Hey lovelies...heeeey!
How is everyone? Breathing? Drinking water? Good....you're doing amazing. I'm here to give those who asked an update on me. I didn't post at all in 2025. I won't say I didn't write, that would be a lie. I just didn't post in here because well, life was LYFE-ING!
We all went through it during covid...except my phase lasted a bit longer than some others. A few very beloved ones passed away and then I went through the death of my very long-term marriage. I won't lie, the last few years ran me over and spit me back out.
I'm not the same girl, but I'm so fucking glad of that. Don't worry my smuttiness has been retained...actually I just think it hit a new level, but more about that later. 😏
For now, I've been thinking about putting some more stories up, but before I do I wanted to address a few things.
The Return of Madam Cupcake Series (MCS) - Some know this series, some do not. It was my first. My baby on this platform. And I loved her so. I pulled her down. But I'm going to begin re-releasing chapters, with commentary on the chapters and what it mirrored in my life at the time.
Okay, so why did I pull MCS down?
Well...I wanted to edit her. She was a sloppy girl. I blossomed as the chapters went on and honestly, the first few chapters make me cringe when I read it. HOWEVER, the more I tried to edit MCS, the more it frustrated me.
Why are you putting MCS back out now?
Because the more, I read it the more it reveals the struggles I was going through, not only in my marriage but in life. I felt like it was Tracee from another time advising other women of the harrowing road of being in love and being loved. So I didn't edit it. I couldn't. It was too hard. And it felt wrong to do so.
Now What?
Well, that being said. I have more in store for the characters in MCS. I've said that for awhile now. And I mean it. So NOW, I want to re-release Madam Cupcake Series and releasing new chapters to it's sequel, I have pre-emptively titled KING.
I've written the first two chapters of King. I plan to put it out the end of January. I will have a release date soon.
But for now, re-read Madam Cupcake or read it for the first time if you've enjoyed my Creep Series, or any other of my stories.
Also, I want to thank each and every one of you who checked in on me over the years, whether through this blog or discord. It meant a lot to me. Helped me in every way you can think possible. And hopefully, in return, I can thank ya'll with providing some more filthy stories that entertain you for a bit.
I love ya'll and I will re-post Chapter 1 and Chapter 2 shortly.
Thank you, as always, for reading!
Tracee
Seokjin: I think my man likes a good tummy, especially when his big dick is filling that tummy. Has threesomes specifically to see how much cum his partner can take, and will use his fingers to keep it in.
Jimin: Everything about him is small, except for his load and he likes to prove a point. Has a multiple orgasm kink to the point where he will work himself up all week to make sure he has too much cum in his body feeling like he is about to burst.
Jungkook: pouts when his cum leaks out, spends a lot of time pushing it back in. More of a breeding kink than an inflation kink, the fuller you are the more likely you are to get pregnant
Yoongi: Most into it if his partner is into it. He gets off on whatever kink his partner has.
Hoseok: Feels like cum inflation takes too long, probably likes eating his cum out of his partners more than filling them with it
Namjoon: Prefers to see the outline of his dick in his partner's tummy, will push down on the stomach so he can feel himself, not too bothered about the cum part
Taehyung: Something about watching someone get bigger just because of his cum freaks him out, cannot explain it. He is a much bigger fan of painting his partner's body with his cum.
Warnings: filth, really just filth, tiny bit of fluff, but GOD it’s dirty like really avert your eyes, children, christ is watching
A/N: Maknae Line will be a couple of hours because I needed a cold shower
Word count: 3329 words of pure thirst and filth
Namjoon (RM)
F i l t h y mouth don't @me
Sex drive is probably among the highest in the group
Cannot keep his hands off you if you wear a short skirt or shorts
If you don’t want to fuck your ass better wear pants to bed, I’m just saying
He's a leg man i don't make the rules
If you have thick thighs he will worship them
Loves it when you're a tease like the first time you got tipsy when you were out to dinner and leaned over the table to whisper in his ear that you weren't wearing panties he had to order dessert just to have time to control his hardon
He's the type to take his time with you but that night as soon as he walked in the door he threw down his keys and bent you over the back of the couch
In general if you wear a skirt around him you’ll end up bent back over the nearest available surface
Will 100% love it if you visit him in his studio in a skirt and no panties he’s fucking salivating if you wear a skirt and stilettos
Don’t wear a skirt out with him because he will definitely finger you under the table but I mean, he’s got long talented fingers so like..do
After you come, trying not to moan at the fucking restaurant, he’ll deadass smirk at you and put his fingers in his mouth
Loves to see you on your knees but doesn’t ask often because he comes in your mouth so fast and he wants to fuck you instead
Talks so much during blowjobs “I love the way you swallow my cock, baby,” and lots of cursing when he comes in your mouth, will grab your hair and force you down on him but apologize for it afterward
Lowkey loves it when you gag on his cock though so he might apologize a lot
If you wear glasses and you let him come on your face and glasses he will fucking worship you forever
Has a glasses kink in general he knows it doesn’t mean you’re smart necessarily, but that’s what the media says so it stuck
So you find this out on accident
You’re dressed for work, business casual in a black aline skirt and a white button up and low heels and you put your hair up in a messy bun and forego your contacts for your glasses
You meet him at his studio on your lunch break and he’d left before you that morning
When you walk in carrying the food he looks up from his work and does a whole double take
He looks you up and down with his mouth open, shocked
You’re wearing bright red lipstick and you think maybe it’s too much like you don’t know wtf he’s staring at you for
He’s sitting spread legged in his chair and when you walk over to kiss him he grabs your ass and makes you straddle him
You end up with your ass on the chair and your legs over his shoulders and he fucking wrecks you, he’s so rough you might have trouble walking back to work but he comes fast looking at your red mouth open and your hair falling out of that bun
His hands are shaking as he zips up his pants after, “Please don’t wear that to work again. I don’t want anyone else to see you in it.”
He talks so dirty to you right before sex or doing foreplay shit like "I'm going to ruin that tight cunt" and he gets all bossy like "on your knees" but during the act he's not that vocal just little breathy moans and when he's about to come he holds his breath so you always know
Really really loves foreplay sometimes y'all just do mutual masturbation bc he loves to watch you fall apart under his command tells you what to do and will barely touch you during
His favorite position is doggy style or you on top facing away from him he loves the curves of your waist and hips like a violin he wants to play all day long
Likes to sit in a chair while he's wearing a suit and pull his cock out and make you stand and bounce up and down facing away from him it makes him feel like a king and when your legs give out he'll lie you down on the floor gently and finish while staring into your eyes bc hes grateful that you like to please him
He doesn't normally praise you a lot but he will when you do something special for him like that
Will eat you out but not until you come usually just until your legs are shaking and you're about to because he loves to feel you clenching around his cock when you come
He's got a big dick top three in the group don't @me
Longer rather than thick though so when he gets rough it might bump your cervix
Fun fact if you let him put it in your ass he just might wife you
Jin
Fairly vanilla in bed
Not kinky although the one time you talked him into letting you blindfold him he came so hard he couldn't move for ten minutes
Loud AF, big moans heavy breathing lots of cursing "oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck"
Not as visually stimulated as some of the others you can wear a lace crotchless teddy to bed and he deadass won't notice
He's stimulated by sensation mostly which is why the blindfold worked so well at first he didn't like the lack of control but as soon as you kissed him and bit his lip a little he moaned so loud he might have woken the neighborhood
His hands are everywhere during foreplay not just your breasts or pussy he'll trail his fingers behind your knee, trace the line of your throat
His nipples are very sensitive and he loves it when you kiss and nibble them lowkey into a little pain with his pleasure but not much
He's not really into oral either giving or receiving bc he can't touch you everywhere and he can't come from just your mouth he'll get frustrated when you try and pull your hair a little so you'll hop on top of him
When he does go down on you hes stupid good at it though like this version of EatJin is what you ask for on your birthday
Jin eats pussy like it's his JOB don't @me
He'll bite your inner thighs to tease you, and you'll have marks there for a week bc when he does treat you he'll take his time
Dick isn't huge but it ain't small average length, thicker than average
He is a tiddy man he loves your breasts whether they're small, average or big he likes the way they fit in his hands and how your nipples pucker up in his mouth
Lowkey breast worship he likes them all but if you have tig ol biddies he might wife you
If you let him titty fuck you he'll be so grateful he'll go down on you every night for a week
He doesn't ask for it but you see how much he loves your breasts he'll stare at your cleavage and he'll never let you sleep if you slide into bed in a white t-shirt and no bra where he can see your nipples through your shirt
Once he pulled you into the shower with him while you were just wearing his white T-shirt and he was just fucking around bc you were giving him hell about something
But when he saw your nipples tighten, tshirt clinging to you, he grabbed you and kissed you even though you were mid yell
Fucked you against the shower door so hard you were worried the whole time he’d bust it and you’d both break your necks
Comes so fast when you play with your tits while you're riding him, which btw is his favorite position
He’ll grab on to your hips so hard you’ll have fingerprint bruises, not that you mind and towards the end he’ll get impatient and hold you down while he bucks up beneath you, fast
He’s not great at slow dicking he fucks like a jackrabbit usually
is the type to buy a ceiling mirror or fuck you in front of a full length one, loves to see your pussy swallowing his cock and loves to preen at how he looks while fucking you
He will always, always want to come on your tits if y’all are fucking in missionary
Will ask to take a picture of you with his come all over your tits so that he can use it for his spank bank while he’s on tour
He sends you more pics than you send him, dirty or otherwise
When he’s horny while he’s on tour you’ll get a dick pic and be like oh ok
Would prefer to sext rather than phone sex or Skype, he’s not that visually stimulated so your words can help more than anything else
Wants so many pics of your tits, though, like in a bra, out of a bra
If you can lick your own nipple and send him a video of it he will nut in five seconds and ask you to marry him
Yoongi
So like if you like to make love, you probably don’t need to get with Yoongi
Because even if he’s madly in love with you he’ll fuck you like you’re some skank he picked up in a club
Like Jin, he’s not that into oral either giving or receiving unless he’s just super horny and lazy and wants you to get it out of the way
He loves your mouth but like it’s not his favorite thing he’d rather fuck
It takes him a while to come like your jaw will be hurting
During a blowjob is the only time Yoongi is kinda soft with you sexually
He’ll stroke your hair and praise you in a low murmur, call you a good girl when you deepthroat him and after he comes he’ll wanna cuddle with you for a while
Prefers to come in your mouth usually but will want you to stick your tongue out and let him finish so he can see you swallow it he finds that so fucking hot he might think about it half an hour later and fuck you against a wall
So good at eating pussy, like oh my god, almost the best of the group
Fucking KILLER mouth/finger combo, will tongue your clit and finger fuck you with three fingers until you’re screaming
Lowkey it’s almost punishing when he does eat you out though, he loves to make you come more times than you can handle, overstimulation is his brand
You’ll be begging him to stop before he’s done with you and he’ll just smirk up at you and remind you of the safe word and go back to his business if you don’t say it
You definitely 100% need a safeword established before y’all start fucking
Like, he’s not into full dom/sub (unless you are, and he’ll be down) but he’ll try to find every hard limit you have
He will finger you fucking anywhere if you wear a skirt or shorts that he can get his hand into
Like it’s his favorite thing to do in public, at a restaurant, sitting under a blanket while watching TV with the boys, at your goddamn parents house on the fourth of July when it’s dark except for the fireworks and you’re sitting on a blanket
Likes his girls submissive but if you’re a brat he will want to cuff you
He deadass gets hard when you talk back to him even if you’re not in a sexual situation
Like if he says something snappy while you’re helping him in the studio and you’re like “Fuck you and your dumbass rap lyrics” he’ll bend you over the desk so fucking fast
His ideal mate would be the brattiest sub to ever sub
Favorite position? All of them, he’s not picky, but if you’re bi and ask for a threesome with a friend his favorite position is fucking you from behind while you eat her out
In either a strict fwb situation or a long term, trusting relationship, would 100% be down for threesomes, m/f/m or f/m/f
Kind of a voyeur during them, though, loves to watch you getting fucked, if it’s a guy the harder he goes the better, he’ll be dripping precum from watching and stroking himself before he gets his turn
Will tell him what to do and where to touch you, likes to bark orders
Would let the other guy go first because he likes to watch but would go extra EXTRA hard when it was his turn to show you who you belong to
If it’s a girl he likes to watch you top, likes for you to make her come so hard her legs are shaking
If you’re not okay with it, he’s totally fine with not actually fucking the other girl, but lowkey his fantasy is for you two to just WRECK a girl
If you’re down to finger a girl’s clit and suck her tits while he’s fucking the shit out of her, he WILL wife you
Of course would be 100% fine with you not being into threesomes, but would fantasize about it, watch porn with you involving orgies and threesomes, and it can just be a fantasy he’s not an asshole
Will dirty talk a little in bed, call you a whore if you’re okay with that kind of thing, but doesn’t talk much, isn’t very vocal in general
Quiet grunts and sometimes a low growl or two when he comes
Loves to mark you, hickies everywhere, your tits, inner thighs, all over your throat, he will bite you so hard you’ll bleed if you’ll let him.
What really makes him hard though is when you wanna mark him
He’ll bitch if you leave visible hickeys that he has to cover with makeup, but really every time he sees them in the mirror his dick twitches, especially if you leave teeth marks
He’s not a tit man or a leg man or an ass man, it’s not about looks with him, just attitude and personality, but he’ll find something about you that turns him on, whether it’s the long line of your neck or the curve of the shell of your ear or your bare shoulders when you’re wearing an oversized sweater
Super good at sexting while you’re on tour you can be in class and he’ll send you a paragraph that has you dripping
Loves Skype sex but he sometimes will turn off his camera and just watch you (he’s a voyeur, not an exhibitionist)
Super horny in the mornings, mad morning wood, but he loves his sleep so he won’t normally do anything about it
If you wiggle your ass against him in your sleep he’ll wake you up and fuck you slow for at least half an hour
Do NOT wake him up with a blowjob unless you don’t wanna be able to walk that day
Hoseok (J-Hope)
I sure hope you like kinky shit if you’re fucking J-Hope
Has a list of kinks three pages long because he Is down for literally anything
Even if you’re into the weirdest shit he will do it and love it
You could be into literally anything and he’d be like, “oh word? let’s go”
Will try anything once and even if he lowkey hates it he’ll do it sometimes just to make you happy
Hobi. Is. A. Switch. You cannot change my mind
Has the biggest dick in BTS don’t @me
If you have a favorite position, it’ll be his too
He is a giver in bed, Hobi’s number one kink is making you come no matter how it happens
If you don’t suck dick at all he won’t care bc he’d rather eat you out anyway
If you enjoy giving head though he’ll let you do it whenever and wherever
You know that saying jack of all trades, master of none? That’s Hobi in bed
The reason he’s so fire in bed isn’t because he’s good at one thing or another, but because he will never ever let you go to sleep without at least three orgasms
You cannot fake an orgasm with him, either, he will know, he’s like doing calculations and measuring the way your skin isn’t flushed or your pussy isn’t open enough
He will be so fucking mad if you try, actually, because he has no ego in that sense if he’s not doing it right you better tell him how to do it
He doesn’t fuck you as often as some of the other guys because it’s always like a three hour ordeal
He might like foreplay better than actual sex
SO fucking loud during sex, if you ever do it in public (and he’ll want to) everyone will know
You know he’s down for anything but you find out his biggest kinks by accident hell maybe he doesn’t even know he has it until it happens
Once at a party he dragged you into a bathroom and took off your panties but when he starts to fuck you he’s so fucking loud you’re worried someone will think he’s dying so, not thinking, you stuff your panties in his mouth to quiet him
He had his eyes closed but when he tastes pussy and fabric he looks right at you and fucks you hard for like five strokes before he comes
“I’m so sorry, baby, that was so fucking hot, you can’t do that to me without warning!”
He’s lowkey mad that you made him come so fast and he won’t let you leave the bathroom until he eats you out with your legs on his shoulders until you’re the one making everyone uncomfortable at the party
He will never stop talking about it if you do something he likes so much, either, like 3 months later he’ll get horny thinking about it and text you about it
You better wear earbuds during Skype sex bc he will wake up the neighborhood
Absolutely loves the way you lick your lips when you’re watching him stroke himself, will deadass come ON the camera lens
If you’re a cocktease he will fall in love with you the first time you fuck
Like y’all are at a club and you’re grinding on him and eye fucking him and when you get back home you’ll make out with him and rub his cock through his jeans but not go any further
Is a big fucking tease and loves you to be one too but I mean, he’ll put his money where his mouth is eventually
If he’s horny and you’re on your period or something he’ll be watching every move you make even if you’re just straightening up the apartment and when you make him sexually frustrated like that everything you do is so fucking sexy
Like you are dusting with a feather duster and he suddenly imagines you putting it in your pussy
Speaking of being on your period, he’s a member of the “Put down a towel” team, he doesn’t give a fuck
He wants to see your face during sex because he loves the expressions you make and how you pant, so he won’t like doggy style much
Honestly I feel like Hobi is a face manBy that I mean if you’ve got a pretty face or something unique like light colored eyes or a square jaw, something that makes you look just a little different, Hobi will want you so fucking bad
If you’re not actually kinky, that’s cool because lowkey his kink is just...you
Despite growing up in the same neighbourhood you barely recognised the once slender, spotty, flat haired Jungkook from high school when you bumped into him one day; but he sure remembered you. After setting a date to get drinks together one thing soon lead to another and before you knew it your clothes were shed and his biggest fantasy came to life. Turns out Jungkook had been planning this for a very long time.
And you had no idea.
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WARNINGS: smut, 18+ readers only! pure filth, slight yandere!jungkook. male masturbation, oral (f receiving), rough sex, drinking, swearing. mentions of past infidelity
WORD COUNT: 8k
Being best friends with Taehyung meant a myriad of things – you lived together, ate together, worked together. In fact the only thing you never did was sleep together in your otherwise unofficial marriage. Taehyung was incredibly gay and you didn’t have his preferred equipment.
The two of you co-owned a coffee and flower shop a short walk away from your shared sizable apartment, usually Taehyung would deal with the customers and you would manage the business, he was far more sociable than you and his bright, boxy grin got the company more sales. Today however Taehyung is at a morning doctors appointment, leaving you on the front desk completely alone and way out of your comfort zone. Thank god it was a quiet Monday morning and you weren’t busy.
Around 10:04AM the bell chimed, announcing the arrival of another customer. Silently praying that it was your business partner back from his appointment you glanced up towards the building entrance, but to your own surprise you weren’t disappointed to discover that it was not Taehyung.
A man sauntered his way to the front tills, confidence and raw sex appeal radiating off his massive, magnificent frame. He was made up of pure boyfriend material, you decided, maybe even husband material depending how well the next 5 minutes went.
“Just a black coffee, 2 extra shots of espresso please.” His profile was a delicious cocktail of kind and dangerous, eyes dark with something indescribable as you looked up at him through long eyelashes.
“No problem. Anything else? Our rose bouquets are on special offer today.” You turned to the coffee station to make his drink, not missing the way he checked out your ass the second he thought you couldn’t see.
Thank god the drinks machine was shiny enough to reflect.
“No I don’t need any flowers, thanks.” His smile was fucking gorgeous, like the rest of him. “Hey is your name Y/N?” Quickly peering at your chest you realised you weren’t wearing your nametag that day, brows heavy with confusion as the man before you came to a realisation.
“You are Y/N… I knew I recognised you!”
“Uh-, I’m really sorry but have we met before?”
You would’ve remember someone like him, surely. He was taller than most men you knew, potentially around Taehyung’s height but it was difficult to say for certain from behind the counter. Thick, parted, brunette hair framed his chiselled face – littered with a few silver piercings, coinciding with the overall angsty heartthrob aesthetic he had going for him. Thanks to his rolled up sleeves you could see that tattoos littered his muscular arms and hands, he really was something else. There was no way you knew this guy, but you sure as hell would like to.
“Jungkook,” He points to himself, “We went to high school together.”
Holy shit, that was Jungkook. What a fucking glow up. Seriously.
“Oh my god-,” You were visibly taken aback, “Jungkook, you look… So different!” Excited, you flashed him the biggest grin of your life. Wow.
In high school it was common knowledge that Jungkook was bullied relentlessly, he was a skinny, spotty, high achieving student who kept himself to himself. He was an easy target, always too afraid to stand up to anyone. Of course you never bullied him, you weren’t like that, you had always been kind towards him and remembered him fondly.
“Yeah I finally hit puberty.” Jungkook snorted, thanking you for the coffee. The shop was empty aside from him so he decided to stay a little while. “You look great, how have you been?”
“Good thank you, things have been…Good.” You lied, there was no way in hell you were going to pour your heart out to an old classmate about how you had to move back in with your best friend after your relationship with your fiancé deteriorated as an outcome of his infidelity.
“What about you? What have you been up to?”
“Yknow this and that… After college I took a few years out to go travelling, see the world and avoid my responsibilities n all that.”
“Wow…” You sighed, in awe of the man in front of you, “Well where did you go?”
“Ah, shit Y/N I’ve got to get to work I’m sorry.” Jungkook could see the disappointment in your eyes, “How about we go out sometime for a proper catch up?”
“Oh, oh okay yeah! That sounds great.” Internally cringing at how desperate he must’ve thought you were considering your excitement – you plucked a business card from the counter and began scribbling your number down on the back.
“Perfect, how does Friday sound?”
“Friday would be great, here, text me the details.” You handed him the card, not missing the way his fingers grazed yours. They were soft and gentle, a polar opposite to the huge bad boy stood before you.
Jungkook glances down at the card, reading the fine print, a small smirk tugging at his pierced mouth, “You and Taehyung own this place? Impressive. Tell him I said hi.”
Except Jungkook already knew that you co-owned the small business with your life long best friend, there was very little about you that he didn’t know. Determined steps carried him toward his work building, by day he programmed and coded video games for a living, earning him a hefty salary as the line of work was somewhat difficult. By night he was a personal trainer, it was the ideal job for him really, having somebody pay him to workout with them. He enjoyed it. He looked forward to training later that day, but there was one thing he was looking forward to even more.
Friday.
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“You’re in a good mood.” Taehyung chuckled, having spent the entire day at home after his doctors appointment he was expecting you to berate him, but instead you were oddly chipper. “That jab wiped me the fuck out I’m really sorry I didn’t come in today.”
