#book 1985

[hiltalaine]

And communicated correctly.

Subliminal chains

[hiltalaine]

All these tight feelings of chains around Lucy cause me want to ask for help

I only feel better with a knowledge meant of time checks; just in general staying near a clock.

[hiltalaine]

Sometimes I wonder what a heartbeat is considered to be?

It’s not about numbness or even about the migraines, let alone the medical bills or the health to check up with, but it’s the auditory organization of the contextual household dynamics that don’t exist.

Which leaves me quiet.