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Kai doing an acrobatic stretch wearing the outfit she typically wears when she's presenting masc (Caius).

(The pic is the same, one just has a broader background.)

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"♪ See, these men, they got money,

Don't matter, won't stop me.

Can't let you abuse it

If you don't know how to usе it! ♪"

Another sketch of a summertime swimsuit for Ailiya. (Obviously the colours inside the diamonds are her human disguise.)

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I had to sketch this twice since the first one came out looking awful (I stupidly didn't test my marker colors and reference Cynic's character color sheet). This looks... A bit better.

As an AuDHD trans man, I very much identify with "Changeling". For a decent portion of my childhood and early teenhood, I believed I was, in fact, a changeling/fae. Now, knowing history and its prejudices, I know for a fact that I am a changeling... just not in the mystical sense. (Unless we're talking good fun. I love folktales.)

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Sketched some characters I hadn't done in years.

I couldn't decide on a skin tone for Matías, but Brandy is meant to be a ghostly white since she's a pale earth spirit of sorts. Idk, the white skin might just make her other colors pop.

Ava used to be around 15, but now she's about 19. Her and Moria (another character I haven't posted yet) are both going to stay teens, just older than their previous age.

Brandy is ageless since she's... Kinda just dead and a fae. Matías is around 23.

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"It's funny how you told me not to overreact."

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"Build up your ego, and watch it just shatter."

Ah, cathartic pieces. This is dedicated to my father's trash wife! She's very abvsive and just... Irredeemable and unrecyclable. If reality could hit her, that would be greeeeeat.

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Terra, a low level angel with only one set of wings. Half of her body is no longer rotting, but is now fully skeletal. This is based around a song very dear to me titled "Why" by Derivakat.

CW;TW: Bried explanation of abuse, mention of sui¢ide attempt, mention of mental disorders. (Any text that is small and in italics is the content the warning is about.)

Back in 2023, I had no where left to live after trying to end my life. Rather than try to help me, my father's wife and her three oldest sons did everything in their power to make me feel unsafe.

It peaked one day when my father's wife tried to break the door down of the room I was staying in temporarily (my old room), breaking her wrist in the process.

My father's wife called the cops on me before this, trying to have me arrested for staying at my father's house without permission. My father didn't lie to the cops (I did have an agreement with him), so they charged her instead.

Instead of divorcing or giving his wife and her kids literally any consequences for their transgressions and behaviors, he still lives "happily" with them to this day. None of his biological family can visit him– especially not his three biological sons.

All I got from those "events" was severe nightmares, PTSD, and a slew of other things thoroughly diagnosed and documented.

Terra is a manifestation of the childlike major depression I've dealt with my entire life. All almost 27 years. Though I'm transgender now, it felt wrong to change the genders of the lesser active personalities I have in my head (such as Hakala, Delilah, and Terra).

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Dahlia, my marionette character based off of the Black Dahlia Murder. Her concept was first created in 2019.

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Finished a full body sketch of Cupid!

I think I like this type of skirt the best for her rather than the previous two I tested out. I didn't think of it at the time, but it (the skirt) kinda captures the Romance and Lust– or Cupid and Eros– duality that's generally accepted as a concept for relationships.

Obviously it doesn't fully go into the real depth and spectrum of romance.