“That’s okay,” You sat next to him on the sofa, passing him a steaming cup of tea, “I already know how you can make it up to me.”
About an hour ago you arrived home from work and made dinner for yourself and Taehyung, who to be fair did seem very unwell from his Covid booster shot. After you ate the two of you put on a Netflix show and sat in comfortable silence, Taehyung shared his blanket with you and thanked you for the fresh cup of herbal tea.
“Okay I’ll bite, what do you want?”
“I need to leave early on Friday, can you do the closing shift?” Your smile was huge, contagious as your best friend mirrored your features, albeit confused.
“Why do you need to leave early on Friday…?” His brows wiggled animatedly.
“I have a date.” You beamed proudly, “At least I think it’s a date, I’m not really sure if it counts but I’m 100% counting it anyway because he’s so fucking hot.”
You’d been Taehyung’s best friend for as long as he could remember, not to mention you were his first and only ever girlfriend too – second grade, lasted three days before you became too demanding for him and wanted to swap fruits with him every lunch time, robbed him of his strawberries five days in a row. Of course as your friendship blossomed and brightened into what it is now he didn’t eventually mind swapping his fruits with you, in a strictly platonic sense. You were the first person he came out to as gay, and the only person he couldn’t keep a secret from. You’d gone to school together, college together, now you worked together and when your circumstances changed Taehyung welcomed you to live together too. He loved you with his whole heart, and he loved the idea of you finally meeting somebody good enough.
“It’s about time you got yourself back out there Y/N!” Taehyung nudged you with his strong elbow, cursing quietly as he forgot how much his arm was aching.
“What’s his name? Any pictures?”
“Well it’s the weirdest thing, remember Jeon Jungkook from high school? He came into the shop today and Tae, he looks amazing, puberty hit him like a fucking train I’m telling you I would’ve never guessed it was him. He invited me out for a proper catch up this weekend.”
“No.” Taehyung didn’t mean to sound so stern, but he knew a bad idea when he heard one. “You’re not going out with Jeon Jungkook, the guys a freak.”
“Stop it Tae, he’s …different now.” You smiled fondly, quickly checking your phone to see if he’d messaged yet. Nothing. “Don’t tell me that you were horrible to him in high school too.”
“No I wasn’t, I never touched him but Y/N… He was, kinda obsessed with you. I don’t think going out with him is a good idea.” Taehyung remembered it as though it was yesterday, how Jungkook always appeared wherever you were, how one day in art class he caught a glimpse of one of his sketches that looked exactly like you.
“He might’ve had a bit of a crush on me, but that’s only because I was nice to him.” You reasoned, crossing your legs on the sofa, looking up at Tae with a soft smile, “Trust me he’s over it now.”
“If he was over it why would he be asking you out?” Taehyung looked disappointed, face deadpan as if to say: are you really that naïve?
“To catch up, obviously,” You rolled your eyes, unlocking your phone, “Look I’ll try and find him on Facebook you won’t believe how different he looks now. There’s no way he still has a crush on me.”
Weird, Jungkook didn’t seem to be on Facebook, or Instagram, or Twitter… Not even a Linkden.
“That’s a red flag right there.” Taehyung pointed in your direction, “Who doesn’t have social media these days? I don’t trust that one bit.”
Taehyung knew he was being difficult with you, but it was for your own safety – there was no way he was going to let you go out with someone who practically stalked you in high school. Having no social media was only the tip of the iceberg, Taehyung clearly remembered how strange Jungkook was a lot better than you did. The boy used to be so intense, always staring at you…
“Taehyung I’d welcome any colour flag right now, my vagina is close to sealing up like a Barbie Doll’s and I don’t see anybody else on the horizon.” It was painfully accurate, you hadn’t had sex in over a year and admittedly maybe you were a little desperate for some attention at this point.
Exactly eighteen months ago your high school sweetheart, your fiancé, the man who you thought to be the great love of your life admitted to cheating on you during the final year of your relationship. Looking back it was excruciatingly obvious – the times he’d go out drinking and “stay at a friends house”, all the random women he was suddenly friends with on Facebook, the way if you wanted sex it always had to be you who initiated it, your advances often been rejected. The final year of your relationship with Jimin wasn’t a happy year. In fact, you’d come to realise you weren’t in love with him either, you were in love with idea of him, of his potential, one day it might be better you’d think to yourself as you paced your apartment until 6AM, exhausted, waiting for the sound of his key in the door. It was toxic, you were far from happy but you made do. Until Jimin couldn’t take it any longer and asked you to leave, his other girlfriend taking your place in the apartment within a matter of weeks. But for you, there had been nobody else since.
Taehyung grimaced at the word vagina.
“Okay fine, but if you end up dead in a freezer somewhere I’m selling the story to every news outlet ever made, ‘young woman killed by school stalker 10 years after graduation’. They’ll make a Netflix documentary about you.”
“Well thank you for your concern,” Your eyes involuntarily rolled into the back of your skull, “But I’m off to bed.”
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It was Wednesday when Jungkook next visited your small coffee shop, he entertained the idea of texting you first but in an attempt to not come off as too-keen he figured he’d leave it until the day before the date to confirm the details. The date, he couldn’t believe he’d managed to convince you – you of all people, to go on a date with him. Everything was falling into place.
Much to his disappointment it wasn’t you stood behind the counter serving customers, it was your best friend Taehyung. He sighed, it’s not that he didn’t like Taehyung, it was the simple fact that he’d specifically walked an extra four blocks to see you. Not your friend.
“Hi,” Taehyung smiled, Jungkook didn’t miss the way he looked him up and down hungrily, “What can I get for you today?”
“Black coffee, two extra shots of espresso.” Jungkook gave a small smile, “Is Y/N here?”
Holy shit the guy standing in front of Taehyung was Jungkook, you were right he did have the glow up of the fucking century. Taehyung was gobsmacked, he looked so different, so muscular and, was that a tattoo peeking out at the bottom of his sleeve? He inspected his old class mate, looking for anything less than perfect that he could use against him to put you off going on a date with him this Friday. Your excitement for this date made a lot more sense now.
“Uh, she’s not, she’s just popped out for an appointment.” Taehyung grinned, he knew he was about to cross a line but he couldn’t help himself, “She’s getting waxed, she’s got a big date on Friday.”
“Oh.” Jungkook was undoubtedly flustered, blood rushed to his cheeks before he could attempt to stop it, not to mention the hot, desperate throbbing sensation that shot straight to his cock. You were getting waxed for him? He cleared his throat, trying to rid his mind of the thoughts of your bare legs and pussy wrapped around him.
“It’s good to see you’re still friends after so long.”
“Wait, Jungkook?!” Taehyung acted surprised, as though he hadn’t figured it out the second he asked if you were in the building. God, he hoped the security cameras were recording this Oscar-winning performance.
“Oh how embarrassing, can you forget about what I just said-, I didn’t realise it was you…”
“Don’t worry about it, guess I have changed a bit since high school.” Jungkook deflected, when really he couldn’t stop thinking about what Taehyung had said, not in a million years. You’d told your friend about him, you called it a date and you were forward thinking enough to get a wax… You wanted him.
“Just a bit.” Taehyung hummed, having made the coffee to go. “Hey are you going to the 10 year reunion in a few weeks? It’s all over Facebook.” He knew damn well he was playing with fire now, he himself had no intention of going to a measly high school reunion - you would’ve been so pissed at him for meddling but he needed to figure out if he was comfortable with the idea of you going out with this guy or not.
“I’m not on social media,” Jungkook admitted, “Never had any real interest in that kind of stuff, probably won’t be going to the reunion either.”
“That’s a shame, I know Y/N’s looking forward to going.”
The mere mention of your name earned Jungkook’s heart to bang against his chest, he hoped Taehyung couldn’t hadn’t noticed how much of a mess he’d become. It was you, you made Jungkook crazy, you always had. Truth was he did have an interest in social media, even though he didn’t have any accounts himself he often found himself perusing your pages late at night when he felt lonely. He knew of the high school reunion but he couldn’t bring himself to sign up to go, he dreaded the faces of his torturers spotting him in a crowd.
“Here you go, on the house.” Taehyung’s nose scrunched with his boxy smile.
Jungkook barely made it to his apartment in time that night, fumbling with his keys until finally he stepped over the threshold of his home. His apartment was large, reflecting his salary, the colour scheme was black and neutral, he preferred things to be kept clean and spacious. He groaned, the weight of his erection pressing against his tight jeans was unbearable now, he’d spent all day at work thinking about what Taehyung had said and the mental image it provided.
Throwing his jacket on the sofa he unzipped his pants, a relieved exhale escaping him. He was borderline running now, to the master bedroom where he spent every evening, kicking the door to a close behind him as he fell onto the bed. He didn’t have time to load up porn, he didn’t need to, the thought of you was enough to keep him satisfied. He ridded himself of all clothing, until he was splayed on the Queen sized bed wearing nothing but white boxer shorts, palming his rock hard cock through the thin fabric, until they too were thrown to the floor.
Fuck. He gripped himself, pumping the base slowly, back arching from the pleasure of his balls getting hotter and hotter. He picked up the pace, taking it upon himself to stroke his tip, spreading any precum that gathered there evenly down his member. Fuck, of course you were the kind of woman that had a beautiful bare pussy, he pictured it, his eyes squeezed shut, head thrown back into his pillow. You were spreading yourself for him, sprawled on his bed completely naked with legs wide open, welcoming him and his throbbing cock. Fuck. He could see your face clear as day, needy and desperate, out of breath and begging to be fucked.
Quickening his pace once again he moaned, lips ajar and chest heaving as he imagined sliding into you for the first time. Fuck, you were so wet, your slick spread all over, pouring out onto your thighs and staining his sheets, screaming his name and a string of profanities as he fucked you hard, so hard, hard enough for tears to roll down your cheeks. He was close now he could feel the familiar tingle and heat from his balls creeping up his shaft, his hand pumping even faster as he succumbed to his orgasm, spilling his seed up his abdomen and down the back of his hand. Trying to steady his breathing he opened his eyes, overwhelmed by his own thoughts. How careless of him, he’d left his curtains open he noticed.
To the outside world he was invisible, something he’d grown accustomed to over the years, he knew when he first moved into this place that he had to upgrade his standard windows to ones skin to one-way mirrors. After all, he couldn’t risk you seeing him look into your bedroom at all hours of the night.
Jungkook remembers the day he found out you and Jimin had called it quits on your relationship, though he recognised you would’ve been distraught he was undeniably thrilled. That’s what urged him to buy this apartment, it was directly opposite and 2 floors up from Taehyung’s. It didn’t take a genius to figure out that’s where you would be moving to and thank god he was right. He could see your whole bedroom from his, the angle giving him a perfect view, almost like he was there. He cleaned himself up and walked over to the window, you were sitting on your bed painting your toenails, Taehyung lingering in your doorframe with his arms crossed, you looked deep in conversation.
Excited, he his plucked his phone from his discarded jeans.
Still good for Friday? I can pick you up at 7.
He watched on curiously, getting off on the fact that he was completely naked, displayed only for you and yet you had no idea. You picked up your phone, smiling before saying something to Taehyung that looked like ‘Oh my god it’s him’. His chest swelled with pride, power and possessiveness – you were happy to hear from him, you wanted to hear from him. You wanted him.
Friday at 7 sounds great! Where are we going?
Jungkook eyed you and your friend curiously, not missing the way Taehyung rolled his eyes at something you’d said. Did Taehyung not like him? He didn’t get that impression at the coffee shop today, in fact Taehyung was more than friendly. He frowned, jaw tensing.
I was thinking a nice cocktail bar downtown for a few, and then we’ll decide from there
He watched you excitedly throw your phone onto the bed, your grin wide with hope and something akin to pure joy. You really were happy that you were going out with him. His heart thumped a little harder, and his own smile grew a little wider. This was everything he’d ever wanted since he first met you fifteen years ago, you were finally becoming his. Before he knew it Taehyung had left your room, you were all alone fanning the tacky varnish on your toes with one hand, your phone in the other.
Perfect, here’s my address
Jungkook chuckled, you really had no idea.
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Having left the coffee shop at 2PM you danced around your apartment, ignoring the nerves gnawing at your stomach. This was your first date in over a year and it was with somebody you already knew so the chances of awkward silences and dull conversations were minimal, you were beyond excited. It was nearing 6:30PM when you were ready to go, a little too early as Jungkook texted you that he would arrive at 7, but you welcomed this spare time you had to yourself.
“If I was straight,” Taehyung opened your bedroom door, jaw dropped and eyes wide, “You wouldn’t be going anywhere tonight.” His voice was low.
“Thanks,” You snorted, though your cheeks were reddening at your best friend’s version of a heartfelt compliment. You needed the confidence boost, Jungkook was so painfully hot that you were more than a little nervous, what if he didn’t see you like that?
A strapless red dress hugged your curves, bought especially for the occasion. You’d paired it with sparkling diamante heels that gave you an additional 2 inches to your height, and a small black clutch bag. Taehyung walked in on you toying with the idea of wearing an oversized black blazer atop the dress.
“No blazer, it hides your ass and swallows your waist.” Taehyung took the black garment from you, hanging it back up in your wardrobe. “Plus nobody wears a dress like that just to cover it up.”
“Okay, okay…” You breathed, eyeing yourself in the mirror. Admittedly you looked great, at the risk of sounding arrogant you knew this was the best you’d scrubbed up for a long time, you’d worn your expensive jewellery and sprayed your favourite perfume, your makeup flawless, hair slicked back into a glamourous off-duty-model bun to flaunt all your exposed skin.
“Man’s not gonna know what hit him.” Taehyung chuckled, he could tell you were anxious, “But you don’t have to go yknow, if you’re having second thoughts.”
“No, it’s not that,” You pressed your glossy lips together, “What if it is just as friends? Just a catch up about everything we’ve been up to since high school…”
“So what if it is? You’re gonna go out and have a great time regardless.”
“But if it is just as friends, don’t you think this is all a bit much?” Your hands skimmed your curves, the dress didn’t exactly leave much to the imagination.
“Y/N listen, you look fucking hot. If he can’t see that then he’s a real idiot, but we both know he’s got it bad for you.” Taehyung ushered you into the open lounge kitchen area, pouring you both a large shot of whiskey.
“He used to have a slight crush on me like ten years ago, don’t get it twisted.” You sighed.
“Then why did he ask you out? Hm? Why did he come into the shop on Wednesday looking for you? He was mad disappointed when he realised you weren’t there.” Taehyung lifted his tiny glass in the air, prompting you to do the same, “To you finally getting laid.”
“Wait he came to the shop on Wednesday? Why didn’t you tell me?” You frowned.
“I was saving it for tonight because I knew you’d be freaking out over fuck all.” He snorted, “Come on, drink this he’ll be here soon.”
When Taehyung opened the door to your apartment Jungkook was less than surprised, he predicted your best friend would be guarding the threshold. Taehyung wore simple grey sweats and an oversized white t shirt, Jungkook presumed he had no plans to go out himself this evening, keeping his schedule open in case you changed your mind about the date and needed a ride home. Taehyung was a good friend to you.
“Hey man she’s just finishing getting ready, come in.”
Your apartment was large, similar to his own in terms of style and being clutter-free. It smelled nice, like almonds and… honey? He thanked Taehyung for granting him access into the home, feeling more than overdressed.
In an attempt to not fuck this up Jungkook had put his best outfit together, a red satin shirt tucked into the waistband of his black slacks, accompanied by black glossy dress shoes. He made a spur of the moment decision to carry his matching suit jacket with him, just in case you’d decided to go jacketless and needed some extra warmth. His warmth. The idea of you wearing his clothes was enough to drive him fucking crazy.
“Hey Jungkook.”
Wow. Holy fucking shit. Fuck. Jungkook cleared his throat as his brain scrambled for a decent response, his eyes feverishly devouring you. He knew he looked like an idiot, standing there, mouth agape, in complete awe of the beautiful woman in front of him. It was like he was back in high school again.
“Are you okay?” Taehyung sounded more amused than concerned, a smug smile plastered his lips.
“Yeah sorry-, Y/N you look-, wow.” Speechless. He was speechless.
“Thank you, I think.” You chuckled, Jungkook’s heart hammered away inside him as the reality of this situation really hit him. He was taking out his dream girl, finally, fucking finally.
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“The same again?” A perky little waitress asked, ogling Jungkook in all his glory, earning discomfort on your end. How shameless, not that you could blame her he did look great. He’d rolled his sleeves up to expose his artwork while you asked what each and every piece meant.
“Yeah thanks.” Jungkook barely looked at her, eyes fixated on the way your fingers danced around the rim of the martini glass so elegantly.
Over the past two hours you’d learned that Jungkook went to college to study graphic design, made sense because you recalled him being a very talented artist in high school. He was now designing video games at APCON, a well known well respected company. It was his first proper job you could say, since he got back from travelling the world, collecting a tattoo from each country he’d visited. Surprisingly he was still single, only having had one long term relationship in college that didn’t end up working out. Luckily for you.
“What about you? I’m guessing things with uh-, Jimin was it? Didn’t work out.”
“No… They did not.” You sighed, that was the first time all night you’d thought about your ex-fiance and you didn’t welcome the wave of awkwardness that came with the mention of his name.
“Well that’s his loss,” Jungkook watched a small smile grace your lips, fuck, you were perfect, “My gain.”
He watched you gnaw your lower lip to suppress the true extent of your giggle, you didn’t know how to take a compliment, not even in high school, you were the same as you’d always been to him. Kind, caring, beautiful… He was proud to be sitting across from you, this was already the best night of his life and you’d only been here a little over two hours.
“You know,” You looked up at him through long, sultry eyelashes, “Taehyung swears you used to have a bit of a crush on me.” You downplayed what your best friend had actually said, not wanting to hurt Jungkook’s feelings by admitting your best friend thought he was a psychopath.
“Is that right?” Jungkook grabbed his jaw and tapped the skin of his chin animatedly, “Hmm… I think Taehyung’s right, I think I did have a crush on you.” Did? He still does. No woman could ever compare to a goddess like you.
“Well it’s probably because I didn’t give you a hard time like the other girls did…” You nodded, carefully choosing your words. “I bet they’d be kicking themselves right about now if they saw you.”
“Maybe, but that’s not why I had a crush on you.”
Jungkook remembered you sticking up for him when most people would pick on him, berate him even, embarrass him. There was only one occasion when you didn’t rush to his aid to defend him, when your boyfriend at the time Jimin had started punching him over, and over, and over, until his face was bloody and bruised. Jimin had found Jungkook’s sketchbook, it was littered with sketches of a beautiful girl, her features soft and gentle and happy. Of course that girl just so happened to be Jimin’s girlfriend. Violence ensued, and Jungkook remembers the look on your face as you watched Jimin beat him in the distance. You didn’t help him, you didn’t react, just stood there.
It was easy to assume you didn’t get involved with that particular scuffle because you were freaked out that he had so many sketches of you, at least that’s what he’d always convinced himself anyway. He never intended to make you uncomfortable, not even after the fight. But he never got a chance to ask you why you didn’t step in, not that he expected you to of course, you acted as though nothing happened whenever he saw you after that.
“Then why did you have a crush on me, Jeon Jungkook?” Your brow quirked flirtatiously, alcohol ridding you of any qualms, no reservations in your tone only lust.
“Because you’re beautiful.” He watched your cheeks flush from across the table, drunk with relief as he finally managed to utter the words he’d always wanted to say aloud.
“Is this a date-date? Or a friend’s catching up date?” You questioned, and he answered.
“A date-date I hope.” His grin was wide, toothy and charming.
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It turns out Jungkook lives in an apartment just opposite yours, it was luxurious yet spacious and very on-trend with all the home accounts you followed on Instagram. The two of you had walked back here from the cocktail bar, albeit a little tipsy and lightheaded but you made it back safely, sobering up on route. There was undisputed sexual tension thickening the space between you, both sitting on his large sofa drinking red wine, a little music playing lowly on his speakers.
Jungkook felt like he was about to blow his load any second as you freed your hair from it’s tight bun, your eyes were lazily hooded, relaxed, your bare feet grazed his thighs gently as you adjusted yourself and put your feet up. Both of you had had done a fair bit of walking, and you were wearing those ridiculously sexy yet dangerous looking heels, your feet probably did ache a little.
Fuck, you were sitting next to him in his apartment looking like that, he smirked to himself.
“I’ll get us a refill” He purred, intentionally gripping your empty glass in a way that meant he could touch your hand, his fingers were so much bigger than yours, so much stronger. His chest tightened, cock throbbing with impatience. You were unreal.
Standing to pour you another drink as promised, Jungkook was surprised to find you follow him into the kitchen, legs lazily carrying you to the countertop beside him. Even though he towered over you and doubted you could see his face, he turned away and made a conscious effort to wipe the smug smile from his face.
“What?” He sniggered, sensing your eyes burning a hole into the back of his head.
“Did you really mean what you said earlier?” You were curious, a childlike innocence hanging on your every word.
“Can you be a little more specific?” He asked, splitting the remainder of the red wine into two glasses.
“Do you really think I’m beautiful?” You had let go of all your inhibitions now, body vibrating with a sinful cocktail of lust and wine. It had been so long since anybody had been interested in you.
“Are you serious?” His brows were knitted, his features confused. “Y/N I’ve always thought you were stunning.” He starts to close the distance between your bodies with shaky breath, he couldn’t handle you looking at him like that. So innocent yet oozing with seduction, his cock was already hard in his slacks just watching you gaze up at him with those eyes, his heart pounding twice as hard as it ever had.
Jungkook’s expensive cologne floods your senses, heat radiating from his taught body as he traps you between himself and the countertop, his strong arms caging you in. You were so turned on, so desperate for him to fuck your brains out then and there.
“Kiss me.” Your demand was soft, but bold enough to make Jungkook’s head spin.
He lowers his head to meet yours, your wine-stained breath ghosted his lips until he finally, finally pushes himself forward and presses his mouth against yours in a small, sweet, kiss. If either of you could’ve rewound time to play this moment over and over you would’ve. Your first kiss. Despite you asking him to kiss you there’s a small part of him that is in denial that this is even happening, surprised that you’re not pushing him away. You did want him, and he wanted you.
