I looked down at myself and my boner in my boxers, contemplating if I should take them off or not but found my fingers hooking onto the waistband of my underwear, slowly slipping them off. My eyes found Taesan’s as his eyes were suddenly stuck onto my movements. I bit my bottom lip to avoid giggling as I continued to slip my boxers off until they stopped at my ankles, kicking them off onto the floor.
His eyes finally came back to mine, his eyes had changed from the last time I made eye contact with him. They were filled with darkness that I never saw from him but I was curious, his eyes staring deep into mine which made me need more from him.
“ take mine off now.. You took yours off..” Taesan commented in a deeper tone, his eyes motioning downwards to his underwear, my eyes locking onto the very apparent bulge in his boxers and suddenly I didn't feel as shy as I was before, especially knowing he was just as turned on as me.
I nodded my head slowly, my fingers hooked onto the waistband of them and slowly pulled his boxers down and was met with his cock springing out of them and hitting his stomach and my movements continued, taking off his boxers as if I was in a trance.
I threw his boxers onto the floor and looked up into his eyes with curiosity of what else he was going to do next to me. He laid his hand onto my chest, pushing me backwards softly onto his mattress. I felt my face heat up as I felt the heat radiating from his body onto mine. He slowly leaned in, pressing his lips against mine, kissing my lips roughly and I reciprocated every ounce of his feeling back to him.
He slowly pulled away from my lips and I felt so lost into his gaze, into everything about him.
“ so do you want to.. Have sex..? “ He asked, scanning me up and down.
I nodded my head up and down slowly
“ yes please..” I replied as his lips formed into a grin while he flipped me around onto my stomach.
He pressed his body against the back of my body, I felt his hard dick against me and I felt the arousal booming through my veins.
I felt the tip of his dick circle begin to tease my hole and as he began to enter, I grabbed onto the sheets below me and buried my face into the mattress, gasping loudly.
“ aw fuck-wait-” I groaned, my body squirming around underneath him as I tried to adjust to his size and having someone inside me again after so long.
I felt him press his body against my back side, he kissed along my back and neck while his fingers interlocked with mine, unwrapping my hands from his bedsheets
“ are you okay..? Do you want me to continue?” He asked gently, pressing more kisses along my skin
I nodded my body repeatedly, letting a whine escape my lips before speaking
“ please continue dongmin..” I whimpered, holding his hand tightly in mine, feeling him chuckle against my skin as he continued to kiss more for a moment before moving his head into the nook of neck while he began to thrust into me at a moderate speed at first
I rolled my eyes, closing them quickly as pleasure began to course throughout my body. He bit onto my ear for a moment before beginning to breathe heavily into my ear, letting out soft groans as well every now and then until his thrust began to pick up speed. I gasped loudly, arching my back into him, beginning to moan louder. He grabbed onto my waist, his nails digging into my skin lightly, not enough to cause me any real kind of pain, his heavy breathing picking up slightly as he began to moan more along with me.
“ fuck- dongmin- please it’s so good, it’s so fucking good.. Please don’t fucking stop..”I drooled onto the sheets, whimpering loudly into the mattress as I spoke which resulted in Taesan moaning louder against my neck, the rhythm of his thrust became unsteady all the sudden as he became more rough with my body, fucking deep into me.
I screamed loudly in pleasure, squirming under his body as the pleasure was beginning to feel like it was too much but I didn't want him to stop when I was so close and I knew he was getting close to how unsteady and rough his thrust suddenly became.
“ please don’t stop-please please please-” I screamed into my bedsheets in between my loud moans.
My body then shivered as I felt Taesan begin to whimper and moan lowly into my neck, shaking his head repeatedly
“ fuck- I’m not gonna fucking stop- fuck- wouldn’t dream of it” He groaned against my skin in between sucking onto my neck
I gasped loudly and arched into him again
“ cumming- fuck-! Please-!” I screamed loudly in pleasure as I felt my orgasm roughly rush over me, my body shaking as I felt the cum flow out of me and soaking onto the sheets under me.
“ fuck please- I-I’m gonna fucking cum-” He mumbled, moaning lowly into my neck before letting out a louder moan as I felt him cum inside me, I let out a soft gasp, looking back at him.
He slowly looked up at me with hazy eyes and rosy cheeks, breathing heavily.
“ fuck.. You don't know how long I’ve thought about that..”
I laughed breathlessly and shook my head
“ you’re my boyfriend.. I like that idea..” I giggled softly, leaning in slowly kissing his lips.
💌 note; BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH ANOTHER STORYTIME LETS GOOO did we enjoy the angst at the start because I know I didn’t ! I hope you guys enjoyed the storytime though <33
hii, could you make another tiktok video abt what idols are like?
or make you could talk abt things like what’s it’s like the day of music show, awards shows, doing collab stages, etc
thank you :)
Hii !
You’re brain is magnificent omg you’re cooking here with ideas. I loved making the video on how idols are, is there a certain group I shift to that you have in mind that you want to hear about ??
