Wish I could believe there's something worth loving in me
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Wish I could believe there's something worth loving in me
So unattractive and fat. No wonder no one wants to be around me.
Bent, broken and almost shattered
Just a rant
I'm starting to think that it's near impossible for me to find a Daddy that is worthy of the title. I know you don't just trip and stumble across the world's best Daddy, but damn if it doesn't feel like it's an impossible thing. I know before I can find a new Daddy I need to be 100% good myself. I know I'm not, I'm in a better place than I was a year ago but I'm no where close to 100%. I still look in the mirror and see someone who is broken and missing way too many pieces yet.
I'm not looking for pity. I just need to rant after I had the realization that I asked my Babe for more and I'm not even ready for more. I'm done. Thanks for listening or ignoring or whatever.