it means a lot to me when people are my friends?
like when they put up with how utterly neurotic/annoying/needy I can be
and when they're affectionate toward me
and just
idk
I always am aware that they don't have to be doing these things
and so I thank them a lot
and sometimes I think it makes people really sad but it's just like
you don't have to be so nice, you could be mean and awful but you're not
and there's not really anything I do to deserve that?
so thank you
it means a lot and I appreciate it fully and deeply every single day












