Rekindled - Chatzy Para
Who: Kurt Hummel and Ollie Anderson theoriginofhummel
Where: Ollie's apartment in Miami
When: Wednesday Night
What: Kurt and Ollie have dinner and pick things up where they left off.
Ollie darted around the condo, here and there, trying to tidy things up. He was kind of a slob already, and the baby shit everywhere didn't make him look anymore together. And the whole time he was tiding up, Reed took it upon himself to wail over in his crib like he was being tortured and Ollie was very concened the old lady next door would call CPS on him. Mrs. Frank was already not a fan of him being a single parent, especially one who was seen in the company of both men and women in the months before the baby came. But tidiness was found, sort of, and Ollie got to Reed and changed him and made him mostly presentable right at the time the door bell rang. Hoisting the baby up on one hip, he ran to answer the door. "Hey, hey, hello, come in, sorry if the place is a mess, single dad and all."
Kurt bought Hansels diet food and ended up just picking up taco bell for Ollie. He didn't want to mess up the kitchen too much. He knew Ollie wouldn't decline taco bell. He drove up. His heart racing with each step to the door. Hansel looked up and smiled. His teeth was jsut as small as Kurt's. He would have that problem all his life, but he pulled it off. His cute little round face and big eyes. "Daddy." He tugge don kurt's leg. "I'm hungee. " Jurt poked the tip of the young hummel's nose. "Hungry.. it's hungry and me too. " He tugge don the taco bell bag. "No, that's not for you. You get chicken nuggets." He made a face and huffed. When Ollie open the door, the little boy looked up. "What happen to uncle bwaines hare?" Kurt laughed. "That's uncle blaine's brother." He picked him up and smiled at Ollie. He saw the back of him as he scampered inside to clean. "Don't worry about it." He looked around. "I mean it's only mildly tornado looking." He teased. Hansel found a cool toy from stars wars on the sofa and went to discover it. He picked it up and held it ove rhis head. "Ah, sorry.. Ollie is alright if he plays with whatever that is?"
Ollie shouldn't have found it such a shock to see Kurt again after so long, but it was. He may see that face all the time, in all the stuff his brother posted on facebook and the video calls to the house, but Kurt had such a completely different energy than Atticus did, and Ollie couldn't help the fact that he was still drawn to it. It was like all the air going out of the room. He squeezed the doorframe so he didn't look like he might fall over. After a moment he took in the kid, who was basically the spitting image of Kurt somehow. "Hey, little man!" he said, lifting a hand for a high five. "I'm Ollie. And yeah dude, just go do what you do. Anything that's in reach is fine to play with." Ollie turned back to Kurt and took him in again, smiling a little guardedly. "You look good. Great, I mean." Reed girgled in his arms and reached out for Kurt, gripping his lapel and tugging. "Oh and this guy. This is Reed. Don't mess up Kurt's clothes, buddy, they are worth more than you I bet."
Kurt laughed. He reached out and took the baby.He was good with babies. Toddlers on the other hand? That was a different ball game. "Hey, no. It's ok. Hansel was known for vomiting on fabric." He smiled as he looked Reed over. It hurt to look at Ollie for too long. He still felt a tad bit resement still. He had fallen for Ollie just to see it go away.Ollie moved on quickly, but he didn't. It made him feel rejected in a lot of dramatic ways. "He's cute. Got your eyes." He handed off a bag to Ollie to take. "Set the oven to 400 for me? Do you have clean pans? " He teased. "His food has to be away from gluten foods. " He sat down and held the baby in his lap. Hansel ran over and looked the baby over. "Look!" He screamed. "He's got star wars action figures!!!"
Ollie always got a little apprehensive when someone else wanted to hold Reed, though he knew he had to get over it. The feeling went away very quickly when he saw how natural Kurt was with him. "Little dude likes you," he said with a smile, taking Kurt's bag. "And yeah, dude, you got it," he said going to set the oven and pull out some clean pans. "I know I still look like a schlub, but I have grown up a bit. I am a dad now. It kind of forces you to not be a huge kid." He couldn't help but pull out his phone and snap a few pictures of Kurt with Reed. He flopped down on the floor near where Kurt was sitting and grinned over at Hansel. "Oh yeah, dude, how about this. You be a chill little man tonight, you can take one of those home with you tonight. If it's cool with your dad, that is."