I most definitely will make a post on what it’s like the day of music shows, award shows and etc. Thank you so much <33
W.C 1.8K | WARNINGS/GENRES: Reality Shifting Storytime, ENTIRELY FLUFF with small hints of angst if you squint, small mention of anxiety and a little panic attack and feeling overwhelmed, mentions of ZEROBASEONE’s Matthew, youngjae jokes around A LOT but we love him, sweet lovey dovey confession, dohoon and I like each other so much PLEASE I love him so much guys
“ I’m going to the supermarket— to buy chocolate— chocolate for dohoon— I like dohoon “
I blurted out every part to Youngjae, increasingly more hesitant than the last.
By the end of the sentence, Youngjae’s mouth dropped open before he slowly propped himself up on the couch.
“ you what-? “ He asked
I looked around nervously, hoping Dohoon or anyone else wasn’t in the dorms to hear or snitch. I felt my skin heat up quickly and my body shake from nerves.
I instantly grabbed my phone and wallet off the counter and headed towards the front door without responding to Youngjae properly
“ Keep your phone on you I might need you ! “
I shouted before closing the front door behind me as I stepped out the dorms and into the hallway.
I leaned against the front door and let out a long sigh, looking down at the floor, my feet super glued to the floor from anxiety.
My name is Sora Miyawaki in this reality. I’m the middle sibling with LE SSERAFIM’s Sakura and ENHYPEN’s Niki. I’ve been a trainee along side Dohoon for the same time frame he’s been a trainee and at some point I met Matthew who was shortly a HYBE trainee. As time went by, he moved companies and became a member of ZEROBASEONE and I became the only girl member in TWS. Alongside my amazing members, my members unanimously decided I should be a co-leader with Shinyu and have some say in some of the decisions with him.
However, today was February 14th,
The day where women give men chocolate and confess their feelings, atleast that’s how it is in Korea and in Japan too.
I’ve only recently found out about these feelings I’ve grown to have for Dohoon. I originally had feelings for ZEROBASEONE’s Matthew, who I’ve known for years, and after one afternoon of trying to make him jealous with Dohoon, my mission failed successfully.
I didn’t make Matthew jealous but I ended up with romantic feelings for Dohoon.
I took myself to the closest supermarket to the dorms and walked around until I found the valentine’s day merchandise and chocolate. Dohoon has NEVER been a fan of any kind of chocolate, however, he has an exception for the bream Ferrero Rocher.
As I stand in front of the display of all the overwhelmingly amount of the various kinds of Ferrero Rocher, I started to become overwhelmed myself.
Over the years I started to find myself to become more of a planner vs the impulsive type and to be buying a little valentine’s day something ON THE DAY OF VALENTINE’s, ON THE DAY I WAS GOING TO CONFESS, THE DAY THAT I CONFIRMED MY FEELINGS FOR DOHOON—
It all seemed like a lot.
I called Youngjae, putting the phone to me ear as I paced up and down the nearby aisle’s, hearing the phone ring until he finally answered.
“ hey are you alright ?”
“ yeah I’m fine- this is—fucking..crazy..! “ I yelled at him through whispers, holding my hand close to the phone and towards my mouth for the moment I cussed before taking it away again.
“ He doesn’t like chocolate- He likes Ferrero Rocher- I come to the supermarket to get that specifically- there’s a whole display of all these different fucking kinds- “
My anxious ramble began and I could feel my legs shaking below me as I continued to pace through the nearby aisle’s.
“ I don’t even know which kind to get him- what if I get him one that I think he’ll like and then he doesn’t like and not only did I just waste my money on a candy he didn’t even like- i’m gonna be really sad about it too- what if—.. what if he doesn’t like me back- Youngjae- what if Dohoon doesn’t like me back? What do I-“
Youngjae finally cut me off before everyone in this supermarket saw my breakdown and before my company would then have to post about my indefinite hiatus.
“ Get him what you think he likes. You have spent so much time with Dohoon lately pretending to be fucking romantical for somebody else— You had to have learned something about him. Get him what you want. “ He said firmly through the phone, cutting off every single overthinking, stupid thought I had.
I walked back to the display and looked at all of them up and down before letting out a big sigh.
“ I know.. I’m just so nervous..” I replied, pouting and looking down at the floor.
“ it’s fine. it’s just because you have a crush and you’re deciding on confessing to him today, everybody gets nervous. you included apparently “
“ you included apparently~” I mocked him and he groaned
“ I’m gonna hang up now-“
“ WAIT NO- wait no..” I brought my voice level down quickly and grabbed the first chocolate box that caught my eye.
“ I need your moral support..” I stated as I looked down at the square box in my hands, nervously.
“ my moral support over a phone call ?”
“ yes ..! then I have to walk back to the dorm so you're also here for my safety “
“ i’m not providing any safety over the phone you know- I can’t do anything-“
I groaned and began walking to the cashier’s at the front of the store
“ I know~ just stay on the phone for a bit okay ? “
It was silent for a second then he chuckled
“ okay fine.”
“ finally you love me again-“ I replied jokingly
“ I will actually hang up-“
“ no no no- i’m sorry-!”
I eventually made my way to the cashier and bought my box of chocolate with a very interesting interaction with said cashier about why and who I was getting this for.
As I was right outside the dorm building, I finally hung up the phone call I was on with Youngjae so I can assess everything that was going to happen as soon as I stepped into the dorm, plan what I was gonna do and plan what I was going to say.
