#bottom sub johnny

[secretmattshroom]

I love insecure Johnny.

He knows he's handsome

He knows he's hot.

He knows he could get a pretty lass with little effort.

He knows he's a fan favorite on the football field

He knows the girl gawk in the gym.

He's peak masculinity

A sexual fantasy for women

Hes strong, independent, smart, fucking rugged with that boyish grin.

But he's not pretty.

He can't flutter his lashes with a pout the same way the girls do in the romance movie

He can't gloss his lips and leave stains on his straw like his ex would

He can't put his hair into the kind of pony tail a man would want to tug on

He can't make his hands small enough to giggle when he compares them to another man's

He doesn't have perky tits or a small waist.

He has hair on his arms, his ass, his chest, his face.

He's tall, bulky, and the complete opposite of the gorgeous bird that sticks her tongue out at his Lt

He almost wishes his last brawl had knocked loose a tooth, because even her crooked teeth make him wish he could slink away into the dark.

He tries to, too. Silently places a bill on the counter and sneaks away from the bar.

He almost wishes Ghost didn't care. Because even when it should feel nice that the man notices. stops him from leaving, or at least leaving alone. Johnny still feels like he can't compare to the pretty things he's sure Simon has in his bed. He's not sure how to feel better.

[secretmattshroom]

Inexperienced Soap

Another few months without a post!

NSFW, MM, enjoy some Soap :]

Everyone's always talking about slut Soap, who's body count and body count are the same- fucks someone for every person he kills. Like repenting for his sins without a priest to judge him. (that's a story for another time)

But what about Soap who was never really horny? Even through his hormonal teenage years, just never saw much appeal. Probably jerked off once or twice a year.

Soap "Didn't lost his virginity until 24" MacTavish

He, who didn't get horny over the pretty girls who squished their tits against his bicep, but had to run off to the bathrooms during soccer practice because his teammate tackled him and he got hard.

Johnny, who watched porn of girls getting fucked brainless, and got soft, stumbles upon some jock sucking cock and cums harder than he ever has.

Mactavish, who fakes an orgasm during his first time with a girl because he couldn't tell her he wasn't into her.

Johnny, who's second time is a few years later, with a tank of a man who has him in a headlock, grinding into him excruciatingly slow. cock so deep that he feels it in his lungs, all while calling him the dirtiest things he could imagine.

Soap, who finally realizes "Oh shit, I'm gay."

[secretmattshroom]

Soap with yucky step brother! Reader.

the divorce was Johnny's fault. He was Sixteen and finally ready to accept himself. He had come out to his family at dinner. His ma expected it. supported it even. His da? fucking livid.

The next months were hell around the house, fighting, yelling, drinking, until they eventually divorced. His da moved out, and his mom assured him that it wasn't his fault. that if that man couldn't love Johnny, then she couldn't love that man.

It didn't make him feel any better though.

He had left for the SAS a year later,

a few more years and his Ma was engaged. A nice man, supportive of Johnny, kind to his ma. and even has a son Johnny's age.

They're a nice enough bunch.. until his new stepbrother keeps watching him..

He tries to keep civil, knowing how much they mean to his ma..

but stepbro!reader just keep getting too close, until he's getting groped under the table, grinded against while he does the dishes, a hand stuck down his pants in the laundry room, fingers toying with his hole..

His shushed with a tongue in his mouth, and a quiet threat of ruining his mother's happiness.

How could he tell his Ma that her new son was a pervert? He already ruined the first marriage, he can stick this one out :(

[secretmattshroom]

Listen I like Werewolf!Johnny as much as the next guy! but hear me out- Rabbit Johnny.

Rabbit! Soap, with long ears, thick thighs and a quick attitude, face pretty enough to pass as prey, hands deadly enough to make you regret that thought. He's quick on his feet and can break your jaw with a kick- but besides the pros of having this bunny in your team, there's a major... issue.

Horny little shit can't to a day without needing something to subdue him - telling you that he fucks like a rabbit would be an understatement- He needs to be manhandled into position and bred until it takes- Gets mad at you when he isn't round with yer litter. Get him a plug and make sure your cum doesn't leak out- you get the point.

[secretmattshroom]

Imagine Soap who likes everyone

But hates Reader.

Reader who's overprotective of Johnny. and rides a motorcycle 😙 No NSFW this time.

He's so easy to get along with, it's no wonder even the Ghost himself doesn't mind Johnny by his side.

