Brad refusing to date u because he thinks he would hurt u, but in the end he says something like "fuck it, i want you to be mine"
It’s been so hard for you. Brad pushing you away from him, wasn’t really something you were hoping for, when you finally confessed your feelings towards him. He pushed you away, saying he couldn’t do it. He was just too afraid to hurt you. He didn’t want you to suffer. He didn’t want you to be in a relationship, where you would barely see your boyfriend. Maybe even being attacked and bullied by some of his fans.
He wanted the best for you, which was the reason, why he didn’t want to be with you. And since that day you haven’t seen him and even tho his reaction hurt you like hell, you missed him so freaking much. You felt like you ruined your friendship with him forever and you hated it. Everything was fine until you told him about your feelings and now you just wished you never told him.
Once you couldn’t wait any longer, so you decided to go to his house to talk to him again. You didn’t want to believe that everything was for nothing. When he opened the door and saw you, he didn’t know what to say - he just stared at you, looking for the right words to say. “Brad”, you started, getting a step closer to him. “(Y/N), what are you doing here?” He was surprised to see you here. “Can we talk?”
He looked at you with an empty glare before indicating you to come in. “Let’s get straight to the point. Don’t you think that is stupid? I mean, I feel like shit, I feel like I’ve ruined our friendship and I just wish I never told you, but I couldn’t stop thinking about you. We’ve been best friends for so many years and I really don’t wanna lose you.” You poured your heart out and could barely look into his eyes.
“You didn’t ruin anything”, he said softly and for a moment you thought we would pull you in a hug, but he didn’t. “I just needed some time off.” His voice was incredibly shaky. “When you told me that you like me, I felt something in my chest. I had a tight feeling in there. It was anxiety. I was so scared of just everything.” He came closer and brushed a strand of my hair out of my face. That gesture made me shiver - but in a good way. “And it made me realize something.” He paused for a split of a second before taking a deep breath.
“I feel the same way”, he whispered so quietly, that you almost didn’t hear it. “But I was so scared. I didn’t tell you about it because I want to protect you. I want to keep you safe, because I know that I couldn’t give you what you deserve”, his voice broke and with that also the eye contact broke. “Being with me would bring you so much pain and I don’t want that to happen, because you are the last person, who deserves this.” He was about to take his hand, which rested on your cheek, down, but you quickly grabbed it, making sure it stay at its place.
“You don’t need to protect me, I am going to be fine with you. I am going to do everything for you and we can work this out. I promise you. I know I am going to be happy with you”, you were on the edge of your tears and you felt a single tear streaming down your face, but Brad was quick to whip it off. “I-”, he leaned his forehead against yours, giving you a feeling of warmth and comfort. “Fuck it, I want you to be mine”, was the last thing he whimpered before he gently pressed his lips on yours.
You were surprised as you didn’t expect it to happen. You smiled into this kiss, grabbing him by his collar and pulled him closer to you. “I am going to take good care of you, love.”