All of that went to shit however when I knocked before entering the dorms and was met with Dohoon himself at the door as soon as I entered.
I flinched and immediately closed the door behind me as I entered the dorm, quickly hiding the box of chocolates behind my back, eyes widened nervously.
“ H-Hey-!” I blurted out, my eyes darting everywhere and to the side of me, hoping I was hiding his chocolate good enough
Dohoon’s eyes scanned me up and down, chuckling at how shocked and flustered I was by his sudden presence.
“ hey-.. “ Dohoon said in a curious tone, tilting his head to the side and slipping his hands in his pant pockets
“ what are you doing..?” He asked
“ uhm-well-..” I looked around trying to find a shitty ass lie but in the end I found nothing.
I bit my bottom lip slightly as I brought the tray of chocolate around in front of me shyly, finally looking up at Dohoon in his eyes.
“ I got this..for..you..” I mumbled, feeling my face heat up
He looked down at the tray of chocolates in my hands in shock, slowly bringing his hands forward and grabbing the tray out of my hands before looking up at me again
“ thanks..” he replied in a softer voice than before
“ you know what day it is-?”
“ February 14th-“
“ Valentine’s day..” I cut him off and sighed, looking down, not really knowing how to react right now or what any of his reaction so far even means.
“ and I got them..only for you..” I motioned to the chocolates in his hand, hoping he gets the hint
I watched his face as my nerves went away but frustration formed. The more I studied him, I started to notice his face slowly growing red and his lips curled into a small smile.
Still I wasn’t sure what anything really meant anymore
“ you know-“ I blurted out, crossing my arms across my chest
“ I’m trying to say that-that I like you..” I stuttered nervously over my words, my face was probably the same shade as his if not worse
Dohoon nodded his head in response at first
“ I didn’t know what to say..” He mumbled shyly, fidgeting with the side of the chocolate box
“ you could reject me-! “ I laughed off the frustration I felt from the unknown answer
but then he shakes his head
“ I don’t..I don’t want to..” He mumbled, his eyes avoiding mine entirely
“ what..?”
what does that even mean..?
There was a minute of silence before he finally responded
“ I like you too..”
I felt my expression softened at those four words, I tried to fight the fact I wanted to smile so big but I couldn’t. I looked away from him and even a little giggle escaped my mouth.
“ well that’s good.. “
The cute moment quickly ended when-
“ DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT-“
Dohoon and I snapped back to the direction in which the voice came from to find Jihoon standing there with a smile in the hallway
“ either become boyfriend and girlfriend now- or eat that chocolate “ Jihoon said as he came up behind Dohoon and rested his head on his shoulder, eyeing the chocolate in his arms.
Dohoon smacked his lips together and flinched towards Jihoon’s direction causing Jihoon to step back and laugh, taking a spot on the couch next to Youngjae and Kyungmin.
Dohoon smiled to himself and looked back to me again. He looked around the dorm for a moment before quickly placing the box of chocolate on the kitchen table then grabbed my wrist into his hand, dragging me into his bedroom.
My feet dragged behind as I kept up with him. He quickly closed the door behind him, leaning against the door as he let out a long big sigh.
“ I wasn’t expecting your confession in the moment in front of all of them-.. You already make me really nervous and then doing anything with you in front of them makes me more nervous..” He said with a relieved sigh.
I laughed and nodded my head, sitting on his bed while looking at him.
“ I wasn’t expecting you to be at the door when I came in so.. I hope that makes you feel better that we’re on the same page..”
He laughed and nodded his head. He walked over to where I was on his bed, grabbing my hand into his delicately as if I was made of glass and brought me off of his bed where we stood in the middle of his room.
“ I didn’t want to have this moment out there in front of them because I don’t want to share this moment with anyone else. Will you be my girlfriend, Sora? Please..” He said with a smile, leaning in close to me.
I looked at him shyly and nodded my head slowly, looking away from him for a moment before looking at his eyes.
“ yeah..”
💌 Authors/Shifters Note: BAM AND ANOTHER STORYTIME POSTED AND IT DID NOT TAKE A DECADE FOR ONCE, This one isn’t as long but I still wanted to share this sweet moment. I’m going to be trying to push out a bunch of storytimes for the holidays but I HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A GOOD HOLIDAY TIME
W.C 5.6k | WARNINGS/GENRE: Reality Shifting Storytime, literally almost all of it is just smut, a whole week of horny hinata and gunwook, soft sex, lots of reassurance, MESSY MESSY KISSING, many hickeys, dry humping, spit as lube, receiving head in public , teasing in public and getting in trouble for it, cum eating, a moment of overthinking, more sex and rough sex, Gyuvin and Hanbin getting after us for being too loud and having sex a bit too much, mentions of alcohol and being tipsy, shy giggling during freaky moments it’s kinda cute
September 1, 2025
We performed our new comeback Never Say Never, TWO SEPARATE TIMES TODAY.
We officially performed it for the first time to the public at the Comeback Showcase AND for our Comeback Show ‘ Who Made This ‘.
After the long day, Gunwook and I first made our way to the shower together before making our way to my bedroom. We faced one another, holding each other in our arms, enjoying his presence.
