Helllllooooo, this is kind of a fear and a secret haha.. but like most girls i think im just disgusting looking. like I seriously am just so ugly. I am 5'5 and weigh around like 135-140 and im just so gross. anyway, i am just upset because im 14 and i don't think i will ever ever ever have a boyfriend. i know that sounds stupid right? like "of course you will! your only 14! you'll be married one day and blah blah blah" well thats cool but it still does not help how i feel now
I completely know how you feel girl! But I highly doubt you're ugly, don't try to fit yourself into a society box that people have created. You're yourself and you're beautiful that way. You don't have to be skinny, blonde, perfect teeth or perfect hair to be beautiful. Beauty is honestly whats on the inside, I promise<3
And whenever the time comes, you will find a guy who will love every curve, flaw, and anything you could possibly throw at him. Don't ever settle for less. I'm in college and I know girls who are in their 20s and have never had a boyfriend and they're okay because they know that.
Stay strong and don't ever feel like you need a boyfriend to complete you because you don't<3 I'm still learning that myself.
Send me your biggest fear/secret anon, I feel like it's great to vent things anonymously.