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— waruinashi, my oc
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iaminfinitelybetterthanyouandyoushouldreviewyourlife
— waruinashi, my oc
Lick the blood clean from me.~
No one else will but you, baby.
I love looking at cyberpunk and breakcore art but there's so many flashes that I almost hav a seizure every time ⊙﹏⊙
I also want to try my hand at making breakcore. IDK if I can do it. It's been a long time since I've made any music. >.<
But I'll try anyway. (•‿•)(•‿•)(•‿•)(•‿•)
I don't want to be here anymore. The progress I've made is for me. But it hurts all the more if you can't show how proud of me you are. Why did you ask me to be your girlfriend? All I've done and it's still not enough. All I am is a mood swing. I really like her. I can't. I want to kiss her. She doesn't understand. Or maybe she does. She doesn't feel the same way. It's okay, I don't want to pressure. Am I desperate? Am I remembering things wrong? Are you gaslighting me? Maybe I deserve it. All the scars I've left. I have no right to cry about my own. I can't even cry. I want to. My body won't let me. I want to be saved. I want to feel loved. You can't go anywhere. What about the cats? He'd suffer even more. You're the problem. Or him? I don't know. I don't know. I didn't want it to be me VS you. I wanted it to be us vs the problem. I can't remember anything. Maybe I shouldn't. Please save me. Someone save me.
I want to be a moon princess ✨🌙
I LEGIT FEEL MYSELF ROTTING AWAY AND IM FINDING A SENSE OF RELIEF.
I don't know how else to explain it. My epilepsy is getting WAY WORSE and I'm not even worried about it. I feel like I'm stuck in a stat of limbo. I'm a cardboard cutout cyberpunk trans girl. But I don't trust other people. I was r@93d by another trans woman. Semi recently. I still have nightmares about it. I feel myself putting up walls again. It's all happening again. Im just glad I can't remember a lot. I've hurt people. And they've hurt me. But all at the same time, I want other tans female friends. Like me. Night owls. Cyberpunk lovers. Sci-fi nerds. Gundam and mecha stans. Breakcore fans. Neurodivergent. Someone to talk to. To vent to. That they can vent to me. Talk all the time. I know I'm not alone
BUT GOD, ITS KILLING ME 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Damn I forgot to post yesterday, sorry sweaty <3