Hansel found storm troppers and lined them up on the floor. "I need to be cold to win these?" Kurt laughed. "No, you need to not be hyper!" He didn't get the term chill. "Ok daddy, ok Ollie. I will bee hive." It was close enough to behave. Kurt looked over at Ollie and smiled. "You can still have kids and be a kid. Never grow up completely, Ollie. You'll grow mental. Plis, I don't think the shelf of walking dead and fireflies is super adult." He teased. Kirt teased a great deal when he was nervous. Hansel made air plane noises with his mouth as he landed a ship beside the storm troopers. With a deep voice he announced rebels in the ship. Kurt had no idea where he got this kind of play. "So, how are you? Other than being a dad? Do you still play minecraft?"
Ollie let out a loud laugh and tilted his head against Kurt's knee for a moment. "Oh, like I'd ever really grow up. I may have this guy here now, but I'm still me. With my yes, very mature display of action figures." He laughed over at Hansel and shook his head. "I didn't know you had it in you to indoctrinate your kid with Star Wars. I'm impressed. It's a good thing." Ollie nodded and reached out to run his fingers over Reed's hair absently. "Yeah, of course, I still play Minecraft. And I'm playing a lot of other stuff too. Video game designer. I actually make pretty big bucks doing it."
Kurt laughed and handed Reed ove to Ollie. He could see how anxious he was. He nodded. "Very good. You were always good at gadgets and gizbos. Hansel? Get down." HE snapped at his son, who was climing the back of a chair to get a firefly toy. "I need her for the fight." He wiggled his fingers for the action figure. "And him daddy. Him too." He pointed to Norman Reedus. Kurt stood up. He never got to sit long iwth Hansel. He looked at Ollie. "cAn he?" He asked. "I swear he hasn;t been this excited at someone'e house, since toys r us."
Ollie took his son back happily and blew a small raspberry on his cheek that made him giggle. He rocked up to his feet and went to the shelf, grabbing a few things off the shelf and handing them to Hansel. "Oh yeah, Kurt, don't worry about it. The ones out here are the ones I play with. I have another set I keep shrink wrapped, like a true nerd." He nodded toward the kitchen. "Did you need any help cooking or anything?"
Kurt wish he had a vodka. Hansel was a handsle full. That was his funny joke in his head. He laughed at his thought. He looked up. "Huh? Yeah. Just you wait. Your son will be able to walk and it's over then." He grabbed a pot and filled it with water. He set it on the store as he unpacked Hansel's special milk and gluten free pasta and cheese
Ollie followed Kurt over to the kitchen, glancing over at Hansel every now and then to make sure he was okay. "I know, I don't know what I'm gonna do when he can move around on his own. He's already growing way to fast." Ollie leaned against the counter. "Do you want help, man?" He pursed his lips and thought for a moment before continuing. "You know I'm sorry for how...how everything went down when we were in college. I really..fuck. I really am."
Kurt smiled and looked up at Ollie. "Hey, it's ok. I was a bit of a mess then." He said as he literally looked like a mess now. "We were kids then." He said as if college wasn't just 5 years ago. "You wren't happy with me and that's understand able, plus the moving." He poured the noodles in the pot and stirred it around with a wooden spoon.
Ollie held his son a little closer, kissing the top of his head and burying his face in the soft tufts of curls for a moment, gathering his thoughts. "That wasn't it, Kurt. Happiness had nothing to do with it. I was holding you back. I would have held you back." He gave Kurt a tight smile. "And look at you. You are just a great as I knew you'd be."
"No one would have held me back. Ollie. I wanted you to go with me." He said looking over at them. He smiled softly. He was a good father. Hansel came in crying. He held his hands up for Kurt to pick him up. Kurt picked him up and held him. "What on earth, Hans?" He held his finger up to show he was bleeding. "How did that happen?" He laughed at the bead of small blood on his fingertip. He got a towel and wrapped it aorund the boy's finger. He put his head on Kurt's shoulder before wanting back down again.Kurt walked into the living room. Hansel brught a toy with a sharp edge to it and handed it to Kurt. "Sorry daddy." He said as if it was his fault for bleeding. He put the toy on the kitchen cabinet.
Ollie sighed and squeezed his eyes shut for a moment. "No I would have. You knew where I was after college. I still didn't have a single clue what I wanted, and I would have sat in my apartment doing illegal shit for cash for pot for the forseeable future." He shifted Reed to the other hip. "It took me a lot longer to grow up. I'm better now, but I know me. I knew me then. I would have taken whatever we had and turned it into something that you resented." He jumped up a little when Hansel came tearing in and gently took the toy and wiped the blood off of it. "Sorry about that, little man," he said patting Hansel on the head. "Just watch out, some of thse toys are vicous."
