#bpd question

[expansivepursuit]

Question on BPD Does anyone feel as though BPD is personified in form of another voice of thought? Not like a voice, I don't hear a literal voice, but like my own stream of consciousness that I don't control telling me terrible BPD things. A line of literal stream of consciousness voice that I don't come up with, just like a sentence that pops into my head. Between bipolar and BPD I feel like my mind has such duality. It's good because I've come to recognize the voice and I write it off and try to separate the symptoms but does anyone else experience this?

[bpdleoloveaddict-blog]

Can you develop the same fluctuations in feelings of over- and under- valuing a person, but for a drug?

‘This drug has saved my life’

‘This drug has ruined my life’

Back and forth and back and forth.

[frillypig]

Anyone else with BPD find that when their mood gets really high they get all shaky, high heart rate, kind of an out of body like sensation? I find it is much more noticeable if I've gone from a numb mood to a high mood in a short period of time.

[breathehopeinme3-blog]

I just got diagnosed with borderline personality disorder which I think is bullshit. I don't have a lot of things associated with it but no one is listening to what I have to say.

Whenever I was diagnosed with BPD i felt the exact same way you do. Whenever I started researching it and saw what other people thought it was and how they viewed BPD patients it quite frankly disgusted me. I do think I have some of the things associated with it but definitely not all. I'm sorrry to hear that no one is listening to what you have to say about it. I think you know yourself better than the doctors do. May I ask how old you are? If you're a minor i'm not really sure what to tell you. You may just have to wait it out until you turn 18 and go to another doctor. What plan do they have to treat it? I guess if you are a minor just try to make the most of whatever treatment path they want to take. I have been through the therapy and it really isn't that bad at all. It actually helped me a lot. & a lot of the medications are the same. There are lots of doctors out there though that know what BPD is really about and really do care about those patients. I'm not saying you have this. But I hope whatever doctor you have really does try to help you the best they can. & I hope you come across a doctor soon that figures out what is going on. If you would like you can email me on my personal email. We can talk about this some more. Research everything a bit. Sorry the response took a bit. Things have been hectic lately and I havn't been able to get on! I saw this like two days ago but wanted to take time to think this over and get back to you. I hope things are getting better <3 kimberly @ BHIM

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