#keepfuckinggoing

[daydreamerlife]

[sarahkesselbrenner-blog]

#beauty #write #writing #poemsofinstagram #hope #poetry #poetrycommunity #writersofinstagram #yourstorymatters #keepfuckinggoing #words #hearts https://www.instagram.com/seekart/p/BvxwOa5AEab/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1m4ir6b9lxujm

[the-knee-zee]

#keepfuckinggoing #suicideprevention #2yearswithoutyou (at My Personal Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/CqQTs4SO4Z7GCQeDLevElARQugUEEN81i2olF00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[cjsunquietmind]

Damn straight I’m no puddle. I’m no peach either but you bet I’m a force with the power of an ocean even in my darkest moments or my most trying times. #getup #getittogether #keepfuckinggoing https://www.instagram.com/p/CjsmkIVOOEz/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[omnimuscle]

One of the many laws of #Peerlessness 💜💜💜 "One is NOT measured by the smiles thou shows the world but by the smiles this hast turn from frowns" "Smiles are contagious" 😁😁😁 #OMNIMODE #OmniMuscle #smilesarecontagious #keepfuckinggoing #omnitherapy #OmniMagic #omnilife💜 #peerless #perlessmode #higherconsciousness #mindfulness #justbeyou #omnilaw (at Fargo, North Dakota) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch5IQ3rux6N/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[illbegoneinthedark]

I wish I could go back to that 17 year old girl and tell her it was going to be okay, and that even if she couldn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel, she had to have faith it was there.

7 years of continuous drug use and abuse robbed me of my teenage years. I was living a double life at a young age, and didn’t know how to get out of it. I was the good daughter that was always there for her family. The rock, the fixer, the one that took it all on. And then I was a feral animal manipulating people to my will, using others for my own gain, I had zero remorse and empathy for others. I wanted to die every single day, and was convinced my traumas were my own fault and that I deserved every single terrible thing that happened to me.

Then by the grace of my god/universe I found a tiny spark and held onto it for dear life. That spark would lead me to rehab, the NA fellowship, people who saw me, understood me, and loved me unconditionally, and I never looked back.

These last 18 years have been nothing short of HARD. I’ve struggled with depression, PTSD, debilitating anxiety, trauma responses, and self sabotage. BUT I also began to heal, learn my worth, create boundaries, form loving relationships, and learn who I really am.

I obtained three degrees, found my calling, created a non profit, excelled in my writing career, began to travel, and created memories I would ACTUALLY remember. And above all became of service to the program that saved my life.

Today WE HAVE 18 years. We DO recover. If you’re struggling please keep coming, if you have one day please come back, if you have multiple years Keep coming back. We NEED you.

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#wedorecover #anniversary #NA #keepcomingback #weneedyou

[illbegoneinthedark]

I’m tired. Both mentally, physically, and emotionally. I’ve been taking breaks from social media and only posting when I want to, but realized that I was purposely only showing the good. While I’m not depressed, I am burnt out. I work 40hrs a week, 20hrs a week at my internship, class every week, and working on maintaining my recovery. While I understand it’s a lot and my self care matters. I often find myself neglecting the fact that I need me too, and my disease will come for me anyway it can. This time it’s being unmanageable and being burnt out and making excuses as to why I can’t take care of me. While I am struggle at the moment I am still grateful. No one said this journey would be easy but I am grateful for it. Even on my worse days, because my worse days clean and sober will ALWAYS be better than my “best days” high. • • • #mymentalhealthmatters #healingjourney #wedorecover #grateful #keepfuckinggoing #selfcare https://www.instagram.com/p/Car58AVOEu5D-mDf6QrjifJgVfLiTfbDHpEK2U0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[illbegoneinthedark]

I always want to be transparent and vulnerable with my healing process and spiritual awakening, and show the times where I am just flat out exhausted. Healing is exhausting. It’s breaking old patterns, it’s randomly crying over things you thought you were over. It’s sleepless nights wondering if you did and are doing the right thing. It’s not reaching out when that’s all you want to do, and celebrating the moments you were not only strong, but also weak. Today I’m exhausted. But I’m grateful. Because even on the worse days I HAVE to look for the silver lining or I won’t make it. It’s not easy. To be honest it fucking sucks, but it’s so so worth it. Keep going. Don’t stop five seconds before the miracle ❤️ • • • #Healing #spirtualawakening #KeepFuckingGoing #BreakTheCycle https://www.instagram.com/p/CYZN7mnAAJv/?utm_medium=tumblr