Hansel took a hold of darth vadar toy and went to sit by Kurt when they sat back down. He put his cheek on Kurt's side as he traced the doll with his fingertips. "Finally. he's settlig down." Kurt whispered. Glad to see his son finally calming the hell down a bit. "I.. it's ok. We are friends now? I hope at least we are and I am glad you found a career. Not just a job. I knew you could do it, Ollie."
Ollie drifted back to the living room and sat next to Kurt and Hansel, rocking Reed in his arms and trying to stop him from getting too fussy. "Are we? I'd like it if we're friends." He let out a soft, sad laugh. "I wasn't ready then. I don't even know if I'm ready now, but Kurt..." He swallowed back a lump in his throat. Ever since your brother and my brother got hitched I keep thinking that it should have been you and me."
Kurt had the same idea when they got married. Both brothers seem so happy. Kurt had a son instead to fill that void of family. He gulped. "Well, darling, it wasn't us." He said with a lump in his throat. "But, they seem happy, don't they?"
Ollie didn't know what he was hoping Kurt to say, but that definitely wasn't it. He felt his heart sink and nodded, letting out a harsh little laugh and ducking his head. "Yeah. Yeah. They did. They are."
Kurt wanted it to be them. Even now he felt feelings for Ollie he coudln't explain. He was a single dad, Ollie was too. They were lonely for love. "I'm glad they are." He said as he pulled the pot off the stove and drained the noodles.
Ollie nodded and tried to think of something to say to that, but didn't know what else there was. He wanted to ask Kurt about his love life, if he was seeing anyone, had seen anyone that was important. Ollie hadn't had a good solid relationship since Kurt left, and he knew that was because he was always pining for what could have been. It was stupid to think there could be another chance right? Ollie was saved having to speak when Reed started wailing in his arms. "Woah, woah, Reedus, man, I got ya." He bounced the baby on his hip and went to the kitchen, pulling a bottle of formula out of the fridge and unscrewing the top, putting it into the microwave. "I guess dinner is gonna be up for everyone."
"what are you doing?" Kurt scrambled to the kitchen and yanked the bottle from the microwave. He shoook his head. "No, no that kills vitamins." He was feeling a tad bit manic. His feelings not at all gone. "You heat up water and put it in and wait" He told him. "you don't want hot formula and cold mixing." Kurt knew it wasn;t his place to be bossy, but he was particular about this. Kurt looked at ollie with a sorrow expression. "Gosh, sorry. I had no right."
Ollie lifted his free hand and backed away. "Okay. I mean...fine, it's your kithen right now." He rubbed Reed's back, pursing his lips. "That's how we've been doing it all along, and nothing's gone horribly wrong yet."
Kurt sighed. " I know. I read too many parent manuals. It makes me uptight snobby parents of the year type." He put it back in the microwave. He didn't love the microwave method. He went to the oven to pull out the nuggets for Hans. "I got you tacos, Ollie. Want me to serve them up for you?"
Ollie snorted and got the bottle back when it was done. "I'm just aiming for 'parent that was good enough'. I'm honestly still surprised they let me have full custody. I was only so recently a train wreck." He cracked his neck and settled into an armchair, propping Reed up and starting to feed him. "Yeah, Kurt, that's great. No rush though, after I feed him, I'll probably get him down for a nap."
"You do relaly good. Ollie." he told him. He didn't want them on bad terms. He fixed up Ollie's plate. He washed his hands before touching Hansel's food. He used clean utensils. He brought him his food and set it down. Hansel ran over and grabbed a chicken nugget. He chewed on it happily as he held darth vador doll.
Ollie gave Kurt a small smile. "I do okay. I think I make up with the lack of experience and help with intense devotion." Reed finished up his bottle and Ollie brought him up to his shoulder, patting his back to burp him. "You are a pro, on the other hand. I bet you were a pro right of the bat too. You've always been naturally good at everything."
"Not at all. I had nanny help and books I read. I had no clue how to do this. I called my dad thanking him over and over again for putting up with my twin and I." He sat down. Hansel sat on his lap to eat his dinner. Kurt rubbed his back as he looked over at Ollie. Hansel held a chicken nugget out for Ollie to take. "Fur ew."
Ollie grinned over at Hansel and took a chicken nugget, winking as he popped it in his mouth. "Thanks kiddo." He shook his head a little. "I read a lot of books, but I think half of it fell out. And my mom...she was really not that great a help. I should have called my old nanny instead."