My body relaxed into his, my eyes closed but not to sleep because I wasn’t exactly tired but I was letting myself be comfortable and fully relaxed with him, a soft sigh leaving my mouth.
“ you did a really good job today..” I heard his voice, mumble against my head as he left little kisses while caressing along my body carelessly
I opened my eyes slowly to meet his gaze, melting on the spot. I smiled softly and ran my hand along his chest while I leaned in a little closer to his face.
“ really ..? “ I asked him in response
He nodded his head first before actually verbally responding
“ yeah..”
I felt my face heat up as I watched his eyes start to go down from where my eyes were, assumingly looking at my lips.
There was a short period of silence as tension slowly filled the space between us.
“ you did .. really good too “ I breathed out as my gaze slowly copied his, looking down to his lips.
There was another short period of silence, tension between the two of us was heating up like crazy and it was about to just boil over.
Gunwook’s hand swiftly moved behind my head firmly but carefully, pulling me against his body and smashing our lips together.
Everytime we kissed it felt like I was starved of his touch, starved of the feeling of him, the feeling of his lips on mine and the feeling of the way his hands held me every single time we kissed as if he was scared I was going to melt away if he didn’t hold me.
I closed my eyes tight as we kissed, my hands grabbed a rough grip onto his shirt while we moaned into one another.
I felt his hand press onto my chest as he pushed me back onto the mattress to lay on my back, he hovered over me, his hands wrapped delicately around my neck and never stopping the kiss for a second and never faltering either while his tongue battled against mine.
I wrapped my arms around him, tangling and intertwining my fingers into his hair as I could feel the heat radiating off his body and the boner that poked at my thigh. The kiss was hot and heavy, a mixture of saliva, heavy breathing and the occasional soft moan being exchanged to each other. I could feel my own boner being rubbed against Gunwook's body who hovered over mine and begging to be released from the confinements of my shorts.
I dragged my hand down, placing one on his shoulder and placed my other hand on Gunwook’s chest, patting his chest three times to signal to stop grabbing my neck before pulling away from the kiss, feeling the string of saliva split from between us and leaving me with the remains of it on my lips.
I was breathing heavy, catching my breath
“ what’s wrong..” Gunwook breathed out in between breaths and I let out a breathless chuckle, shaking my head
“ nothing but..” I said trying to catch my breath
“ I.. I wanna be on top-.. I wanna ride you..” I spoke out shyly, my cheeks probably redder than a cherry as I fluttered my eyes up at him
I actively watched his eyes quickly be filled with this sense of darkness and desire afterwards. His lips formed into a grin before grabbing my waist firmly into his hands as he quickly rolled over onto his back, causing me to squeal from all the sudden movements. His head landed onto the pillows while he brought my body on top of his lap, the both of us laughed for a moment before our lips found each other, simply just devouring each other.
Within seconds, Gunwook’s grip stayed on my waist as he fixed his position. He sat up against the headboard and immediately his hands grabbed onto my shirt and threw it off my body in one swipe. I giggled at how eager he was but I couldn’t lie and say I wasn’t feeling it too.
I immediately followed his actions and grabbed the ends of his shirt and lifted it above his head and carelessly threw it onto the ground. I looked at him shyly for a single moment before going and kissing down his chest, my eyes stayed on his the whole time until I landed near his abs and near his pelvis. I placed a few kisses onto his stomach, closing my eyes softly as I did so and began to suck onto the skin intentionally to leave hickeys. I licked and bit upon his skin to leave darker marks along his stomach area.
I grabbed onto his waist and began to moan against his skin the longer I continued to leave hickeys. Something about this action for Gunwook specifically always made me feel a certain way that always left me craving more. I began to grind my hips against the mattress, starting to slightly drool onto his stomach.
I heard groans leaving Gunwook before he quickly lifted me off of his body, my eyes widened to see the amount of dark marks I left on him and how dark they ended up being. My eyes were practically glued to gunwook as he then began to take off his pants and boxers quickly, kicking them onto the floor before laying me back onto the mattress for a moment just to slide my own pants and boxers off to the ground as well before sitting me up on the bed.
He laid back against the head board again as he spit into one hand, using the spit as lube for his dick before grabbing my body by my hips on top of him as if I weighed nothing and slipping his cock into me with ease. The both of us looked at each other instantly, assuming the both of us shared the same expression of our eyebrows being furrowed in along with our jaw agape opened, we let out a long soft moan at the feeling.
I grabbed onto his shoulder for stability and looked down where our bodies connected. Gunwook kissed my lips again but more messily as he wrapped both of his arms around my waist, holding me close against his body while he began to thrust into me at a rough pace.
I shut my eyes quickly, reciprocating the kiss back while moans spilled from my mouth to his. My hands needily grabbed onto his hair and tugged on it, pulling him even more closer to me if that was even possible. I followed his rhythm and bounced onto his dick at the same pace and rhythm that he had started.
It was genuinely crazy and embarrassing how quickly my orgasm started to quickly approach and the way his thrust became more unstable; I knew he was feeling the same way. His nails dug into my skin at my hips while the both of us moaned into each other’s mouth; with how messy the kissing became, I could feel drool coming from the both of us.