You began to get carried away, hands finding purchase on the back of his neck tugging roughly at his dark locks as he deepens the kiss. Kissing you so feverishly that it was messy, hard, when his tongue discovered yours a soft moan fell from your lips, you felt the curve of his smile against you. His hands were exploring your body, squeezing your ass so hard that a little gasp escaped you, he smiled again, hooking his large palms behind your thighs before lifting and sitting you on the countertop, all while continuing to kiss you.
He kisses you slowly now, wanting to take his time with you as he yearned for more - his hands gripped your hips hard enough to bruise as you fought to dominate the kiss, increasing the intensity with lewd, desperate moans as your tongue danced with his in a feverish, needy fashion. You reached for the buttons on his shirt, hurriedly unbuttoning the top three before Jungkook pulls away.
“Fuck,” He sighed, lips kiss-swollen shiny and pink, “We can’t. You’ve been drinking-“
“No, I want this, I wanted this ever since I saw you in the coffee shop… Jungkook, don’t stop.”
Perhaps he should’ve argued with you a little harder, but you were peppering his neck with wet, open mouthed kisses and it was clouding his judgement. That dress was clouding his judgement. You, you’d always clouded his judgement. A low growl rumbles in his chest, currently tightening with carnal desire and possessiveness, he’d waited so long to hear you beg for him like this. He picks you up, his own mouth messily pressed up against your collarbones bruising the skin with hickeys, you were his now, and he wanted everybody to know that.
You fell back onto his bed, caged in by Jungkook’s huge bare arms, you couldn’t wait any longer you needed him now. At this point you practically tore the shirt from his body, wetness pooling your underwear at the mere sight of his exposed, toned, heavily tattooed skin. Your hands squeezed his shoulders while you moaned into his mouth, he was kissing you with such heat you felt like you were already close to coming.
Jungkook feels you writhe beneath him and grins against your mouth, you were his, all fucking his.
“How does this come off?” He panted.
“Just tear it off I don’t care.” You pull his mouth onto yours, fuck you hadn’t felt this good in years and you were both still wearing clothes.
He sits back on his knees, pulling you up with him as his hands fumble to find the long zip tracing your spine, undoing the garment in one swift motion. As you hadn’t bothered to wear a bra for the strapless dress the air catching your nipples earns them to harden, red material pooling your abdomen until he’s pushing you back down to the bed, ripping the dress down and off your legs and onto the floor.
“Holy fucking shit.” Jungkook’s balls nearly exploded, you were looking up at him with that exact desperate little face he’d pictured so many times. He sits back again, drinking in the sight of your bare breasts as your chest heaved up and down impatiently. He bats your hand away when you try to pull him back to your mouth, sinking further down the bed until his mouth was grazing the very little thong that decorated your body.
“Jungkook, please-“ You thrust your pelvis up in an attempt for any kind of friction, you could feel his breath hot against your lace-covered groin. “Please.” You whine.
Without a moment of hesitation Jungkook hooks his fingers through your underwear, sliding them down your smooth legs before he’s greeted with your beautiful, bare, pussy. It was even more magnificent than he’d imagined, your slickness already dripping from your hole and spreading everywhere. Fuck, you must’ve been so turned on. His heart and balls swelled at the sight, he did that to you.
He dives in head first, mouth wholly encasing your clit and sucking hard.
“Jungkook! Fuck!” Your hips buckle and he smiles.
He keeps sucking, switching the pressure of his movements between hard and soft, his tongue circling the sensitive nub over and over and over until you were gasping for air, hands gripping his hair so tightly you were almost tearing it from his skull.
“Oh my,” Your back arches, the pit of your stomach rumbling with desire at such intensity you groaned, he was so fucking good at this, you were already seeing stars, incapable of forming a coherent thought as your senses were blown away by the feeling of his hot, wet mouth against you, and the sloppy lewd noises that came with it.
He thought you tasted fucking incredible, this was about pleasing you, this had always been about pleasing you and he wanted to make sure he gave you enough reasons to come back for more. His hands snaked up your body, elbows spreading your legs and pressing your knees down onto the mattress, his fingertips found your nipples. He toys with them, rubbing them softly, pinching them, rolling them, palming your breasts all while eating you out.
“Holy shit,” Your head flew back into the pillows, legs beginning to tremble despite the weight Jungkook had on them, “Jungkook-“ That was his warning, the knot in your stomach so tight that it was going to snap at any moment.
He recognises the desperation in your whines and picks up the pace, sucking hard on your sensitive little clit until you were a screaming mess atop of his sheets, juices gushing from inside you and down his chin, dripping down to his neck and chest. He groans, lapping up the wetness he’d created until your breathing finally slowed. You tapped his shoulder lightly, too fucked out to tell him that you were too sensitive for him to be down there.
“Oh my god…” You gasped upon seeing Jungkook’s glistening face in the dimly lit bedroom, you’d covered him. “I’m sorry…” You laughed, a little embarrassed that he looked like he’d just taken a quick shower.
“I’m not.” His stare was intense, his irises were blackened with passion as he ridded himself of his own clothing, his bare cock springing from his boxers the second it was free. Fuck. He was rock hard and he was huge.
He crawls up the bed and holds himself on top of you, crashing his mouth against yours in a frenzy. He needed you now. A low growl brews inside him at the touch of your hand gripping his cock, fuck, he knew he wasn’t going to last long. You pumped his shaft, smiling with pride as a desperate moan fell into your mouth.
“Fuck me Jungkook. I want you to fuck me.” You borderline sobbed, craving the feeling of him buried deep inside you.
It was music to his ears, his head was spinning and he couldn’t see straight, the taste of you still lingered on his lips. Having your come spread all over him was driving him insane. He pulls back, lining up himself up to your entrance, balls already hot and filled with seed made especially for you, he pushes himself inside.
“Mmmm…” You wriggled beneath him, bottom lip caught between your teeth in an attempt to stifle your moans.
“Uhhh-,” Jungkook sighed, squeezing his eyes shut to focus on the feeling of your walls clenching around his girth. “Mmmph… Y/N.” Your name slips past his lips before he can catch it. “You’re so wet.”
“Jungkook…” You whimper, so deliciously full to the brim as he finally buries himself all the way inside you. Giving you a brief moment to adjust to his size.
You look up at him, he’s resting back on his knees, hands firmly gripping your hips as he rocks back and forth in and out of you. He was the most magnificent thing you’d ever seen, his mouth was ajar as his whispered profanities fill the air, his eyes feverishly drinking in the sight of your naked body, as though he feared it would disappear if he looked away.
Something snaps inside Jungkook and he starts pumping in and out of you faster, harder, hard enough to make you scream his name just like he’d imagined so many times. He lifts your legs and throws them over his shoulders, his hands rest either side of your head as he fucks you relentlessly. He’s thrusting his hips so hard that you’re jolting up and down the sheets with each snap, body shaking beneath him.
“You feel-, mmmm, fucking-, amazing.”
“Oh god, Jungkoooooook!” You shriek, fingers digging into his forearms hard enough to draw blood, panting and sweating, you were sure you looked far from sexy right now but you didn’t care about anything other than the white-hot feeling of desire creeping its way back to you.
“I fucking love hearing you say my name.” He rasps, concentrating on the power behind each drive of his hips. He can feel your walls tightening around him, his own high also closing in on him.
He grips the back of your thighs and pushes them toward you, until your knees are resting either side of your head and your pussy highup in the air from this position, the new angle meant he could plunge his cock deeper into you, as deep as your body could physically handle.
“Fuck!” You were a sobbing mess beneath him, mascara running down your cheeks as he rammed into you with such force it created equal parts please and pain. The next thrust hits a well-hidden spot that no man ever had and has you crying out his name into the dark bedroom, vision starting to blur as you began to see stars for the second time.
“Come for me Y/N, come all over me,” Jungkook was barely managing to hold it together, the tingling sensation swimming from his balls down his shaft, ready to explode out the tip.
“Be a good girl and come for me.”
His words spurred you over the edge and you came, walls contracting faster and harder than the first time as he kept fucking your sore pussy. You were gasping for air, shrieking, hands pulling at your own hair, eyes squeezed shut as you rode out your high. Your whines and groans were swallowed by the sound of Jungkook’s guttural moan as he bottomed out, pushing every thick inch he had to offer to the depths of your spongey walls.
Fuck. It was even better than he’d ever imagined.
He pulls out of you slowly and helps you settle yours legs back onto the bed, his cock twitching at the mere sight of your aching body and all the wetness you’d created on the sheets. He draped the covers over your curves, before joining you underneath them – the two of you still trying to catch your breath.
“Is it okay if I stay the night?” You panted, rolling over to face him until your nose ghosted his.
“Of course.”
Jungkook tickled your back with featherlike strokes, winning a hum of approval from you before you closed your eyes. He couldn’t believe what had happened, his muscles ached and his heart swelled, he’d finally, finally got his dream girl. Closing his eyes he took a deep breath in, somewhat nervous,
“So that ten year high school reunion thing... Do you want to go together? Could be fun.” He nibbled at his bottom lip, opening his eyes. The idea of a high school reunion didn’t seem so bad if he could attend it with you on his arm. He chuckles to himself in absolute awe of the girl he’d wanted for so long, naked in his bed, completely fucked out and already asleep.
Pairing: Yoongi x fem reader, Taehyung ax fem reader, ft. Namjoon and Jimin
Summary: Yoongi and Taehyung have been best friends for years, but they also have a history of one upping each other. And now you find yourself suddenly in the middle of their competition.
Word count: 15k
Rating: 18+
Genre: AU where there’s fluff, angst, suspense, and it’s heavy in bros being bros, unrequited love, backstabbing and lots of SMUT.
Warnings: Awkward teens years, pot smoking, drinking, boob groping, crying, name calling, infertility, infidelity, betrayal, backstabbing, roofies (please don’t use it, this is fiction, I've never done it to someone and neither should you!), unprotected sex (don’t do this, this is dangerous to you health), mentions of casual sex, male receiving, long dicks, fat dicks, dick stroking, lots of cum, domTaehyung, everybody is kind of an asshole in this piece, except Jimin and Namjoon. Lots of the use of the words like: fuck, bro, dude.
AN: I had fun writing this. I don’t want to say too much without giving away the plot. Just know you’re going to hate everyone at one point in this story, even the reader. I love to hear feedback and if you have questions please ask away.
Thank you for reading! ENYOY!
Bangin banner by @outromoni
“Is he out?” Taehyung asks as soon as you open the door.
“Yes,” you respond, letting him step inside and seeing he's already loosening the tie wrapped around his neck.
“How long?” he further questions, his eyes roaming around the entryway and then the hallway of your house before they come to rest on you.
“Twenty minutes...maybe twenty-five?”
Taehyung's lips pull into a smirk before his tongue comes out to swipe at the bottom lip hungrily, his eyes turning dark and hazy.
“You look good dirty girl, is all this for me?” he lowly utters as he takes in the silky white slip you put on after you texted him that you followed his instructions.
You nod meekly. He draws closer to you taking slow deliberate steps, before coming to a stop when he’s inches from you. His long fingers stretch out to you and land on the area between your jawline and neck, tugging you nearer.
“What a good girl. You always listen so well….” Taehyung hums, as he leans into you at the same time pulling you to him.
You think he's going to kiss you but he doesn't. Instead his tongue sneaks out of his mouth and licks the seam of your lips slowly.
Your tongue instinctively comes out, eagerly chasing his and when you finally got his tongue in your mouth you noticed he tasted like chocolate and whiskey.
“Ready for me to do what I want?”
“Yes, please Tae,” you immediately whimper as his hand comes to your lower back and presses you closer into his solid form. His mouth moves to your ear, his warm breath fans over it.
“Lead the way,” he huskily whispers.
You begin walking to the living room and Taehyung’s hand is still on your lower back, pressing you forward.
When you break away from him and walk toward the couch you make a gesture for him to join you. Taehyung halts as he sees that you're not continuing down that hall to the bedroom.
"I'm not fucking you on this couch, filthy girl," he scoffs as his hands fly up in the air and land on his hips.
“Keep your voice down, Tae,” you hiss as you stand from the couch.
“Get your nice tight little cunt down the hallway,” Taehyung growls, as he snaps his head from you where you are to where he wants you to go.
As you walk past Taehyung, his hands reach out and squeeze your ass, the fingers kneading into your flesh harshly.
"Oh this gonna be fun," he gleefully chuckles as he lands a harsh slap to your backside.
When you enter the bedroom, you see your husband Yoongi is dead to the world, but only in a figurative sense.
"Did you give him the full dose, Taehyung whispers as he eases behind you in the bedroom, hands coming to your hips as he glances at Yoongi.
You nod.
"Perfect, he won't wake for hours," he chuckles mischievously as he spins you to him, his lips landing on yours, kissing you deeply.
Taehyung loves it when a plan comes together.
Taehyung and Yoongi have been best friends since they were eight years old.
They lived in the same neighborhood, were in the same grade and had the same circle of friends.
Their friendship was good natured but it was also laced with a fierce competitiveness.
A rivalry that all began one autumn afternoon with a friendly bet, to race to the end of Yoongi's street.
Each vowing to the other that they were indeed the fastest of the two.
Taehyung and Yoongi lined up at the stop sign, tightening their shoestrings while the neighborhood kids lined the sidewalks fizzing with excitement.
The smell of cooking dinners clung to the air and the fall sky was burnt orange causing the shadows of the trees lining the sidewalks to be long, threatening the signal of the setting sun.
“You guys ready?” Jimin called from a few feet next to them.
Taehyung and Yoongi turned to each other, faces full of determination, lips taut, eyes furrowed.
They nodded at one another and then took a three point runner’s starting position.
Both of their muscles iron tense as they waited for Jimin’s words.
“Go!” He yelled abruptly, eyes lit up with glee.
And they were off, whizzing down the street as their hair flounced madly about their heads, both of them huffing as they willed legs to stretch longer, their feet to go faster.
The crowd of kids began yelling boisterously, both of their names mixing together in cacophony of noise that filled their ears, shooting adrenaline through their bodies.
A few spectators began jogging with them, trying to keep up with them as the runners grew closer and closer to the finish line: the dead end of the street.
“Finished!” Namjoon yells, as he wildly waves the black shirt he took off his body, in his hand. He then brings both hands to his lips, cupping around them so the kids further down the street could hear.
“Yoongi’s the winner!” He bellowed and the sounds on the street exploded into screams and cheers.
Taehyung’s lungs are burning.
He’s bent over, desperately trying to catch his breath and swallow the sour taste of losing in his mouth.
“Good job Tae. It was really close!” Namjoon congratulates, punching him in the arm.
Taehyung winces and looks up at Namjoon, but then his attention is pulled to the crowd of kids huddled around Yoongi, recapping the race step by step.
Yoongi's eyes meet Taehyung's.
Making his way to him, Yoongi runs his hands through his sweaty inky strands.
"Hey! You owe me five dollars, chump!”
He pins Taehyung with a pointed glare, but softens when he sees Taehyung roll his eyes and stuffs his hands into his sweatpants pockets.
“I only have two,” he replies fisting his last remaining crumpled lunch money out to Yoongi.
“I’ll take it! You can pay the rest later,” he chuckles, counting the money in his hand before Taehyung slaps him on the shoulder.
“Dude, my mom’s making tacos tonight…” Taehyung says smugly, lifting his head to the sky, huffing his platinum curly hair from his eyes.
“I love tacos! Invite me over and we’re even,” Yoongi encourages as he begins walking toward the street Taehyung's house resided.
“Deal.”
And the rivalry, or better yet what they liked to call it “One up” just continued through the years.
When Yoongi had his first kiss with Jasmine, one of the prettiest girls in sixth grade at the homecoming dance, Taehyung pressed him for all the details and Yoongi gave it to him freely.
He detailed how Jasmine's lips and tongue felt against his, making his penis feel strange.
Two days later at the actual homecoming game, Taehyung took Jasmine’s best friend Mia, who was just as equally pretty, under the bleachers and not only did he kiss her, but felt her up. They even started “dating.”
That relationship only lasted three days, but that’s a long time at the age of twelve.
Then there was the time Taehyung wanted to try out for the basketball team in middle school, asking Yoongi to try out with him so he wouldn’t be so nervous, or alone.
When tryouts were over, they both felt like they did well, talking on the phone that night.
“Promise me you WON’T go and look at the made it list without me, Yong,” Taehyung whines as he scrunches his half done math homework into his hands.
“I won’t bro. I don’t care either way. You know I only went to support you,” Yoongi sighs.
“I know, I just want to be on the team so bad. Maybe get one of those athletic jacketsssss. If Jenny sees me with one of those on…” Taehyung rambles enthusiastically.
“She’d totally go out with you.”
“Right? That’s what I was thinking...because I think the only reason she thinks Michael is cute is because of his football jacket,” Taehyung grumbles. Thinking about how nobody even knew Michael until he started walking around the halls wearing the maroon jacket with the gold football stitched on his left chest.
“Stupid Michael,” he mutters.
“Listen dude, I would *-totally- like to hear your five hundred eleveteenth time of cursing Michael but my mom says I gotta get off the phone. We’ll meet by the cafeteria tomorrow, ya?”
“Exactly after sixth bell. That's when they said the list would be up. No stopping to take a leak or anything. Go straight to the cafeteria,” Taehyung chides, scribbling on the margin of his homework.
“Okay dude, chill. I’ll see you in the morning,” Yoongi scoffs, hanging up the phone.
The next day, Taehyung was thrumming with excitement.
His mother made him a good luck breakfast, strawberries on top of peanut butter toast, and his dad gave him a fist bump as he walked out the door.
Immediately he sees Yoongi waiting in his driveway on his bike, “you ready man!” he called.
“Hell yeah!” Taehyung whooped back as he jumped on his bike and began pedaling toward Yoongi.
Taehyung knew it was gonna be a good day.
And it was a good day.
He got an “A” on his science test, the lunch lady gave him an extra slice of pizza because he helped her pick up some canned corn that had fallen over when she was carrying them into the cafeteria and Jenny even told him that she liked his Nirvana shirt.
So when he already saw Yoongi waiting for him by the cafeteria doors, after the sixth bell Taehyung knew it was a sign from his angels that he made the team.
Yoongi was known for being notoriously late everywhere.
“Let’s go!” Taehyung yelled as he ran past Yoongi, not waiting for him to catch up.
When they came to the outside of the gym there were already a slew of students there.
Those who were seeing if they made the basketball team and then those who wanted to see who made the team, just for fodder.
Taehyung and Yoongi clawed and shouldered their way to the four sheets of paper taped to the outside of the gym doors.
As they got closer, there was a huge obstacle, meathead Gerald.
“Hey Gerald, Gerald,” Taehyung yelled his booming baritone voice parting the sea of students.
Gerald turned toward Taehyung.
“You weren’t at tryouts! Can you fucking move?!”
“Fuck, Taehyung, ya don’t have to be so rude.” Gerald snaps as he flicks Taehyung off, bustling through the crowd.
“Crap! This is the girls' basketball team lineup!” Taehyung calls out to Yoongi, close enough to see the paper’s headings.
“Come over here man. It’s here!” Yoongi eagerly points to the sheet of paper a few feet from him. “I can’t see it though. Shit I should've worn my glasses.”
Taehyung jerks between bodies and crawls under random arms, swimming his way to get to Yoongi.
“Let me through, let me through!” He pleads over the buzz of high pitched teen voices.
Taehyung is finally in reach of the papers, he’s seeking it with his eyes and then scanning the sheets with his trembling fingers.
“Yoongi you’re here, you’re here!“ he booms, pulling Yoongi by the elbow toward him, scooting other people out the way.
"Whoa...” Yoongi is gobsmacked when he sees his name. The two friends look at each other and fist bump.
“But dude what about you?”
Taehyung scrambles back to the paper, forgetting for a moment that he wanted no -needed- to see his name on that paper.
His finger scrolls and searches, but then -- he saw it.
He. Saw. His. Name!
There it was, his fucking name was on the list.
“I made the team fuckers!” He cries out, jumping into the air, fists flying up.
"Kim Taehyung! Your mouth,” Coach Harrison’s voice cuts through the crowd.
Taehyung straightens up immediately as he sees the authoritative figure glaring warningly at him.
“I’m sorry Coach. I just got carried away,” he shrugs and sheepishly apologizes as everyone looks at him for a moment before turning away.
“I don’t even know why Taehyung’s so happy, he didn’t even make the first team.” He hears someone say.
“I know, Yoongi is completely better than him. It’s obvious,” someone else adds.
Taehyung feels the heat of embarrassment simmering to his face quickly.
He avoids to meet any eyes as he turns back to the papers taped on the gymnasium doors.
And sure enough by his name, “Second Team” is neatly typed while “First Team” is firmly printed by Yoongi’s.
“We did it man!” Yoongi’s voice brings him back from the edge of crippling humiliation.
“Let’s just go home,” Taehyung mumbles as he makes his way quickly through the crowd, keeping his head down so people couldn’t see his eyes brimming with tears.
“What’s wrong dude? You were waiting for this?” Yoongi interrogates as he falls in step with him, nudging him with his shoulder.
Taehyung grabs his bike helmet and slams the kickstand on his bike back.
“I just thought I would make the first team man. I didn’t think I was as bad as Robert Smelly Peterson,” Taehyung sniffs, his face squeezing into a stink face as his feet work the bike pedals.
“Tae, you’re totally better than Smelly,” Yoongi promises as he catches up with him easily.
“You’re just not better than me,” he cajoles, picking up his pace and grinning as he passes Taehyung.
And then they’re full out racing to Yoongi’s house.
The first one there gets the last strawberry filled donut.
There were no hard feelings, they were friends after all. Best friends.
Taehyung received his athletic jacket and he was right, Jenny liked it, not even caring he was on the second team when he asked her out.
And once he began working out with Yoongi after a few weeks, Coach Harrison bumped him up to the first team halfway through the season.
But that didn’t stop the one up.
No the one up was so deeply written in their friendship code, they didn’t know how to rescript it.
It just went on and on.
And Taehyung couldn’t deny that it was a great motivation for him.
When Taehyung got his first car, a beat up forest green four door Toyota RAV4 that had no air conditioning and made a squeaky sound under its hood from his parents, Yoongi’s parents bought him a brand new black Ford Mustang fully decked a month later.