Kurt laughed. He knew that chicken nugget was bland. Gluten free nuggets were not the best. Hansel went over to look the baby over. "Don't touch the baby, unless you wash your hands, Hans." Kurt said petting his sons back. He looked over at Ollie. "Each baby is different, i think evenutally you just figure it out."
Ollie grinned and got a big burp out of Reed who then giggled softly. He shifted the baby in his arms and started to rock him, gently. "Yeah. I've figured out enough I think." He kissed the top of Reed's head. "Hey, I'll be back in a minue. Let me get this bugger down for a nap."
Kurt nodded his head. Hansel was rubbing his eyes too. He had a big day at the beach with Santana. He put his head on Kurt's lap. His chicken nugget dangling from his fingertips before dropping ot the floor as he fell asleep.
Ollie carried Reed to his nursery and laid him down in the crib, kissing the top of his head. He made sure everything looked okay before grabbing the other end of the baby monitor and sticking it through a belt loop and goinvg out to the living room. "Hey, we can make him a little bed on the couch if you want. Unless you have to get going or something," Ollie said softly when he saw Hansel was asleep.
"Oh, no he's ok. I .. do you want me to go?" Kurt wasn't sure if that was a hint or not. He wasn't planning on leaving for a while. "That's not my cue to exit stage left, is it?" Hansel rolled over to sleep against the cushions. Kurt lifted him off slowly and set him up so that he was safe on the sofa.He wrapped a blanket around him. He kissed his head before moving to another chair to sit
Ollie shook his head hard. "No, God no, I want you to stay, like as long as you want." He set the baby monitor down on the table and sat back down, finally reaching for one of his tacos. "I want to know more about you. What your life is doing."
Kurt smiled softly. "Well, my life has been a whirl wind of crazy. I fele like I never have had a day off in 5 years, except these last two." He lean back. "I got my line out. I will send you some outfits if you want. I wasn't sure if you'd wear them. " He laughed softly looking around. He grabbed one of the star war toys and fiddled with it as some distraction to his nerves. "So, are you seeing anyone?" He asked righ toff the bat.
Ollie laughed a little and rolled his eyes. "You send me stuff I'll put it on and take pictures. No gurantees it will actually get worn outside. I'm too comfortable being a slob." He gave Kurt a lopsided smile and shook his head. "No. I haven't...really seen anyone seriously since you and I broke up. Just people I'd see once, or a couple times. Reed's mom was a few weeks, but that's...that's it." He shrugged. "You? Any romance in the cards?"
Kurt laughed at the question. "I don't have time for myself. I go on dates, but about 2-3. " He looked a his son. "I am a dad full time and a designer part." He sighed. "I'd like to, you know. It's hard being alone with kids and yourself at a certain place in the day. Mine is late at night. " He confessed. "You know what I am talking about? Im glad you would take photos in my stuff at least."
Ollie nodded and let out a soft sigh, shaking his head. "Yeah, I know," he said with a laugh. "I havent even been with anyone in the past forever. Since I knew Reed was coming, really. I don't think I've ever gone so long without sex in my life."
Kurt laughed. "Oh poor you. I know how much you like sex." He teased. He looked Ollie over. "It'll come around again for you, you are one hell of a lover and good looking to boot."
Ollie snorted and poked his tongue out at Kurt. "Hey, if you have a talent for something. You should be exercising it." He wiggled his eyebrows at Kurt. "Don't lie, you totally miss being with me."
Kurt laughed. "I think YOU miss being with me. I was good. I deserved a medal." He blushed. He did miss being with Ollie. Ollie had passion when they had sex. He missed the passion. "You made these weird grunts before you came. I totally miss that.
Ollie bit at his lower lip and gave Kurt a heated look. "You do deserve a medal." He licked his lips in anticipation. "If we can keep it down, we could...I mean. If you wanted to. Old times sake?"
Kurt blushed and looked away. "Eh, do we ever keep it down?" He knew it got pretty loud sometimes. Enough to piss off the room mates in the house. He looked over at his son. "I guess we could. You know.. for old times sake.."
Ollie watched Kurt's face, trying to see if he was kidding or not. As soon as it seemed to be an affirmative, Ollie lept forward and grabbed Kurt by the shoulders, hauling him in and kissing him hard on the lips.
Kurt was going to grab a mint. He figured it would be... and it wasn't. He was pressed against Ollie faster than it was to pop a mint in his mouth. He kissed Ollie back, missing this passion. Ollie was known to attack his face, ass, body. It was always so spell bidning. Kurt wrapped his arms around Ollie's neck and pulled him in for a passionate kiss back.
