@breanime the issue is that there’s so many things that could be causing it that basically every time i go to a pcp and say “the nausea is kicking my ass” they just kinda shrug. like it could be the fibromyalgia, the h. pylori, the lactose intolerance, the gerd, or something completely new (my mother actually does think i might have a hernia so you are possibly on the right track there) and trying to impress upon a doctor that my symptoms are severe enough that i’m complaining means they are likely at a point where a normal person would go to the ER, but a lot of them just kinda act like i complain to hear myself talk. like, the last two i had just put me on The Fibro Meds and when i said “hey i’m not sure these are doing much” they went “well those are the fibro meds so keep at it” like they won’t even give me things to ease the symptoms atp and im like 80% sure there’s a sticky note in my file that says “drug seeker and hypochondriac” bc the amount of times i’ve been dropped by a doctor or blown off in the past two years is kind of insane.
Your thoughts on Madea's Family Reunion are the exact same as mine. Thanks for the unintentional validation 🤙🏾
i would love to do like a video essay on just Why the madea movies cannot age well and the exact sequence from madea's family reunion that made me Hate tyler perry as an adult but that would require me writing the essay and filming it and editing it and
Prompts: “I think I’m in love with you.” “You can’t always hold everything in.”
Pairing: Coco Cruz x Bre ( @breanime)
Warnings: jealousy and some slight angst
***Hope you like it mama***
“What the fuck is going on Coco, seriously?”
The Mayan looked up from the ground as he heard your voice. There you were, stalking toward him across the car. He had been so caught up in his thoughts, he hadn’t even heard your car pull up. Shaking his head, he didn’t say anything, just taking another long drag from his cigarette as you closed it.
“What are you talking about, Bre?”
You scoffed and crossed your arms over your chest.
“You’ve been avoiding me all week, that’s what I’m talking about. You always spend time with me, we hang out, we go out to eat. Now all of the sudden his week you’ve been avoiding me like I have the plague and I want to know why.”
Coco sighed and shook his head, his dark hair falling in front of his face.
“It ain’t like that.”
“So what’s it like then? Tell me so I can know? You told me that you were going to be out away from the clubhouse then I come here to talk to Angel and look who I find.”
You motioned to him sitting there in plain sight. He watched as you deflated before him and it hurt him to see it. He couldn’t open up to you though. He had come to the realization that he was likely in love with you and it scared the shit out of him. He tried to convince himself that it was just him being confused. His love-starved heart misinterpreting your care and kindness. He was losing that battle by the day though and it was driving him crazy. Other than Angel, you were really the best friend that he had, more open with you than he was with the other member. He had shut you out lately though and the sudden distance was both hurting and angering you.
“So you don’t have anything to say?”
With a shake of his head, Coco looked up at you, hoping that you couldn’t see the truth behind his eyes.
“Go home, Bre.”
You stood there for a handful of seconds, emotions battling in the warm darkness of your eyes. Eyes that used to always look at him with affection were now extending resentment and it was not a look that Coco liked. Without another word, you turned away and walked back to your car, Coco hoping that even if he was being shitty, at least it would keep you safe and allow you to get a man that deserved you.
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Coco wasn’t himself and everyone knew it. They hadn’t had to ask why. You two were like peas in a pod and the sudden lack of closeness between the two of you had been obvious almost immediately. There was a part going on tonight, but Coco didn’t seem to care much, sitting off in the corner watching a boxing match while everyone around him was having fun. The music was loud, drinks and joints being passed around, everyone having a good time. Everyone including you, as you walked through the clubhouse door, one of the girls spotting you and greeting you right away with a whistle.
“Look at you!”
You smiled and let her spin you, getting a look at your curves in the yellow of your dress. It was flattering on every inch, your shape accentuated. The yellow popped on your skin, the contrast of the colored fabric making it look like you were made of the most precious bronze. You felt free and sexy, no longer held down by the weight of trying to figure Coco out. You weren’t going to wait around and waste time. You were going to be free and you were going to be happy, starting tonight.
“Let me get you a drink.”
You walked with her to the bar, EZ spotting you from behind the counter and offering a smile.
“Look who it is. Haven’t seen you around in a little while.”
EZ handed you your drink of choice and you were getting dragged to the open area to dance with the girls, feeling more free than you had in weeks. You hadn’t even noticed Coco sulking off in the corner, be he definitely noticed you. His eyes were glued to you, seeing how happy and beautiful you looked, and he couldn’t help but wonder if it was because you had finally gotten over him. Tired of the mixed signals and wishy-washy behavior. It stung, but he figured that it was for the best and decided that he wasn’t going to interrupt you tonight.
That plan flew out of the window quickly when he noticed Happy’s prospect eyeing you from his spot on a stool across the way. His eyes were glued to you, a small smile on his face as he watched you laugh and dance with your friends. Every now and then they would trail over your body though and Coco would squeeze his beer bottle so tightly he worried he would crush it. He thought he would be ok, just taking deep breaths, but when he sees the prospect finish off his beer and stand up to make his way to you, Coco is standing as well.
He gets to you before the Prospect does and shoots him a look that has him backing away with his hands up. You can feel Coco’s presence and turn to face him, a less than pleased look on your face.
“Yeah?”
“Can I talk to you?”
You’re about to shake your head when he reaches for your hand, holding it tightly in his, brown eyes pleading.
“Please, Bre. Just hear me out.”
You turned it over in your head for a few moments before agreeing, albeit coldly.
“Five minutes, Coco.”
The walk outside was quick, too quick for him to be able to think of how to word everything. With you now outside and staring at him, he simply came out with it.
“I think I’m in love with you. I haven’t been able to figure out how to tell you because you always see all of my fuck ups and I figured that you would know that you deserved better but there ain’t no way in hell I’m gonna let that fucking Prospect have you.”
His voice was a growl by the end, primal jealousy coursing through his veins.
“If you don’t love me back then that’s ok, but if you do, I gotta know querida.”
His voice trembled softly, the mixed liquor in his system lowering his inhibitions and increasing his vulnerability.
“Of course I love you, Coco. That’s why I’ve been so upset at you pushing me away. Every time I think you’re going to finally let me in, you put up those walls again. You can’t always hold everything in.”
He nodded and looked down, smiling softly as your hands grabbed his face to make him look at you.
“I love you too. So stop pushing me away.”
His nod was strong and he wrapped his arms around you.
Shipperwolf! God, I think I started following you at the height of my Daryl x Carol days (what a time to be alive), and I have never regretted it. I love your blog and the content on it, I love seeing you grow as a person, and I LOVE whenever we interact. You're a fantastic person, and I hope life is treating you well because you deserve it.
My entire blood pumper right now??!! You are SO sweet and I can't handle it. I adore you, frendo. Thank you for making my day! 💜
For the sleepover asks, who are your top ten hotties? Like the top 5 celebs who you just think are unbearably attractive? (I say celebs because OBVIOUSLY I'd be on your list, otherwise lol jk)
It's SO HARD to find non-celebs hot when there are celebs out there looking like Ben Barnes (number one). Ryan Gosling, Emma Stone, a couple of the Backstreet Boys (they count as one) aaaand.. hm. Jason Momoa. And you, Bre, you know it! Thanks for asking!
