Book Reaction: Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock
Warning: Spoilers & Triggering Issues
*This is not a book review. Just for the sake of letting my feelings out about this book, I’m typing it down.
I wished Leonard Peacock was real. I wished he lived nearby, so I could try to get to know him if ever we had the chance to converse. I wished he was my friend and that I could be a friend to him.
But truth is, Leonard didn’t have to be real because he’s already around us. There’s someone like Leonard Peacock whom we know of; we just didn’t know he or she or they was/were like Leonard Peacock. If you know someone suffering from depression, anxiety, or any other mental illnesses. Please, be kind to them. Please, let them know you’re their friend. Please, offer them your loyalty.
Those are the things Leonard Peacock deserved. I couldn’t say he didn’t have them because at some point, he did; just that he chose not to have them (or that’s what I think). He was offered some help and denied some because he over-thought things. I couldn’t blame him because I know I would overthink things the same way. I just wish they continued to extend their hand, but I am not entirely sure because I might be wrong. It could be harrassing Leonard Peacock if they pushed him to open up to them or such, but I really... i just wished Leonard Peacock had opened up more to those around him-- to those who deeply cared for him. I hope the same for everyone in Leonard Peacock’s shoes and everyone experiencing troubles in their mind.
Thank you, Leonard Peacock, for introducing me this pain. I don’t know how it exactly feels, but I know it’s terrible beyond words. Thank you, Leonard Peacock, for making me realize things. I’ll keep them in a box, some part of my mind, and I’ll try to make things right. I hope I could. I hope I would. Thank you, Matthew Quick, for Leonard Peacock.
I don’t, honestly, understand what the hell happened after the ending, but I sure hope so Leonard didn’t continue it. But I think he did, else, why would the title be “Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock”. For all I know, it could be his mom or Asher or maybe him asking it, but I think... I just think... it’s implying something worse-- and the book didn’t say it-- happened to Leonard Peacock the day after that.
It’s foolish to say this knowing the character is not real and merely the concept is, but I still ... I’d really want to talk to Leonard Peacock and say “I hope you’re okay.” BUT, like what I said earlier, I guess to do this, there’s only one choice left. Contact that friend whom you haven’t talked to, whom you’ve seen hints of him or her or them experiencing things. Offer them help.
Now, I don’t know where this is getting to, so I might just end it here.
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