Gunwook pressed his hand onto my back and pressed my body against mine, mumbling into my mouth.
“ c-cum on me-fuck-“
With the new closeness of our bodies, my body was now pressed against his body. My dick was being pressed against his stomach and constantly being rubbed with the way we held each other close while I was riding him and it sent immediate big waves of pleasure into my body and was exactly what I needed to be pushed over the edge.
I pulled away from the kiss quickly as I moaned loudly at a high pitch, I slapped my mouth closed for a moment but it was no use because let’s face it, we weren’t being quiet in the first place.
I felt my body shake against his as my orgasm crashed over mine, my hips bucked against his body while my cum painted his body. His orgasm quickly followed right after mine, he buried his head into my neck and moaned loudly. His thrust became rough and his nails left marks on my skin but that was a problem for later me.
I brought my head back up to meet him, completely breathless. I kept my eyes closed for a moment before finally opening them and meeting Gunwook’s gaze. I smiled tiredly and he laughed.
“ you did really good..” he teased and I laughed again, nudging him
“ I fucking hope so..” I mumbled, giggling softly
Tuesday, the next following day in the green room.
Everyone had gotten dressed for our Iconik performance that was soon to come within an hour and a half, the rest of the members left to go find some food and snacks for everyone.
With the little sleep we had from waking up early to get our makeup and hair done, Gunwook and I were tired and stayed behind in the room along with our manager.
I sat on Gunwook’s lap facing him innocently, I placed one hand on gunwook’s chest while the other scrolled aimlessly on my phone.
Suddenly, I noticed from my peripheral that Gunwook started to move like he was about to dance to Lovesick Game. I looked up at him quickly and laughed loudly
“ Babe what are you do-“ I laughed out but quickly stopped talking with a gasp
As I said, he started to do the dance to Lovesick game. I’m not sure what I was thinking either or assuming Gunwook was going to do or his intentions with dancing to that song suddenly. Gunwook followed the dance, thrusting up into me and leaving me utterly speechless, a small gasp leaving me.
I stared at him with my jaw agape. He looked at me with a grin before laughing.
“ what~? what’s wrong I didn’t do anything I was just dancing-“
yeah right. now I have a growing boner and I’m not exactly sure how to deal with this at a place like this.
“ hey- stop that you two! Don’t act like that in this building “
I whipped my head around, feeling embarrassed after hearing my manager’s words. I looked back at Gunwook, who face heated up in red, similar to my face but I swiftly got off his lap and sat next to him, my legs draped on top of his while the other members finally came back
“ did you two get in trouble? what happened ? “
Hanbin teased, laughing as he tossed us our snacks and drinks.
“ Nothing happened, Gunwook just-..” I said, feeling my face heat up still. I looked away and down at my snack, opening it up and rolling my eyes playfully.
I shifted in my seat, having to bear with this boner that’s sitting in my pants and not being able to do anything about it.
The other members laughed for a moment before going off into their own conversations and normally I would join in one of those conversations but all I can think about is Gunwook.
What it would feel like for him to actually thrust into me similar to how he did a few seconds ago. Gosh I really love the way his hand just feels on my body.
I looked down at Gunwook’s hand caressing my thigh softly and I shifted around in my seat again before grabbing my dick and moving it to kinda make me feel a little at ease about the pressure.
These passing minutes feel like hours when all I can think about is feeling some sort of release, just anything whether it's my hand or his hand, his mouth or by sex. Just anything. I rolled my eyes growing more impatient and angry, but I wasn’t angry at anyone essentially.
Gunwook grabbed my hand
“ I need to talk to you.”
He said before walking us out the green room, I dragged behind him, confused to what was happening or where we were going.
“ G-Gunwook where are we going-? what’s wrong- what happened- ” I asked but was given a quick response to everything as we entered the bathroom and I was pushed into a stall
His laps smashed onto mine and my skin suddenly felt like it was just burning like crazy. My body was shaking with need and I was aching for him. I moaned loudly against his lips and wrapped my arms around his neck, tangling my fingers in his hair and tugging him against my body. My back hit the door of the bathroom stall, making me flinch slightly but I can’t think about anything else right now.
He tangled his fingers into my hair too, holding me roughly and tight, the both of us unable to stop the moans from one another.
“ I-I’m so horny- please-“ I begged, mumbling in between kisses
He pulled away, breathing heavily and placing both of his hands on the door, near both sides of my head, looking at me for a moment before leaning in.
“ I didn’t think I could make you this horny so fast, I didn’t even do anything..” He mumbled against my ear, causing me to shiver.
“ Gunwook please-“
He laughed softly, his hand immediately going down and rubbing on my clothed hard on. I gasped loudly, looking up at him in his eyes only to see his darkened eyes in return with a grin.
“ I heard you shh- and I’m going to help you”
He said before starting to unzip my pants, I grew extremely shy from simply watching him on his knees.
“ what about you though..”
He shook his head and chuckled
“ we don’t have enough time, let me focus on you “
He said before pulling my pants and boxers down to my knees, wrapping his big and warm hands around my cock. My head fell back onto the stall door immediately at the touch of contact, my jaw dropping open as soft moans left my mouth.
