There cannot be a benevolent god
The series of events that has occurred in my life over the last 6 months, as well as numerous other individual events throughout my life, can only lead me to one conclusion. There is no benevolent god looking out for me, or anyone else, on an individual event basis. There is just no way. The last 6 months of my life have been a nightmare. And before this, I was a faithful Christian. I prayed several times a day, attended a rigorous bible study, and professed my faith when needed and appropriate. But after my living nightmare, I renounce the existence of any Christian-like, all-powerful, caring being, that professed to control my life or care about my well being. I renounce god. There is no God.