Ollie let out a grateful moan when Kurt started to kiss him back, and remembered that he was supposed to keep it down and tried to quite it down. His hands were already wandering, sliding down Kurt's arms and over his hips, dipping down to his ass and squeezing hard. He pulled back from Kurt's lips to let out a harsh breath. "Come on," he whispered, lifting Kurt by the ass a little, to try and urge him into his arms. "Bedroom."
Kurt was so glad he worked out He knew he was toner than before. His baby fat around his hips tame. He felt faint. "Ok, wait." He stood up and went to put pillows on the floor from the sofa. He didn't want hansel to roll off. Not that he would He was pretty stable to stick to one position his full nap. He wrapped him up and turned to the bedroom. "Wher eis it?" He felt lost. He followed Ollie, stumbling over toys on the floor and his own lack of coordination
Ollie took a shaky breath when Kurt pulled away and almost stumbled over his own feet, reaching for the baby monitor so he could bring it to the bedroom with him. He took Kurt's hand and pulled him down the hall to the bedroom. When they made it inside, Ollie closed the door behind them and pressed Kurt up against it, dropping his lips to Kurt's neck and sucking hard.
Kurt wasn't use to this. He usually had boring or drunk sex. This was neither one of those. He tilted his head back, welcoming Ollie's lips with deep rolls of moans and encouragement to his neck. He slid his fingers in his hair. They weren't going to be silent/ But thank god his son slept through loud events. He hiked one leg around Ollie's waist and pressed himself against his lower abs.
Ollie had pretty much made it through the last few years on random hookups and short term relationships that he knew were going nowhere before they even started. None of that had ever felt like this, the blood rushing through him like it was on fire, his heart pounding in his chest, a flutter in his stomach. He nipped at Kurt's neck and pulled away so he could tug at Kurt's shirt, laughing when his fingers got caught up in the buttons. "Still doing all the fucking layers."
Kurt pulled away and looked Olli eover. "Of coutse.Don't act like it's not fun to unwrap me. " He ran his hands down his chest. "It's foreplay at it's best. God Ollie, it's been so long." He moaned out. He missed this. Missed how passionate this use to be. Hours and hours like this. They would have sex a whole album sometimes. He missed those days. He lifted Ollie's shirt over his head.
Ollie stepped back for a moment to get his shirt out of the way, tossing it aside before going back to work on Kurt's buttons. "It's fun when I'm not freaking out," he muttered, accidently ripping a button in his haste. "Do you have any idea how long it's been..." He shuddered and kissed Kurt's throat, where he finally exposed some skin. "Fuck, Kurt."
"hmm for you 24 hours?" He teased. "I'm kidding. I know. Just rip it. I have more of these outfits." He spread his legs for Ollie. Feeling like a slut. He often felt like s slut around Ollie and he loved it. He felt wild. He hadn't felt this wild in a long time. He was professional 99% of the time. This is what he needed. He was a man of needs too.
Ollie lifted an eyebrow at Kurt and ripped the rest of the shirt away, chuckling huskily when the buttons skittered away. He got to Kurt's undershirt and pulled it off, groaning at the pale expanse of skinn exposed. "How did you get so much hotter?" he murmured, kissing down Kurt's chest, fingers catching on his nipples. He kneeled before Kurt and unbuttoned his pants, nipping at his hip as he pulled them down.
Kurt looked down at his pants being unbutton. "What are you saying, Ollie?" He teassed about his how did you get hotter comment. He moaned as he rolled his hips upward for Ollie to be able to remove them with ease. "Ugh.. Ollie. How did you?"
Ollie looked up at Kurt and wiggled his eyebrows. "I'm just talented that way," he said, pulling Kurt's pants and underwear down in one move, freeing his cock. He groaned headily at the sight of it, leaning in and brushing his lips across it, dropping his hands to Kurt's ass and squeezing hard.
Ollie was always so willing to put his mouth on a cock. Kurt knew that to be true. He moaned feeling his knees go weak. He sat on the edge of the bed. He intangled his fingers in his hair and spread his legs wider. "I hate you indefinatly, Oliver.. Fuck.."
Ollie moaned loudly when Kurt's fingers worked their way into his hair, feeling a pleasant shiver race down his spine. "Pull harder," he said, nipping at Kurt's inner thigh. Ollie winked up at Kurt, and sucked the head of Kurt's cock into his mouth, groaning headily around it.
"Ollie. I swear. You are going to make a teenager out of me in 20 seconds." He hadn't had his dick attacked since hte last time they were together like this. He tugged on his head. He grabbed a handful before moving his hip and fucking his mouth. He closed his eyes to block out how hot it looked going in and out of Ollie's thick perfect lips.