“ aw fuck..” I moaned out softly
His hand stroking up and down on my cock slowly with a firm grip
“ look at me or I stop.” He said strictly and I listened immediately even if my face was red from embarrassment.
“ how are you embarrassed when you wanted this, hyung ? “ He teased as his pace suddenly grew quicker, his thumb rubbing over the tip so fucking deliciousy at a fast pace meeting with his hand.
My knees buckled, wanting to just crumble onto the floor. I groaned in pleasure before quickly biting my lip roughly to try and quiet myself. Gunwook grabbed my hips and held me up with one hand as the other kept going, not missing a single beat.
My body was shaking from the amount of pleasure that was coursing through me, I didn’t even know where to grab or where to touch. I held both of my hands next to both sides of my head, my hands twitching slightly from the excitement and pleasure running through me and also not knowing what to do with my hands. I was too lost in thought to figure out the right place to put my hands. My hands tried to grab onto the bathroom stall door and then quickly grabbed at my shirt with one hand, balling it up and lifting it up more for Gunwook. My other hand twitching around trying to find its place as well before quickly going to my stomach, softly grabbing and rubbing it feverishly as my orgasm started to quickly approach.
Everything felt like it was too much but not enough to make me stop and not in a bad way.
My head felt like it was in a daze.
I tried to keep my eyes on him, whimpering softly along with breathing heavily before screwing my eyes shut. My jaw dropped open again as more heavy breaths came out, trying with all of my being to not just simply scream in pleasure.
I felt the knot in my stomach begin to snap and my hips involuntarily started to buck into his hands. I threw my head back into the stall door, my breathing becoming more shaky and heavier within seconds.
Suddenly I felt Gunwook’s mouth wrapped around my cock and that was enough to send me over the edge almost immediately. I gasped loudly and slapped my mouth hard as my cum filled his warm fucking mouth, I covered my mouth quickly, moaning loudly into my hand to muffle the noise. My legs shaking underneath me.
I grabbed onto Gunwook’s shoulder tightly with my other hand, bawling up his shirt into it.
I leaned back against the door, letting out a big sigh, trying to catch my breath, looking down at Gunwook who was on his knees. His face was red as I watched him swallow my cum before getting up and kissing me softly.
“ good job.. do you feel better..?” He spoke softly into my ear, causing me to shiver again while also placing his hand on top of mine and caressing my stomach softly. I nodded my head
“ y-yeah I do..” I mumbled shyly and he laughed, he pulled my pants up for me, giving me another kiss before opening the stall door.
Before I walked out the bathroom, he grabbed my wrist.
“ This isn’t over.. “ He mumbled before opening the door for me and smiling at me.
I looked back at him in shock and a few hours later after filming and performing. The moment we stepped into my room and the door was closed, his hands and lips were on me like a wild beast who was craving a meal, throwing me onto the bed swiftly and immediately.
We stayed up a little late that night and you can trust that he kept his promise that night.
Wednesday, I woke up in a daze in Gunwook’s arms and threw on a hoodie and some pants before getting into the van.
We went to the company first to get our hair and makeup done, I slept the whole way to the company and dragged myself into the building.
I sat sleepily into the chair, leaning my head back slightly.
“ Hinata sir, can you take your hood off ? “
I heard the makeup artist, I opened my eyes and took my hood off before going onto my phone.
I heard a few gasps, laughters and murmurs within the seconds I took my hood off. I looked up to ask what happened only to catch attention to the hickeys on my neck within the mirror.
I gasped loudly and immediately turned around to find Gunwook who had his mouth covered in shock.
“ GUNWOOK-“
“ I didn’t think I was being rough with you last night- I thought it would be gone by now..” He laughed nervously and I laughed loudly
“ OH MY GOODNESS-“
“ That is not acceptable, You two need to calm down like I told you two before “ The manager stated and we sighed
“ You can’t have these marks on you, it makes it hard for our artist to cover them up “
Well he wasn’t wrong there, I know from experience how hard it is to cover hickeys up.
“ I’m sorry-“
“ I’m sorry.” Gunwook stated
The rest of the day went as normal.. but things felt off. Nothing exactly happened for me to say that things felt off but I can just feel it. Everytime I looked at Gunwook, I can see something was going on even when he was smiling and laughing.
We eventually were back in bed again later on that night, tangled up on one another and cuddling. Gunwook let out a long sigh as he looked up at the ceiling and I frowned at the sight.
“ What’s wrong? “ I asked, propping myself onto my elbows.
He looked over at me confused for a moment before letting down his facade and let out another sigh.
“ I just.. feel bad for getting you in trouble today”
I scoffed and shook my head
“ what are you talking about ? That- This-“ I stated as I pointed at the hickeys on my neck
“ This was the both of us” I added
He sat up slightly and looked at me confused.
“ What do you mean ? “ He replied
I shrugged my shoulders and began to trace shapes onto his chest
“ It’s not like I woke up and you did this to me without my permission.. the last time I checked.. I wanted you to and.. I really liked it too “ I nibbled on my bottom lip shyly after speaking, avoiding eye contact for a bit before looking at him who gave me a small smile
“ Don’t feel bad okay..? You’re my husband and I want you to do these things with me- OBVIOUSLY”
The both of us erupted into laughter
“ I really like it when you do because my neck is sensitive you know and.. I really like it when you do”
I felt his hands grab onto my hips and slowly begin to tighten their grip on me the more I spoke, watching a small grin appear.