The weekend Yoongi was gifted the sports car, Taehyung promptly lost his virginity in its backseat.
Taehyung told Faith, a girl from his Chemistry class, at a party he just got the Mustang earlier in the day and she believed him.
She asked for a ride around the block, eyeing him suggestively as she did so.
What was he supposed to say when a beautiful girl was asking….for a ride...around the block?
No?
Yeah, right.
“Yong, hey, can I see your car keys real quick,” Taehyung asked, tapping Yoongi on the shoulder with the back of hand and eyeing Faith as she stared at him hungrily.
Yoongi was standing closely to Lisa, a girl he’s been wild about for a month now.
“Why,” Yoongi whispers at him as he shoots Lisa an apologetic smile.
“I forgot my phone in it. Fuck I’ll bring them right back,” Taehyung reasons as he keeps his eyes on Faith.
“Pfft, fine,” Yoongi huffs, slapping his keys into Taehyung’s hands.
“Thanks bro, I'll be right back.” he calls over his shoulder.
“Why did Yoongi have your keys,” Faith questions as Taehyung ushers her out the front door.
"Oh, he's the designated driver," he replies with a shrug and a smirk.
Yoongi knew instantly that something had occurred in his car.
The brand new car smell was completely replaced with what he could only describe as being close to sweat.
In his defense, Taehyung didn’t know he was going to get laid in Yoongi’s car, really.
All he was hoping for was a hand job, or a blowjob.
But when Faith said she wanted to go all the way...how could he say no?
He's a red blooded man with hormones racing at lightning speed, he couldn't say no.
But he was still sane enough to wrap it up.
Nobody ain't got time for no babies.
“Dude, I'm low key mad, but high key impressed.” Yoongi told him after Taehyung confessed everything as they drove home from the kickback.
“And also...hook me up with one of her friends.”
So Taehyung did.
And Yoongi lost his virginity seven days later.
See how the one up continues?
Just on and on. Day after day, week after week and years.
Nonstop, one up.
Yoongi got a walk-on spot at the local university and was eventually granted a athletic scholarship.
Taehyung on the other hand was awarded a full four year academic scholarship into the same university forgoing basketball altogether to focus on grades when he entered high school.
Later, Taehyung got accepted into Law school and then Yoongi got into Medical school.
But their friendship withstood the tribulations of getting older with someone. They were still as close as they were in their childhood years.
There was no one Taehyung trusted more than Yoongi and the feeling was sappily mutual.
But then came you.
The Cleopatra to their Julius Caesar and Marc Antony.
Taehyung's first interaction with you is when you began debating him in a lecture about the hypocrisy that a two parent home was more efficient for raising kids than a single parent home.
Boy did you go off on him.
And he loved it. Loved seeing you so worked up. Adorable wasn't it, that word didn't encapsulate your being, you were more elemental.
You were electric. You were fire.
You spoke rapidly and with intention, you were fiery and yet eloquent.
You sparked and ignited with a quality that Taehyung had never seen.
He needed to know your name.
So after class he found himself in front of you.
"What's your name?"
"Y/N," You clipped, rolling your eyes at him while gathering your things, paying him no mind.
"I'm Taehyung," he paused and you glanced up at him.
"Nothing personal right? Just a friendly debate."
You looked up at him and gave him a tight grin.
"I mean your really did open my eyes about how many kids do well coming from single parent homes even if the statistics aren't skewed in their favor," he explained, watching you place your books in your bag and then slowly crawl to a stop.
"Thanks...and you're right," you sighed, clasping your bag shut, "it's nothing personal, just a subject close to home. I'm a product of a single parent household so I guess I'm just a little sensitive."
Taehyung nodded, taking in how beautiful your eyes were even when they don't have flames of fury in them.
"Do wanna grab some coffee and go over some of the notes from today...if you have some time?" He asks suddenly, hardly believing those words left his mouth so quickly.
And surprisingly, you agreed. And then soon enough it became a regular occurrence.
You would meet after lecture and debate about things big and small, from politics to movies to the best burger places in town.
Taehyung could not lie, he loved being in your company, but he couldn’t deny how intimidated he felt around you and maybe that's because he found himself all the way smitten with you.
Over the months, he desperately wanted to ask you out, and every time he built the courage to ask you, you would make some statement about him being a good friend and how you don’t have many friends in town since recently moving here.
But fuck, you were so pretty and sarcastic and smart. He didn’t want to be your goddamn friend, he wanted to be something more to you.
And as Taehyung lamented to Yoongi, one night as they shared a blunt in their apartment after a long study session, Yoongi came up with a plan.
“Bro, I got you. Listen, my birthday party is next weekend right?” Yoongi asks as he grabs the blunt from Taehyung.
“What does your birthday have anything to do with Y/N.” Taehyung sighed as he throws his head back on the couch cushions.
“So invite her, idiot."
"She says she doesn’t know many people right?” Yoongi continues as his lips pull on the blunt.
“Yeah,” Taehyung hums, taking the soon offered blunt back from Yoongi’s fingertips.
“So...introduce her to more people…. Flirt with her a bit. Make her see you outside of the law school shit,” Yoongi breathes, as smoke billows from his mouth.
“I mean it could work.”
“Dude, I’ve helped you pull so much pussy, I'm ninety-nine percent sure, this will work," Yoongi declares slapping his thigh.
Yoongi then points his finger toward Taehyung, “And when it does work, when you pass the bar exam, you better offer your lawyer services to me for free!” he announced, reaching for his beer and taking a large swig.
“If you help me pull Y/N, I will most definitely do, just that,” Taehyung coughs, thumping his chest as smoke puffs from his mouth like a stove top chimney.
“I can’t believe you're -still- a lightweight! After all these years?" Yoongi baffles, spilling half his beer down his shirt.
“Yeah, well, at least I’m not clumsy, you shithead.”
And so the next time Taehyung sees you and once your latest debate comes to an end, he pins you with a look.
“Y/N,” he begins, clearing his throat, before continuing.
“I was thinking about what you said...that you haven’t met many people since you moved here. I-I-I my best friend’s birthday party is this weekend. He knows a lot of people, -we- know a lot people. I was wondering if you would like to come with m- If you would like to come- I mean,” he splutters.
You laugh and Taehyung can feel his heart flutter in his chest. He takes a deep breath as he smiles at the sound of you laughter.
“He's throwing a party and I'd love for you to come?"
"You know so I can introduce you to some new potential friends,” he quickly finishes, crossing his arms and leaning back into his chair.
“Tae, I would love that,” you smile at him and Taehyung wants nothing more than lean in and press his lips against yours. But he doesn't. You're not his, not yet.
“Text me the details okay?” You confirm as you stand up to put on your coat and Taehyung swiftly stands to help you in it.
“I will,” he whispers as you turn to face him.
“Sounds like a date,” you grin again, you hug him lightly and wish him a good night.
“Dammit I might be giving my services for free to Yoongi for the rest of my life,” Taehyung says to himself as he watches you leave the café while biting back the smile that is threatening to spill onto his face.
“Have a fucking drink and relax,” Yoongi encourages, practically throwing a whiskey and soda in Taehyung’s hand as his eyes stare at the door, waiting for your arrival.
“You act like you’ve never tasted pussy before,” Yoongi berates as he knocks back a shot of Hennessy.
Yoongi continues with his insults, “And I know that’s not true because all those girls you fucked in high school and college wouldn’t stop talking about how much you liked to eat them out.”
Taehyung chokes on his drink and laughs loudly.
“Wha-why are you just telling me now?” He says, finally pulling his eyes off the door to look at his friend incredulously.
“Bro, I really don’t want to look at your gooey face while I tell you about Stacey Young cornering me at prom about how you made her squirt with your tongue.”
“Fuck...Stacey...I forgot about that...She really did...a lot,” Taehyung whistles and winks at him over his drink as Yoongi mimes vomiting.
“Whoa...who’s that? Is that her?” Yoongi mouth gapes, gaze toward the door.
Taehyung turns and sees it is you that has walked in, looking like a drug induced sex dream, wearing a plunging black v-neck mini dress that hugged your body in all the right ways, showcasing your curves like it was literally painted on you.
It left very, very little to his wild imagination.
Taehyung felt like a cartoon character whose tongue rolls onto the floor when they see something delicious.
Yoongi slaps his back, bringing him out of his fantasies. Then Taehyung's off toward you, saying not a word to his friend as his feet are tripping over each other to get to you.
Maybe he shouldn’t have had those two whiskey and sodas.
“Y/N!” he cries as he gets nearer to you and you look relieved when your eyes find his.
“Tae,” you greet as you tug him into a friendly hug.
“Glad you made it, you look great,” he says as he does his best to take in your appearance politely as a friend and not like a man who wants to devour you.
“Thanks,” you gush, shyly accepting the compliment.
“You told me this party was at some trendy bar so I tried my best to look the part.”
“Oh you do. You totally do,” Taehyung grins as his top teeth bite on his lower lip.
“You do too,” you hum, liking his red silk shirt and tight black jeans.
“Thanks,” he says softly, but he can tell that there's a dopey grin that’s on his face that has been there since he made his way over to greet you.
“Ahem, so wanna grab a drink?” He offers, pointing to the dark bar.
“Sounds good,” you agree, walking ahead as Taehyung motions for you to go first.
He would like to say he was doing it to be a gentleman but in all honestly, he just wanted a good view of your ass in that dress.
And when he sees it, he can feel his cock twitch in his pants.
As he follows you to the bar, he tells himself to not get hard, to look away, or think of his grandmother, anything, anything but think about his cock near your ass.
You saddle up to the bar and sit down on an empty seat. Taehyung refused to sit, telling you that he was sitting a lot before you arrived.
That was a lie.
The truth is his cock was so fucking hard and he was already so uncomfortable in the tight jeans he was wearing, it would be nearly impossible for him to sit down.
You told Taehyung your drink preference and he relayed it to the bartender easily.
The two of you are already so comfortable with each other that it took only a few minutes to flow into an airy conversation filled with banter.
Whenever a recognizable face would pass by, Taehyung would call them over and introduce them to you and with each new face you learned a little something new about him, things you never got to learn during your after class discussions.
“I didn’t know you painted,” you guffaw, slapping his arm as one of his friends walks away.
“Well you never asked,” he retorts, setting his drink down on the bar, letting his eyes roam over your figure.
“Do you have anything I can see?” you ask, your eyes raking over him as well.
Taehyung licks his lips.
This is fucking it.
“Actually I-”
“Hey Tae! Who's the friend you’ve been holed up with all night?” Yoongi interrupts, clapping him firmly on the back and looking at you expectantly.
Taehyung curses Yoongi out in his head, but presses a smile to his face as he side-eyes Yoongi.
“Hey Yong. Y/N, this is the birthday boy, my best friend, Yoongi. Yoongi this is Y/N.”
You greeted Yoongi with a soft open hand, which he gladly accepts.
“From your law school right?” Yoongi guesses, turning to look at Taehyung while his hand is still holding yours.
A gesture Taehyung can't help but notice.
“Oh? Are you talking about me Tae?” You ask, lifting an eyebrow up at him.
Taehyung's hand comes up to scratch his neck.
“Yeah, he does. He said you’re smart. That you two debate all the time.” Yoongi answers for him, pointing between you and Taehyung.
“Oh does he? Hopefully he doesn’t go too hard on me,” you banter.
“Taehyung going hard? Never,” Yoongi chuckles.
“I’ll be back. I gotta use the restroom.” Taehyung announces suddenly, taking a distance from the bar and Yoongi easily shifts into his place.
“We’ll be here when you get back Tae,” you call as he steps away from you and Yoongi.
Taehyung rushes to the bathroom and splashes cold water on his face, preparing himself to ask you out.
Taehyung and Yoongi have done this little song and dance many times over the years and it always worked like a charm.
One would swoop down on the other feigning insult because the buddy has been holed up with a beautiful girl all night.
Swooped down buddy would excuse himself, usually the bathroom and let the neglected friend make nice with the target and plant seeds about the other, making it easier to take said woman home.
Taehyung looks at his appearance and he smiles at himself, he’s hopeful that Yoongi is doing a good job and he’s hopeful that you’ll say yes when he asks you out, maybe he would even ask to take you home.
He exits the bathroom and makes his way back to the bar where he left you and Yoongi, only the two of you are not there when he returns.
“Hey,” Taehyung yells toward the bartender, waving to get her attention.
“Did you see where the guy and girl went that were seated here?” He asks her as she comes closer to him, pointing to your empty chair.
“No, I only saw you and that girl. I’m not sure where she went, maybe the bathroom?” She shrugs as she goes about putting ice into shakers.
Taehyung reasons you could be in the bathroom, he wasn’t gone long and so he orders another drink and waits for you.
But as he finishes his drink and his eyes scan the crowd, you still haven’t reappeared.
The bartender brings him another whiskey and soda and as Taehyung sips it, worry is now bubbling in this gut. He gets up and wanders toward the women’s bathroom.
“Excuse me?” he stops a woman coming out the bathroom, startling her.
“I’m sorry, I’m just looking for a friend. I think she’s in the bathroom but it’s been awhile. I want to make sure she is okay. Can you look to see if she’s in there?” He asks softly.
She agrees and he provides her your details and she makes her way back into the bathroom to look for someone matching your description.
Taehyung doesn’t know why but he knows something is off as he keeps his eyes peeled for you and then Yoongi to see if he knew where you went.
“I didn’t see anyone that matched that description,” the woman tells him as she steps out of the bathroom.
“Sorry...I hope you find her though. Have you looked outside?” she offers with a sympathetic grin as she notices his worried face.
Outside?
Fuck, he didn’t even think to look there.
Maybe you just needed some fresh air.
“Thank you for looking. That's a great idea, I'll check outside.”
Taehyung steps into the cool spring air and scans the sidewalk. There’s a few people out, some smoking cigarettes and other sharing joints, but he doesn’t see you.
“Hey Taehyung, looking for Yoongi?” Jimin calls from behind him and then pulls him into a hug when he's in distance.
Jimin leans back from him and studies his face.
“Don’t worry about Yong. He’s fine. I just saw him practically fucking a girl in the alley.”
Taehyung's stomach lurches, and he doubles over slightly.
“Fuck dude, you okay?” Jimin asks, leaning down, hand on his back as he looks at his face.
“I don’t think I’ve seen you this green since spring break of senior year of high school,” Jimin chuckles, taking a step back. "Let me know if you're gonna hurl."
“Where is he?” Taehyung drawls out.
“Wha-Yoongi? He’s over there...but be careful. I’m pretty sure he’s fucking or -about- to fuck someone over there. Maybe finished fucking? I dunno you know sometimes he doesn't last long,” Jimin shares, shaking his head woefully as his thumb points to an alley a block down.
Taehyung’s feet begin moving before he even knows it and they feel heavy, like they're trying to keep him away from what he's about to see. But he presses on even though he knows what he’s going to see before he sees it.
As he rounds the alley he sees you, your back pressed against the brick wall, your dress is hiked up and your ass is basically hanging out.
Your legs?
Well, they’re wrapped around Yoongi’s waist, as he pushes up against you.
And Taehyung?
Taehyung is pretty sure his best friend’s dick is in your pussy right now, as his hips are moving fiercely into you and your eyes are screwed tight as your mouth hangs open.
He’s never seen your face like that. Ever.
Rage and bitterness spill out of Taehyung so violently that he projectile vomits on his shoes and then everything goes black.
When Taehyung wakes up he finds himself in his own bed.
His head feels like it has been smashed between cement blocks and he most definitely contemplates never drinking ever again in his whole fucking life.
He rolls over and sees a trash can by his bed and a bottle of water on his nightstand. He reaches for the water and chokes it down, then replaces the cap before letting the bottle fall beside him on the bed.
Taehyung wills himself to sit up and face the fucking day. This isn’t his first hangover rodeo.
Shit, he needs to piss so bad. He runs a palm down his face and musters the will to stand up, wobbling a bit, not all of the alcohol has left his body yet.
Shuffling out of his bedroom door and making his way into the bathroom, he flicks the light switch and scurries to the toilet bowl to pleasantly relieve himself.
After washing his hands he scrummages through the medicine cabinet for some painkillers and is elated when he finds a bottle, popping it open quickly and shaking three pills into his mouth.
He leans down and scoops some water from the sink faucet into his dry mouth and with great effort, swallows the bitter pills down.
Taehyung takes a look at himself in the mirror and notices the bags under his eyes and he thanks the gods that it's Saturday so he can go back the fuck to bed.
As he exits the bathroom, his ears pick up on the voices drifting down the hall from the living room.
The sounds are hushed, like they’re trying to not make a lot of noise and suddenly all his memories
from the night before begin flooding in to his brain.
Whiskey, whiskey, Yoongi, you arriving, that dress, whiskey, friends, whiskey, Yoongi, bathroom, you gone, whiskey, waiting, whiskey, searching, Jimin, alley, you and Yoongi, black.
"Fuckkkkkk," he hisses as his hands clenched into fists while he stalks down the hallway.
And what does Taehyung see when he enters the living room?
You sitting on his fucking couch, in one of Yoongi's T-shirts like you fucking lived there.
Yoongi is casually sitting next to you, and then eyeing Taehyung warily as stands up slowly.
You turn away from Taehyung, the view out the window seeming more interesting than the two friends staring each other down.
Yoongi steps closer to him, "How are you feeling br-?'
"Can I fucking speak with you in my room?" Taehyung seethes as his eyes dart between you and Yoongi.
Yoongi turns to you and you turn to look at Yoongi. You don't even try to look Taehyung's way.
Yoongi nods at you before following Taehyung to his room.
"What. The. Fuck. Yoongi, " Taehyung grits out, his eyes filled with anger as Yoongi closes the door behind him.
"I'm sorry dude. It just happened," Yoongi replies, throwing up his hands.
"I was gone for less than five minutes and it just happened?! I waited for her...and you. God I'm so fucking stupid."
Taehyung slaps his forehead and begins pacing, his rage rolling off him hotly.
"I can't explain how it happened so fast, it just did. She asked me to go outside with her when she heard I had some weed. She wanted to smoke. We started walking and talking and before I knew it she was kissing me." Yoongi rattles out his hand running through his hair.
"So what? You didn't fuck her? That's what it sounds like you're saying but I fucking saw you two. Hell, she's wearing your fucking ratty ass Supreme t-shirt when I come into our living room!"
Yoongi's lowers his head in shame, his cheek flamed red.
"I did. I did have sex with her," He admits his eyes remaining on the floor.
"And now what? You're gonna keep fucking her?!"
"Well y-yes-n-no, Yoongi stutters as his eyes look back up at Taehyung.
"I don't just want to fuck her Tae, I want to date her, we've already talk-"
"The fuck dude?!" Taehyung screams as tears breach his eyes and roll down his cheeks.
"You just fucking met her Yoongi...you knew I liked her…" he chokes out as his feelings of anger evolves into sour betrayal.
Yeah, Yoongi and him have shared hookups but they always talked about it first.
But it never went down like this, especially when one of them shared they actually liked someone.
"I know I can't explain it. We just click, like click in a way I never felt."
"Oh so your fucking Shakespeare today?" Taehyung laughs, sounding like a mad man.
"You just had your dick down someone's throat last weekend -asshole- and now you want to date the fucking woman I was into?"
"Well excuse the fuck outta me," Yoongi finally shouts back.
"Taehyung you've been crushing on her this long and you haven't done shit about for months...she's kinda fair game," Yoongi scoffs, sweeping his hair out of his eyes.
"You have to move fast with a woman like Y/N or she'll get snatched up by someone else!"
Taehyung slams his fist into the wall next to him.
All he could see was red, blood red. It took everything in him to not smash Yoongi's face in.
That was it with him. Taehyung was officially done with Yoongi.
"Snatched up by my fucking best friend! Fucking have her then! Just fuck all the way off!" he screams as he moves to his closet to grab a duffle bag.
"Whoa dude what the fuck are you doing?" Yoongi moves toward him.
"Back the fuck away from me," Taehyung growls as he begins stuffing items into his bag.
"I'm gonna stay with Jimin. I'll grab my other shit later," Taehyung announces as he turns to face Yoongi once again.
"Taehyung, bro we can work this out man. I-h"
"No, we can't work shit out, Yoongi. You fucking win okay? I lose and you fucking win," Taehyung sniffles as he puts a few remaining items in his bag.
"I know you always wanted me to say it and now I'm saying it. You win," Taehyung continues as he walks around Yoongi and pulls the bedroom door open.
Taehyung storms down the hall and avoids your gaze as he shoves his shoes onto his feet and slams the door as he leaves, never looking back.
Taehyung didn't talk to Yoongi after that.
Yoongi tried to reach out to him. He called Taehyung multiple times, leaving apologetic voicemails but all they did was cut the same wound deeper and deeper into Taehyung's heart.
His voicemail and texts were always the same, Yoongi wanted the friendship back but there was a piece of him who couldn't bear to let you go. He wanted both you and Taehyung in his life.
It wasn't something that Taehyung could accept and eventually blocked Yoongi, a few weeks after hearing the same shit.
But still he wallowed in his misery of losing his best friend and the woman he thought could be his future wife.
Speaking of you, Taehyung avoided you like the plague at Law school.
Any debates you were a part of he chose not to engage in, even if he thought you were dead wrong, biting his tongue instead even if your argument was weak.
He walked past you when class ended and never turned his head your way in the halls, like he didn't even know your name, like you were a perfect stranger.
He couldn't look at you. He couldn't -- not without remembering what unfolded months ago and thinking about what could've been.
Moving in with Jimin, helped him more than he would verbally admit.
Jimin was a great friend and understood the rivalry between Taehyung and Yoongi, he had been there from the beginning.
They were all close but Taehyung and Yoongi were like peanut butter and jelly, on their own they were good but together they were delicious.
But Jimin did not want to take sides, hoping that the best friends would sort things out somehow.
And a part of him felt guilty, thinking that if he wouldn't of ran into Taehyung outside the bar, the friendship between Yoongi and Taehyung would still be intact.
Jimin confessed to Taehyung that he was worried that he's the one that stuck a knife in their seventeen year friendship. If he weren't for him, Taehyung and Yoongi would still be friends.
"No Chim, the only knife used was the one Yoongi stuck in my back. I think you were supposed to tell me," Taehyung hummed.
Taehyung tried his best to move on from what happened with you and Yoongi.