He maintains positive relations with almost everyone he meets, but for some reason, he just can't stand Reader. R's cool guy, sure, but something about the way R is always watching over him, like some helicopter parent... Or maybe it's the way he talks to him like a child, the constant "No Tav, you can't" or "That's bad, Soap" getting on his nerves worse than anything else. He's capable of handling himself without someone treating him like he's still some wee bairn, he's not, he's the youngest to pass selection, damnit! he can handle himself.

Reader, on the other hand, adores Johnny. Sees him as something precious. A treasure. Something that needs to be guarded in a dragons cave, away from the rest of the world. He knows Soap's more than capable, but how can he resist keeping an eye in his every move? He can't. not when he saw those bright blue eyes dim, brows pinched in pain. He has to make sure his darling Johnny is safe.

That's why R's so protective. Why when Soap's ready to jump into action, he jumps after him.

There's was this one time that Johnny thinks about often, pissing him off every time. He grew up loving cars, everything about cars, loves anything that can move, really, cars, boats, helicopters, bikes. Motorcycles were forbidden when he was a kid, one of his uncles got in a bad accident way before he was born and traumatized his poor ma. She called them death machines and would refuse to let him be anywhere near them. Didn't stop him from admiring, though.

and as soon he saw Reader on a big ol Harley, he practically ran over, letting out ooos and aahs, inspecting every inch of it. He had seen R drive around a few pretty birds on the back, giving them rides around the block.

"Mind if ah hop on the back, mate?"

"Absolutely not, Tav."

"No? Just wan'to go for ah lil ride."

"S' not happening. You don't even have a helmet- what if you-"

"Don't need a bloody helmet, I'll be fine, ah'll hol'on tight!"

No matter what it is, he acts like he's some fragile kid- It pisses him off.

[secretmattshroom]

NEEEEED good fic recommendations on Ao3..

Ghoap

GazPrice

NikPrice

PLEASEEEE

I got greedy and read too much, now I can't find fics 😔😔😔

-Bottom Soap truther 💔💔💔

[secretmattshroom]

lol imagine Soap waking up after hooking up with some dude from a bar, massive hangover, everything aching, and worse of all, the guy no where to be seen, but finds a note with a phone number and a flirty little message with a "check outside" And he looks put his window and Ota the car he's been dreaming of since he was a wee lad, brand fucking new and worth more than his life savings lol.

[secretmattshroom]

AHHH TYSM I FELL INLOVEEE #victimsoapmylove…

I apologize for taking SOOOOOOO long, but it's finally here!

Since I missed so many great opportunities to torture our Johnny, I'll make a list here.

Victim! Soap; Holiday Edition!

I meant to do much more, but this has been in my drafts for SO long and I didn't want to keep you waiting any longer! I'll (hopefully) make a part 2 and finish the rest!

As always, NSFW under the cut. Intended for Male reader.

Christmas:

Johnny isn't surprised to wake up with an ache Christmas morning, since Christmas eve left Reader too excited to sleep, bending him in every position until he fell asleep. He is, however, shocked to limp down the stairs and find presents under the tree. Counting, one, two, three... seven in total. "Open them, cmon" He's urged to sit, with a wince, and tear Open the wrapping. Most of them are surprisingly sweet. A small sketch book, Colored pencils, two new sweaters, a soft blanket and plush.... then the last two he opens are clearly less for him... A soft red and white skirt, with a matching bra, and a pretty new collar with a bell. He for once felt decent living with this monster, just for it all to be ruined in seconds... The sex that follows leaves him bruised, tired, and in a dull mood, but atleast playing with his new book, and the surprisingly good supper that follows eases the ache.

Valentines day:

Fuck... He expected it, dreaded the day, even. He knew when Reader was being kind, it always ended with a turn around... He took him outside. Into the public. To a restaurant. Not unprepared, of course. Johnny had the constant reminder to behave when Reader pushed the sharp blade to his thigh underneath the table. He let him order what he wanted, though. Hell, a few glasses of scotch and Soap was actually enjoying the evening. For once he made the first move, started feeling up Readers arm, thigh, chest. For once, he actually enjoyed the sex they had that night, rose petals on the bed and everything.

Halloween: (draft) Dressing him up in some sexy outfit, making him wear short shorts and a tube top with bows while reader wears a ghost face mask, or some other slasher

Thanksgiving: (draft) Rather wholesome night, Reader makes a feast and actually treats Soap decently, even gives him a massage after eating too much, upsetting his tummy :(

Easter: (draft) make him a whole Easter basket, half is chocolates and jelly beans, the other half is sex toys

New year: (draft) You both get tipsy and have sex on the couch while counting down until midnight

American Forth of July:(draft) he actually really enjoyed this, the whole lighting off fireworks and blowing barely legal explosives... until reader put him in an American flag bikini. He hated that.