“ Well I hope you like it when I give you hickeys.. nobody else is going to do it.. “ He mumbled before crashing his lips onto mine
The smallest giggle left my lips and landed right onto his as we kissed.
“ good..” I mumbled against his lips, my hands went up his chest and grabbed onto his shoulders for some stability while we kissed.
It was a different kiss than usual, nothing to complain about of course, but it was more soft but passionate.
and every single kiss draws me in like it’s the first and I just completely melt on him.
A small whimper escaped from my mouth into his and suddenly he grabbed a good hold of my waist and lifted me up into his lap. My legs wrap around his waist instinctively and my hands wrap around his neck and my fingers intertwine into his hair, pulling him closer against my body as the kiss slowly began to heat up.
Soon after, he threw me onto my back, onto the mattress and more than one round happened that night.
Just two but fuck I don’t think i’ve ever fallen asleep faster than that night after we had sex.
The following morning on Thursday after a wonderful wake up call and beautiful sex yet again, we got hit with a reality check.
We laid there breathless in bed, he held me against his body under the sheets. Suddenly, the door swung open and Gyuvin appeared and he didn’t look too happy.
Gunwook and I glanced at each other for a moment as we both noticed Gyuvin before looking back at him.
“ you okay ? “ I asked Gyuvin, glancing down at the bedsheets to make sure nothing was being shown then looked back at Gyuvin’s again.
He leaned against the door and tilted his head to the side, crossing his arms in front of his chest.
“ You know we are filming today too right ? “ He asked and the both of us nodded
“ are you two going to fuck everyday now that you’re married ? People live here too and I don't want to hear it everyday “ He stated as he ran his fingers through his hair
A gasp left my mouth before quickly laughing out loud and hard, hiding my face into Gunwooks chest who also laughed.
“ That’s because of Hinata-“
“ IT’s YOU TOO- I HATE TO KNOW THAT IT’s YOU MOANING BUT I CAN HEAR YOU TOO, GUNWOOK “ Gyuvin shouted in more a whining/upset tone.
I lifted my head up off his chest and laughed even harder while hitting his stomach while I laughed.
“ PLEASE NO MORE OR ATLEAST TRY TO BE QUIET ? “ Gyuvin whined more
After the both of us stopped our laughing fits, we looked back at him and agreed.
However, that did not stop the fact we also had sex again when we got home from filming right before bed
and yes we got an upset Gyuvin who walked in minutes after with no words to say but his face said them all.
Friday came around and it was the last day of going to music shows and filming, for that week atleast.
In my K-Pop realities, I have scripted that we don’t do any serious recording or anything on weekends besides practice or maybe photoshoots.
It was quite a successful first week of the comeback in more ways than one.. and of course who would we be if we didn’t throw a little house party for just us ?
The party was held in no other than Ricky and Matthew’s dorm. Music was blasting, many and many shots were taken. All of us scattered around the dorm dancing with one another and enjoying each others presence-
I felt a grab on my wrist and looked over to see Hanbin grabbing me AND Gunwook. He dragged us into the kitchen that coincidentally had no one in the area for the moment.
“ I need to talk to you guys real quick about something “ Hanbin stated as he leaned against the fridge
“ yeah what is it? “ Gunwook asked and I nodded in agreement to him.
“ you guys need to calm down..” Hanbin spoke carefully over his words and almost embarrassed to say them ?
I tilted my head to the side confused on what he was talking about
Silly me.
“ what do you mean-“
“ you- KNOW- what I mean “ Hanbin exaggerated with a laughed.
I looked down embarrassed, quickly catching on to what exactly he meant.
“ You guys have been having sex every day- LITERALLY- but you guys need to be saving that energy for practice and our job.. you can’t be sore next week because of it “ Hanbin stated, keeping his voice down but firm when speaking to us
I looked over at Gunwook who only had a grin on his face and was poking the inside of his mouth with his tongue, nodding his head. I felt my face heat up and nodded my head too, looking down at Gunwook’s hand, holding it into mine and intertwining our fingers together.
Gunwook swiftly pulled me back into the living room along with everyone else Immediately after the conversation had ended and began to dance the night away with me in his arms.
I would like to say, I wasn’t too drunk where I wasn’t able to properly consent or not know what was happening around me or to me but just the good amount of tipsy and borderline drunk where I began to stumble, which didn’t take much. It’s actually one of the first things to happen to me when drinking.
At some point along the dancing and my stumbling became more apparent, Gunwook took me back to my dorm.
I whined the whole way back, not wanting to rest now while everyone else was clearly still partying. I looked at him with a pout as we entered my dorm, pouting my lips.
“ what~ “ He looked down at me, grabbing my hands delicately into his as he slowly dragged me to my room while walking backwards.