Ollie hummed around Kurt's cock, too far down in his bliss to worry about answering coherently. He felt his eyes roll back in his head when Kurt tugged at his curls, relaxing his throat and letting Kurt take what he wanted from him. He was digging his fingers hard into Kurt's hips, knowing he'd leave halfmoon bruises there from his nails.
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Kurt "Welcome to toddlers. You don't get after glow." He put on his shirt. He heard his son talking to the baby and the baby cooing. Kurt put on a shirt and pants. "How long were we out?" He laughed. He fixed the back of his head. Kurt ent to the door and waited for olliw to go look in on the kids together. He walked to the baby room and saw Hansel in the crib. He was sitting on one side of the crib. The baby laying on the other. He had his toys spread out. He looked up and jumped in scare when he saw his dad. "Noffin dad, we were just talking." He said quickly.
Ollie shrugged it off with a sigh and hurried to the other room, sighing in relief when he saw that Reed was fine, though the smell coming from him was not fine. "Oh good, no one's choking but we have poop." He gave Hansel a raised eyebrow look. "You're a little gymnast kid, how did you get up here?"
Kurt laughed. His son could climb a tree. "He's amazing, isn't he?" He pulled his son out of the crib. He wrapped his arms tightly around kurt's neck. "Can we stay the night here? " He asked. "This place is fun." Kurt knew he was bored in the hotel room with little toys and things to do. "I don't know, hans."
Ollie reached for Reed and pulled him out too, taking him over to the changing table and pulling on some gloves. "I don't mind, dude. You and your dad can crash here. It's up to him." He looked over his shoulder and gave Kurt a small smile. "I'd like it."
Kurt huffed. "Fine." HE jumped up and down with excitement before running into the living room. He sat down and pulled out more toys from a drawer he found. "I better go make sure he doesn't completely .. destory your house."
Ollie laughed and finished changing Reed's diaper, tossing the dirty one into the diaper genie. "Oh, don't worry about it. It's pretty destroyed as it is. It was the cleanest it's been in ages right before you came over. If that tells you anything."
"Yikes.' Kurt laughed. It was weird knowing they just had mind blowing sex back to small talk. He felt so relaxed and comfortable. Kurt went to the living room to make sure his son wasn't causing destruction
Ollie laughed and hoisted Reed into his arms, ready to rock him until he got sleepy again. "Like your place is pristine with that guy running around. He seems like he gets into everything."
"It's not. I am teasing. HE has his own room to destroy." Hansel walked over and handed him a toy. "Waht is this?" He asked, showing ollie a spiderman statue.
Ollie sat down on the couch, Reed starting to drift off in his arms. "That's Spiderman, dude. He's the best. Do you not know Spiderman?"
Kurt he didn't show him spider man or any of the super hero movies. It made him feel sad for his loss of Ollie. "He hasn't." Hansel looked at his dad. "I like him. Can I watch him? He asked ollie
Ollie 's eyes widened and he shook his head. "I really think that's a dad question, man, no getting anything out of me unitl I hear from dad." He looked over to Kurt. "I don't want to negate any awesome parental thing you're doing."
Kurt sighed. "fine. You can watch it. If you promise to let me brush your teeth." He nodded. "ok." HE slid off the chair and went to get his toothbrush out of his diaper bag. He came back with it and handed it ot his dad. "Comeon." He picked up his son and walked back to the bathroo. He brushed Hansel's small teeth. He came back in. "K Uncle blaine," He sat besidde ollie. "We can watch."
Kurt sighed. "That's not uncle blaine.. that's ollie. Know how daddy has a twin? Ollie does too."
Ollie rocked his son until he was back to sleep and very gingerly carried him back to his room and set him in the crib, setting up the baby monitor again. He plopped back down on the couch next to Hansel when he came back and put an old Spiderman cartoon on. "Yeah, dude, I'm Ollie. I got the beard. Remember that." He ruffled his hair. "And this is special. You'll always remember your first spiderman."
Kurt knew that his son woke the baby up in the first place. He was llike that. He would wak up Kurt all the time to show him his toys and or drawings. Kurt reached over and put his hand in Ollies. He subtle laced their fingers together. He hoped this was alright.
Ollie was surprised but pleased when Kurt reached over and took his hand. He squeezed their fingers together and gave him a small shy smile before dropping their joined hands to his lap, brushing his thumb over the back of Kurt's hand soothingly.
