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BREAK APART OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS 10.13 www.violetvenom.com
Yesterday we sat and talked. It wasn't easy, he still thinks this is fixable. He doesn't realize how deep I'm in this hole, I don't feel anything, I don't feel like trying and it feels damn horrible. 🫥 Am I an asshole? 😞
I've always put everyone's needs first. I feel horrible thinking about myself. Have you ever felt that way?
Why do I feel so numb?
I don't feel any for my husband. I don't feel angry, happy, or excited... I feel nothing.
I spent over a week by myself and it felt great. I definitely need a longer time to think things through.
We are going to talk tonight. I don't know where this will take us.
I see hope in his eyes. That scares me, because this isn't a phase or anything. My feelings are gone. In a relationship both parties need to be in for it, it can't work one sided.
What should I do in this case? I have great care for him, but I don't want to be in a relationship with him anymore. 🥹😱 How can I not break his heart.
I have my mother in law messaging me saying she is sorry that I'm hurting. Sending me worksheets and fake motivational videos about relationships. I don't need any of that. I need SPACE AND TIME. Why is that so hard to understand. 💔
Why is adult life so complicated?
We've changed...
We've changed apart...
I can't keep going this way. It breaks my heart, but this has to end.
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