“ I didn’t wanna come back yet..” I mumbled
He chuckled and nodded
“ I know that already but you’re stumbling, my baby, I just want to take care of you..” He mentioned as we stepped into my room and suddenly with those words I was hit with big crash wave of arousal
I exhaled, biting my bottom lip as my eyes scanned him up and down, too shy to really say anything at first.
“ what ? “ He asked
I looked up at him and walked closer to him, resting my hands onto his chest and running my hands down his stomach.
“ I’m so horny.. I wanna give you head..” I mumbled as I looked down at him before looking up at his face.
His eyes widened as he held my hands, his jaw dropped in shock but with a slight smile to it.
“ you what..? are you serious? “ He asked with a curious grin
I nodded my head repeatedly as I immediately sank down onto my knees in front of him, staring into his eyes, waiting for approval.
“ baby come here-“ He said as he pulled my body off the floor and crashed his lips onto mine
One hand of his quickly snaked to the back of my head and held me close to him while the other was placed on the lower half of my back, holding me in place against him.
The kiss lasted for a maximum of five minutes maybe, I wasn’t counting honestly, why would I?
Then he looked into my eyes as he pulled away from the kiss
“ so what do you wanna do, baby ? “ He asked with the same grin from before, running his fingers along my body
“ I wanna give you head- please..” I mumbled with a pout and he chuckled, nodding his head.
He patted my head and pushed down slightly to show that he was okay with proceeding forward. I instantly followed along and quickly got down onto my knees, looking up at him, fluttering my eyes at him.
He rolled his eyes while biting the inside of his lip then shook his head with a chuckle.
“ you look so fucking sexy baby..” He commented in a deeper register before his hands went down to finally unzip and unbutton his pants, releasing his cock out of the confinements of his boxers.
I grabbed at his pants and boxers and pushed them down to his ankles in one swift motion. I looked up at his cock which stood tall and proud in front of my face, I felt my face heat up from the sight.
He looked down at me with a shy and embarrassed grin, running his fingers through my hair. Realization kicked in as I sat on my knees in front of him about what Hanbin had told us an hour prior to this, I giggled to myself.
“ Hanbin told us to calm down and I'm on my knees for you..” I stated through a shy mumble as I caressed his thigh softly, leaving small innocent kisses along them.
He laughed, tightening his grip in my hair slightly.
“ technically this is us calming down.. you’re giving me head and we aren’t having sex..” He replied
I giggled at his response and nodded my head before slowly leaning up while looking up at his eyes. I grabbed onto his thighs for stability with one hand as the other hand grabbed the base of his dick before slipping the tip into my mouth first then slowly trying to fit the rest into my mouth carefully.
The more I fit into my mouth and continued to look at Gunwook, or tried, I heard his breath stutter followed by his breathing growing more heavier. However, I couldn’t fit everything in my mouth and I gagged around him and he let out a breathless chuckle as a reaction.
I closed my eyes to focus more on his cock and trying to pleasure him, I bobbed my head up and down on his cock while gliding my tongue all along his length. Groans began to erupt from Gunwook causing me to moan against him, grinding against his leg helplessly.
There’s something about pleasuring him and knowing that I’m actually making him feel good that also makes me feel good as well.
“ aw fuck-.. you’re gonna make me cum already if you keep- fucking acting like that- fuck-“ He moaned out in between his groans, his fingers tightening in my hair.
I whined softly, grabbing onto his thighs and digging my nails into his skin. I felt his body begin to shake in my grasp from pleasure, assuming his orgasm quickly approaching from his body language before he began to hold my head in place and thrust into my mouth for a moment. I whined slightly before gagging at the pace and trying to fit all of him in my mouth.
“ fuck- sorry- I know you don’t- like that- fuck i’m so close-“ He continued to groan, his groans grew more into moans which quickly grew louder in volume
Suddenly I felt his body twitch in my grasp as I held his waist then I felt warm liquid fill my mouth as his orgasm finally crashed over. He groaned loudly, I looked up at him to get his reaction once and I could’ve had an orgasm on the spot with the way his face looked.
His gaze was focused on me as his eyebrows were furrowed in, his jaw dropped open with drool that began to spill slightly out of his mouth. He quickly wiped his mouth and chuckled breathlessly
I slowly pulled off of his dick and swallowed while staring at him with a grin.
“ oh fuck-“ Gunwook mumbled before quickly lifting me up off the ground and guided me to the bed, pushing me back onto the mattress as he chuckled more
“ you did so fucking good, I need to do something for you too”
I laughed and shook my head, putting my hand on his chest
“ wait but what about-“
“ we’ll deal with that later.”
💌 Author/Shifter Note: GUESS WHO FINALLY STOPPED PROCRASTINATING !! Sorry for the extremely long wait of a new storytime everybody.. I have many storytimes in the works right now as well so hopefully i get those out soon too ! I’m afraid you guys might get more freaky storytimes but what can I say? I BE GETTING IT INN but I have innocent and wholesome storytimes too in the works ! <33
all of the members including myself actively avoid talking about this because it always causes arguments but some of them want to renew and some of them don’t, we don’t have a clear answer on whether or not we are going to renew yet and while some of the decision is on us, some of it is also on the company too. SO SHORT ANSWER I DONT KNOW BUT I WANT TO 😁☝🏻