He began hanging with old and new friends, dating and fucking new people and was fortunate to be offered a job with a top law firm in the city, right after passing the bar exam.
All was going well. Taehyung really believed that he had gotten over the whole thing.
That is until one day he noticed a beautifully wrapped invitation littered with gold confetti announcing the wedding date of you and Yoongi, sitting on the kitchen table of the space he shared with Jimin.
The emotional fire he suppressed ignited with a burning flame.
Taehyung immediately went out that night and got all the way white boy wasted, not remembering who he brought home the next day or even how he got the fuck home.
All he knew when he woke up was that he needed to one up Yoongi once and for all.
About a year later, Taehyung got lucky.
Really fucking lucky.
He received a case involving a hit and run and who to his surprise was working for the defendant?
You, you, you, you, YOU.
Always you, it's gotta be fate right?
He knew you were tethered to him in some way.
You walked into the courtroom looking like your usual confident self, not a thing had changed over the years from that fact.
You held your head a bit higher though and pulled you shoulders back a little bit more but other than that you were still utterly beautiful. Your eyes had that fiery glow, hair was perfectly in place, and a sharp tailored grey suit fit your body perfectly.
Taehyung had to admit it, you had his fucking heart.
He doesn't know when you snatched it from him but all he knew was that you were clearly holding it in your hands as your heels clicked along the marble floors in the courtroom.
When your eyes met his, all Taehyung could do was swallow the bitter taste on his tongue as he nodded to you coolly, which you returned with ease, giving him a slight wave as the gigantic diamond ring that sat on your finger shined brightly.
"Good to see you Taehyung, it's been a long time. Are you well?" You ask as you pause by his table.
He stood from where he was seated and took note of how your eyes examined his figure, swept over his black Armani suit, Patek watch and polished Gucci shoes.
"Good to see you too, Y/N. I'm doing very well," he returns, as he licks his lips and fixes his pearl encrusted cufflinks.
"We should have lunch after this, catch up a bit. Are you free?" You smirk as you study his sly ebony hooded eyes and strong jawline.
"I am...for a bit. Lunch would be lovely," he replies before the judge began banging the gavel for all in the courtroom to order.
Taehyung can also admit, you did well that day, pleading the case of your client with particular ease. Made the defendant seem like an innocent baby in the wrong place at the wrong time.
He was impressed.
And while you did well, Taehyung did better.
He oozed appeal to the jury, he passionately argued about how unfortunate his client's life had been since the car accident. Detailed his client's injuries, about how his client lost his job at the factory because he could no longer do the duties that the position entailed. Painted how his whole family's lives were turned upside down and negatively affected for months by an event that happened in minutes.
It was so easy. One of the easiest lawsuits Taehyung ever had to try and he got a unanimous decision in favor of his client, earning him $500,000 in liabilities and damages. Taehyung took ten percent of those earnings home.
After congratulating his client, Taehyung felt like he was literally floating toward you, a smug grin planted on his handsome face.
You rolled your eyes at him as he approached you.
"Good try," he murmurs, staring at you with thunder blazing in his eyes.
You shook your head at him, "you know that suit was pretty straightforward Taehyung, but nonetheless good job." You offer your hand to him and he takes it tenderly.
Taehyung flicks his wrist to look at his watch as he takes his other hand from your grasp and slips it into his slacks as your eyes drink him in.
The smell of him, smoky and spicy, surrounding you.
You loved Yoongi but something had been off with the two of you lately.
His residency in the ER was taking a toll on him and you hardly saw him except when you were already on your way into the office.
Yoongi would kiss you tiredly when he got home in the early hours of the morning before shuffling off to the bathroom, looking haggard and worn out as he began the shower.
You knew things would get better in a year or so once his residency came to an end but still, you missed lying next to him at night.
You can't even remember the last time you had sex.
And now with Taehyung standing before you, looking so sure of himself, looking more handsome than a couple years prior, not to mention how sexy and persuasive he was during the trial did something to you.
It was like Taehyung picked up what you were thinking because his nose flared slightly and he eyed you up and down slowly.
"It's gotta be sorta quick," he emphasizes, "I have another trial in two hours.
"Me too. I know a place."
"I'll drive," he counters.
You relent.
You never made it to the lunch spot.
As Taehyung maneuvers the silver Aston Martin DBS with ease and precision, he could tell your eyes are on him. You talk most of the way, telling him about Yoongi working insane hours and the house the two of you bought, after your wedding, in a nice suburb of course.
There was the way that you went on and on that made him think you were nervous. That made him happy. To think his presence made you self-conscious maybe even less sure about yourself made him hard.
Taehyung nods along and adds "Ahs" and "mhmms" as you drone on about your life with Yoongi.
"I bought a place too. It's near here," he murmurs, when you pause briefly, his hand rubbing his chin as he glances at you.
"Wow, must be nice," you confess, watching his tongue flick out of his mouth and then be squeezed between his lips.
"It is. Wanna see it?" He asks turning to look at you pointedly as he pulls the car to stop at a red light.
"I can make a quick lunch for us there, ya know beat the lunch crowd," he softens, chuckling a bit.
He doesn't know why, but you agree, surely thinking you would turn him down. You're married to his ex-best friend after all.
As the two of you climbed into the elevators of his condominium, neither of you spoke on the way to the 16th floor. Both of you just eye each other intently.
Taehyung was gripping the railing tightly behind him, trying his damndest to keep his hands to himself.
He hadn't seen you in years and his want for you was so clear in his head, was suppressed for so long that he could feel his want bubbling up to the surface.
You were imprinted on him.
And when the doors opened nothing was spoken. He just walked close next to you, letting his shoulder brush casually against yours.
You glanced at him and saw him already looking at you and he could tell you were overwhelmed.
"Why are you staring at me like that Tae?"
He stops in front of his condo door and turns to it and then back to you.
"You're beautiful Y/N...more beautiful than I remember," he states like it was facts, shaking his head and removing the hair that curtained his eyes.
"Is that even possible?" He questions, stepping closer to you, placing his hand on your cheek.
You don't say a word, your eyes just peer into his.
"If I were Yoongi I would drop everything to be around you...all the time," he whispers.
You freeze as his face moves closer to yours.
You should tell him no but you don't, you let his face come closer and closer.
You liked Taehyung in law school.
He was funny, and witty and incredibly pretty. You wanted him to make a move on you but he never did and neither did you.
And a deep pit settled in your stomach , thinking he was out of your league.
When you met Yoongi, you took to him immediately. He was goofy, and sure spoken and when he told you he was attending medical school, you knew was smart.
Yoongi was so cute when the two of you left to smoke and when he looked at you a certain way, you couldn't help but lean into and kiss him. And he made it obvious he wanted you. Made it abundantly clear when he fucked you in the alley.
And yeah you saw Taehyung coming into the alley you just thought he was drunk. It wasn't until the next morning when you heard Taehyung and Yoongi arguing you learned the extent of the situation.
You felt guilty for being the reason two friends stopped talking, but you couldn't deny that you had feelings for Yoongi.
It felt a little too late with Taehyung at the time.
"You've been on my mind a long long time, beautiful," Taehyung's nose brushes against yours and you hear him take a deep inhale while his eyes shut close.
"A long time," he emphasizes as his eyes tug open and are now hooded with lust.
He leans in to kiss you and you accept it.
You let it all happen. You kiss him back with want.
And before you know it Taehyung was tearing you into his condo and shrugging off your jackets as your tongues tangled together sloppily.
Taehyung took no time in taking you.
He couldn't hold himself back, not any longer. His need to be inside you completely overtook his body.
He presses you over the back of his couch and hurriedly tugs you skirt up as he pinches at your nipples from behind relentlessly. His erection throbs against your ass as he lathers your neck and shoulders with kisses.
"I've been wanting to feel you for so long," Taehyung groans as he grinds up against you, feeling hard and thick.
"Grant me this please, Y/N," he begs deeply into your ears as his hands slide to caress your round cheeks and then to the lining of your panties.
"Just once. Yoongi will never need to know," He urges as his hands wrap around you and creep under the fabric meeting your cunt and, rubbing against your folds eagerly, spreading the juices there.
"Ok," you breathe. You wanted Taehyung to have you, and it didn't help that it felt like forever since you had been fucked.
He growls when you respond and his hands remove from your entrance and to his belt, unbuckling it with a fervor that borders on madness, staring at your bent form like a man gone wild.
Taehyung pushes his pants down his legs so that they pool down around his feet. And untucks his hard aching member from his Gucci grey briefs, choosing not to remove them.
He pumps his cock and the fucking thing looks so angry. It was leaking with his jizz and fat droplets ran down his hand as his gaze eats you up.
"Pull your panties down," Taehyung gruffs as his fingers on one hand fumble with your waistband as his other hand continues to stroke his cock eagerly.
You reach back and grab at the waistband of panties and tug them down over your ass, making it over the globes before he's plunging his dick into you, pinning your hands behind you as his hips press against you.
You yelp.
Yes you're soaking wet but you're not accustomed to this kind of girth.
Taehyung feels fucking huge and he just stuffs it in you with no time to prepare for him.
Yoongi was blessed in length, long and lean. Taehyung's cock to put it simply was chunky.
"Fuck," he yells as he pulls back from you, his hips sliding back, finally freeing your pinned hands and you crash them forward to catch you from falling over the sofa with the force he is ramming into you.
"So fucking good," he groans as his large hands land on your thighs and shifts you deeper onto his cock.
"Tae," you moan, looking back at him.
"I know, I know. But I have to show you what you missed out on." He grits out as he grinds his cock into you and you can feel his swollen member swimming around your walls, the friction so good you feel your climax rattling down your spine.
"You should've been mine," Taehyung moans as he pulls his hips back only to thrust them against you, lodging his fat dick into your hungry cunt.
"Oh my fucking god, Tae," you scream, his words inching the desire within you from a simmer to a boil.
"You should've been screaming for me for fucking years," he grunts as he eagerly seeks his release.
Taehyung knows he's gonna make you cum before he gets to his end, he can feel it with the way you're dripping down his cock and tightening against his girth.
He knows it because he fucking smell your arousal seeping out of your pores and hear it with each note that comes out of your mouth, getting higher and higher with each of his movements.
Suddenly he cages you against the couch, his hand removes the hair on the nape of your neck and his teeth take purchase of the flesh there as his thrusts get incredibly harder.
"C'mon baby, c'mon and fucking cum for me. You owe me this," Taehyung goads against your skin as his hand slides to your tucked bug and begins rubbing it furiously.
Taehyung words and dick rang through you, like he was your fucking landlord and the rent was past due, so relentless and so demanding you had to pay up now.
And just like that, your orgasm swerves into, making you jerk repeatedly on his cock.
"That's fucking right," he spits out as the hand on your hips, moves to the base of your neck, fixing you in place as he shoots his hot sticky load in you.
You can feel every muscle that he has pressed against you tense and spasming.
"Fuck yes, Y/N!" He cries out, as he fucks into you again, feeling another fresh load of his release hit your walls, his trembling fingers digging into your clit.
And you can't help the second orgasm that ripples through from the sheer amount of cum he's pumping into you.
Amazing sex. Some of the best you had in years.
That's exactly how you wound up in this predicament, after he had his way with you, you exchanged numbers and you were hooked.
He would call you and tell you to meet him, and you would. Every moment with him was like taking the good shit straight to the veins, making you hazy and forgetting where you were or who you were.
Mine.
That's all he would tell you, that you belonged to him as he made what sometimes felt like love or straight up fucking, he always would tell you that you belonged to him.
You would meet him wherever he wanted you to meet him. He would fuck you like he wanted to fuck you. You took what he gave you.
This carried on for months after months, even after Yoongi's residency came to an end.
And then one day Taehyung showed up to your house unannounced.
"Y/N...so nice to see you," he greets casually as you open the door.
"What the fu-"
"Babe who is it?" Yoongi asks, coming to stand behind you, wrapping his arm around your waist possessively.
Yoongi's eyes land on Taehyung and almost burst out of his head.
"Tae?! Wow man, what are you doing here? How'd you know where I lived?" Yoongi rapid fires.
"Y/N," he says, turning his eyes to you, and smirking.
"I tried a case with her a few weeks ago, she didn't tell you?" Taehyung asks as he throws a confused look between you and Yoongi.
Yoongi turns to you, with expectation filling his eyes.
"Oh that's right.. I thought I told you--I guess I forgot-- I've been working so much lately," You reason shooting a warning glance to Taehyung as Yoongi leans in to place a tender kiss on your forehead.
"Our Y/N has been working so hard over the last few months, staying late and working on some big trial," Yoongi offers as he wraps his arm over your shoulder.
"So what brings you here?" He further questions.
Taehyung's lips are set in a firm line and his eyebrows furrow as he looks between the two of you.
His jealousy and rage thrumming through his blood, his fists clench but he stuffs them in his pants and then casually shrugs.
"Was in the area. Thought I'd stop by and catch up. Ya know it's been awhile."
"Yeah man! Come in! We were about to dinner but I think have we got enough for you to join us, right babe?" Yoongi exclaims, tugging Taehyung inside the house and shifting you out for the way.
Taehyung steps inside the house and takes stock of the layout. It's small, but comfort is tucked here and there. Tiny accents litter the living room area.
"Cute house," Taehyung offers as he sees your wedding photo hanging on the wall and framed with an ornate gold frame.
It makes his stomach twist but he reels the pain in his heart in.
"You both look great. Sorry I missed it," Taehyung says as he points to the photo, looking you pointedly in the eye.
'Wanna beer man?' Yoongi asks abruptly, looking at Taehyung and then you.
"Sure," Taehyung shrugs again.
Yoongi walks away with a hop in his step and as soon as he's out of view you hiss, "what the fuck Tae-"
"Shut up," he sneers, then continues, "I haven't seen you in few days, what the fuck, Y/N?"
"I've been busy with-"
"Fuck your excuses, I wanna fuck you."
"Tae…"
"Shut the fuck up and just say yes. Or I will find someone else to fuck," he hisses as he stalks up to you.
"Did you forget?" He asks, pinning you with an intimidating look and nudging his nose with yours.
You shake your head softly as you tear your gaze away from him and look in the direction of where you hear Yoongi poking around the refrigerator.
"Words," Taehyung growls, roughly pulling your chin to make you focus on him.
"N-no I haven't forgotten. I'm yours, Tae."
"That's right. You. are. mine," he leans in and bites your bottom lip.
You squeeze your eyes and your nails dig into the palms of your hands to keep from yelping.
"Good girl, I'm going to send you instructions later. You will follow them. Understand?" he says, leaning back from you to examine your face as you hear Yoongi's footsteps quickly approaching.
"Yes, whatever you want," you quickly agree.
Taehyung takes your hand and places a tiny square inch bag in your hand. Your fingers wrap around it easily.
"You will need this," he says, glancing at your hand as Yoongi comes back into view.
"Heeyyy..," Yoongi says as he sees Taehyung holding your hand. "What are you two doing?"
"I was just admiring the ring you bought for Y/N. You did well friend," He says, dropping your hand and turning to Yoongi with ease.
"Thanks man, yeah it cost me a lot. But she's worth it" Yoongi grins handing Taehyung a beer.
"More than that," Taehyung murmurs
"What was that? "
"Oh, ho, I was just saying I bet that, I bet that she's worth it," He says with a tight smile as he brings his beer to his lips.
"Wanna sit down man?"
Taehyung's phone begins ringing.
He knew who it was.
It was his assistant asking where he was. Taehyung was scheduled for a dinner meeting a few minutes from your house.
"Excuse me, it's my assistant," he offers an apologetic smile to both of you before turning his back.
He answers and Sara begins talking rapidly.
"Ok Sara..yeah I'll be there in a few. Tell Mrs. Canter I'll be there in a few minutes. Thank you."
Taehyung turns around and sees both you and Yoongi watching him.
"Ahh..I wanted to catch up tonight Yong but I totally forgot I have to meet a client tonight," Taehyung says running his hand through his silky hair as he makes his way to the door staring at you.
"Y/N, it was good to see you. Yoongi, let's catch up later this week ya? Maybe grab some lunch?"
"Yeah yeah,' Yoongi says meeting Taehyung at the door.
"It was good to see you too. Just call me whenever you wanna hang. My number is the same." He shrugs and takes a sip of his beer before taking Taehyung's beer from his grip.
"Cool talk to you later."
And then Taehyung was gone and relief filled your lungs.
"It was good to see him, right," Yoongi asks as he shuts and locks the front door.
"Yeah, it was," you sigh.
"I can't believe you didn't tell me you ran into Taehyung," he scoffs as he heads back to the kitchen, "let's eat."
NEXT DAY
😈: You working tonight?
You: no
😈: You still have what I gave you?
You: yes
😈: Good use it in his drink tonight. Wear something yummy and I'll see you at your house at 9pm sharp.
Your hands shook with worry. You had an idea what Taehyung had handed you but you didn't know what his plan was.
For months he has been training you to bend to his will, urging you were his and he could do with you what he pleased.
And when he did you couldn't help but get lost in the pleasure of him, the pleasure he granted if you submitted to him.
But this was new.
What did Yoongi have to do with all of this?
About two weeks ago after spending the night with Taehyung you proposed leaving Yoongi, so you and Taehyung could be together officially.
Taehyung refused. He reinforced that you love Yoongi, you just wanted something new.
You protested, telling Taehyung that you loved him, but he said it wasn't going to happen.
Not like that.
After Taehyung left your house, Yoongi had talked about him all night, telling you story after story about your secret lover. How much he missed his friendship and how hopeful he was about possibly regaining it.
When Yoongi got home that night you greeted him at the door with a glass of whiskey, his favorite.
"Whoa, what's all this?" He gapes as he looks at what you prepared for him. All of his favorite dishes laid upon the table, candles lit, soft music playing.
"I just wanted to do something nice for you. I know I have been working a lot, and we haven't spent much time together," you gently say, as you tenderly put your hand on his arm.
"Well that's sweet of you," he hums as his arms wrap around your waist pulling you in for a kiss.
You took Yoongi's coat before he sat down and you saw him exhale a deep breath before bringing his drink to his mouth.
You hung up his coat and sat across from him. Yoongi smiled at you as he began scooping up portions of the dishes and began placing it on yours and his plate as he detailed his day.
You returned a smile at him, but guilt flowed through your body as his voice began to slur halfway during the meal, glancing up at the clock on the wall and saw it read 7:53.
"You okay honey? you ask, his whiskey drink nearly finished.
"Uhhh yeah I just feel so tireds now. Mustve been a longersday than I thoughted," Yoongi slurs as he wobbled slightly in his chair.
You stand abruptly and meet him at his side.
"Probably, honey, you work so hard. Let me help you to bed you state as you help him from his chair.
"Imasuch a lieway" he giggles.
"One drenk andmeow an easeeey lay," he chuckles as he plants a sloppy kiss on your lips.
"Yoongi babe, walk with me, let's get you to bed," you urge.
As you begin to take steps with him you see his struggle to move down the hallway, his feet dragging heavily with each step.
When you get him to the bed he lies down with a groan.
I'sowwyy babe. I'm sowwy imasuch a messss. Yur food wuzsogood annal," he drifts off as hiscloses his eyes.
"Yoongi?"
"Hmph?!' he blurts out as he tries to sit up but fails to do so.
"Just lie back babe. It's all good. Get some rest. I love you," you whisper as you fan his hair out of his face.
Looking down at him, your guilt is now weighing down heavily on your shoulders.
Yoongi loved you. He worked hard for the both of you. What are you even doing drugging him, to just be with your lover for a few hours?
But you couldn't wallow too much because there was a soft knocking coming from the front door.
"Is he out?" Taehyung asks as he tugs in his tie as he walks through your door.
Now Taehyung was staring down at Yoongi as he snores loudly.
His eyes turn to you as you stand at the foot of the bed, wringing your hands together as you wait for his instructions.
"Take your clothes off," he states as he moves around to you to the head of the bed.
You follow his directions immediately, shedding the slip that rested on your body.
“Come get me ready to fuck you," he commands, and you get on you knees before him.
You rub the crotch of his pants and find him somewhat hard.
“C'mon filthy girl we don't have all night," he chastises as he stares down at you with smoke in his eyes.
You quickly unzip his pants and reach through the zipper, and to your relief he wasn't wearing any underwear.
You pull his cock through the opening, it would be easier to pull his pants down, but that's not what Taehyung requested. He only said prepare him which meant to suck him off until he's fully hard or cums. Taehyung did what he wanted.
“Open up,” he says and you do what he says,.
You barely open your mouth before he's cramming his cock into your mouth.
"Fuck, your mouth is so hot filthy girl," Taehyung whispers out as his length hits the back of your throat making you choke around him as saliva pours from your mouth.
"You can take it. You have before," he grunts as he removes his cock, letting you breathe as he places his hands on the top of your head.
You look at him with tears raining down your face and he smiles sweetly at you.
"Again," he deeply urges and without hesitation you open your mouth to him again, tongue extending.
And once again he slams his dick into your mouth but this he presses down on your head so his length slips down your throat blocking your airway.
You struggle to breathe through your nose as he just lays seated in your throat, moaning wildly as his half hard cock fattens to it's full girth.
"My fucking dirty girl," he growls when he slowly removes his cock from your throat.
"I know you like it, I can smell you from here. I bet your neighbors can smell you from here," Taehyung says as he steps away from you to go to the bed, grabbing one of the pillows on the bed, throwing it toward the middle of the bed, right next to your sleeping Yoongi.
Taehyung began to undress himself. You turn to him when you were done catching your breath, licking your lips hungrily as your eyes feasted on his form.
Taehyung tore off his shirt, tan chest glistening as began undoing his pants and glancing at you.
"Want me dirty girl? Want me to fuck you next to your husband?"
You shamelessly nod, taking a step toward him, reaching out to him.
He pushes your hand away from him.
"Nah, not yet. Get on the pillow. Hump yourself," he orders cutting his eyes to the king size pillow on the bed.
"But-"
"Now," He orders again, stopping all movement and glaring at you, his gaze a no bullshit one.
You make your way over to the bed carefully, eyeing Yoongi's resting form and hear his now softer snores.
Climbing onto the bed, you glance at Taehyung before mounting the pillow to see he wasn't even looking at you.
He was busying himself with untying his dress shoes and pants with a sharpness and intensity that was hard to ignore. Every item he stripped off made a violent sound as it landed on the floor beside him.
