“i was the one who promised to be the perfect boyfriend” “what am i going to do with you?” “kissy face emoji” BITCH THAT IS HOT. just the acknowledgement of being boyfriends is so validating and sweet and comforting especially from someone who you perceive to be out of your league entirely. fucking hell my god that is NOT FAKE BF DARE TERRITORY KAI, THIS BOY REALLY FUCKING LIKES YOU PLEASE WAKE UP I KNOW YOURE INCLINed to feel scared and ashamed in the closet but this boy makes u feel seen and safe and secure and yoU NEED TO OPEN YOUR EYES BABY it isnt just another straight crush, you aren’t imagining things. it is real and you need to accept it and let yourself be HAPPY... but then bryson texts him to wait for him so he could drive him home like THIS BOY IS REALLY GOING THE EXTRA MILE... but then brysons friends crowd him and kai gets left behind :( nooo “this is how ive lived my whole life hidden and in the shadows” i’m SO FUCKING HURT but bryson bails on them and goes to kai and is so upset now “i hate that you had to hide like that” and he’s so apologetic please 🥺🥺🥺 this character is MY TYPE he is just saying all the right things All the time.
“i’m sorry. i dont think it’s hit me until this week how scary it is to think about coming out, how cautious you have to be, even when you like someone you can’t just outright show them, everything has to be subtle or announced, there’s like no middle ground. you’re either in the closet or you have to announce that you’re gay and dating, you can’t just do it... it’s such bullshit” LIKE HELLO KAI ARE YOU AWAKE????? bryson isn’t just rambling on because he’s empathizing with how you may feel, it is EXACTLY HOW HE IS FEELING NOW AND HE’S REALIZING THESE THINGS BC HE FUCKING LIKES YOU SO HARD PLEASE WHAT A SWEET BABY ANGEL... and then he plays some song about liking a guy for the first time... this is not a coincidence baby it is DELIBERATE. HE IS DROPPING HINTS AGAIN. pick THEM UP IM SO EMOTIONAL and then bryson calls kai his lucky charm??? and kai says he should goto more of his games then AND THEN bryce says “ID LOVE THAT” not i’d like that, not i’d appreciate that.... but HE WOULD LOVE THAT. it’s the little things and my HEART IS GONNA EXPLODE...
“it was kinda cool knowing my boyfriend was there to support me”
ARE YOU KIDDING ME MY STOMACH IS IN KNOTS... BRYSON ACKNOWLEDGING KAI AS HIS BOYFriend AGAIN THIS IS NOT A DRILL HE HAS BEEN DATING GIRLS FOR WEEKS AND ONLY NOW IS HE UNDERSTANDING THE REAL PERKS OF DATING IN HIGH SCHOOL BC HE HAS REAL FUCKING FEELINGS this time. oh my god i am experiencing nirvana right now. kai says
“i know im not the first of your dates to watch your soccer games”
“youre not. but it’s the first time i’ve felt.... this.”
and then kai asks if he’s gay but is cut off by a phone call... and then bryson has to go but before he does he answers “YES I THINK I MIGHT BE”... IM GONNA FUCKING PASS OUT THIS IS AN ACTUAL FAIRY TALE BYE
then the next morning bryson gets a notification that kai liked his instagram and IMMEDIATELY TEXTS HIM “you’re up? YAY” HE IS SO CUTEEEEEEE WHAT THE FUCK