Hansel laid his head on Ollies lap He had his feet across Kurt's lap. His eyes grew heavier as he watched. He finally went limp as he fell asleep. Kurt was also asleep by this time.His cheek against Ollie's shoulder
Ollie let out a soft laugh when Hansel laid down in his lap, a hand naturally going into the boy's hair and stroking it softly. They both fell asleep by the end of the moive and Ollie didn't have the heart to move and curled around the arm of the couch as best he could and let himself drift off too.
Kurt woke up around 11 pm. He looked at Ollie. This felt nice. Like a family. What he had been wanting. He shook Ollie's shoulder. "Hey." He whispered. "Wake up." He wanted kid free time with ollie to talk.
Ollie blinked awake when he felt his shoulder shaken and went into immediate panic mode. He almost lept up before he remembered there was a child laying across his lap and took a breath. "Fuck, is everything okay? The monitor didn't go off did it? Do I need to go get Reed?"
"No. I just wanted ot tlak. Go outside and talk? Maybe get a drink and relax? I don't get ot do that much. Unless you need sleep. Do you?" He picked up his son who half fell off the sofa, half was on the sofa. He slid him back on the sofa and covered him up.
Ollie shook his head, standing up and massaging a crick out of his neck. "No, I'm fine. Let's...yeah. There some stuff in the cabinet over the stovetop, if you want to pour us something. Let me go peek in on Reed for a second."
"you're a good father." Kurt winked. He wanted him to know what he thought about him. He pet his shoudler as he went into the kithcne. There was baby apple juice and voda. He shrugged and started to mix those two things
Ollie smiled at Kurt for that, even if he wasn't sure that it was true. He checked and Reed was sleeping soundly, making little gurgly sounds. He kissed the top of the baby's head and headed back out. He put the monitor in his robe's pocket and pointed Kurt towards the small balcony off the living room. Kurt followed him with two drinks in hand as he walked onto the balcomy and sat down in one of the chair. "I miss Florida." HE said as he sat down. "I used some apple juice and vodka. " He laughed. "It's not bad."
Ollie sighed happily and took a drink. "Hey that's better than I probably would have done," he laughed softly. "I'm glad I didn't leave. I love it here. The air, the weather..." He chewed at his lower lip. "If I...if I'd asked you to stay. To not go to New York and stay with me. Would you have?"
"No. I would still go. I .. am glad I did go. I made a life for myselg. I would have always wondered what if.. " He confessed. "I would love you know. that... family. Do you ever want that? Family? My son really likes you."
Ollie ducked his head and sighed. "Yeah," he murmured after a second. "I thought about it. Asking you too. But I couldn't do it. You needed it though. As much as I needed to stay." He felt a sad grin flicker across his face and he gave Kurt a look, studying his face in the twilight. "Do you mean in general, Kurt?" he asked softly. "Or with you?"
'oh. I meant in general." He was glad it was dark outside. enough for him to blush feverishly.
Ollie bit at his lower lip and nodded after a second. "Yeah. I do. Want it. Think about it." He took another sip of his drink.
"withme? I thought... you know. You'd want to settle down with a female." He said remember he said tht in a fight and they were drunk.. He was worried abou tit like his past girlfriend was
Ollie snorted ruefully and ducked his head. "Forget all the shitty things I said when I was drunk and hurting. It's not about that to me. It's about who makes me feel..." He sighed and looked out at the skyline, not trusting himself to look at Kurt. "No one has ever made me feel like you do."
Kurt looked up at the skyline with him. He saw a mist milky way. "I wanted to mary you. You knowWhen my brother was talking about marrying your brother. I could only think of us and what ifs. I guess that's why I had Hans.I was lonely and .. well, I'm happy I have him." He confessed. "Would you want that? To be loyal to just me? That's what I want. I'm not into the open relationship anymore ."
Ollie didn't want to let himself hope too much and kept his fingers wrapped around the railing, knuckles white with effort. "I'm not...I'm not that guy anymore. I have a kid now, I'm a dad. I'm not looking for whatever I can grab." He finally looked over at Kurt. "What...this is crazy though, right? We both made whole lives on opposite ends of the US."
Kurt nodded. He downed his drink. Loving the feeling of tipsy. He set his cup down. "We did, but you know. I feel as if maye a part of me never left." He confessed. "A part of me is missing.. and well, you see how passionate we are during sex. It's not like that with anyone else."
Ollie couldn't contain himself anymore and reached out to grab Kurt, sliding his arms around Kurt's waist and pulling him close. "I hope it's not just sex you're looking for," he said with a tentative grin. "I don't know if I'd fit in New York, but I guess I could try."