"Fuck the pillow dirty girl," he bellows out as he kicks off his shoes still not looking at you.
"Wanna hear you moan as you fuck that pillow,” he mutters, pulling his pants down revealing his toned thighs and rock hard swaying cock.
"Fuck the pillow like its me," he states bringing his eyes up to you slowly and raising his eyebrow in sly expression.
And the movement of your hips were automatic. They shifted and with it the satin fabric of the pillow rubbed against your clit.
"Fuck Tae," you moan as you feel yourself drip down onto the fluffy object.
You look at him and see he's finally watching you, his teeth chewing on his tongue as his hand grips his cock.
"Doing well dirty girl but you can do better," he hums as his other hand rubs at his balls.
You gasp and grind down harder onto the pillow. Yoongi's snores provide some weird ambient background noise.
Taehyung walks to the foot of the bed, his eyes fixed on you as you run your swollen nub against the pillow that is tucked deeply between your thighs.
"Fuck you are so dirty. Are you that greedy for my cock?" He chides , tilting his head at you, his stare moving down to your thighs as they squeeze and flex over the pillow..
"Yes Taehyung, always," You cry out as your moves against the pillow begin to grow in desperation, the need for something firmer to get you off.
"Look at -you-. Fucking yourself on a pillow while your husband snores beside you and your fucking lover watches. Didn't know you had it in you, filthy."
You gasp and your hands go to your breasts to tug at the nipples that rest there, your body is shaking as you try to cum so he can give you what you really want, his thick cock.
"Oh dirty girl needs more huh?" Taehyung asks as you feel his weight creep onto the bed.
You both freeze as Yoongi shifts slightly and Taehyung only moves when Yoongi's snores pick up again.
"Fuck dirty girl what are you gonna do if your husband catches us?"
You moan as you keep grinding against the pillow with haste, feeling your orgasm finally blooming within reach.
"Stop," he huskily demands as you feel his large hand wrap around your body, swatting the hands on your nipples away. His fingers wrap around each nipple and then you feel him leaning his full weight on you as he tugs on your nipples harshly, making you fall forward on the pillow.
You can't help but face plant onto the bed, flat on your stomach with Taehyung's full weight on you as the pillow nestles harshly against your clit while your nipples are pinched mercilessly between his fingers .
"Gonna make you scream so loud you wake your husband up," Taehyung gasps as his cock prods between your thighs at the flesh of your ass cheeks and around your folds.
"Open up your legs and let me in,'' he purrs into your ear as his fingers tweak tighter onto your stiffened peaks.
You moan and wiggle your legs apart, causing the pillow to nudge against your clit even further.
"Fucking filthy. I love it," Taehyung whispers as he adjusts his hips, his teeth nipping your earlobe and then tongue lathering behind it and then you feel the hot solid head of cock right at your entrance.
"Ready to let your husband know who this sweet cunt belongs to?" he sneers as his dick begins thumping against your entrance like the big bad wolf asking the three little pigs to let him in.
"Tae…."
"I'll take that as a yes," he growls as he enters you fully, the ridges of his ridged member rubbing against your juice coated walls.
You damn near scream but then you remember that Yoongi is right next to you and you squeeze your eyes and clamp your teeth over you bottom lip, fearing he may wake up from your sounds.
One of Taehyung's hands slither from under you and come down to shift your head so that it's planted into the bed, face turned toward Yoongi.
"Don't hide from him. Let him see and hear you for who you truly are. A fucking filthy girl," Taehyung clips as his dick is moving in and out of you casually, his pace so leisure it makes you squirm under him.
His other hand tugs at your abused nipple again. You moan and try to lift your head to turn it away from Yoongi. Your husband is laying on his side, his face turned toward you and Taehyung, his face is relaxed and strands of his hair fall across his closed eyes. He looks so peaceful.
"Oh c'mon now Y/N, you know you like this shit. You want him to see me fucking you. I mean he's been neglecting this pretty sloppy cunt for too long," Taehyung pants as his hips thump against your backside, the bed jolting with each movement.
Your hands fist the sheets and you gargle a response to him, his weight on you making it delightfully hard to breathe, making your blood shoot to all the right places.
"Making you my fucking dirty girl, while he can't even get a blowjob from you. How desperate are you, drugging your husband all for a fat cock," he growls as you feel his hips move farther away from you before plunging into your entrance harder.
Taehyung's hips suddenly swivel, making his dick rub up into the tender spot in your cunt, making your clit slide harshly against the soft pillow.
You let out a strangled moan and feel your saliva drop down the corner of your mouth and pool on the bed, making a wet spot that your face bathes in as Taehyung humps you eagerly.
"Come on and soak these sheets and when you're done I'll fill you up and fuck my cum out of you. But you'll have to explain this mess," Taehyung chuckles breathlessly, his thrusts becoming punishing to the point you can only grip the sheets.
The pillow isn't helping, it's jabbing and jabbing your sensitive nub with each of Taehyung's thrusts to the point tears are streaming down your face, only adding more juices for your face to swim in.
"I'll do anything," you finally scream as you feel your climax hold on you, "I just want you Tae,” you scream again, gushing around Taehyung as he smushes your face deeper into the mattress, all blood rushing to you cunt and your face. You're shuddering violently underneath him and whining how he's the only one for you.
"I told you, you were dirty. I know because you're -mine-," Taehyung grunts as he cums in you, smothering you down firmly into the bed, that you can barely breathe, the orgasms tiny spasms emitting from your body through tremors and you can't help but focus at a peaceful looking Yoongi as Taehyung humps every last drop of his cum into your swollen pussy, his fingers tucked under you and punishingly pinching your nipple.
Yoongi's hand suddenly shoots up and rubs at his cheek, before his lips smack together once, twice before he continues to dreamland.
You bite your lips to stop the noises falling from your lips.
Taehyung lays still inside of you for a few minutes, kissing your neck and shoulders before he pulls out and off of you.
You turn over to look at him and see he's already putting his clothes on.
"Where are you going," you ask.
"Home," he says plainly as he glances up at you as he tugs on his pants.
You sit up and stare at him with confusion and he hears as a small whine escape your lips.
Taehyung chuckles softly, "what do you expect me to do Y/N? Cuddle you until your drugged husband wakes up?"
He stares icily at you as he deftly fastens his belt.
"This is not what this is. This isn't a relationship. This is just good ole wet and sloppy sex", he politely spells out for you as he works the buttons on his dress shirt and secures the cuffs.
Taehyung leans toward you, both hands firm on the bed as he kisses you on the forehead.
"Taehyung, I don't want just sex with you. I wanna be with you. Take me with you, I'll go right now," you beseech, getting up onto your knees and your eyes look up at him pleadingly.
He just boredly stares at you and you feel his cum seep out of you, rolling down your thighs and plopping onto the sheets below you.
You wince thinking about how dirty the sheets are and how they would look in the morning, there was no way you could remove them and wash them with Yoongi passed out on top of them.
"I'm not taking you with me. You're staying right here," he announces, shaking his head and brushing his bleached hair out of eyes.
"Listen and listen carefully, you made your choice, Y/N. " He says, eyes cutting to Yoongi while his head nods toward him.
"And now live with it," he shrugs and he shoves his feet into his dress shoes and laces them up swiftly as he stares coldly at you.
You look at Taehyung in disbelief.
How could he be saying this now, when for months he talked about how you were all that he ever wanted?
You offer to leave Yoongi for him and he shoots you down with no hesitation.
Your eyes follow him as he walks around the room, grabbing his tie and retrieving his coat from the floor and then eloquently draping the items over his arm.
He turns to you as he reaches the open door frame, “Y/N, don't worry. your secret is safe with me dirty girl.”
Taehyung throws you a wink before walking out of the bedroom.
You take a deep breath and then sob, when you hear the front door slam shut.
"Tae, I have to admit it really feels good to be hanging out again." Yoongi says as he takes a sip of iced americano.
Taehyung nods his head and grins, "Me too, bro." He looked around the sidewalks of the café they were seated at. This wasn’t their usual spot and Taehyung wondered what the occasion was for them to meet at a new place that didn’t serve alcohol.
After you drugged him, Taehyung invited Yoongi to lunch and they began to catch up with each other. The conversation was rather bland since you had already told him what Yoongi has been up to, thanks to you, Taehyung already knew what Yoongi was up to but he feigned ignorance when Yoongi told him about his pediatric position at the city hospital. Nonetheless he had to admit he enjoyed being around his childhood friend again.
So he began meeting Yoongi after work at a bar halfway between his home and yours a few times during the week, this becoming a new normal. Some little hole in the wall that reminded d them of the places they haunted during their university years, where the beer was cheap and the crowd the usual.
The place brought comfort to both of them, it was like a time warp. Once they walked through those doors it was like no bad shit happened between them, that they were simply best friends again.
And with each meetup, Yoongi began to share more and more. Yoongi admitted it was to have someone to confide in again, someone he could trust besides you. And with you he couldn't tell you everything. The bar was a place where Taehyung learned more about Yoongi and the you that you never divulged to him.
One thing he did find out was that up to a while ago, Yoongi suspected that you were cheating on him and had been for awhile.
He talked about blacking out one night and waking up seeing you covered in marks and bruises. The sheets covered in stains. Yoongi immediately interrogated you about it, saying he's a fucking doctor he knows you had put something in his drink.
You had cried and sworn you hadn't, said he drank a lot of whiskey and that he took you with passion and passed out after. The other part of the story is Yoongi accepted your re-telling of the events of that night. Yoongi thought it was plausible, admitting that he would often stop by a bar, just like the one they sat in when Yoongi confessed this, to have a few drinks.
Something that Yoongi thought he hid well from you. But he did not hide it well, you're obviously a smart girl. You told Taehyung as much after the first time he slept with you.
You told him about how Yoongi had trouble getting his dick hard some nights when he tried to make love to you. You told Taehyung that Yoongi would come home drunk and pass out before he even had dinner, before you could make love.
See, the thing is, you left out parts of the story you wove to Taehyung. You never told him that you and Yoongi were trying to conceive, only told him you wanted babies "one day". You never told him that you were going to a fertilization specialist and that the stress of Yoongi impregnating you was putting a strain on your marriage.
No you didn't tell Taehyung, but don't worry, Yoongi did.
Yoongi told him everything.
"So, how's everything with work, the wife? I mean you sounded really excited on the phone," Taehyung hums, taking a sip of his hot chocolate. "I can't believe we're drinking coffee and hot chocolate and not drinking beers," he groans.
Yoongi chuckles and Taehyung can see that the guy looks happy. Probably the happiest he's seen since they reconnected. His cheeks are rosy pink and his eyes are shining, not one bag to be seen under them and a gummy smile is covering his face. Taehyung knows this face well.
"I am, man, I really am. And I didn't want to share this news in a bar," Yoongi' relays as his legs bounce under the table and his fingers drum against the wooden table excitedly.
Taehyung waits patiently, if there's one thing he has learned as a lawyer is to get all the details, all the willful information he can from a client before adding his thoughts or asking any questions.
"It's Y/N," Yoongi looks nervously around the sidewalks like he's divulging a big secret.
Once his eyes come back to Taehyung he says, "she's pregnant!" Yoongi is beaming, his face is glowing with pride and satisfaction.
Taehyung claps his hands together, and stands up to give his friend a hug.
"That's really awesome," Taehyung congratulates as the two men take their seats again.
"We are really excited," Yoongi nods, sipping his hot drink.
"I bet! You two have been trying for how long now?"
Yoongi looks up at the crisp blue fall sky and hums as he considers. "Two years now?" He states looking back at Taehyung, who leans back and crosses one leg over the other and nods back at him.
"Yeah a long road, but we're there. Doctor said she's three months pregnant, so the chance of the pregnancy going to term has already increased greatly. We're out of the danger zone," Yoongi air quotes as he takes notice of a couple pushing a baby in a stroller. His eyes following as the happy trio stroll leisurely down the concrete path.
"That's gonna be you and Y/N soon man," Taehyung breathes, pointing at the family as he sees Yoongi’s eyes sparkling brightly.
"Can I ask you a question though?" Taehyung asks, picking up his cup slowly, eyes holding Yoongi's as he takes a sip of his drink.
"Yeah, man. Anything," Yoongi replies as he also picks up his drink to take a sip.
Summary: Jin hates you. You think he’s a typical uptight goody two shoes jock. So what happens when you put your differences aside?
Word count: 12k
Rating:18+
Warnings: Jin!au x fem! reader, SMUT, fluff and angst (drinking cough medicine (gross, don't do this shit at all), male receiving, fem receiving, fingering, dick stroking, cum, protected sex).
A/N: Jin is so soft to me, he jokes and everything but I still believe he loves romance, fairy tale ending. Is he soft to you too?
Listen to Milk by Sweet Trip and tell me I’m a simp. I don’t care.
Well anyway here's a reserved and romantic Jin, let's goooo…(ENYOY!)
"Wanna grab lunch with me," you ask, perking up an eyebrow at Jin.
It was a simple question but you knew he had serious doubts.
Simply put, he hated you.
He thought you were stupid and a troublemaker.
For the last two months, you were casually hooking up with his best friend Kai; meeting him after school and letting him eat you out in the backseat of your car.
Kai wanted more with you.
He would call you late at night and tell you how good you tasted and how he wished that you belonged to him and him only .
But Kai wasn't dumb, naïve yes, but not dumb.
He knew you had other boys that you did things with, but what he didn't know is that you never actually had sex with them.
Just like you haven't had sex with Kai.
You enjoyed making out, and groping but giving up your pussy to some average guy with a dick isn't your thing.
Don't get it twisted, Kai was adorable.
He reminded you of a little puppy, eager and willing to learn.
But you liked a challenge.
Kai wasn't challenge. He bent to all your whims.
And so, one day wanting to bring a bit of excitement into your day and honestly entertain the boredom your senior classes brought, you poured a bottle of Robitussin into a diet coke bottle and brought it to school.
Taking tiny sips from it to get a nice little buzz.
And as the day went on, the Robitussin made you float, you were thoroughly entertained as two senior guys, Taehyung and Bogum broke into a fight over some bimbo cheerleader named Chelsea.
From what you gathered as they yelled at each other, Chelsea was seeing them both on the low and they discovered it and well, fists were thrown.
As half the school gathered around and watched the scene unfold, you took another sip from your bottle and shook your head at the primitive ape display.
Taehyung and Bogum wrestled on the ground and threw insults at each other left and right as their arms flailed around for dominance.
All this for some bimbo.
Someone's elbow bumps into yours and you notice that Kai was standing next to.
He eyes you carefully before turning back to the fight, that's now being broken apart by two teachers.
"I'm thirsty," Kai announces before grabbing your bottle and taking a huge sip from it.
You tried to stop him, to warn him that the bottle didn't contain soda but you were too late.
Kai began spluttering and the liquid in his mouth had began seeping from his lips.
"What the fuck is that?" he chokes out. His eyes crazy wide and his hands at his throat.
"Robitussin." you reply by taking another sip.
"You're fucking crazy," He admits as he walked back to his group of friends a few feet away.
"You fucking love it," you mutter as you turn to your best friend Jenny.
"Kai and his friends are staring over here," she preens, glancing over your shoulder.
"Oh shit, Jin is headed this way." She exclaims her eyes full of panic and enthusiasm as her hand clamped over her mouth.
Jenny and Jin were technically dating, but something was off between the two of them. Could be that she seemed waay more into him than he was of her.
They would go to the movies and she would tell you they made out but things never went further,
Well except the one time she sucked his dick, or the time he came in his pants while dry humping her while watching a movie.
You couldn't understand how they connected.
Yeah they shared a class, but Jenny was such a bookworm and Jin was the epitome of classic jock.
He was captain of the swim team and president of the debate team and known by almost everyone in the school while Jenny was well known by all the teachers and librarians.
"What the fuck was that?!"
You feel your arm being yanked and you turn to see Jin glaring at you.
"The fuck?!" You shout back at him.
He snatches the diet coke bottle out of your hand and takes a sniff at the opening.
"What the fuck did Kai just drink?" He asks you accusingly, pinning you with a look.
You glance over Jin's shoulder and see Kai making dramatic grimaces to his friends while throwing daggers at you.
"It's fucking cough syrup. He'll be fine." You say, ripping the bottle from his grip and then pulling it to your lips to take another sip.
"What kind of loser brings cough syrup to school? Are you fucking dense?" He lashes at you, which garners a few stares from the crowd dispersing from the fight.
"You know what Y/N? I tried to warn Kai about you. I told him you were stupid and that you just wanted to break his heart. Fucking stay away from him and me. We don't need your trouble." He berates as he takes steps backwards toward his friends.
The best response you could muster was, "Whatever, are you his fucking dad? You're fucking uptight Jin. You need to get laid!"
You feel Jenny flinch beside you and Jin's eyes flicker to her for a moment.
He nods at her before storming back to his friends and then they stalk down the hallway, the crowd parting for them with ease.
And since that day, you and Jin kept your distance from one another.
But Kai came back to you, tail tucked between his legs, while Jin and Jenny continued with their "relationship".
To make matters worse, you and Jin were forced into each other's company because both of your friends wanted to go on double dates, urging for the two of you to get along.
So here you are, watching Jin and Jenny like some new released k-drama
"I can't go off-campus today, Jin" Jenny huffs as she struggles with pulling books from her locker.
"I gotta tutor Samantha. I promised I would help her prep for her Calculus test." She continues as she slams her locker.
"I can't go either," Kai joins in.
"I have a meeting with the counselor about what courses I should take my first semester in university.
Jin scoffs and leans back on the row of lockers next to Jenny's.
"Damn, I really wanted to grab a burger, but my dad took my car today because his didn't start today." He sighs and kicks at imaginary rocks at his fee.
"Wanna grab lunch with me?" You ask stuffing your hands in your jean pockets.
Jin launches off the lockers and looks at you, then at Kai and finally lands on Jenny.
"Are you asking me? Jin takes a look over both of his wide shoulders.
You shrug and look at Jenny, "I mean now that you mention it a burger at Shake Shack sounds hella good right now, if that's alright with you Jenny."
She smiles at you and then turns to Jin.
"I'm totally cool with that. You guys should hang out. Sort out your differences." She says to him.
Kai nods in agreeance, "Yeah, I'm sick of you two being at each other's throats every time we all hang out." He says leaning against the lockers.
What Kai said was facts.
Every time the four of you hung out, you threw underhanded comments Jin's way and he would deliver an equally harsh rebuttal.
But the truth is, you think Jin was fucking handsome and you knew he thought you were a piece of shit just through his actions.
He just made you feel so small in the world.
This wasn't a secret to Jenny.
She knew you thought Jin was hot.
She was unbothered by it.
Even though she was having fun with Jin, she had left out a tiny detail.
She had a boyfriend in another state.
A boy she had met prior to moving to your city and lost her virginity to, someone she believed she was in love with.
Jin was just someone to bide her time until she went back to her hometown for college.
"I mean, I can't turn down a burger," he says with just a little warmth in voice.
"Awesome let's go, it'll be packed if we don't get moving," you say bringing out your car keys and swinging them around your finger.
You give Kai a hug and Jin gives Jenny a chaste kiss on the lips before proceeding to the front doors of the school.
As you walk along, the awkwardness grows with each step you take away from your friends.
"So how's the swim season going?"
"Pretty good actually. I think we have a chance to get at least to state this year."
"That's cool," you say as you make a beeline for your car, picking up the pace as you get closer.
You knew the swim team was doing well, it was all that you heard about during weekly announcements, that and the fact that Jin had been offered many scholarships to college and universities in a 1,000 mile radius.
You were just hoping to receive feedback from a gallery internship in a city 300 miles from here as well as an acceptance from the local university.
Your grades were average and your prospects low.
Unlocking the car door, you fling your backpack over the driver's seat and settle into the worn leather seats.
You loved your old white Volvo station wagon, you weren't privileged enough to cruise around in a shiny new truck like Jin, but the car got you where you needed to go.
Your parents had upgraded their vehicle last summer and gifted you Frosty, (what you named her) to you.
And In return you got a part time job at the local supermarket bagging groceries just so you had the money to fill her gas tank and keep her maintained.
Jin gets in, placing his backpack neatly between his legs on the floor of the car.
You crank up Frosty, the sound of the Rolling Stones filling your ears as you roll down the windows and pull out the parking space.
"Brown Sugar! Why do you taste sooo goooooood" you croon along, tapping your fingers against the steering wheel feeling the weight of Jin's eyes on you.
"Why are you looking at me? Never seen anyone sing before?" You accuse, turning toward him and to see Jin leaning on his elbow as it rested on the ledge of the car window.
His head propped against hand and the wind was dancing wildly through his hair. His rosy plush lips were cocked to the side as his honey eyes studied you.
Damn, he's fucking handsome for just 18. I wonder what he'll look like when all his boyish fat looks melt away.
"Nothing really. It just figures that you would be into the Rolling Stones." He accuses, his eyes tearing away from you and landing out the car window.
"And what's that supposed to mean?" you scoff, beginning to regret the offer to drive him to Shake Shack.
"I mean, I'm not surprised you listen to them...they go with your whole aesthetic. Moody and ‘fuck the rules’ image." He chides, wiggling his fingers to emphasize his statement.
You turn onto the road, prompting Frosty's signal to get you into the turn lane to make a left onto the street the restaurant was located.
"My aesthetic? Someone's big brained. And since we're talking about each other's aEsThEsTic," you mimic his tone.
" I bet you love The Beatles. Probably so far up Paul McCartney's ass, you can't see straight" you chide.
He doesn't respond. Doesn't say a word.
Flicking your eyes to toward him you notice the tip of his ears are bright red, his jaw is clenched while he avoids your gaze.
"You do!" You crow out, hitting the heel of your hand against the steering wheel.
"Now that's typical!" You egg on as the sound of your laughter drones out the music playing over the speakers.
"Every Rolling Stones fan gets so salty when The Beatles are brought up," Jin sniffs, his finger rubbing at the skin on the side of his nose.
"But face it, if it weren't for The Beatles, the Rolling Stones would have been a band nobody would've given the time of day." Jin huffs, running his hand through his hair.
"The fuck?! They ooze sex appeal and talent. They definitely would still be the fucking Rolling Stones they are today without The Beatles."
