#breakupshit

[chumashangoddess]

I miss you... I hate to say it... I know you've forgotten about me completely, but you haunt my dreams. I reach out in the middle of the night, and I'm met by empty air. Would that I could move mountains and oceans of time to make us the perfect scenario to get back to the beginning. To be held in your eyes, to be seen, really seen, makes every interaction with anyone but you feel so hollow.

I'm sorry - sorry for making you feel like you had no other option but to destroy everything we built. Maybe I wasn't enough... but never doubt my love for you. It was a complete and perfect shift of the universe meeting you. I regret nothing except for losing you, my love.

[watchwhatyounodto]

"losing you was truthfully the hardest thing i ever did, its crazy how the night smothers light..." co$$ #lovelost #chief #breakupshit #sadfacestuff

[thaneskrios]

Best thing about this break up - not that there's many good things - is coming to realize I have absolutely wonderful friends and family around me. This isn't pleasant but knowing I have such lovely, supportive people here for me makes it a little bit easier.

Just going to take this day by day.

[onlywhenimhonest]

yea, well.

it's one of those nostalgic days i can't get away from. and itunes isn't trying to make anything any easier. I can't wait for the day that October 24 goes back to being just a normal day. I need to (500) days of summer myself and run through all the bad shit. But of course, I just keep going back to the funny/good stuff and it's just a pain in the ass. It's Thursday, so it's totally okay to go home and drink my soul away, right? 

Obviously I like my soul. In all honesty, I'm just going to stick out the next three hours of work, go home and lay around with le man and contemplate whether going to class is a good idea. 

[worriedwords]

Today is the Wanted Lost

I woke up today useless

As the day goes on I evolve into pointless

You've shifted into helpless

And I ache to find a way to fix this

I did it

I know it hurts

I know your soul moans

And as it tears, your heart groans

In time you will be better

And all this will be clearer

It's just soaring over this shitty time

And feeling victimized

All too well I know this  

I've been where you are, empty

Immune to help

Starved for sympathy but unable to consume it

Lost in the ether like an orphan balloon

Floating and existing only because

Just because....