Kurt "You would. I think you could. God, Ollie. You wouldn't be alone. I woudln't be alone." He whimpered. "We would be happy there. If not, we can move back. We can." He had no idea why he was sellin git. "Hansel and Reed coul dbe brothers?"
Ollie felt his breath catching and he leaned his forehead against Kurt's. "Do you think.." He sighed. "This isn't moving too fast? Can we really just pick up where we left off?"
Kurt "Ollie, please I thik we just did. We had sex and it felt like we never stopped. Do you not feel that too?"
Ollie let out a shaky laugh. "Kurt, sex is a lot different than a whole relationship."
"Yeah. " He huffed, his mouth in a thin line as he looked forward.Not at anyting in particular.
Ollie couldn't help but let out a soft laugh at the expression on Kurt's face, leaning in and kissing that line off his mouth. "I didn't say no, pouty," he said. "I just want to make sure you still like me enough to take me home."
Kurt "I am not pouty." Ok, he was pouty. "I know it's a big deal. Maybe think it over. I got two more nights here." He reached out and took his hand.He laced just their pinkies together. "
Ollie smiled a little at Kurt and kissed the corner of his mouth again. "I like how you practically asked me and my kid to move in with you and you didn't even say you liked me yet." He pressed his lips to Kurt's ear. "I still love you, Kurt Hummel. I never stopped."
Kurt mouth open about to say something in retort. About how he liked him. Then he said that. He closed his eyes. "Oliver." He felt his eyes tear up. "I never stopped. I love you too Ollie Anderson... could be hummel. Since that has a nice ring to it."
Ollie let out a soft, watery laugh and curled his arms tightly around Kurt, holding him close. "I could be down for that Oliver Hummel. Reed Hummel sounds pretty fucking cool too."
"I like that. Hansel needs a sibling." He laughed. "Iw as only going to have one, but two is better." He smiled. "Maybe.. i could adopt him?" He offered. "You know.. I can't believe we are talking abou this. I neve rthought I would."
Ollie nodded and then sucked in a shaky breath. "Let's get me to New York first, okay, babe? We'll get to all the scary stuff soon enough. You're still talking to a guy who's terrifed of commitment." He kissed Kurt's jaw. "But I want it. I do."
"Yeah, I know. I know. I get excited and plan way ahead. Yes, of course. Look around and if you don't fall in love with the city or with me there in the city. Then you come back here? ok. I won't be upset with you.
Ollie rolled his eyes. "I don't mean that. I wouldn't just...fuck off and leave. I mean it. I love you. I want to give us a real shot this time. And not ruin it by being a dumbass."
Kurt rubbed his hand as he talked. Loving how nice it was to touch Ollies skin. "You're not a dumb ass per say. You just have commitment issues, but i do see a lot of change in you. Good change."
Ollie hummed in response, ducking his head into Kurt's neck and kissing it softly. "I'm getting better. I did get a kid. You can't really give that back."
"well, you can, but that makes you a shitty human being. " He laughed. "mmm.. this is nice. I like this. I hate coming home alone everynight."
Ollie continued to mouth lazily at Kurt's neck, humming in response. "I've been pretty used to it. The being alone thing. It's not all it's cracked up to be."
"No more then, Ollie. No more. I wil be here. You won't be alone and you can have a family with me?" He whisoered. "I live in a beauitful sky apartment. I have 4 roooms. Pleanty of space. Reed can have his own room. I use that room as a toy room, but we can clear it out. Hansel is mostlyin my room anyway with zillions of toys."
Ollie he hummed a little and lifted his head to kiss Kurt again, sucking a little at his lower lip. "We'll figure it out. I have to see if I can transfer to the New York office. I don't want to worry about it now. We should have sex again."
Kurt laughed. He kissed his lips. "What if I don't wnt to. I want to just .. go inside and curl up against ou and just cuddle ? How girly did I sound? Let's totally go fuck." He stood up winking. "Shower sex? I could kill two birds you know, get you to wash my back."
Ollie lifted his eyebrow at Kurt. "Oh come on, man, you can't tell me you aren't fucking eager to get more sex after our respective dry spells. I am going to need to fuck at least twice a day for the next year to even get close to making up for it."
"twice? Taht's all you can handle. You became weak. Remeber when we had sex through playlists?" He laughed as he took his hand. He pulled him into the bathroom.
Ollie chuckled, though he quieted as they got back into the apartment, tiptoing past a still sleeping Hansel. "I'm an old man now. And so are you. We're dads. We have old man dad sex."