Your hands on the steering wheel tighten. Jin looks at you, his lips pull into a smile showcasing his perfect teeth.
"Wrong. One of the first biggest hits, I'm sure you know was actually written by McCartney and Lennon. The Beatles actually wrote and recorded with The Beatles, I Wanna Be Your Man but gifted it to The Stones instead. That song gave them radio play. Without that song there might have been no Brown Sugar. And technically no Rolling Stones."
Jin rattled out his argument so fast and with so much conviction that not only were his ears red but so were his cheeks too.
He looks adorable when he's upset.
"Whoa calm down, Jin," you soothe as you pull up to the restaurant "I did know that factoid. And I actually like The Beatles. I just vibe with the Stones more, ya know?"
Shooting him a smile you were surprised to see his face soften, and return a smile to you. One that wasn't filled with mirth.
"The Stones are not half bad. I like a lot of their songs too," he hums as he nods.
Jin isn’t half bad either.
Looking around Shake Shack you see it's jammed with adults and other students, some with recognizable faces.
Jin greets a few people and you paste a smile on your face as he does.
It was like everyone was craving a juicy pricey burger today. The weather is a bit cooler than usual.
As you finished giving the worker your order you kept your eyes peeled for a table to open up.
Unfortunately when one would become available some twats would swoop it up before you could get to it.
"Looks like we weren't the only ones wanting a greasy lunch today," Jin notices as his eyes scan across the dining room.
"No kidding."
Your order number is called and you thank the worker when they hand you your bagged food. And then shortly after Jin receives his food.
Yet still all tables are taken.
"So here's a wild idea," you blurt out.
Jin turns to you while his lips are wrapped around the straw tucked into his large vanilla milkshake, his eyes questioning.
"I don't live too far from here. Like maybe seven minutes. We could eat there? Our food would still be sorta hot at least." You babble.
Jin's eyes consider you and then he's nodding. "Sure. Besides cold Shake Shack fries are the worst."
"Theeee worst!" You agree as you head toward the exit. With him on your heels with a windshield laugh echoing behind you.
I've never heard him laugh like that before.
Once inside your house, you give a quick tour of your humble abode. Your parents weren't wealthy and they weren't poor, you lived in the middle. Your house was a single story ranch style home.
"Cozy," Jin sighs as his eyes scan the surroundings.
You felt weird.
It was strange to have him in your house, being close to your things and examining the things that helped make you, you.
Heading toward the kitchen and placing your bag of food on the table, you turn to him.
"Uh make yourself comfortable. I'll grab some ketchup," you offer, heading toward the pantry door as you see him plop into one of the seats and tear his bag of food open.
Plunking the ketchup on the table you take the seat across from Jin, reaching into your bag to grab a greasy fry and promptly tossing it into your mouth.
"Mmh, so good," you announce as Jin looks up while taking a bite from his burger.
"Good call on the Shake Shack," he mumbles around the food in his mouth.
"I was thinking about McDonald's but this is better by far," He finishes dabbing a napkin at the corner of his plush lips, tongue swiping across the, tracing their fullness.
His lips look so kissable.
Stop it. Behave.
You nod and say nothing as you bring your attention to the food in front of you. The two of you dig into your food, making light conversation consisting of the teachers of the school and the torrid gossip surrounding your classmates.
“Ugh, I can’t believe Bogum is actually choosing to stay with Chelsea after messing around with Taehyung behind his back,” you groan, crumpling the oil slicked fast food bag in your hand.
“I know. I totally told him he could do better, but he says he’s in love with her,” Jin chides, sipping on his drink and also crumpling his bag.
You take it from his grasp before standing and walking toward the trash can.
“He’s in love with her? They’ve only been dating for two weeks,” you bellow as you smash the bags into the trash.
Jin shrugs, also standing up, sweeping the crumbs from his pants with hands.
“I’m just the messenger. Umm can I use your bathroom?” he asks, looking around the kitchen area.
“Uh, yeah it’s right down the hall, I’ll show you.” You gesture for him to follow you and he does.
Leading him out of the kitchen and into the hallway that holds the bedrooms and bathroom, you step to the side and point to the door that holds the room he's in need of.
“Is this your room?” he asks, pointing to a room that is next to the bathroom.
You wince when you see its messy condition. The bed was unmade, lavender sheets hanging dangerously off to the side.
On the desk romance novels were splayed on top along with drawing paper, pencils, sharpies, a half empty bag of Cheetos and two used coffee mugs.
“How’d you guess?” you sigh, as he steps into your room walking up to your bed. His eyes are fixed on the wall.
“The Stones poster,” he admits, pointing to the picture of the The Rolling Stones logo with the tongue hanging out of the open scarlet mouth.
He turns back to you and something over your shoulder catches his attention.
“That’s a nice painting,” you turn, eyes landing on a self portrait.
“Uhh thanks.”
He walks around you and gets closer to the picture, his fingers come and trace the brush strokes on your hair. “Did you paint it?” he asks looking back at you and then the painting.
“Yeah, just a few weeks ago. I needed to submit one for a summer internship I applied for.”
Jin nods, his fingers move to your cheeks on the canvas before he’s pulling them back.
“It’s beautiful,” he admires with his words and his eyes before he slides his gaze slides to yours.
"Accurate."
“Thanks,” you squeak out as one of Jin’s cheeks pulls his lips into a half smile before he’s walking out the door and heading into the bathroom.
“So, how did it go? You don’t look like you’re about to explode,” Jenny declares as she walks up next to you as the last bell rang.
“It was fine. We ate burgers, talked about music and that’s about it.”
Jenny smiles at you, “Well that’s good. He said you were pretty chill today, so I think you guys hanging out won’t be so tense going forward,” she confesses.
She loops her arms around your neck, stopping abruptly as she pulls into a half hug.
“Got more tutoring to do after school. I’ll call you when I get home,” She says as her feet begin pulling her back to the library.
In return, you tell her you’ll see her later and make haste to Frosty, grateful that the school day was over.
All you wanted to do was go home, listen to music and sketch.
“Hey, Y/N,” you hear your name being called halfway to Frosty in the parking lot.
Blocking the light of the afternoon sunrays by holding up your hand, you see Kai waving at you from a few yards away as he jogs toward you.
When Kai gets to you, he reaches his hand out and places it briefly on your shoulder before sliding it down, his fingers caressing your hand before removing his touch completely.
“Hey, so what are you doing now?” He asks with a pant, his chest rising and falling rapidly from the brief jog.
“Going home, what about you?” you counter, adjusting your backpack on your shoulders, as you kick your head to the side, cocking an eyebrow, hoping he would just say what he needed to say.
Kai leans in closer to you like he was going to share a secret with you.
“Want me to go down on you?” he whispers, licking his lips suggestively while his eyes trail down your figure.
“Hey Kai!” Jin slaps Kai on the back making Kai jump in fright.
“Yo, Jin…” Kai recovers, taking a step back from you like he had been caught red-handed in a trap.
Jin’s eyes fall on you and they look...friendly?
Not one ounce of annoyance was on his face.
This is a first.
“I was just asking Y/N, if she wanted to hang out now,” Kai stutters out while looking at you and then Jin and then back at you again.
Jin’s gaze stays on you.
A pretty soft smile sits on his lips.
“Not today Kai. I got other plans,” you declare, hooking your thumbs behind the straps of your backpack, the movement pushing your chest out, putting your breasts on full display.
Both Jin and Kai take notice, but Jin is a bit faster at averting his eyes. He clears his throat.
“You’re probably going to go home, listen to The Stones and paint, huh?”
Kai's head whips to Jin and then back to you.
You shoot Jin a warning glare.
“What? What did I say wrong?” he asks looking at you and then Kai.
“You paint?!” Kai is pointing at you and you hesitantly nod in response.
“You didn’t know she paints?” Jin is looking at his friend, his face covered in indignation.
Kai huffs in response and his eyes roll in his head.
“Whoa, my bad. I didn’t know this was something you didn’t know about your hookup.” he sniffs, his cheeks pink with warmth.
“Anyway, I’ll be waiting for you by your car Kai. You offered me a ride home,” he continues as he takes his leave, hand waving behind him and you notice how wide his shoulders are.
“See ya, Y/N” he calls, craning his neck to throw you a smile.
When you face Kai again, his arms are crossed and concern is etched in his face.
“You never shared with me that you painted,” he states as his eyes stay on Jin’s retreating form.
“You never asked,” you shrug, choosing to make your way to your car.
“Besides, Jin only knows that because he saw one of my paintings in my room.”
"Your room?!”
Kai’s voice has increased in volume and looking back at him you could see his eyes wide with an expression you couldn’t quite place.
Could be jealousy...anger...or both.
“What’s your deal Kai?” you ask, finally reaching Frosty and unlocking her doors.
“What’s my deal?” Kai scoffs and places one of his hands on the top of your car.
“My deal is I’ve been talking to you every night. Eating you out in the back of this goddamn car almost every afternoon for weeks and I’ve never even stepped FOOT into your house, let alone your bedroom.” Kai seethes, his fingers thumping on the hood.
“Fuck Kai. Stop being so jealous. Jin and I ate at my house because Shake Shack was packed. I live close by-”
“Is the burger the only thing Jin ate?” he throws, a smirk settling on his lips.
Using all your weight, you push Kai in the chest making him stumble away from Frosty and you.
“Fuck off, Kai. I don’t have to explain shit to you. We are not a thing and we never will be,” you shout as you open the driver’s side door and fling your backpack into the car.
“Move, or I will fucking run over you,” you scream as you close the door and crank the car.
Kai shuffles from behind the car, his face full of pain.
But you don’t care.
You don’t owe Kai anything.
If you were a guy getting his dick sucked from every pretty girl in school he would be viewed at the fucking king.
And just because you had a pussy and did practically the same thing, everyone thought you were a whore.
The fucking hypocrisy.
You take one swift look over your shoulder, to make sure the coast is clear before pulling out of the parking spot, sticking your middle finger toward Kai as you drive away.
“Y/N...why are you calling me?” Jin asks as you fiddle with the pencil in your hand.
It has been months since your falling out with Kai.
You refused to speak to him.
Yeah you liked messing around and knew what people thought of you, but you’d be damned if someone you were messing around with basically called you a hoe to your face.
Since then you decided to focus on your grades and your art while picking up more hours at the supermarket.
And you’re glad you did.
Because you were currently interning at an art gallery hundreds of miles from your hometown.
The internship didn’t pay, but you didn't mind, you just wanted the experience.
So all of the money you saved up paired with the small amount of money your parents gave you, was enough to rent a small bedroom in a boarding house and it covered your fanciful meals of ramen and peanut butter sandwiches.
Nonetheless, you liked the independence the experience was giving you and gave you motivation for creating a new you at the local university you got into, kept your spirits lifted.
“Jenny gave me your number. I was wondering about Kai."
Jenny and Jin's “relationship” untangled a little after your falling out with Kai.
Jin found out about her boyfriend in her hometown.
Jenny was brutally honest and told him that Jimin was her first and only true love, but still wanted to hang out with Jin.
Jin had told her he wasn’t some bookmark for her love life.
They broke up.
It wasn’t anything dramatic at least the way Jenny had detailed it. They still were cordial at school even though you could see a little shimmer of something in Jin’s eye every time the two of you walked by.
“You don’t care about Kai. If you did you would have called him,” Jin teases.
That was true, you didn’t even think about calling Kai.
The chapter on him was officially closed with him. You blocked his number the afternoon of the argument.
“You’re right. I was thinking about you, and I wanted to talk to you.”
This was true too. You were thinking about Jin.
You don’t know if it’s because Jenny had shared you would be attending the same university or even her telling you she ran into Jin and Kai at the mall a few days ago, but you couldn’t stop thinking about him nonetheless.
When you asked Jenny for his number, she wasn’t surprised or even acted like she was surprised.
And she said she didn’t care if you pursued him.
In her mind all she could see was Park Jimin, they had gotten accepted into the same university and within weeks they would be together physically again.
“Oh...this sounds fishy...what’s the catch,” he slurs out and you hear the phone shuffle and then the crinkling of a bag.
“No catch. Just wondering what you're up to….what are you eating?” you say as you roll onto your stomach in the bed.
“Some Cheetos.” he crunches and your stomach growls in response.
“Aww I love Cheetos. I would kill for one Cheeto right now,” you share as you make stink eyes at the cup of noodles sitting on your shelf.
Jin laughs, the squeaky one and you feel your heart swell at making him do that.
“That’s right, you’re interning somewhere in a big city. How’s it going?” he asks as you hear him bite into another Cheeto.
“Really good actually. I’m learning so much, but I can’t wait to get back home and begin uni. What about you, what have you been doing all summer,” you say as you begin doodling on the sketchbook beneath you.
You hear Jin take a sip of drink before he's clearing his throat.
“I’ve been training with the swim team at KTU, I’m hoping to earn a starting spot on the relay team,” he hums and takes another bite of Cheetos.
“Besides that, Kai and I have just been hanging out before he leaves in a few months. He was really upset after your falling out by the way. He told me what happened. That wasn’t cool of him, not that I’m siding with you. I’m mean he’s my best friend….anyway he’s fine now,” he rambles and you pause about how to reply.
You want throw Kai complete shade, but you bite your tongue.
“That’s good to hear,” you easily reply.
“And that’s awesome about KTU, maybe I’ll come to a meet and cheer for you.”
You switch topics, not wanting to think about Kai and his dumb mouth.
Kai wasn’t naïve anymore he was only dumb.
“That’s right...Jenny said we were attending to the same place. Don’t get my hopes up about seeing you, miss-antisocial-moody-face in the swim stands."
“Hey,” you cry out, “I’m not antisocial. Watching sports just isn't my thing.”
“So if watching sports ain't your thing, why would you come to a swim meet,” he volleys back.
“Because I have a friend that’s on the team idiot. Duh…”
You both fall into a fit of giggles.
It’s so nice to talk to him.
“What’s your horoscope?” you ask him suddenly.
You were a little obsessed with tarot cards and astrology lately so the question came naturally to mind.
“Well that’s a squirrel moment,” he sighs, still giggling a bit.
“A what moment?”
“You know like in the movie UP, the dog that has that contraption around its neck that translates his thoughts into words,” he explains, pausing to take another sip of his drink.
“Uh huhhhh,” you goad.
“Anyway, the dog was like really smart except anytime he saw a squirrel. The contraption would be in the middle of translating something profound and then bam, there’s a squirrel and the dog can only see the squirrel and can’t remember the profound thing he was saying. Hence a squirrel moment,” Jin finishes, crunching a Cheeto for emphasis.
“I like that. I’m stealing it,” you confirm, laughing at the euphemism.
"So answer the question, what’s your sign?” you implore, reaching for the astrology book you bought at a bookstore next to the gallery.
“You’re not gonna try to put some spell on me are you,” he carefully asks and for some reason you can picture him squinting at you through the phone.
“Maybe,” you purr, shrugging while thumbing through your book.
“Tempting...Okay I’m a Sagittarius,”
“No way. I’m a Sagittarius” you caw, gripping the pages in your book tightly.
“Ok... great?” he states as you hear more crinkling on his end.
“You know what that means right?”
Your brain is fighting with your guts.
The logical side of you wants to not share what you’re about to share.
But there’s a side of you that wants to spill the beans.
You wanted a chance with Jin.
And you wanted to plant a seed into his head before some other girl or woman could.
And someone could make that possible soon, they’d be a fool not to.
Jin was smart, funny, humble, athletic and so fucking handsome, like worldwide handsome level of attractiveness.
“What does it mean? Because I think our personalities are a little different,” he grits out.
“No, not that. It means we would have mind-blowing sex,” you announce, patting yourself on the back for being so forward.
He doesn’t say anything for a minute.
“Excuse me?” he asks, taking another sip of drink.
“You’re making it up,” he continues.
“I’m not. Look it up”
“I’m not having sex with you,” he admits and you feel your chance with him begin slipping through your fingers.
“Well why not?” you question.
“Because you hooked up with my best friend and I dated your best friend for a few weeks. That’s just weird.”
Oh, it’s not that he’s not attracted to me, he just thinks he's breaking ex-girlfriend/bro code.
"Honestly Jin. Jenny knows I'm attracted to you. I told her as much when I asked for your number. And Kai... he's going to another university where he'll get lots of pussy. He's good with his tongue," you giggle as Jin barks out a laugh.
"We're both fun loving signs. We'd probably have really adventurous sex," you reveal.
You hear him shuffle and another voice streaming through the phone and then you hear him telling someone a stiff "okay."
"I'm sorry Y/N but I have to go. I promised my brother I would go to the movies with him."
You acquiesce.
"I will see on campus huh?" And with that you say your goodbyes and hang up with a full wish that you do see him soon.
"Let me take you on a date." Jin states and you pause on the doodles you're currently scribbling.
"A date?" You balk as your hands shake.
"Well we've hung out but let me take you out officially."
This is true, you and Jin went to the movies a week ago after you asked him to hang out last Friday night.
You were pleasantly surprised when you sat in your PoliSci class on the first day of the semester to hear his name being called during attendance.
Your head whipped behind you as you saw a pink sleeved arm shoot several rows up.
Jin looked so soft, torso covered in a light pink hoodie, face and ears tinged red with the amount of eyes falling on him.
You were more surprised when he stopped in front of the seat you were occupying as the class was released.
"Hey Y/N, it's good to see you." He quips as his eyes take in your appearance.
"Good to see you too," you reply, standing up as you hook your backpack around your shoulders.
Jin’s hands come up and his finger flicks at your earlobe, making the dangly star earring hanging from them jingle.
"These look nice on you," he says, his eyes staying on yours.
You feel the blood rush to your face.
"Thanks, did a little shopping during my internship.”
He nods. "Cool," he casually replies, walking toward the exit and you fall instep with him.
"I like your hoodie, it looks fluffy."
"It is," he offers his sleeve to you and you reach out to it, fingertips grazing the plushiness.
You walk out together chatting idly.
He pulls out his phone taking note of the time.
"I gotta run to swim practice." He states as he puts the phone back in his pocket.
“But I'm glad I ran into you. Guess I'll see you in class on Monday?" He offers grinning at you.
You nod at him and wish him goodbye.
But the thing is, you didn't want to wait until Monday to see or talk to him again, and so later that night you decided to call him.
"Hey Y/N," Jin greets the minute he answers the phone.
You greet him back, taking in the faint music playing in the background.
"Are you out partying?" you question as you lean back on the bed in your tiny apartment.
You didn't stay on campus and your job recently moved you to a manager position which was providing you the tiny place.
"Oh hell no, I have practice in the morning and today's workout was brutal. I can hardly move my arms. What about you, staying home on Friday seems unlike you."
"Yeah, well I'll have you know that I worked eight hours today after attending four courses. The last thing I want to do is be around a bunch of drunk people," You hum.
He cackles, “So what pleasure do I owe this call?"
You sit up in your bed, heart pounding for an excuse.
"Well I missed what pages of the textbook we were supposed to read over the weekend and I was hoping you could tell me." You lie.
He laughs again.
"You have the syllabus right? It's on there." You hear a shuffle of papers on his end.
"I think you just wanted to talk to me," he finishes and you could tell he was smiling.
"That too," you admit.
And the two of you talk for hours.
Recounting the rest of your internship, him recapping the rest of his summer including his mother crying when he packed up his stuff to move into the dorm and everything in between.
Jin yawns loudly.
I'm sorry I'm boring you," you grimace as you rattle out the new movies you were dying to see.
"Not bored at all, but I am tired, it's been a week."
"Wanna hang out tomorrow?" You blurt out, tired of skirting around, wanting to see him and to be in his company.
"I mean after your practice or whatever."
He pauses what seems like forever and you're about to rescind your offer but then he sighs out an, "Okay….I have a few errands to run-"
"I can tag along," you interject, not knowing what you were signing up to.
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."
"Okay, how about we meet up at Walmart on Franklin around 1?"
"I'll see you there," you practically scream.
He chuckles at your response and you grip the phone so tight that you think you may break it.
"Good night pretty girl."
You want to fucking launch yourself to the moon. The pet name makes your heart leak with lovey sap.
"Good night goofy boy."
You hardly slept that night.
Tossing and turning and flipping and flopping as adrenaline thrummed through you.
The hour to meet him couldn't come soon enough.
You spent the whole morning getting ready, dressing and undressing as you sulked about which outfit looked too casual while another looked too slutty, finally deciding on some ripped jeans, a Rolling Stones T-shirt, hoping he would find it funny, and your black Doc Martens.
You left an hour early and sat in the parking lot of Walmart for forty-five minutes, trembling with anticipation, writing and rewriting the text you would send him exactly at 1:00pm.
You: Hey! I'm here at Walmart.
You stared at your phone, willing it to vibrate and alert you of Jin's response.
One minute turned to two and two turned into three.
You start typing in the chat box again when a big truck pulls up parking next to you.
It's Jin’s'.
He hops out and waves to you from the passenger window.
You give him a smile and climb out of the Frosty to greet him.
"Sorry I'm late. Practice ran a little longer than I expected."
"Oh, okay I texted you-"
"Fuuuuck, I forgot to set my phone back to ring. I turn it to DND during practice. Sorry." He says as he fishes his phone out of his pocket.
It gave you a minute to appreciate his appearance. He was wearing a white fluffy sweater, with black pants and trendy trainers.
He smiles at you as he begins fussing with his phone.
"So what kind of errands do you need to run at Wallymart?" You ask striding toward the building.
"Just a few toiletries AND snacks, the most important meal of the day."
Jin laughs at his own joke as his stride joins yours.
You enter the store and joke like idiots up and down each and every aisle.
He puts on a pink straw hat that your grandma would love and pairs them with red heart shaped sunglasses as he wanders about.
You snap a pic of the two of you and he begs you send it to him.
Both of you reach the chip aisle and run to the Cheetos tossing every flavor into the cart, crunchy, flaming hot, Chester paws and your favorite, puffs.
Eyeing you he reaches back into the cart and pulls the puffs up and opens them dramatically before offering one up to your lips.
"Sustenance. Can't shop on an empty stomach," he hums as you accept the much welcomed snack into your mouth.
"Thank you kind sir.' you reply with an awful curtsy.
You stood in the toiletry aisle as Jin debated between the several options of deodorant.
"The important question is, do I want to smell like I've been in the ocean for months or smell like the trees in the forest?"
