Yesterday I felt like I’d been hit by a bus... today was a tad better, so maybe hit by a car instead 😂?! The bone pain in my legs is relentless atm. The most frustrating part is I know even if I cave and take my rescue morphine than a) it’ll only take the edge off (bone pain is hard to manage), and b) when the drugs wear off, the pain is still waiting for me. So I’m powering through. I had to drag my ass out of bed this morning, but I’m so glad I did! I managed; - a workout (literally less than half what I’d usually do and had to just skip stuff, but I tried and that’s what counts!) - dancing 💃🏻 (all sat down, but that’s still dancing!) - after a couple of hours on the bed and a nap, I painted some pottery I had as a birthday gift - walked the dogs (only round the block, and I had to stop and sit down a lot because of pain, my heart and breathing, but I went!) - made some TikToks I’ve done pretty damn awesome tbh. For me, doing things is unimaginably hard. But getting up, dressed and doing things is what makes me able to bear living with so much pain and so many shitty symptoms. So I keep fucking going. #keepfuckinggoing #palliativecarewarrior #ididthethingstoday #bonepainsucks https://www.instagram.com/p/CL-H7R0huJn/?igshid=13fljzdkdcbqu