"Definitely both," watching him as he looks at you from the corner of his eye.
He nods and picks up one of each the Old spice products with a hipster name and tosses them into the cart.
"What about these? Do you need some of them?" You ask pointing to a brand of flavored condoms.
Jin’s ear turns red and his hand comes up to cover his grin that's working it way across his lips.
"I think I have enough of those,'' he says indignantly.
"But are the ones you have...are they flavored? I mean if you're gonna smell like an oceany forest you may as well make sure you taste yummy. Lots of people like cherries."
"I'll have you know I'm naturally yummy flavored nicely, thank you," He bows but his hand grabs at the box and throws them in the cart before pushing it forward casually.
The day floats on, you finish shopping and he suggests going to a comedic movie playing at the theater nearby, the one you gushed about seeing the night prior.
The movie was funny, you both laughed a lot but all in all it was very platonic. The only thing of note was when he placed his hand on top of yours halfway through the movie and didn't remove it until it was over.
When he walked you back to your car, you were wishing for him to kiss you.
And as he leaned into, you prepared yourself for the opportunity to finally feel his soft lips, but instead he wraps his arms around you, pulling you into a very friendly hug, his hand patting you heavily on your back.
"This was fun," Jin says as he lets you go, staring beyond you.
"Yeah was a good time," you say looking down at your feet, struggling to suppress your embarrassment of not getting what you thought you were going to get to consume you.
You say goodbyes and that was that.
But he called you that night and said he had more errands the next day and wanted to know if you could join him and you did.
You watched him try on shoes at Footlocker and he urged you to try some on well. You laughed and joked but he left after an hour saying he had swim practice.
And after that, the two of you sat beside each other during every PoliSci lecture and he would throw you flirty looks and you would return them.
He would look at your notes and you would look at his.
Jin would giggle at your doodles of the professor and you would just giggle at him.
He was infectious.
He would call you after you got off work and you would chat about your day and he would tell you the politics of being on a university swim team and before you knew it that was your nightly ritual.
And here you are being asked out on a date by him.
"I like you Y/N. I want to take you out on a real date. See where this goes."
"But what about Kai?" You feign shock.
Jin laughs, "I talked to him a few days ago. I told him we were hanging out and he said it was cool. He's already got a few girls after him upstate."
"Well if Papa Kai gave you his blessing then okay. When and where?"
You were acting cool but your insides were jumping with joy.
"Are you free tomorrow night?"
"Lemme check..oop, something just opened up. I'm free." You giggle.
"Great send me your address and I'll pick you up at 6:30?"
You're dancing around your apartment now, but your voice remains even.
"Sounds perfect."
Fuck what are am I going to wear?
The morning of the date you spend time cleaning your apartment, wiping the small area of counter space bestowed upon you, tucking away your art supplies, mopping and vacuuming your floors and making your bed while jamming to The Beatles.
Listening to them made you think of him. And think of him you did, you couldn't keep your mind off th tall handsome man with the goofy laugh.
As the sun begins to sit in the sky, you contemplate what to wear and to choosing a dark purple velvety dress with black leather booties.
You kept your makeup light and you kept your hair naturally, not wanting to appear over eager and once you were done you sat on your tiny couch (that you found at the second hand store) that was draped with a quilt your grandmother had sewn for you and you waited, trying your best to remain calm.
When you hear a knock at your door a little before 6:30 you smile at knowing he was early.
"Hey," you breathe out as Jin stands before you holding a bouquet consisting of lavender and pale pink dragonsnaps.
Cute.
"Beautiful flowers for a beautiful flower."
He says as his eyes drink you in.
You take them from his hand and widen the door to allow him to step inside.
"Cozy," Jin says as he looks around your tiny space.
"That must be your code word for small," You say.
"No it means cozy,'' he implores as you head to your kitchenette and get a glass out and fill it with water for the flowers.
"New painting of yours?" He asks pointing to the framed watercolor you painted over the summer.
The painting is a view from the room you rented during your internship, filled with buildings and people wandering around.
"Yeah."
"It's really good. I love the colors you used."
You nod at him and appreciate how nice he looks, wearing a pale pink sweater with a tiny white whale on the corner tucked into tan pants.
You could smell him from where you stood, he smelled like the ocean, the forest and cherries.
"You look gorgeous," he admits as his eyes take in your face, and then your dress and then scans your legs.
"Thank you," you gush, you couldn't help it..
He checks the gold watch on his wrist. "Shall we go? We have a reservation at 7…"
He extends his hand to you and you gladly take it before reaching for your purse.
"Let's go."
Jin leads you to his truck, pulling the door open and helping you inside.
As he rounds the truck, you take a deep breath and are delighted to be surrounded by the smell of him.
The car was neat and tidy with only a few pullovers and a gym bag sitting on the backseat.
He settles inside and he glances at you before starting the car. Mick Jagger's voice greets your ears as he's growling the words to Brown Sugar as Jin pulls the black truck from your apartment's parking lot.
You giggle and you see Jins' eyes on you again as his face is filled with delight.
"All this for me?" You giggle.
Jin shrugs as he pulls onto the main road.
"I have a newfound appreciation for The Stones," he confesses.
"Funny I have a newfound appreciation for The Beatles. So where are we headed?" You question as you look out the window.
"Sullivan's, have you ever been?"
You let out a low whistle.
"I've never been. I can't afford it!"
Truthfully you couldn't afford the steakhouse that you heard people rant and rave about. Your parents had gone there on their anniversary and didn't stop talking about the food for weeks.
Jin smiles and gently takes your hand that's resting on the console between the seats into his.
You were nervous at what you would order at such a frou-frou place.
"We could go somewhere else if you want. I just wanted to take you somewhere nice. You deserve it."
"That's really sweet Jin. Everywhere I go with you is nice but I'd still love to go."
He squeezes your hand and you bite back the smile that threatens to burst from your face.
"You have a beautiful smile, don't hide it from me," he says as the truck idles at a red light and his eyes pull from the road to your face
And so you let go and let your happiness overtake you.
When you do, Jin;s lips meet the back of your hand, kissing it gently, making you squirm in his leather seat at the feel of them.
As you arrive at the restaurant and make your way in picking up the soft glow and warm feel of the restaurant.
It's filled with couples and families speaking lowly with each other. You hear Jin speaking with the hostess and she asks you both if you're ready to be led to your table.
Jin takes your hand and follows behind the hostess only letting go as you take the chair the hostess offers you.
She places the menus before you and wishes you both to enjoy dinner.
You let your eyes roam around the room and see colorful paintings of scenery hanging on the walls, while crystal goblets grace the tables.
"You really do look beautiful tonight," Jin compliments, his eyes glowing underneath the oil later burning on the table.
"Wow Jin, Jenny never shared with me how romantic you are."
"You're not Jenny," he states simply, pausing when the server comes over, filling your water glasses and quickly telling you both the specials of the night before agreeing to give you more time to consider your order.
"You know, I can't stop thinking about you this week," his eyes flicker from the menu to you and you feel warmth spread all over your body at his words.
"I've been thinking about you.. since the summer," you return.
"Is that so?"
You nod and take a sip of water to aid your fast drying throat.
It's now or never.
"I've liked you a long time," you sigh, “I just didn't think I was on your level."
He snaps the menu close and brings his elbows onto the table, his weight settling easily.
"Y/N, you are on my level, hell you surpass my level," he argues puffing out his cheeks.
"You're fucking confident, independent and you take nobody's shit. And you're sexy, overwhelmingly so," his gaze wandering over your mouth, chest and to your eyes.
He's pinching his bottom lip between his thumb and index finger and it's taking everything in you to not walk over and crawl into his lap and take his lips into your mouth.
The rest of the dinner was great.
You both ordered the lobster bisque and you decided to have the roasted chicken quarter while he had beef medallions.
You learned that both of his parents were doctors, wanting him to follow in their footsteps but he didn't think that's the path he wanted to take.
Since Jin was on the debate club in high school and he felt like maybe a career as a lawyer suited him better.
He discovered that your parents were amicably divorced, but you decided to stay with your mom who was now married to your stepdad.
Your stepdad was okay, a bit nerd but gave the stability your mom craved.
The bill was paid and you thanked Jin as he offered to take you elsewhere for dessert.
Walking out hand in hand, Jin asked if you were comfortable with walking, the next stop being around the corner and parking limited.
You agree noticing that the early fall air was crisp yet comfortable.
"I'm having a great time Jin," you confess.
"Me too," he replies as you feel his arm wrap around your shoulder bringing him closer to you.
Even though the weather was nice, feeling the weight of him against you was a welcomed warmth.
He smelled lovely and you could see yourself never getting bored of it.
As you walk down the street you see a small line crowded around a stall.
"I hope you like gelato. Everyone says this is the best one in town."
"I don't think I've ever had gelato," you admit, pressing closer to him.
"It's just like ice cream, only...creamier," he says eyeing you suggestively
Your insides simmer. You don't know how he does it but he makes you a mess.
Joining the queue, you chat about your other classes and about the curmudgeon professor who leads your PoliSci course.
"I heard that even though his lectures are boring, his exams are quite easy. So hopefully we'll be good for Monday's test," Jin shares as he steps up to the front of the gelato stand.
An older man wearing a black beret paired with a red and white striped long sleeve shirt nods at you.
"Can I help you?"
Jin turns to you and you freeze not knowing what to get.
You had spied the flavor choices on the handwritten chalkboard moments ago but you weren't sure what to get.
"I'm not sure they all look so good." you share, rubbing a hand down your arm.
Jin nods.
"Can we have a scoop of each please?" He asks the man and the man nods, picking up paper containers and spooning three flavors into one tray and then three flavors in the others.
The man smiles and hands one to you, and then two wooden spoons as Jin pays then tips the man before turning to you.
I believe you have banana, strawberry and chocolate and I have…" he examines the tray in his hand, "Vanilla, cherry and chocolate mint."
He holds up his spoon to you and you mimic the gesture before he's tapping them together in a faux cheers.
"Enjoy!"
You dig into the banana flavor and outwardly groan when the fresh flavor lands on your tongue.
"That good huh?"
"So good!" You exclaim, wooden spoon digging into the strawberry, then the chocolate frozen cream.
Humming as you both walked back to the path from which you came.
"Wanna try these," Jin asks, pointing to the scoops in his tray.
"Yes please," he stops in his tracks and digs his spoon into his gelato and brings it to your lips, the taste of cherries explodes in your mouth and you can't help but shimmy in place.
He giggles in response and then you feel his cool yet warm lips on the tip of your nose.
"Cute," Jin says as he looks into your eyes.
Your eyes widen at the gesture and all you can do is grin back at him.
You both take a few more steps before he's asking if you want to try more and before you know it you both are exchanging flavors while slowly making your way back to his truck.
As you scoop the last remnants of the banana flavor into your mouth you notice a trash can tucked neatly by the door of the restaurant you had dined.
"Two things I've never experienced in my life and now I think I'm hooked," you chortle as you slam dunk the paper tray into the bin.
Jin laughs and steps closer to you.
His eyes are full of light as his hands come up and cup your cheek, his warm thumb traces your cool bottom lip, spreading the remaining flavor that lingers there and you feel your breath hitch in your throat.
"Really...but you haven't experienced me yet," he whispers as his eyes take in your lips and then your bright eyes.
"Do you want me to?" You ask as Jin’s thumb retraces the curve of your lips.
'I do," he whispers as you bring your hand to the wrist of he hand cupping your cheek.
And before you know it Jin's lips are pressing against yours.
The lush feel of them exactly if not more all you thought they would feel like.
Your tongue peeks out, swiping at his top lip, hoping to get a better taste of him and he allows it entry into his mouth, swirling your tongue around his taste, picking up hints of cherry, vanilla and mint.
Both of you clutch tightly together as your tongues, lips and teeth carry out weeks if not months of tension.
"Fuck the things you do to me," Jin groans as he pulls from you.
A tiny moan erupts from your throat before your lips seize his again.
His lips are so full and tasting so sweet and you can't stop the need to keep savoring them.
"Take me home, please," you beg when you break apart from him.
Jin’s eyes are full of want and he swallows harshly and he takes in your swollen lips.
"There's nothing more I'd rather do," he agrees.
And then you're struggling to make your way to his truck, your lips and his fighting against one another as you stumble to the vehicle, hands pushing and pulling against each other's body.
"You drive me crazy. Nobody gets under my skin like you," Jin confesses as he pins you upon the passenger side door of his truck with his body.
You can feel that he's hard, his erection pressing firmly against your body.
"Ever since you called me during the summer, you've been running behind the scenes of my brain. Thinking about being inside you," he softly moans as your fingers wind into his hair.
You groan and press your hips against his with the need to feel him growing needier in your belly.
"I want you Jin. I wanna feel you," you gasp.
Jin tears away from you as soon as he hears your words.
His expression borderlining between want and need.
"Please step aside and let me get you into my truck," he says, voice laced with strain.
You do so and he immediately rips the door ajar, helping you up and then watching you as you settle in.
He corners the truck quickly and enters the driver’s side with haste, starting and then pulling out of the parking space with purpose.
Jin’s hand lands on your thigh as he begins driving and you can't help the whimpers that fall from your lips. Your thighs are rubbing together and the ability to sit still impossible.
"What is it pretty girl?'' he asks as his eyes are fixed on the area where his hand is placed, your exposed legs making the ride difficult for him.
"I'm sorry," you blabber.
"I've been wanting you for what feels so long you say," you respond, wiggling your hips, the movements making you grind down on his leather seats as your aching pussy is pleading for relief.
Jin’s hand, the one on your thigh, twitches slightly before its trailing higher up your legs, making the hem of your dress rise farther up.
"Let me touch you," he whispers the question loaded with need.
"Please anything you want," you say as you wiggle your hips again, the faint movement of his fingers on your skirt making you thrum with desire.
And then you feel them, you feel his fingers move toward your inner thigh and painfully slowly make their way to your panties while his eyes keep switching between the road before him and the sight of you.
You widen your legs and gasp when his fingers ghost the seam of your panties.
Gasping in response, you shift your hips to draw him closer to your center.
He fingers caress the seam of your dripping lips and you shiver and steal a glance at him, his eyes are fixed on the road and his bottom lip is tucked tightly under his upper lip, his front teeth slightly jutted out
Jin separates your folds with his fingers and then push themselves against your nub and your head thumps the headrest as you lift your hips up and down to create the friction you desperately craved.
Jin tugs his fingers from your pussy.
You whine and look at him, your hand flying up to the nape of his neck, fingertips grazing the soft hair rooted there.
"Jin," you sigh looking at him with want.
He pulls his eyes from the road and returns your heated gaze while bringing his fingers that were on your lips and sucks them into his mouth.
"So sweet. We're almost back to your place pretty. Let me take you properly."
It sounded like a question and a statement rolled into one.
You groan, tugging at his hair before taking your hand back and bringing it to grope the swell of your breast.
Suddenly you feel the truck lurch forward, the ticks on the speedometer increasing on the screen.
Jin's jaw is clenched tightly, eyes attentive to the road and eyebrows furrowed in concentration, the bulge in his pants prominent.
You grasp his strained erection without a second thought and you watch as his legs jerk in response as a small groan comes from the back of his throat.
"Want you so bad," you whisper.
Jin's truck is pulling into the first spot he sees in your parking lot and jams the drivers stick to park, throwing the car door open and scrambling out as you follow suit.
Your hands find his and you're hurrying up the steps toward your apartment door with a sense of urgency.
Retrieving you keys from your purse, your hands shake as you fumble with the lock.
Jin places his hand on top of your trembling ones to help them steady your grasp and unlock the door.
Once inside you both shuck off your shoes and then you tangle together. Your bodies pressed together as your mouths move messily against each other.
“Let's get this off you,” he urges as his fingers tug upward on your dress.
You give in easily, squirming out of the dress so you're only left in black bra and panty set.
'Fuck I want you," he groans as he dives into your cleavage. Kissing fervently against your hot skin, the soft fabric of his sweater rubbing against you, making you moan.
“Jin get these off too,” you plead tugging at his pants.
Jin pulls back from you reluctantly and unfastens his belt, then his pants, tugging them clumsily from his legs.
“This too you,” you request, lifting the pink sweater from his torso.
He easily rips it away.
"Fuck you're better than I imagined," you blurt out.
Jin smiles naughtily and wraps his arms around you, his hands landing on your ass cheeks as you grind up against him.
His kisses are heavy against your lips and you can do nothing but gasp as he steals the breath out of you.
He pushes you toward your bed and you don't fight it. You want it.
Want him to do whatever he wants.
You fall into your bed and shed your panties and bra from your form hastily not caring how desperate you look.
All you wanted was to feel his hoy skin against yours.
Jin grins as you naked body. “Fuck Y/N, you're so fucking gorgeous.”
"You are too," you moan as you launch toward his waist tugging eagerly at his pink boxer briefs. Pulling them down until his cock is springing free.
“I gotta taste you. Been wanting to taste you for a long time,” you groan as you wrap your hand around his shaft, pumping it slowly and being rewarded with his pre cum that gurgles from his tip.
"Fuck whatever you fucking want pretty girl" Jin moans as his head tilts back, his hand moving to the back of your head, not pushing it, just resting there.
"Wanna taste you," And so you sdo. You lean in and place your tongue at the underside of his tip and lick up to his hole.
“Yes please, more,” he begs as his hips thrust toward your face making the tip of his cock nudge into you bare teeth.
Your lips wrap around his mushroom and suck hungrily earning more precum to spill into your mouth.
You moan and look at him and see his eyes on you.
"So fucking pretty," he moans.
You like how he's sounding and it encourages you to take him deeper into your mouth.
You're drooling, you really can't help it. He tastes good exactly like you've been building in your fantasies.
Your pussy is throbbing with need but all you wanna do is make him cum for you.
It's the only thing Jenny never shared with you, how hot he looks when he does cum.
"Wanna make you cum," you hum as pull his cock out of your mouth and take a moment to really appreciate what you were working with.
You knew he was impressive just by the grip you had to take of his member but what you didn't expect was how fucking pretty his dick was.
It was long and dark pink and so heavenly. The hair above the base was dark and trimmed neatly. His dick looked like a rose blooming out of a nicely planted garden full of soil.
"Fuck Jin. How the fuck did you get out of high school without a fuckboy label with this gorgeous thing," you gasped.
“Priorities,” he gasps back quickly, his dark orbs beseeching you.
"Please put me back into your mouth."
And so you did, happily.
You licked his cock top to bottom and back again. When you reached back to his base you went further down and licked his heavy balls happily.
He whines as you press your head further down on his length, spurring you to take one of them in your mouth.
"I like it pretty. I like it so much," he groans as you rolled the bouncy thing around your mouth before releasing and taking the other.
"I'm a fucking fool," he cries out. "It should've been you all along."
Part of you wanted to stop and ask him what he meant but the other part just wants to keep enjoying him, so you did.
Just when you went back to suck his cock he stops you.
"I can't" he pants out.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean I wanna taste you now."
He leans you back and you willingly fell into your bed.
Jin's mouth is on yours. Licking into your mouth happily as you arched against him.
"I never thought this would happen,” you groan as he works down your body, pinching your nipples then working back to your armpit to sniff and lick there.
"What do you mean," he grunts.
“I thought you hated me. Thought I was a troublemaker.”
Jin chuckles as he takes another sniffs eagerly at our armpit while his hands are kneading at your waist.
"I never thought that. I mean...I never hated you...but definitely thought you were a troublemaker he says as his tongue moves to your nipple and wraps around it.
“But you are, you are definitely a troublemaker," he doubles down as he slides his head between your legs. “But I like it.”
"I like that you make trouble."
He spreads your legs wider apart and begins licking your pussy with impatience.
“You are tasty,” he hums.
“Lick me up.”
“I am. But I can do better,” he says as his tongue works harder against you.
“I will never get over your taste,” he announces, as his tongue inserts into you entrance.
.”Jin...when can I feel you?”
“Want me to stop...I was just getting started,” as he slurps against you.
“No. Yes, fuck yes. Just wanna feel you in me.”
Jin removes his tongue and moves up to your face rapidly, kissing your hungrily as the taste of cherries is replaced by the taste of yourself.
“I got you.” Jin leaps from you to grab a condom from his jean pockets.
"It's flavored, don't worry," he winks.
He pulls the latex over his cock and strokes himself a few times before he makes his way to you.
“Let me feel you. I've been waiting for you,” you pant, swaying your hips side to side, trying to soothe yourself.
“How long?" He asks as his thumb lands on your clit rubbing smoothly.
“Too long.”
“Tell me more. I wanna know,” he says, slowing the actions on you clit.
"Two fucking years- before you started dating Jenny," you whine out.
“That's a long time."
“I know,” you moan as Jin suddenly pushes his dick in you without warning.
“You don't have to wait any longer pretty,” he murmurs as he moves inside you.
"I thought about you," he hums as his lips meet yours again.
"Always fucking with my friends," he nips at your neck.
“Never giving me the time of day,” he reinforces, thrusting into you harshly.
"I never hated you. Only wanted you," Jin confesses as his thrusts pick up in pace.
"I hated you and Kai fucking together."
His lips come back to your neck, sucking it greedily
"Fucking hated that he got to taste you before I did. Only wanted you to be with me." He says as his hips slam into yours.
"Jin! I always wanted you. I really thought you hated me." You scream as your cunt flutters around his dick and your juices running down your legs.
"How could I hate you?"
Jin's hips begin to lose their consistent pace and he pauses for a second, looking down at you as his cock is nestled deep inside you.
"You. Are. Everything.” he argues, reinforcing each word with a thrust.
"Oh my God, I can't believe you're fucking me right now." You confess as your nails dig into his broad shoulders.
He moans as he feels your cunt gushing around him and pulling him in further .
"Be mine. Be mine," he groans as he cums, his hips slamming into yours as he fills up the condom.
And your pussy is feeling full and sloppy as you join him in your own orgasm, gripping his shoulders tightly as his hips grind against your pelvic bones.
At a loss of sound, at a loss for words all you do know is that you love Kim Seokjin.
"I love you," you breathe as you wrap your arms around him.
I love you too, troublemaker" he whispers.
A/N: Seokjin, thank you for being handsome and dreamy. Dolls, thank you for reading! I hope you have a great day or night wherever you are!